This a very interesting and unique situation. I don’t think anyone is classifying you as gay. It’s really a mistake to classify anyone as “straight” or “gay” because human sexuality is too fluid and dynamic to fit into boxes.
For the record, I refer to “straight” Alpha Males on this site as Men who typically prefer heterosexual sexual expression. The Men who worship those straight Alpha Males aren’t always gay, either.
I’m actually in contact with a couple of males married to women (essentially straight for all intents and purposes) who have a desire to serve an Alpha Male. In some respects they are like you, desiring to worship Alphas without needing the sexual aspects of that worship. In other words, there are men like you out there.
Really, I think our society would be better in general if men could adopt a more appreciative attitude toward the bodies of other men. Women admire each other and frequently compliment each other, and that helps to encourage stronger and more heartfelt relationships. If more men could adopt your appreciation of the male form, we might be able to break down those stereotypes that you feel boxed into today.
A RECAP: A couple of months ago a straight Alpha from Texas contacted me and wanted me to serve him. He said he wasn’t getting enough worship from his girlfriend. Since I lived too far away, this Alpha ordered me to find him a local fag to use. I eventually found him a cute 18 year-old virgin. Texas Alpha began using this fag for vigorous throat fucking sessions and forced labor. If you want more detail, follow the “#Texas Alpha” tag below.
Not long ago Texas Alpha ordered me to start creating a list of items to help train his 18 year-old fag and further his control over him. This surprised me a little, as Texas Alpha had never had sex with another male before and was suddenly diving head-first into some unfamiliar water with great enthusiasm.
I picked out and purchased several items, including a couple of butt plugs and a chastity device. They finally arrived in Texas Alpha’s mail the other day, and he was eager to use them on his new faggot.
Texas Alpha had the fag come to his place yesterday. Texas Alpha’s primary concern was locking up the fag with the new chastity device. After some amount of struggling (the fag’s balls are bigger than they should be), they managed to get the device locked into place.
Afterward I spoke with the fag about this experience. Here’s what he wrote:
My alpha really enjoyed watching me squirm as put my cock into that
contraption. Said it made me less of a man and even more of a hole for
him to abuse. He also played with my ass with that smaller plug. It hurt
badly. The only other thing I’ve ever had in me was my alpha’s fingers.
Meanwhile, a proud Texas Alpha sent me a pic of his cute little fag wearing his new chastity cage and ordered me to share it with everyone:
As Texas Alpha shows, straight Alpha Men aren’t concerned about “straight” or “gay.” Instead, they want service and worship and submission.
It has been wonderful to watch this hot straight Man come into his power as one of the greatest Alphas I’ve ever met. I’m fortunate to serve him at all.
Total bottom here with totally virgin dick. Don’t like it being touched by another guy. I expect to be fucked and for my dick to be completely ignored. Fellow total bottoms identify yourselves and reblog.
faggots, stop wishing and start serving. Buy an ALPHA coffee, hold the door open, bring us a towel at the gym, get out of the way when we want to use a piece of equipment, always use the bottom locker, wear slutty shorts, be respectful and use SIR whenever possible. We are pretty sharp and can spot faggots a mile away. Sending obvious signals means u are ready to serve. It’s not that hard.
I’ve got a Barber following me on Recon who wants to “groom” me. Body shave to tame my naturally bushy chest hair, crotch clipping, clip nails, and haircut. He’s a professional with a salon. At first I thought there’s no way. But the more I think about it, the more it turns me on. Especially the manicure and pedicure. I’ve never had one. I’m just not wired that way. Would be interested from hearing from you fellas.
Just like this. Every fucking time. Just like this.
As a fag, I’ve given many straight Men pedicures. Once they get past the initial weirdness, they tend to love having a fag service their feet in this way. They often came back asking for this service from me.
I’ve been edging to my Tumblr dashboard and i wanna cum SO bad but i won’t. I believe that orgasms are a privilege for real Men, and fags should not cum unless given explicit permission to do so by a Man. My last time was about a week ago when i was chatting with a str8 guy on Whisper and He ordered me to cum. Before that i had gone about 3 weeks.
When I’m tempted to go over the edge, i usually back off and punch my balls as i was trained to do by a Man i used to serve. Then my balls will ache for hours which is a good reminder of my faggot inferiority.
Having an orgasm is essentially masculine – a procreative sex act can be completed without a woman having one – and ejaculation is absolutely masculine. The denial of orgasm is one of the most emasculating things a Man can do with a faggot.
I’ve had this Tumblr blog for approximately four months now. In that time I’ve mostly focused on things that turn me on about submitting to Alpha males, but I have occasionally shared my thoughts and experiences in serving straight Alphas.
Because of this, many fags have contacted me about advice, or, in some cases, direct help in locating a straight Alpha in their area. I don’t mind this at all, of course; I’ve made myself readily available on Kik and email. In the process, I’ve met some very kind and decent fags who simply want to be useful to a Man.
I’ve also met some incredibly flaky and phony faggots.
I have no idea what might possess a fag to contact me and ask for help in finding an Alpha, only to then suddenly freak out when I find one for them. What did you think was going to happen, faggot? Did you think you could get some free masturbation entertainment and then go back to your comfy life?
Here’s another example: a faggot recently contacted me on Kik asking for help in locating an Alpha in his area. So I began the “interview process,” during which I attempt to discover more about the fag and what might appeal to an Alpha. During this process I asked the fag for a picture of some kind (I even suggested blurring out sensitive parts of the photo), but the fag resisted. A few minutes later, I told the fag that Alpha Males are visual creatures, and a photo would greatly increase the chance of finding a Man to serve.
The fag then accused me of being a pic collector and disappeared. Um, faggot … you contacted me. I’m just trying to help.
No wonder straight Alphas want to beat up faggots all the time!
