I am a FAGGOT. Why is this so difficult for people to understand?
Group of Frat Jocks forming for Bowl Game/Need Queer Bottoms – 25
Buds want 1 or 2 fagsluts to come watch the game with us tonight. Well, not so much watching; serve beer, drink it used, suck our feet or our cocks, get fucked during halftime, rim our assholes, whatever else you can think of is cool, as long as it’s us using you for our fun. All pretty much in shape and a pic of 3 of us is attached. Got beer/booze and poppers stocked, but you’ll be expected to pay us for the recycled suds we feed you.
So if any of you homo-whores want to come out in the cold tonight and head to Bucktown, “the game is on”. Are you a sissy? Even better! Wear your panties, stockings, and high heels! Otherwise, you’ll be naked or clothed as we decide. Got no interest in your junk unless its something we will laugh at.
We’ll enjoy laughing at you. You like guys enjoying you, right, queerbitch?
That’s a shame, Sir, and I’m sorry that fag wasted your time. I see this kind of behavior a lot in older gay subs (not necessarily fags) who are loud and brash and think they deserve some special treatment because they’re going to suck your dick.
In reality, these older gays should be grateful that a younger straight Man is allowing them to serve. If they had any brains they would realize that and get to work.
Thank you, Sir.
It sounds like your boyfriend wants you to become his faggot. It’s important to remember that not every bottom is a faggot. In fact, most bottoms are Men who simply prefer the bottom position during sex.
You sound like a bottom gay Male, not a faggot. You aren’t automatically a faggot because you’re turned on by the things you see on my blog. So I don’t think you need to be confused about your own feelings.
But you might need to have a frank discussion with your boyfriend about his expectations.
Either this Alpha is dumb, or your hints suck. Try asking him, “Sir, if you’d like, may I suck your cock?” You’re already serving him, so I don’t see why saying that should be so difficult.
I think you should be honest with your female partner. It isn’t fair to her that you are not really the person she imagines and she’s building her life around.
There are plenty of black Men willing to pound a submissive male. Look on Craigslist, Grindr, other places. You can create a controlled situation that suits your shyness.
Let’s face it – you only have one shot at life. Better to live it truthfully and on your own terms.
I’ve always been an occasional recreational smoker. If I’m at a party and somebody has some they’re passing around, I’ll smoke. I don’t ever have any of my own, and I don’t have any paraphernalia.
As basically someone who doesn’t smoke pot, I think marijuana should absolutely be legal. I’ve done a lot of fucked up shit while drunk over the years, and probably should’ve died at least once. Alcohol is INFINITELY more dangerous than marijuana, and I don’t care what an ancient dumbfuck like Jeff Sessions thinks about it. We could pay off the National Debt in five years with the tax money from regulated and controlled marijuana sales in this country. It’s stupid that we are shackled to the thinking of the 1930s on this subject.
I’m sorry this is causing such a struggle for you.
This is such standard advice that it’s nearly cliche, but can these “friends” really be considered friends if they would be willing to reject you over this intrinsic part of your life? You were gay before they knew you were gay, and they had no problem with you at that point. Nothing has changed except their knowledge of your homosexuality.
Anybody that shallow is simply not worth your time.
In my experience, it’s infinitely better to live the life YOU want, not the life your family or friends want or expect you to live. Sure, you might lose some people over it, but you will gain self-respect. And, like a large rock pulled out of a stream, new friendships pour in to fill the void.
You will regret it if you try to continue this charade throughout your life. Be yourself.
In my last update on Alpha Pierce (March 26, read here) I told how this straight young Alpha had confronted his roommate over some obvious faggot behavior. After some encouragement from me, Alpha Pierce discovered that his roommate Lou was, most likely, a faggot and interested in serving. Poor Lou just didn’t know it … yet.
I received a message from Alpha Pierce two nights ago. He said that he came home horny, went to his room, and got naked in preparation for a masturbation session.
Then he remembered his roommate Lou was home and in its bedroom.
So Alpha Pierce walked to Lou’s room and stood in the doorway, his massive uncut cock rock hard. Lou was texting a friend while lying on its bed in its underwear. After a few seconds, Alpha Pierce cleared his throat to get Lou’s attention. And when Lou looked over his shoulder and saw this dominant Man in its doorway, a little smile crossed its lips.
Alpha Pierce strode over to the bed. He quickly pulled Lou onto its back, its head hanging over the end of the bed. Then Alpha Pierce forcefully throatfucked the fag “like a fucking Fleshlight.” After a while of this, Alpha Pierce filled Lou’s throat with cum, turned, and started to leave. Alpha Pierce said he noticed a huge smile on Lou’s face as the fag swallowed the sweet Alpha load.
Alpha Pierce’s final thought on the encounter: “Definitely better than masturbating.”
Yesterday Alpha Pierce was asking me about fucking the fag’s pussy, and the troubles he might expect from fucking a virgin faggot with his thick, heavy Alpha cock. Ultimately I don’t think it really matters. Lou is now officially serving a hot young Alpha, and this Alpha is clearly going to take whatever he wants from his new faggot.
One of the things I want to do with this blog is to highlight good examples of couples that exemplify Dominant and submissive roles in their relationship. One such couple is Jason and his Sir. I recently interviewed him in what I’m hoping will be a continuing series of Alpha/fag relationship profiles.