Sadly, I think this time-wasting results from the inability of each faggot to come to terms with what it really is. These pathetic, lonely fags attempt to hang onto their individual masculine identity in public while also occasionally fantasizing about becoming a slave for a Man during their private jerk-off time.
How sad. Rather than embrace their essence and live it fully, they limp like unhappy ghosts between two completely different worlds. They love to be called “faggot” in their online fantasy world, but actually living a life as a faggot slave for Alpha Men is simply too real for them to handle. It’s all fun and games until they suddenly find themselves submitting to the unrelenting needs of a Man, so they get scared and run away.
Which is fine, I suppose. If a person wants to play a game, that’s their choice. Just don’t waste the time of real faggots who are working hard to serve the needs of real Men.
Thanks to the Internet, Alpha Males have learned that their power and presence extends beyond their physical selves. They’ve come to know that a pitiful faggot half a world away can be enslaved into a life of service simply because that fag recognizes their superiority from afar, and not because the fag was beaten, raped, and forced to submit itself. This is a new wrinkle in the Alpha/fag dynamic.
As a fag, I’ve served straight Alpha Males all of my adult life, but I always served these gods while in their presence. I could see their perfect bodies, touch their unforgiving muscles, taste their salty flesh, and smell their intoxicating musk. There was never any doubt what I was then, as they forced me to my knees to service their cocks or they held me down while they punished my hole. I was their faggot, their property, something tangible to control.
I’ve written before about becoming a cash fag (you can read that here), an Internet phenomenon through which Alpha Males control and force fags into submission with financial domination. While I can’t say I’m enthralled with the practice, I’ve also met some amazing Alphas and learned a few things, too.
But I never thought that I could come under complete control of two Alphas in other states the way I’ve been claimed by Texas Alpha (read more here) and California Alpha (read more here). I had been serving Texas Alpha for a while now, dutifully following his commands to find him a suitable local fag and help in that fag’s training. Then California Alpha found me, and immediately wanted to own me. That caused a problem, of course, because Texas Alpha had already laid a claim to my life.
And so began one of the strangest negotiations I’ve ever experienced.
In essence, California Alpha and Texas Alpha spoke with each other (without my participation) about how to co-own me as their joint property. Once finished, they informed me of my brand new life as their personal, jointly-owned faggot.
I must admit that I felt absolutely humiliated by the experience. I felt like a prized cow being bartered over by two farmers. I had no say in the negotiations over my future. These two powerful Alphas simply made their decision about the rest of my life without my input. My opinion was, essentially, irrelevant.
And it felt so good.
Fags absolutely crave purpose. Unlike these two virile Alpha gods, I will not ever procreate or lead or build or have the slightest chance to impress anyone at all. I was born only to serve. Thanks to these Alphas, I now have a purpose: to serve them with my whole heart and whole mind. I will now worship them in whatever way I can so they can go on to accomplish the important work of being great Men and Leaders in this world.
I am privileged to call California Alpha and Texas Alpha my Masters. They are both perfect in body and mind, gods born to be served and worshiped by this world.
Hmmmmm. That is a very good question. So my first instinct is to tell you that you can’t really control other people’s behavior, so with that in mind perhaps you should focus on becoming more comfortable with your own cock. What I mean by that is you will probably always have dudes laughing or giggling at your dick, but that’s okay. Some of them may not intend their reaction to be hurtful. Humans laugh for all sorts of reasons. In fact last I read (or heard) researchers are still trying to fully understand laughter, but I digress.
The point I want to make, is that perhaps you should focus on the positive aspects of your own dick. It may be small, but maybe it’s perfectly shaped. Maybe it’s thick. Maybe your cock has really sexy veins. I don’t know. I’ll speak for myself and say that I don’t have the biggest cock in the world – many men have bigger and fatter dicks than I do. I’m fairly average, maybe slightly above, when it comes to length and girth. Yet I have had many men comment on how sexy my cock is, how pretty it is. How long it stays hard. How well I use it. How much they enjoy the feel of it in their mouths. There are so many other aspects of my cock that I find pride in other than its length and girth, so I would encourage you to do the same.
Size really isn’t the totality of penises. We all focus so much on big dicks, but that’s not really everything. I used to have this fuck buddy who would come over regularly and he had a big cock (long, not too thick) and while he was sexy, he just wasn’t really that good in bed. Our sex was mediocre. So it didn’t matter that he was gifted physically, cause when it came to skill level he wasn’t. Meanwhile, I had this Marine who came over a few times and his cock was five inches and dude would rail my ass hard. It was so fucking hot. Yes, it would have been hotter if he was the skilled and had a bigger cock. But if I had to choose between a man with a big dick and no skill or a man with small cock who can make you scream and beg for more, I’d take the latter. Every. Time.
Maybe the other thing you can do is just tell people before they even see your cock. Temper expectations may help. Working on being comfortable with the size of your own cock may not stop people from laughing, but it will give you a foundation so their laughter won’t sting (as much if, at all).
Also if the dudes you’re with are laughing to ridicule you, then they’re just douche bags don’t be with them. Although if you get off on humiliation then that’s a whole different response…
Hope that helps. Any more questions, fellas? Love hearing from you all!
I think I would add this: a small/tiny dick is appropriate for a fag who is not destined to use it for procreation or the pleasure of a partner. Wear a g-string that hides your nubbin and relish the role you were born to play.
California Alpha has forbidden me from sharing his pics on this public forum for obvious reasons. I’m sure if you became his cash fag you’d eventually see parts of his body at least.
I think many fags become so consumed by the sexual aspects of service to a straight Alpha that they lose sight of all the other ways they can serve. Detail his car once a week. Offer to clean his apartment/house (if he has one). If you can cook, start offering him delicious meals and treats. Offer to do other menial tasks that he’d rather not do. Once he sees how useful and eager you are to serve him, he’ll find new ways for you to please him.