Tell me a little background info about yourself and your Sir (how old are Y/you, what Y/you do for a living, etc.)
i’m a 26 year-old white male faggot. i work as a teacher. He works in finance.
How did the two of Y/you meet?
What were your first impressions when you met Him in person for the first time?
He was a clear Commander and Superior. He knew He was better than most around us, including me.
What are some of the things you think make Him Superior to you and other faggots? What are some of the things you respect about Him?
Natural power … it’s hard for my inferior brain to describe them.
Charisma, aggressiveness, intelligence, athleticism, masculine beauty.
What are some of the ways you try to serve Him in Y/your relationship?
i’m His house cleaner, His cook (when it’s something he wants), His cumdump, His servant, [and] His bitch. i work to provide everything a housewife and a hooker can provide, or rather is used for.
How do you deal with times when He is disappointed in you?
i get very sad and frustrated at myself and just try to do better the next time. i mostly get quiet and try to stay even more out of His way. Seen and not heard. And i try to ingratiate myself by doing better at other things. He once joked i give the best head after i fuck up.
I know you said you are engaged to Him. What do you envision Y/your dynamic being like as a married couple?
O/our married life will be mostly the same as before. i’m the domestic servant and cumdump that performs and provides for Him, while He is busy taking on the world. i’m just a small part.
He will make the decisions and while my input might be allowed, He can flat out ignore it. Like when W/we get dinner, i might suggest my favorite Italian restaurant and He might decide He’s also in the mood for Italian, whereas before He was thinking Korean. But He’ll pick His favorite Italian place and, of course, order for me.
Anything else you’d like to add about Him, fellow faggot?
Ownership from Him has made me [get] in the best shape of my life. i’ve gone vegetarian and workout 4-5 times a week, [but used to be a] couch potato. He either criticized my body or would say, “your skin would be better if you cut out sugar. you would be a better fuck if you cut down on calories.”
One day he told me, “you’re going to start seeing this trainer on Saturdays.” The trainer is a fag and very adept at twink exercises
It sounds like you adapted to Him really well.
i try, [but} always have to work harder. The trainer is more sexual and has a better body, so working out for him is like being body and fag shamed as motivation and i think He knows it
What is it like knowing you’re someone else’s property?
It’s empowering in the sense that i feel like i have more value since a God values me and takes the time to own me. And the limitations of being owned give me less to worry about and more concrete simple things to focus on to be better. It’s limiting and freeing
Okay final thought- can you give a shout out to your Sir? I think we should both pay our respects to Him for letting you do this interview.
Thank You, Master. for letting me speak to my fag brother and to give this interview. Thank You for letting me be in Your life and to serve You. i am an undeserving lucky faggot and i cannot wait to be your boywife.
What do you think?
Sounds good, fag 😉
Interested in being featured in a relationship profile regarding your dating relationships or marriage? Send me a private message and I’ll set up an interview.
I love this too much and look up to anyone who accepts and embraces this type of relationship as the most authentic one for them. It’s totally what I want one day!
No, I don’t think you should accept that. You’re scared and unhappy. Serving a Man should elevate you and fulfill you, not make you fear for your life.
I’m not sure what “it wasn’t always like this” means, but perhaps something happened to him to alter his personality. Maybe you can discuss it with him if you feel comfortable enough.
Regardless, you are not a punching bag. You’re still human. Your Alpha should be happy to have a faggot interested in serving him like a god, not violent. Something’s wrong, and you need to protect yourself.
Since I discovered my true nature as a faggot at age 17, I’ve been less interested in masturbation. Prior to that point, I masturbated all the time and experimented with techniques like hands-free stimulation and toys and things of that sort. Edging was one of those early experiments I tried back then, although I didn’t know the technique had a name. I just thought it was an interesting way to spend an hour or so and achieve a really powerful orgasm. Later, I discovered it was a way for me to worship the body of an Alpha and bring him tremendous amounts of pleasure.
Edging involves blocks of time (maybe 15 or 20 minutes a piece) where the penis is slowly and rhythmically stimulated (like long strokes up and down the length of the cock, including the head), followed by cool-down periods. Unlike typical masturbation sessions, edging builds up the body’s anticipation for climax to almost insatiable levels. When release is finally achieved, the orgasm is intense and the cumshot itself is typically impressive. Male porn stars are known to use edging on-set in order to produce these kinds of explosive orgasms.
Edging isn’t just masturbation or a “hand job.” It is the purposeful stimulation of the cock over a period of time in order to produce a more intense orgasm.
Of course, I didn’t know any of that when I was a thirteen year-old boy. I just knew it felt great. I’ve read some essays and how-to manuals on edging, and they often claim that the technique can make the penis larger over time. Apparently I didn’t do it enough, because I still have a tiny, laughable penis to this day.
But the technique helped me later when, as a faggot, I was able to use the technique to truly satisfy my Alpha at the time.
We always talk about Male aggression during sex, and it’s true – Men have tremendous and aggressive power during sex. But Men do like to lie back and be worshiped for long periods of time, too. During these moments a Man will surrender himself to that worship, allowing his submissive to serve him gently while also admiring and enjoying his masculinity.