The problem right now is that he’s a straight Man who has already considered you as a possible sex partner. However, he decided to keep the friendship platonic because he knows that eventually you’ll fall in love with him or you will desire a “relationship” with him. He’s basing this on what he’s experienced in situations with girls and “normal” relationships.
For most straight Men, the idea of owning a fag is a new concept. I don’t think many straight Men would be opposed to owning and using fags if they knew the practice existed and was available to them. In the case of your friend, however, we know that he is at least open to some aspects of using a fag (he considered using you sexually), but he doesn’t understand the full range possible to him. It is up to you to start serving him and open his eyes to the concept.
However, I will add this: you are no longer his friend at that point. You are also not his boyfriend/girlfriend. You would be his fag, his property. You’re giving up any rights to expect equal treatment or respect from him as any other friend might properly expect.
If you’re fine with all of that, then I’d start serving him immediately.
Just last night I responded to the plea of a fag in Los Angeles who wanted to find an Alpha to serve (permalink here). I told this fag that California (and Los Angeles in particular) is “CRAWLING with Alpha Males.”
And today, purely by accident, I met California Alpha.
California Alpha is a 23 year old god who lives in Southern California. He’s a brown haired, brown-eyed Adonis who stands 6′1″ and weighs 189 pounds of gym-ripped muscle.
I happened to meet California Alpha as he was cruising for fags to use on Kik. During his search, he stumbled into the Kik chatroom I created for this site (#FagsWorshipStraights). After I realized I was speaking to an Alpha (usually fags lurk those chatrooms), I decided to ask him some questions.
The resulting conversation is a must-read for all fags. I’m in purple on the right, and California Alpha is in gray on the left. I’ve edited it only to remove personal information or to rearrange it to make the conversation intelligible (we were talking over each other a bit).
As California Alpha unquestionably demonstrates, Alphas, like fags, are BORN THAT WAY. Many Alphas are just like California Alpha, discovering their power over others at an early age and enjoying the worship of lesser people.
This is the natural order of things.
California Alpha has been owning and using fags, women, and other Men his entire life. He is accustomed to the submission of others. He expects it. He deserves it.
California Alpha told me he wants to own as many fags as he can. If you want to serve him in some way, contact me (here is the link to talk to me).
I know my life will never be the same after meeting him.
Fucking HOT! I’ve been there before… although I think most of us have. Any of my followers have hot stories like this? Any of you ever hook up with studs at work? Tell us all about it and I’ll share the best stories!
Unf. Definitely had this fantasy before.
Years ago I worked with tall young guy with a shaved head and big feet named Tony. Very cocky, and he knew I lusted after him. He was outside in the August heat working for hours. He came inside, his beautiful, symmetrical face covered in sweat. He collapsed in a nearby chair.
“Get me a wet towel,” he ordered.
I grabbed a towel, dampened it with water. And brought it to him. He just sat there, so I started wiping the towel over the beads of sweat caught in the stubble on his head.
He enjoyed it briefly before reaching up and taking the towel from me. I sat there and watched him wipe his face and neck, his eyes never leaving me.
This frat guy knows you can’t take your eyes off of him. He goes out of his way to tease you in order to force you to submit to him. Soon, he’ll be able to take whatever he wants from you.
That’s a nice offer, but I’m a fellow fag like you. I would think a luscious and expensive place like Hawaii would have plenty of Alpha males ready to use you. Hopefully an Alpha is reading this and will contact you. Otherwise, I might need to help you. Hawaiian guys are hot.
Conflict?
Many ALPHAs use fags.
fags never expect flowers or dinner, they dont get pregnant and best of all they never have a head ach unless you give it to them.
Many of you might remember Texas Alpha, the gorgeous young Texan stud with the huge dick (pictured above) who contacted me through this blog. His girlfriend wasn’t worshiping him the way he felt he deserved, and, after coming across my writing, wanted me to serve him. I lived too far away, so I posted here asking for any fags in his area to take care of him properly (that original post is here). The response was phenomenal.
As I wrote in my update (read that here), I eventually found Texas Alpha a cute, 18 year old virgin who wanted to serve him. At the time of my last update, they were just getting together for the first time.
Here is how the fag described their first meeting:
Good evening! Sorry my new alpha has had me busy since last night when we met up. He told me that I could talk to you about my experiences. He’s a very nice man but also very assertive and aggressive. He had me come over last night and I walked in and saw him drinking a beer relaxing on his recliner. He immediately called me over and put me on my knees. I sucked him off for a good 15 min. He likes to move slow and really enjoy for as long as possible. Then once he was done with his beer he then grabbed my head and face fucked me with my head between his legs while he sat on his chair. That picture didn’t do his cock justice. I literally gaged and choked on it so much, my throat is still sore as hell from it.
Today he left a key under his door mat and had me clean his entire apartment ( he even left me a chore list). Finally after he got off work he requested I leave my key care hidden outside so he could scan into my dorm. He requested that I lay naked with my ass up and ready in the air. I waited like that almost an hour and then he finally arrived and played with my hole for what felt like forever. Then he fucked my face again and then finally came on my ass. It was incredible being able I serve him like that. He literally left not long ago and he just now have me the clear to tell you all of this. He’s making me screen shot it and send it to him. I am so very lucky to have him and he told me that I better fucking appreciate what you have done for me. So thank you for setting me up with such a dominant alpha! I promise I will serve him well.
So I asked Texas Alpha about the experience from his end:
Later I asked Texas Alpha how he felt about the experience of owning a fag (since this was his first time). This was his response:
Then Texas Alpha added a new wrinkle to the fag’s life:
So I asked Texas Alpha for an update the next day:
I wanted to know how Texas Alpha felt now that he literally owned a fag slave for the first time in his life, so I pressed him on the issue:
Texas Alpha then ordered me to buy a bunch of training tools for the fag, including a couple of buttplugs, some underwear, and a chastity device. I of course did this without hesitation.