If you can, convince your Alpha to sit back in a comfortable chair or lie down on a bed (I prefer the chair, because the angle is better). You don’t use anything but your hands; using your mouth will only cause the Alpha to want to guide your head. Stroke him gently but firmly, occasionally stopping to stimulate other parts of his body before returning to stroke his cock more. Remember – it’s important to use both hands to stimulate multiple parts of his body like his balls or his nipples. This gives your Alpha the impression of being worshiped for his entire body, as if he has a cadre of females serving his every need.
NOTE: many edging videos feature the Man being tied up during the session. I’ve never tied a Man up in my life and would never even consider it, but it might be useful if the Alpha cannot keep his hands away from his cock during the session. Part of the thrill of edging a Man is the complete surrender of the Man to the person performing the service.
When your Alpha begins to squirm or his vocalizations get more pronounced, you know it’s time to let him release. He may even beg you to bring him to orgasm. When it seems to be time, stroke him aggressively, but be mindful of the head of his cock, which will be incredibly sensitive after so much stimulation. Once he cums, allow him a few moments without stimulation so his cock can relax. You might kiss his cock or gently lick up any of his seed during this time.
I think you will find that this kind of worship will be a powerful tool in your arsenal. And for Alphas, I encourage you to allow your faggots (or your women) do employ this technique for you. Edging is a powerful way to center your worship where it belongs: on the Alpha’s body and his need for pleasure.
These are a couple of videos I like demonstrating techniques:
Faggots are obsessed with cock. That’s one reason why they are so useful to Men. A Man can always count on a faggot to be 100% committed to serving his cock. A Man can see that the faggot CRAVES his cock and is STARVING for his cum. That total worship is something a Man doesn’t usually get from a woman – or even other gay Men – and it’s exciting for him.
I have told you through my first 5 posts in this story, what I went through, what I discovered and now I will tell you where I am.
I am currently “owned” by a straight college guy. He is 23. He is middle eastern, and so beautiful I can’t believe my luck. But read….he is straight. Everything is new to him and although he is embracing owning a fag, the very mention of some of the things i crave are not only shocking to him, but repulsive. He said he would piss in my mouth, but changed His mind. He will probably never fuck me. He fucks girls. He shows me the videos to prove what a stud he is. AND TRUST ME THE GIRLS SCREAM!! I finally got him to not shower when he comes over , by begging and telling him a fag doesn’t deserve a clean body from his Sir,and that the soap should be used for his girlfriends not his fag. He laughed and said OK, as if sorta understanding.
I started off paying a small fag tax. He was uncomfortable with it and now has canceled it. He said he is not a prostitute, he is just using me for dirty things and chores. I convinced him to charge me a chore tax as doing his laundry and all of his friends, including ironing their sox and underwear , as well as every single shirt, was a gift to me. He understood and said, “OK but there will be a lot. We are 4 guys in one room. That’s a lot of laundry.” I no longer eat out or go for drinks, so i am always sure to have enough chore tax. (he charges them $5.00 a load. I pay him $10 a load, so he is making $15 a load). i am so happy i can help enrich his wallet this way, and he doesn’t feel like a prostitute.
He told me one night via text that he has a new way for me to serve him. I was shaking with anticipation. When he got here, i greeted Him as i always do. I kneel , kiss his hand and then his ass through his pants. He said, “You will manscape me , and i will save $60 a month because of it”. I begged to pay him at least half of that for the honor and trust. He laughed but took it. I also did not want a rough towel touching him where i had just trimmed, so i licked all of the hair with my tongue. till he was perfectly groomed.
I buy him a case of beer a week, herb, a list of snack and make food for him. My owner is not mean, is responsible but is demanding. His time is limited although after this vacation he has said that he will be here more often to use the pool and buildings gym. That will save him $50 a month gym membership.
I had another owner, a college guy , who just stopped calling. He was irresponsible. He wasn’t a good owner for a first time fag. My King , who owns me now, is a dream come true for me. I tried to end it because of his lack of time, but he blew my phone up with texts saying i was His fag, he wasn’t looking for another one, and he trusts me because i have given him my HIV neg test and STI neg tests.
I got emotional without letting him know and simply texted very quickly “thank you Sir, fag is so fulfilled now.”
So there you have it. I hope it lasts at least a while, but if it doesn’t this Sir has helped me in so many ways accept the fact that, STRAIGHT MEN DESERVE OUR SERVICE AND ADORATION. ….AND i AM A fag….
thank you to my fag brother @fagsworshipstraights for letting me feel free to write this and helping me spread the word to others who may be suffering in silence.
I hope you have enjoyed this insightful series of posts as much as I have. Follow your dream and allow your heart to tell you what to do. You will feel much more fulfilled and happy.
No I never have.
There are a variety of reasons why faggots are inferior, but the one inferior quality they all share is the need to serve and follow. Faggots are not leaders like superior Men naturally are. Faggots have a need to humble themselves before Men, to surrender themselves to the will of Men.
If you’re an Alpha out looking for faggots in public places, the first thing you’ll notice in the fags around you is how much they look at you or circle around you. The fags will smile a lot around you, or they might seem to linger a lot around you. Straight Men don’t act like that.
Thank you, Sir!
I’m sure your brother is calling you that in a teasing manner, not that he actually thinks you’re a faggot. It’s pretty standard brotherly behavior.
You probably have three options:
1. Ignore it. Sometimes bullies get tired of calling people names if it fails to get a rise out of them.
2. Beat his ass. This is a classic power struggle, and beating his ass will make him think twice next time.
3. Start calling him a name he doesn’t like.
Option #1 is probably the most adult way to handle it.
Thank you very much for this message, Sir. What you describe is what I consider to be perfect Alpha behavior, receiving worship yourself from inferiors while also protecting those who cannot protect themselves. It is wonderfully comforting to know we have Alphas like you in this world, Sir.
I also want to reassure you that your use of faggots doesn’t reflect badly or negatively on your brother. We were born to serve Alphas like you, Sir, and you fulfill us when you use us. So really, you do your faggots a favor when you allow them to serve you.
Thank you very much for this message, Sir.
Laying in bed, divorced, played out with hustlers and fags, and just frustrated. I honestly was getting really depressed. I’m an upbeat guy with a pretty exciting life, as it were, but was never happy.
I remember thinking, something has got to give. I’m well known as a “straight” hustler. I hire straight guys every chance I get to lick their assholes as a sign of humiliation and respect. I can’t live two lives anymore. I have no information, no clue and no one to turn to for help.
My proud gay friends who know nothing of my lives, would torment me if i identified as a fag to them. I could never let them know that the bullies we frown on, are really the guys I want to serve. I could continue hiring guys for an hour at a time for humiliating sex. There was just something more that I wanted.
I never tried tumblr. I thought it was like instagram filled with pics of flowers and make up videos and gay guys posing. I have no clue how i came across Rex’s fags blog @servingsuperiormen. I saw it and just thought I’d pass time and read a paragraph or two.
MY life literally changed that night. THIS REALLY EXISTED. What I wanted was real and it even had a name. It was called faggotry and, no joke, I cried. I mean sobbed. I’m 42 and I had no clue this could actually be real. I read Rex’s fags’ entries. Every single one in one night. I was excited, relieved and literally repulsed by them. I was so afraid that I wanted this, that I convinced myself it was horrible.
Could I live as a fag? Be called an “it” and serve a straight man
unconditionally? The very word Fag brought me to horrible times as a kid, when I was tormented so badly in school that I had to be home tutored. Could I embrace this? I began writing Rex’s fag. I never expected an answer, but as kind as he is, he did answer me. He also helped me. I will never meet him but I love him like a brother. When I would panic he would calm me down. When I was confused he would break it down for me. He was my only fag friend and he has no clue how he changed my life.
final part 6 later.
I hear this experience over and over again from faggots who discover this the way @servant4str8t describes here. The light switch in their head is suddenly turned on, and all of the pieces fall into place for them. They finally understand their true purpose. It can be overwhelming.
Faggots are born that way. Understanding that will help so many more lead happier, more productive lives.
Obviously this dynamic exists, although I don’t understand it at all. I personally think females who act dominant over a Man are hilarious, and they are clearly playing a part. And the “males” who submit to them … don’t get me started.
The mental issue at the center of this bizarre fetish can be seen in the comment of your friend. He likes to be pegged by a female, but the instrument can’t resemble a penis because that would be too gay. That has to be the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard. I would instantly lose respect for my friend if he ever said something that stupid to me.
UPDATE: I just knew my strong-ish language on this subject would bring out the slings and arrows. Look, I really don’t care at all about this subject. I have no interest in submissive males, or dominant females. So please save your outrage for something more important or interesting.
I have quite a few good female friends. I’m not AGAINST women, even though sometimes it might sound that way. Females are incredibly important to our evolutionary development, obviously, and have been one of the key pillars to our most important social structure, the family. I do tend to believe that women submitting to Men is the natural order of things, and when women deviate or rebel against that order we have additional problems as a society.
Very good, my brother! I totally agree! Thank you!
Either on your back with your head tilted back (which opens the throat), or coming down on it from above so that the shape and curvature of the dick matches the angle of your throat.
I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope you’re okay.
If you have lived your life to this point without confiding this most important aspect of yourself to her, then I don’t know why it would be important now. A revelation of this sort would be only for your benefit, not hers (”Well, at least I told her the truth” you could say afterwards). Clearly she has created an environment around this topic that has made you feel uncomfortable about telling her the truth (you don’t mention her actual stance on it, so I’m guessing), so it ‘s possible that telling her would add one more layer of sadness/worry/grief/ regret on top of a full plate of those emotions right now. Just be good to her and support her and let her go in peace.
Society has changed, and there are more ways women can contribute to it. We are better for it.
But the basic relationship between Men and women isn’t going to change, ever. Men will always have the edge over women in aggression, strength, power, and dominance.
Thank you, Sir. Your fag should get a prostate stimulating dildo (I’ve heard good things about the Aneros brand). These work better than a dildo (which your fag should also be using to loosen the pussy) to reach and massage the prostate. If your fag is still having trouble achieving pleasure with these devices, then perhaps a vibrating toy might help.
I do want to commend you on taking the lead with your fag’s masturbation problem, Sir. It is important for proper service if your faggot is focused on your needs first.
You seem to be focusing on an Alpha’s employment contributions to society, rather than the whole thing. And Alpha’s superior DNA contributes to finer offspring, and he raises his children with an Alpha’s mentality (even if they aren’t Alpha themselves). There are other aspects, like the example an Alpha might set for his friends or other Men.