It has been an incredible privilege to watch a young straight Alpha Male discover his power over others and enjoy the benefits of their submission to him. To me, he is truly a God and a Man worthy of complete devotion.
Texas Alpha is currently training a cute, twinky faggot I found for him. Expect an update on that interesting situation very soon.
In the meantime, I will ask Texas Alpha if he wants another servant. Be warned, though. Texas Alpha has quickly developed into a creative and tough Master of this fag. Shockingly, Texas Alpha’s girlfriend has no idea this is happening.
Last night I went with friends to a local sports bar to watch baseball. We sat at one end of the long bar, ordered food, and proceeded to get very, very drunk.
I’ve always been a happy drunk, the kind of guy who will do any kind of humiliating thing for a laugh. So there I was in the middle of a big group (I had made instant friends with a couple of people sitting next to us) telling stories about masturbation and being generally loud.
At the other end of the bar were two guys around 30 years old. Normal guys, jeans and tee shirts, baseball caps, just sitting there talking and looking straight ahead like most heterosexual men do at places like that. I had noticed them at the other end of the bar at one point, but I hadn’t spoken to either guy or even made eye contact with them.
Suddenly, one of the two guys (he was wearing a blue and white baseball cap) got up and walked over to our group. I thought he was going to start a fight because we were being loud. He moved between the people surrounding me and walked up to me.
“Come sit with us,” he said to me. He wasn’t asking.
I smiled and grabbed my beer. “Okay,” I replied.
So I followed him over to his buddy, who barely acknowledged me as I sat down next to them. Since I sometimes like to be flirtatious with straight guys, I playfully put my head on his shoulder and asked, “So, what do you want to talk about?”
He pulled his shoulder away. “No, no, no,” he said firmly.
I put my head down. “I’m sorry, Sir,” I whispered, embarrassed. I was terrified that he might assault me.
He leaned over my hunched and humiliated frame. “It’s okay. You’re fine. I understand,” he said, reassuringly.
After that, we talked about baseball for a while (?) until I blacked out. I didn’t get his number or any way to contact him.
What does this mean? I can’t make any sense of it – was this straight guy trying to pick me up?
So now I guess I’ll be going back to that bar in a search for that bold straight guy who apparently made a claim on me.
About five years ago I met a gorgeous, tough-looking straight Alpha with a shaved head and a muscular (but not overly ripped) 6-foot build. My fag friends and I disrespectfully called him “Baldo.” He looked something like a smaller, younger version of wrestler Nathan Jones (pictured above).
At first, I didn’t think Baldo was my type. The muscles were nice, and he looked sexy with a shaved head, but he was prone to wearing tight, filthy-looking jeans and cowboy boots. He also drank quite a bit and looked like the kind of guy who would take on an entire bar in a fight. In many ways, he fit the profile of an Alpha redneck, and this was never really my type of guy.
But Baldo sensed my submissiveness immediately, and one night after some heavy drinking, he invited himself over to my house. There, he shoved me to my knees and began forcefully fucking my face. Baldo didn’t have a huge dick (maybe seven inches?), but it was thick enough to be a challenge for me.
Another issue: Baldo had an annoying and loose frenum piercing (pic below) that added to my frustrations. I hated that piercing, but he refused to listen to my pleas to remove it for our semi-regular face fucking sessions.
Soon, though, I found myself absolutely drunk on Baldo’s forcefulness. He would unexpectedly drop by my place in the middle of the night, fuck my mouth, and leave. He didn’t care about my needs, the needs of my neighbors, nothing. Just loud, aggressive face fucking and gallons of jizz down my throat.
Then one night Baldo interrupted a typical face fucking by picking me up and throwing me over a saw horse I had in my living room (I was remodeling at the time). He brutally fucked me over the saw horse. Then he left, of course.
After that, fucking became a regular part of our routine. I remember one night Baldo showed up drunk, grabbed me by the throat, pulled me into the bedroom and pushed me face-down into the mattress. He then proceeded to hate fuck my ass, his thick arm wrapped around my throat so tightly I felt like I might pass out. It was terrific, but also quite scary. In many ways, Baldo was the perfect Alpha for a fag like me.
But there was one huge problem looming over our situation: Baldo had a long-term girlfriend. I didn’t know about her at first (Alphas rightfully have secrets), but eventually the guilt began to wear on me. Somewhere out there was a girl planning a wedding with the Man who was raping my asshole late every Saturday night. It just became too much.
Fortunately, Baldo took a job in another state, and we both moved on.
Four years passed without a word from Baldo until a few weeks ago. He texted me out of the blue to see if I was still his faggot. Apparently he returned to the area recently and was looking to use me again.
Only now he’s married.
And he still has that stupid dick piercing.
We ended up in a long text message conversation this weekend (his wife was out of town) where he practically begged to shove his dick into “that tight hole” and also “skull fuck” me. Of course, the offer sounded wonderful. I would love to feel his huge, unforgiving arms wrapped around my throat again while he drunkenly rapes me. However, I just can’t seem to let it happen out of respect for a wife I’ve never met.
So “Peter” (aka Alpha #1) wrote to me about servicing his giant cock. He’s been resisting over the last few weeks because, as a straight Man, he’s nervous about using a fag.
But he introduced this new wrinkle: he wants me to pay him $100 for the privilege of servicing him. Think of it as a fag tax.
I don’t need to pay for dick, but this Alpha is exceptional. What should I do?
I love your Tumblr.
You & serviceorientedsub.tumblr have become my addictions. I know there is
a submissive bottom bitch deep down in me, and I have enjoyed experiencing her
with the few Men who can see her in me & unleash her.
My problem is twofold:
1) Most men don’t see
her in me.
2) I have issues with
the ones that can.
I am a
corn-fed/country thick, muscled, dark-skinned, deep-voiced, big dick, Southern
Black male who is also very intelligent. As you can imagine, I fuck a lot of
boys. However, just like a bitch I have always been a crotchwatcher. I have
always lusted after dick. When I got into homosex in my 20s, I did nothing but
suck dick. I used to date older men and sleep with their pipe in my mouth. But
as I got older & bigger & stronger, I got cast in the Alpha male
role.