But let’s use your example of an Alpha using faggots to accomplish his work for him. Is that not the essence of leadership? Doesn’t every business or military leader do this very same thing? Alphas have goals and standards to reach, and part of their ability to reach them involves knowing which tool or person is just right for a particular task in the larger scheme of things. Great leaders delegate, and Alphas are great leaders.
It’s not a contradiction to say that certain Alpha behaviors (like owning faggots) are constrained by society. Alphas make up a small but important part of society. Even though they generally like to play by their own rules, they are still pressured by societal expectations if they want to remain part of the social fabric. And most of society wouldn’t accept an Alpha who owns faggot slaves or carelessly impregnates women with impunity.
I guess by now, if you are reading my story about becoming a fag, you would think I was rolling in money. You probably would think I was cumming like 4 times a day which is on avg how many clients I saw. Remember this, I was a “straight” hustler, using fags. I never even got a hard on, which was part of the appeal. They “knew” I was “straight” because of that. Truth is, they turned me off. No that’s a lie. I turned me off. I was lying to them that I was straight, and I was lying to me that this was natural behavior for me. Truth be told, I was more frustrated than ever. So, with almost every dollar I made, after my rent was paid. I’d spend the rest on hustlers who were “straight” also.
I licked so many holes under Sir’s current throne, that I felt like I was in heaven. I liked finding guys who weren’t really hustlers but broke and needed money. I liked guys who were older than 25. I liked how they used me, and I liked giving them my money. I’m not stupid when it comes to deals, so I never paid more than $50 for any of them. They were broke and in college and were making more with me for an hour, than all night at some fast food joint while they were in college. I always made at least $75 but usually $200 a trick. Do the math, and you will see how my sex addiction and addiction to hustlers and straight men started. I’d see about 2-4 clients a day, and hire at least 2 straight guys in the same day. I only ever came with them, so it’s not that I was superhuman. I think most fags can come several times a day. We are geared to want sex endlessly. Now I am happy to wait till I see Sir and he allows me. no requires me to cum with my tongue in his hole.
I hooked up with a hot dude, and underwear model, as just a play date. I fell hard for this dude. Really hard. We saw each other 4 nights in a row.
We fell in love. Hard love. We were married. I thought I was happy. He started on meth, I went back to tricking while he was in rehab. We divorced.
SEX became the only life I had. Morning till early morning. My only friends at this point were other Masters, and hustlers. Fun? No…more lonely and confused than ever.
An intriguing entry in this continuing saga. It really hammers home a basic truth: when we are untrue to ourselves, we feel hollow and empty and we often seek things to fill that hole that may not be best for us.
An important lesson.
Not all faggots crave such things. I admit that it makes me uncomfortable, too. I find it hard to recommend or advise such situations because of the danger it poses to the family unit.
Thank you, brother. I do believe that straight Alphas who do that sort of thing are open to service or worship of some kind. By doing these behaviors, they are demonstrating an understanding of what faggots want from them in order to get the faggots to do what they want.
The important thing is to build a relationship on social media. Compliment the Alpha, call him Sir and use other respectful language. Ask questions occasionally. Show him that you are a useful and honorable faggot. Not every Alpha will respond, but I have built decent relationships with a couple of Alpha porn stars this way.
I am not racist at all. It makes me sick to say or do anything that might offend someone because of their race. I wound up with a very steady, black client, who was only interested in me verbally abusing him while calling him racist names. I stammered the first few times and he called a “time out”. He said “Sir, it is not hurting me when you say these things, as I NEED to hear them. The fact that you are having trouble doing it makes me trust you more. I beg of you, please call me n&gger, n&gger bitch, and n%gger slave boy. I crave it, and you are the one I want to do it. No one else will know but us Sir.”
After that he became my most steady. Sometimes 2x a day. He was the first I allowed to rim me. He was handsome and well built. He smelled so good all of the time. I still think of him when someone wears his cologne or oil, and I get a whiff of it. He must have had some money, because the way he threw it at me, made my life a lot easier. As a surprise for him, i bought a Joyrider. A real rimchair. It was pretty expensive for me, but I figured it would make him come back even more. When he saw it set up the first time, he dropped to his knees and kissed my boots. Literally a tear rolled down his cheek. I don’t like tears as he knew from when I hit him with his belt several times, so he assured me this was a tear of happiness.
He asked if he could lay under it for a while before we began. I thought this was weird but he wanted to just reflect on the kindness I was showing him. I agreed and let him meditate under it for about 20 minutes. I went to the buildings pool and swam a bit. I trusted him completely because, A-he had cleaned for me before while I went out, and B- I had NOTHING of value that he could steal. The way he tossed cash at me I knew he didn’t need a thing from me but my time. We had a long session that day as I sat on the chair he gently kissed my hole and told me what an amazing straight guy I was, and that he hadn’t met one like me before. When he was leaving he remarked on how expensive the joyriders are. (I think I paid like $500 or $600 but I honestly can’t remember.) He gave me like $300 and we said our goodbye’s. Less than 25 minutes later the manager of my building called me and said someone had dropped off an envelope for me, and it was in the office. I had no clue what it was or who it was from. I went down, and got it. I came back up to my small studio apartment (that i loved) and opened it. It was a business size envelope. A note and $700 was in it.
The note said “For your kindness and consideration of me by getting the joyrider, I want to pay for it and for your time putting it together”. Sincerely Your N&GGER. I smirked as I thought to myself how crazy to be so excited about something that isn’t even yours.
This rimchair has served me well. These days it is not called a Joyrider or rimchair. It is my Sirs throne and that is how He refers to it. “Fag set my throne up, my ass will need soothing tonight”.
The tables have turned. #fag #sir #joyrider #rim #black #cash #money #race #straight #throne #owned #belt #boot #tear #faggot #lick #kiss #ass #asshole #smell #scent
Such a peculiar and radical turn in this latest post from @servant4str8t.
Thank you. I doubt if there is a way to avoid flagging, because some Men (correctly) feel that you’re wasting their time and will make you pay for that. You could respond to ads and see how that goes, I suppose.
I have a small army of followers who love to hear experiences like this one. I’m glad your dream came true!
As I’ve said a million times, straight Men have a need to be worshiped by submissives and other inferiors. When a straight Man sees a faggot submitting to him, he isn’t excited so much by the male body of the faggot as much as he is by the SUBMISSION and WORSHIP the faggot freely gives to him. It’s about dominance and power, not sexual attraction.
Most Men will stop if you beg them to stop, or they will at least slow down enough to allow you to adjust. Look, it can hurt to have a big dick pushed into your pussy, but also remember that your hole is designed to accommodate penis-sized objects. So relax. This level of apprehension a week before the meet-up is only going to exacerbate your problem once you get down to it.
Yeah, I noticed that. They’ve also made it much harder to access questions sent to Tumblr sites, now hiding the questions within the “activity” tab on the app.
You sometimes wonder why these sites fuck with what’s working. @support fix this stuff!
This is a marvelous experience! Thank you for sharing it with me, brother! Once again, it’s important to always be open and brave about your desire to serve … Men know what you are and what to do with you! Nice job … I’m proud of you! Thank you!
Like any other normal faggot, I follow a number of hot straight guys on social media. They’re not only nice eye candy, but their behavior reveals something I like to call the Straight Boy Tease.
Take Jude Moore for example. Jude is a straight Alpha Male from Britain who has a career in modeling and music. Here is a picture of him:
If you follow him on Snapchat or Instagram or watch any of his live broadcasts, you’ll notice that Jude is constantly parading around in sweatpants or shorts that show off his big dick. You’ll also notice that Jude likes to show off his big feet.
Think about this: Jude’s primary audience of tween girls aren’t necessarily attracted to Jude’s big dick, and they certainly aren’t interested in his feet. So why is he teasing those things so often? Because he knows there is a legion of gay Men and faggots out there following him who will support him and his career. We see similar catering to faggots from many other straight Alphas on social media.
Young Alphas learn quickly about the power their bodies have over inferiors. Females and faggots do not have that kind of early body confidence, which is why young Alphas are often so successful in using them.
Young Alphas discover that they can use parts of their bodies to test others and force submission from them. For instance, a young Alpha will often use his feet as a means to test the submissiveness of his friends, putting his feet on a friend or in his friend’s face. It is a show of dominance. By doing this, he can get an instant read on whether his friend is straight or gay.
Jude Moore and young Alphas like him discover that they can get what they want by teasing inferiors with their physical presence. I see this tease constantly on social media. It’s really a testament to the fact that straight Alpha Males intrinsically understand their role in the hierarchy. They know they were born to be worshiped, and they seek out opportunities to receive that worship by flaunting themselves in a way that forces submission in others.
At the very least you should cup and cradle his balls while you service him. You should also lick them and gently roll them around in your mouth. Smile and moan with ecstasy as you do this, telling your Alpha how much you love them.
You should develop a worshipful attitude toward your Alpha’s balls. They are, after all, the center of his masculinity and the producers of his precious Alpha seed. Worshiping his balls is to worship the Man himself.
I wrote this last summer on the subject: https://fagsworshipstraights.tumblr.com/post/147659155710/worshiping-balls
I called frumpy fag several times a week. He was a pleasant man, no problems. I was repulsed by him, so I never allowed him to lick any part of me, but we had sessions where i would stomp on him with doc martens and call him a fag. He always bought me little gifts. They were pleasant enough, but i was broke and needed cash. He never let me down. He was always available for driving me places. He would pay me to give me a ride. He said just sitting next to me was exciting for him.
One day he said he had a friend who could “help me” also. I was cool with it. His name was Kevin and i was very attracted to him. He wanted me to beat him up. I was ok with it, and he gave me $200. I liked him. I wanted to eat his ass. I told him to get on all fours like a dog, and i rimmed him. He said if i wanted to continue he would need his $200 back. I obliged. I called him a week later and said let’s play. He wanted $200 plus cab fare. I had no extra money, so I called wimpy fag up and upped his fee. He could drink my piss i told him. He was elated and gave me $300. This gave me 200 to eat Kevins ass and 100 for myself. My addiction to being a straight man who wanted ass on my face began. Unfortunately kevin went on meth, and it was downhill from there. I did the leather bar scene and easily found tricks. They werent always $200 but even $75 was cool for me as long as there was no actual sex. It was all about feet and spitting etc. I was the “go to” “straight” guy for foot worship. I soon had more than 9 regulars, and did well.