I do actually enjoy
being an Alpha male. But as I began making boys nut out their pussies & nut
without touching themselves, I begin to wonder how a dick could feel so good it
makes boys do that. And now my curiosity has gotten the best of me.
I’m still learning to
take dick. It usually hurts, but I have noticed that when a Man treats me like
a female I enjoy it more; the girl in me is willing to do more, do anything to
see a real Man enjoy Himself. And the curiosity I have to orgasm & cum
without touching myself has become a full-fledged hunger. I have worn panties,
drunk piss all in pursuit of this elusive pussy orgasm which I have still yet
to experience.
Problem 1: Most Men
don’t see that side of me. And I only want the ones who do. As a naturally
dominant man, I just can’t seem to get turned on by so-called Tops who are less
masculine than me. I can’t get that bitch feeling I need. It’s like being in
the military and taking orders from someone you outrank.
Problem 2: I don’t
like the Men who seem to outrank me. I tried meeting Men on sites like Jackd,
Grindr, Scruff & Recon, but most of the guys there are just dressing up
& playing a role. Outside the bedroom, they lack real, everyday swagger.
Many are downright corny, and not as intelligent as me either. And once I see
that I get turned off.
I’ve meet only 2 guys
who really got me, but both are the on mean side, like: “This ain’t love.
You’re just another bitch to me. I have so many bitches I can’t count.”
While something about that actually turns me on… it also turns me off. I know
becoming a full-fledged pussy boy means I won’t be unique, just be one of many
Real Men can choose from. And I don’t mind competing for a Man’s attention
(that kind of turns me on, too!)
But the girl in me
still wants to be SOMEONE’s girl, even if he steps out on me occasionally. I
want a relationship & love and to be special to someone.
So… Am I just being
too picky/demanding and asking for too much? I see a lot of posts about true
faggots being slutty cum dumps for any Man’s pleasure. Is their room in this
world for someone like me, or do I need to change my thinking?
Hi boy. You
have a lot of questions in there I’m going to focus on two main points
You
can’t find someone masculine enough and
The
ones you do find seem to be playing a role.
Problem 1. You’re expectations are unreasonable
You sound
like a very hot bottom that a Top would love to have as his bitch. Even
adjusting for racism you should attract a higher than average share of Men interested
in your pussy. Still I think you’re expecting both too much and too soon.
When looking
for a partner, everyone has a checklist of necessary and preferred
characteristics we want to find. I
challenge you to write out a list of all the expectations you have for your
Alpha man.
I bet it’s
something like this:
He must be
at least 6 feet tall.
He must be
at least 28 but no older than 36.
He must have
a bigger cock than you, shoot big loads, and stay hard forever without chemical
enhancement.
He must hit
the gym 5 times a week and bench at least 225.
He must be
able to complete a 10K in under 45 minutes.
He must have
a favorite sports team, drink beer, eat burgers and fries before each football
game, but still maintain under 10% body
fat.
He must be
know what year LeBron left Cleveland for Miami and what year he came back. He must be able to rank Brady, Manning and Favre
by number of touchdowns, SuperBowl victories and interceptions. He must not be
able to name a winner of RuPaul’s drag race, more than 3 gay bars, or know that
Fun Home won the 2015 Tony.
When you look
at your final list, think carefully about whether any men like this exist
anywhere outside of porn. Even if they do, these men also have to be within
driving distance, available, and interested in you.
You’re say
you’re a naturally dominant man, yet you won’t settle for someone less
masculine than you. If you keep your standards are that high, it’s going to
take you a long time to find what you’re looking for. Even if you run the
marine marathon, Tough Mudder, and Spartan Race, then keep switching to a new
CrossFit or UFC gym every week you could spend years before you find your
paragon of masculinity.
Here’s a
quote from Dan Savage that might help – “There
is no ‘the one!’ Everyone in reality, at best, is more like a .67 and you round
up! There is no ‘the one.’ You know what makes someone the one, is the decision
to round them up to one.”
Problem 2. Roleplaying is not a problem
Don’t be too
surprised or disappointed when a dominant Tops is “playing a role” and don’t
have a “natural swagger.” For most people Dom/sub play is escapism, It’s not
their 24/7 existence. Sometimes Men are Dom during sex because they don’t have
other outlets to safely and freely express the aggressive, controlling side of
their nature. In a parallel way, some of the biggest pussyboys are powerful business
or political leaders by day who need an escape from the constant pressure of
their responsibilities at night. Or like you, there are muscled, deep-voiced
men that occasionally need to be let the bitch out. They want to be able to
turn that side of their personality off at times. If He can make you feel like
a good girl when you need him to, and meets your minimum manliness standards
the rest of the time, that should be enough.
Some other
notes
– You
say “Most men don’t see that side of me.” You’re built like a linebacker. You
could be cast in Furious 8. Don’t expect men to be mindreaders. First have them
see you as a bottom before they see you as a pussyboy. Lower your bar to
finding a great top. If you have a good connection, you can gradually make him
your Dom
A
few months ago I fucked a hot local Latin boy who had always been versatile.
Our second hookup he was disappointed he wouldn’t get to fuck me, but he loved
my Cock inside him and kept inviting me over. Over a few months I’ve trained
him to love being my boy. Now he doesn’t even touch his cock while I’m fucking
him anymore. If I ruled him out the first time we hooked up for wanting his
cock sucked I’d have missed out on some great culo.
– If
you’re hot for a guy but he’s coming across as corny – it may be some of his
techniques that worked on other pussyboys don’t work on you. You’ll spend time
more wisely communicating in attempts to improve your connection than shopping
for his replacement. This will be more effective if his Cock isn’t inside you
at the time you give feedback.