I never hated any of them. I just kept cool, distant and demanding. Particularly around rent time. They worshiped me so there was never an issue. Some would clean for me and pay me for the honor. Little did I know 10 years later i’d be doing Sirs laundry and everything else he wanted including any sex at all he allows me to perform on him. Life changes.
More to come.
#fag #straight #foot #cash #master #slave #piss #rim #ass #Sir #humiliation. #worship #pay #housecleaning #servant #maid
A continuing story.
Since Sir is on vacation i thought i could tell you a bit about my road to becoming a fag.
i wasnt always happy to identify as a fag. I loathed fags as i was a proud gay alpha male. On the outside. To everyone. including my husbands and tricks. But not to me. I longed to be a servant. I longed to be used and humiliated as i had done to so many. When i moved to california i didnt know anyone. I did everything alone. I was very goodlooking and well built but lonely, as this town is filled with hotter guys than myself.
I used to eat out alone. One day a frumpy guy came up to me at a coffee shop. He said he would give me $250 for my dirty sneakers. This was a lot of money to me. I thought he was kidding and told him if he drove me home i would agree to it. I also asked him to pay my small breakfast bill at the coffee shop which was less than $8.00. He said of course.
On the way home i was silent. He was a gentleman. I went to take off my sneaks and ask for the cash and he interupted me. He asked if he could kneel on the sidewalk and gently remove for me when i got out of the car. Since i knew no one i agreed and chuckled as two fags walked by and giggled.
He asked if i could throw in my socks. I almost jokingly told him for $100 more and this wimpy fag agreed.
My days as a “straight” master began. i am extremely masculine and deep voiced naturally. I have never bought into altering myself.
the wimpy fag gave me his number, said i was very polite for a straight guy, (his assumption, which i did not correct) and if i needed more “help” he was always around.
I’ll write more later.
#fag #faggot #straight #feet #wimp #sneakers #sox #socks #kneel #california #master #sir #gay #alpha
Sometimes we struggle to accept our true identity. @servant4str8t is a faggot who once identified as a dominant Alpha Male based on the way others reacted to his physical presence. As readers of his blog know, he has discovered the truth about himself and is truly submitting for the first time in his life.
Thanks, I guess LOL.
I would assume it’s just brotherly teasing, but I can’t know for sure without knowing your brother or your relationship. Straight Men very much like to know that gay guys find them attractive, but that doesn’t necessarily mean they want to have sex with a dude.
I wish you would’ve played along. Next time, try that.
Oh not at all. I guess my thought on that story concerned the fact that the Alpha seemed quite “advanced” about the use of faggots. I do think some of this is instinctual, but it seemed like something a more experienced Alpha might say.
That’s great! Thank you for letting me know! Keep serving, brother!
I like questions and experiences about serving Men. I know I get passionate about other topics, but I’d prefer to keep it on the subject.
There are a handful of people I’ve blocked over the nearly two year life of this blog.
It’s impossible to tell. Nobody at the time could’ve seen that the assassination of Archduke Ferdinand would lead to World War I. I’m terrified that Trump has learned a lesson from George W. Bush: start a war in order to win reelection. Even worse, Trump shows no signs of having any understanding at all of international diplomacy or geopolitics. And let’s not forget that Trump asked “the generals” why he couldn’t use nuclear weapons against any enemy. Scary shit.
You may remember this post from early March about a straight Alpha I accidentally met on Kik (read here). After that initial conversation, we continued to exchange ideas. He seemed much more receptive about the idea that he may, in fact, be Alpha.
Since it’s clear this is going to be a continuing story, I will name this Alpha “Pierce.” That’s a pic of his cock above.
A little over a week ago Alpha Pierce contacted me to ask about some strange behavior from one of his roommates, a shy kid we will name Lou. Alpha Pierce told me that Lou had loaned him his cell phone charger, but every so often Lou would come into Alpha Pierce’s room to retrieve it. But Alpha Pierce was now disturbed, as Lou had entered his room while he was jerking off. Then, a few days later, Lou entered Alpha Pierce’s room while he was in the middle of loudly fucking some random girl. Alpha Pierce didn’t realize Lou had done that; the girl mentioned Lou’s presence in the room after they were finished.
Alpha Pierce asked me what I thought of this situation. I told him I thought Lou might be a faggot who is interested in serving Alpha Pierce in some way. Alpha Pierce immediately brushed this suggestion aside, insisting that Lou wasn’t like that.
Then the next day Alpha Pierce told me that the tied up condom full of his cum was missing out of the trash can, and Lou was the only one in the house. I repeated my assertion that Lou was indeed a faggot. Now Alpha Pierce was getting weirded out by the situation, as he couldn’t understand why Lou would do something like that.
I begged Alpha Pierce to go easy on Lou. I explained that Lou is probably terrified and just coming to grips with his need to serve. Alpha Pierce agreed, but he was determined to talk to Lou when he had the first chance to do so.
That conversation happened last night. Here is the text Alpha Pierce sent me about it today:
He came back home at like 11pm last night the conversation went something like this:
Me: [in the doorway of his room] So, we noticed you entered my room while me and my girl were going at it.