– When
you find an Alpha you want to commit to, you can discuss how much and how often
he gets to play outside your relationship. Even Tops have to negotiate and
respect boundaries.
– Being
a good bottom does not require being a slut for any hard Cock in your zip code.
You still have autonomy.
Remember life is not port. Porn has all the awkward parts edited out. You say you’re very smart. Would you rather be with a pretty great but imperfect Top or home alone dreaming of your fantasy man?
A brilliant question followed by a brilliant answer. Great information for Alphas and fags alike.
Lesson 1 “slow down” fag was always in a hurry to get to the finish until MASTER taught it that the journey was as rewarding as the destination. So now it takes it slow to make sure every inch and fold are not ignored. Lesson 2 “pay attention to the details” This is part of going slow. When you take it slow you have time to notice the little movements and changes in HIS body and breathing that let you know the important things to the MAN. Pay attention to these changes so you can perfect the skills that bring them about. Lesson 3 “submit” Submit to HIS will and ignore your own, HIS pleasure should be your only desire in life.
Sorry, that was three lessons but they are all equally important.
THANK YOU MASTER for teaching fag the lessons of a life time!
more fags could benefit from learning these lessons.
My suggestions are the same as always. Put a few very blunt ads on Craigslist (”Fag Seeks Alpha to Serve”) in the Men Seeking Men or Casual Encounters sections. Post fliers in places where Alphas will be (gyms, college bars, sports bars, etc.) and see what you find. I’ve also found quite a few Alphas on the Whisper app, oddly enough. I’m sure you also have Alphas you know in your own life now … begin showing them deference and respect, maybe offer to serve them. Alphas pick up on this naturally.
Most of all, don’t be afraid. You are offering service to Men, and more than likely they will not respond badly even if they are repulsed by the idea. Fags often cower in the presence of Men, and that is largely the reason they fail to find Alphas to serve.
I know that, for many people on Tumblr, the idea of serving a straight Man seems like nothing more than wishful thinking. “Sure, it’s a hot fantasy,” say desperately disgruntled fags, “but it never happens in real life.”
This couldn’t be further from the truth. Straight Men have owned and used fags since the beginning of time. And, thanks to the Internet, more straight Men than ever before are discovering the pure pleasures of owning fags.
This is perfectly illustrated by the example of Texas Alpha (I first discussed him here and just recently here), the drop-dead sexy Alpha who contacted me a few weeks ago through this blog.
Texas Alpha is a hung 22 year old straight guy with a girlfriend and lots of frat buddies. He happened across my blog while looking at porn, and began reading some of what I’ve written on the subject of fags serving as slaves to Men. He was so intrigued by the idea that he contacted me, and we began to talk.
During our conversations, he mentioned how he felt like he should be worshiped and served, something his girlfriend wouldn’t do. He told me that he had never done anything with a guy, but wasn’t against it. Of primary importance was the worship – Texas Alpha believed that people are there to serve him and his needs.
He wanted me to serve him, but I lived too far away. That’s when he ordered me to find him a fag in his area to serve him the way he deserves. So I did. I eventually discovered a cute 18 year old virgin fag that was interested, so I got them in touch with each other.
This straight Alpha Male and this eager fag finally met each other Tuesday night. Here’s what the fag wrote to me afterwards:
Good evening!
Sorry my new alpha has had me busy since last night when we met up. He told me that I could talk to you about my experiences. He’s a very nice man but also very assertive and aggressive. He had me come over last night and I walked in and saw him drinking a beer relaxing on his recliner. He immediately called me over and put me on my knees. I sucked him off for a good 15 min. He likes to move slow and really enjoy for as long as possible. Then once he was done with his beer he then grabbed my head and face fucked me with my head between his legs while he sat on his chair. That picture didn’t do his cock justice. I literally gagged and choked on it so much, my throat is still sore as hell from it.
Today he left a key under his door mat and had me clean his entire apartment ( he even left me a chore list). Finally after he got off work he requested I leave my key care hidden outside so he could scan into my dorm. He requested that I lay naked with my ass up and ready in the air. I waited like that almost an hour and then he finally arrived and played with my hole for what felt like forever. Then he fucked my face again and then finally came on my ass. It was incredible being able I serve him like that.
He literally left not long ago and he just now have me the clear to tell you all of this. He’s making me screen shot it and send it to him. I am so very lucky to have him and he told me that I better fucking appreciate what you have done for me. So thank you for setting me up with such a dominant alpha! I promise I will serve him well.
Bear in mind, Texas Alpha has never had sex with a male before. However, it took mere minutes for Texas Alpha to release his inner animal and quickly dominate this young fag. Ultimately, Texas Alpha is just like any straight Man, cocky and uninhibited and hungry for service. When these Alphas find a submissive willing to serve them, their instincts take over and they are capable of anything.
Later, I asked Texas Alpha about how he felt after claiming and using his first fag:
As you can clearly see, straight Alpha Men everywhere are learning that fags are born to worship and serve them. These deserving Men are claiming faggot slaves of their very own to take care of their wants and needs without complaint.
Nobody needed to teach Texas Alpha how to properly use and own a fag. It’s in his DNA. Texas Alpha, like all straight Alpha males, is born to breed, dominate, and own inferiors. He is only now discovering the true depth of his power over others.
That cock belongs to the Alpha in Texas (I first mentioned him here) I’ve been talking to recently. He’s just one of the amazing straight Alphas I’ll discuss in this latest update.
TEXAS ALPHA
This gorgeous, hung 22 year old contacted me through this site last month. He was hoping that I could serve him since his girlfriend doesn’t give him the kind of worship he believes he deserves (and he does deserve it).
Since I could not serve him (although I did offer to fly out to him and worship him properly for a week), he put me to work searching for fags in his area that could take care of him. While this hurt me – I wanted to be that fag – I did my duty and spent a week or two looking around his area for suitable replacement fags.
I did finally find a fag for him, a cute 18 year old virgin with an insatiable desire to suck cock. So now Texas Alpha has a fag to serve him (sigh), but he’s also quite grateful to me for working so hard to satisfy him. Texas Alpha told me he intends to keep me as his “long distance faggot” (his words) because I worked so hard to please him. He also told me that I’m “lucky he lets me serve him.” Indeed I am.
GLENN (The work Alpha)
When I last discussed Glenn (here) he had just returned to his ex-girlfriend, but made some indications that he still wanted me to suck his cock.
Glenn went on a two-week vacation, so I didn’t see him for a while. When he returned, he talked about his trip and how dissatisfied he was with his girlfriend’s sexual resistance. I told him I was sorry he was frustrated.
“I wouldn’t be frustrated with you, would I?” Glenn asked slyly.
I smiled, but feigned ignorance. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, you wouldn’t resist, would you?” answered Glenn.
“No, Sir. Fags give Men what they want.” I stammered.
Glenn smiled. “That’s what I like to hear, bitch.”
Then some coworkers walked up, and we stopped talking. Since then, we haven’t had much of a chance to speak to each other. The flirting continues, but I’m not really sure where this is going.
The Italian Alpha
I first shared pics and video of this incredibly hot young Alpha in Milan, Italy named Eric (right here) just a week or two ago, but things continue to heat up between us. Here’s a conversation from yesterday.
He also sent me another pic of his glorious body.
Eric is absolutely adamant that I come to live with him as his house fag for the rest of my life. Basically, he wants to own me. I must admit I’m quite nervous about that prospect, but it also fulfills a need inside of me.
Alpha Peter
Peter (formerly Alpha #1) disappeared after my last update (here), but that isn’t particularly unusual. Peter is busy with work, and he’s also quite nervous about using a fag. However, as it goes with most Men, when he gets horny enough he craves any kind of attention.
After a week or two of silence, Peter texted me at five in the morning last Saturday. He wanted me to come over and suck his cock and let him fuck me. Of course, I was in a car headed to a lake with some friends at the time, but I messaged him for quite a while during the trip.
It was a hot conversation, with Peter repeating over and over that he wanted to rape me. He also sent me several photos of his giant dick.
In the heat of the moment he also sent me a short clip of him stroking his dick while muttering nasty things to me. Unfortunately, I can’t seem to embed that in this post.
I haven’t heard from Peter since then, but I think we’re getting closer to something quite intense.
An unexpected benefit of running a site devoted to serving straight Alpha Men is that I’ve met quite a few straight Alpha Men. Why are they here? It seems they often stumble on it looking at porn. But once they discover my message, they end up contacting me to find out more about being worshiped.
Recently I was contacted by a 22 year old Alpha named Eric who lives in Milan, Italy. In other words, Eric is approximately 4,700 miles away from me. Even though we seemingly had no chance for a connection, I kept talking to him.
Eric began telling me that, even though he’s straight and fucks girls all the time, he’s always wanted to have a house fag to own and control. This, of course, rang my bell immediately. Eric said he wanted this house fag to sleep at the foot of his bed (unless he’s fucking a girl, of course), cook him meals, and worship his body.
Then Eric showed me his body. Well, more specifically, his giant cock.
As we continued to talk, he expressed a desire to have me as his house fag. This, of course, involves quitting my job and leaving my family and country to serve him for the rest of my life.
So we discussed that. At one point I asked him about the possibility that he might get married to a woman, and what might happen to me.
Kinda hot, right?
I’m still debating this entire thing. Eric is probably the first straight Alpha who closely aligns with my thinking. He’s straight, loves to be worshiped in various ways (he loves to be smelled!), and wants to own a fag as his personal property. That’s hard to find anywhere.
But he lives in Italy! Such a huge step!
We are still discussing things at this stage, but Eric loves jerking his big dick to conversations about how I will serve him. But this isn’t just some fantasy for him – he really wants to own a fag and have that fag serve him indefinitely.
In Part One of this series (you can read that here) I described a conversation I had with a 19 year old fag named Noah who wanted to serve his older cousin, a 22 year old straight Alpha male.
In Part Two (you can read that here), I detailed how I helped Noah manipulate his 17 year old cousin (the younger brother of the Alpha cousin) into using him.
In Part Three (you can read that here), I revealed a conversation I had with the Alpha cousin after he took Noah’s cell phone away from him.
Some time passed before the older Alpha returned Noah’s phone, and Noah immediately texted me to share his experience during the course of the previous night. The following is our actual conversation. Noah is in gray on the left, and I’m in purple on the right.
As we can see from Noah’s once-in-a-lifetime experience, fags who are brave and show courage when trying to serve Alpha Men often reap huge rewards. Had Noah remained in secret, hiding behind a collapsing and phony shell of heterosexual mimicry, he never would have had the chance to serve THREE Alpha Men and fulfill his destiny as a slave to their desires.
I’m very proud of Noah and all fags who use their energies and strengths to serve the Men in this world who deserve our worship.
In Part One of this series (you can read that here) I described a conversation I had with a 19 year old fag named Noah who wanted to serve his older cousin, a 22 year old straight Alpha male.
In Part Two (you can read that here), I detailed how I helped Noah manipulate his 17 year old cousin (the younger brother of the Alpha cousin) into using him.
When I ended Part Two, Noah went over to the older Alpha cousin’s house and gave him a handjob. It seemed like Noah was well on his way to becoming a useful fag for two straight Alphas in his own family.
Then, the older Alpha cousin took Noah’s phone from him and started messaging me, demanding answers. Here is my remarkable conversation with Noah’s older cousin (the Alpha is in gray on the left, I’m in purple on the right).
After this, I didn’t hear from the Alpha cousin again and an entire day passed. Again, I began to worry that something happened to Noah.
The next day Noah contacted me to tell me what happened after the Alpha cousin stopped talking to me. I’ll leave that incredible discussion for the final installment in this series tomorrow!
Part Three will be up shortly! Give me another hour or so.
I’ve never been a sniffy faggot. I guess dirty underwear and socks just don’t thrill me as much as a Man’s body.
I knew a hot young Alpha college guy (I begged him to go into modeling) who started selling his used clothes after I convinced him he could make good money offering them to fags. He didn’t believe me at first, but he eventually made several thousand dollars by following my suggestions. And he never offered me a cent, as it should be.
That’s not a bad idea, but no, I don’t have a “want ads” section of this blog. Perhaps someone reading in the DC area can help this fag find fulfillment.
On this blog I’ve detailed a few methods to find straight Alpha males, and I intend to pioneer a few others. Believe me, Alphas are everywhere and they want worship. With a little courage, you can be one of their servants.
Yeah, it’s a strange phenomenon, and I still haven’t figured it out yet. Why does it feel so good to give hard earned money to these Men? I’m guessing it reinforces what we really are: tools of pleasure for superior Men.
It is not my story to tell. I can tell you that – just as with me and Rex – Charlie first offered a specific service to his Alpha. In doing so, it was clear to the Alpha that Charlie was acknowledging the Alpha’s superiority. The Alpha then tested Charlie’s willingness to serve by gradually giving Charlie more tasks. It is hard to make that first move, but it seems the Alphas know what to do once a fag offers to submit to the Superior Man.
Age rarely makes much of a difference. I have served much younger Alphas. They aren’t necessarily looking for a HOT fag as much as they are looking for an OBEDIENT and SUBMISSIVE fag. Alphas want worship from everyone, even older or less attractive fags.
A Man getting his nut in his fag’s face cunt. For a fag there is nothing more intense or overwhelming to the senses than feeling your face and throat getting fucked. It’s great feeling the Man’s power over your body. Your head transformed into a cunthole for his cock. Submission. His superiority and your own inferiority amplified. Feeling His pleasure as He ejaculates, tasting His cum. It is what being a fag is all about.
As my series “Fags Must Be Brave” demonstrates, fags need to show initiative in order to find Alphas (particularly straight Alphas) to serve. I encourage all fags to show courage and ingenuity so that they may be useful to a Man. Serving a Man is the life’s work of a faggot. Like anything that important, achieving this goal requires training, hard work, and dedication.
When I left this story yesterday (you can catch up by reading PART ONE right here), 19 year old fag Noah was frantically texting me about how his hot 17 year old cousin was giving him signals. I advised him as best as I could, and Noah disappeared for a few hours.
I feared Noah was in trouble. Finally, I texted Noah to see if he was okay. Here’s what Noah told me. The following are actual excerpts of our conversation. Noah is the conversation in the gray boxes to the left, and my responses are in the purple boxes to the right.
Then Noah disappeared for a couple of hours. I assumed he went over to his older cousin’s house, but I worried that the younger cousin informed the older cousin of Noah’s earlier actions and the brothers might conspire to harm him.
However, when Noah returned, it was clear that the older cousin had other ideas.
At this point, I figured I wouldn’t be hearing from Noah again because he would probably be busy dealing with his older cousin and his cousin’s friend. Noah seemed safe, and that’s all I really wanted to know.
Then, almost an hour later, I started receiving texts from Noah’s older cousin!
It seems the older cousin took Noah’s phone from him as a punishment, and wanted to know what Noah has told me. Here I was, face-to-face with a straight Alpha male, and an angry one to boot.
It’s a long conversation, so I’m going to cut that up for tomorrow’s installment.
I have met a sexy straight Alpha male through this Tumblr site, but he lives several states away from me (specifically Texas). He’s incredibly blunt about his needs, and has complained to me that he can’t find anyone (female or fag) who will submit to him and serve him the way he feels he deserves.
I am seriously considering flying to Texas to serve him for a week, but that would only be temporary service for a Man who clearly deserves it constantly. Are there any fellow fags in Texas who might want to worship this beautiful straight Alpha male?
Every so often I get asked this question by fellow fags: “How
can I find a straight Alpha male to serve?” There are no easy answers to that
question, as every encounter with an Alpha is as unique as each delicate
snowflake in a winter snowstorm.
But if I had one very important bit of advice for
Alpha-loving faggots out there, it would be this: BE BRAVE. Too often fags
cower in the shadows, afraid to approach an Alpha they wish to serve. That fear
is understandable; approach the wrong Alpha at the wrong time, and you could
end up in a hospital. However, most of the time Alphas understand the need that
fags have to worship them. Approaching them in a contrite, humble manner shows
them respect. After all, your desire to serve them is ultimately complimentary
to them. So always be courageous, and amazing things can happen for you.
To illustrate the importance of bravery, I’m going to share
the remarkable recent experience of one of my readers. This 19 year-old fag named “Noah”
(not his real name) had contacted me through this blog, and we began daily text
discussions about how to find Alphas to serve. At first these conversations
were innocent, hypothetical dialogues about past experiences.
Then the story took an incredible turn. Strap in … you won’t
believe what happened next.
On Sunday August 23, 2015, Noah started telling me about an older cousin who is a straight Alpha male. The following excerpt comes directly from our text messages, edited only to clarify the dialogue or remove incriminating evidence. Noah is the gray on the left, and I’m the purple on the right (on mobile, you may need to click the images to see them).
Some time passed before I heard from Noah again. When Noah started texting again, he was freaking out because his younger cousin (the younger brother of the older Alpha cousin) was over at his house and seemed to be interested in something more than just hanging out …
At that point I didn’t hear from Noah for a few hours, and I was honestly nervous. What if my advice to Noah went badly and his younger cousin hurt him? Perhaps this younger cousin exposed Noah’s secret to the family, causing him to be ostracized? I was terrified.
Then Noah finally texted me back, and the account he gave stunned me. That will be for PART TWO tomorrow.