Lou: [stops what he was doing and visibly tenses]
Me: [now slowly walking toward him] was it also you who came in my room, last Wednesday while I was masturbating?
Lou: [remains silent and still not facing me]
Me: [right behind him now] and who took the thing in my trash?
Lou: [shaking his head and turning around] please don’t tell-
[putting a hand on his shoulder] don’t worry. We’ll discuss this later.
But for now. [i pass him twenty bucks] get me a new charger.
After that I left with a wink. Think I did well. I’ll keep you posted.
I think this was a friendly and easygoing way for Alpha Pierce to handle Lou’s burgeoning curiosity while also embracing his position as Alpha. This is an important moment in the development of any straight Alpha. Once they understand that they are truly an object of worship for all inferior humans, they start to understand that they really own the world.
And that’s a beautiful moment.
I’m glad he opened up to you. Men are often dealing with many issues under the surface that we cannot guess until they decide to open up about them. It’s probably a huge relief to him that he felt like he was able to trust you enough to confide in you. It was also probably a huge relief to blow two loads down your throat.
It sounds like he really wants to keep you around. I hope you feel as encouraged as I do about this latest development! Keep up the good work!
I have no problem with people who have ethical problems with things like abortion or gay marriage. I DO have a problem with those people insisting that their religious views on these subjects should be the law for everyone in a Republic like America.
If you don’t like abortion or gay marriage, then DON’T get an abortion or get gay married. It’s just that simple. Nobody is asking them to accept it or take part in it. But OTHER PEOPLE should be able to make that choice for themselves. The religious right wants to take that right away.
They are problems because the religious right wingers believe they have the right to determine what someone else does with their own bodies. They do not understand SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, and they think they should have the ability to impose their religious beliefs on others.
I wish they’d all move to an island by themselves so they can spend their time debating whether or not the coconuts in the trees are Satanic and obscene.
I’ve been in this situation with at least one relationship. It can be very difficult to handle. As a friend, all you can really do is be there to listen. I wouldn’t insert yourself into this, as it is likely toxic enough to become a problem for you.
Sadly, there isn’t much any of can do about the choices made by the people close to us. They seek and find the things they need at the moment, and often we don’t understand why. All we can do as friends is try to give them a safe space if they want to talk.
That’s very interesting, Sir! Thank you!
I receive a lot of messages from faggots who fear retribution if they make the first move on a straight friend. It can be scary, but being brave about it can yield amazing results.
I received this message from a reader:
Wednesday night a buddy of mine, for ease I’ll just say Rick and I went to the movies to chill, you know – hang out, have a good time, probably grab some drinks afterwards. Well, we’re in the theater, everything is fine enough, but I’m clearly enjoying the movie more than he is. Not that it was great, but I wasn’t entirely bored with it like he was. (If you/your readers are curious The Belko Experience overall is just so-so).
Before I continue, here’s a bit of backstory: Rick knows I’m gay but he didn’t know that I was a faggot (even though I offer to pay for his drinks, we live together and I always do his laundry for him and cook for him). He somehow just thought I was “Being a bro.” Or perhaps he was just used to the treatment as he is VERY clearly an alpha. He’s competitive, smart, confidence through the roof, and usually has women practically spreading their legs as soon as he approaches them in a bar. I always hear him fucking them through the house. I’ve even walked in on him fucking one in our kitchen. The way he took her from behind was breath-taking. One of his hands was wrapped in her hair, the other on her hip and he was doing what Men do. If he hadn’t of been wearing a condom she would have walked away with his seed probably already starting to take hold.
When I walked in on them when this happened, he saw me out of the corner of his eye, but didn’t care. He grinned and, if anything, started fucking her faster. Grunting, talking dirty, slapping her ass. I was surprised (though I shouldn’t have been) that it was almost like he was putting on a show. And I was also shocked at how aroused I got. Straight porn has never really been my thing, but seeing it on Pornhub and seeing it in person are two different worlds. I watched for maybe 30-60 seconds before leaving the room so she wouldn’t have seen me and freaked out. I’d hate to have robbed him of that.
A few days after that “incident” we were relaxing as he flipped through Netflix options and he out of the blue said that he was horny and should probably call “one of his sluts” over. But that it was late and none of them were probably willing but that he just really needed a mouth, and he grabbed his cock through his shorts and laughed as he moved his hand along his length once or twice before letting go and never taking his eyes off of the Netflix screen. I should have made my move then, but I didn’t want to cross any boundaries.
Cut back to the movie theater: Those times and others like them kept playing in my mind as I saw him sitting there. We were essentially alone in the theater. His musk, I guess you could say, so strong next to me. I couldn’t help it. I took a breath and I slowly reached my hand over to his lap.
At first, his thigh muscle tensed up and I felt my stomach twist in to knots, but he didn’t move. I gather my courage and look at him and he’s already staring back, focused. So I keep moving my hand and run my fingers over his zipper and along to the side. After a few seconds I gave a gentle squeeze and his eyes narrowed a bit in the dark, but he still wasn’t saying a word.
I move the armrest between us to its up position and scoot a bit closer and slowly unzip/unbutton his jeans. My hands are a bit shaky still, because, sure he’s let me get this far, but maybe he’s just messing with me? He just wants to see how far his gay friend will actually take it.
My answer wasn’t far away, as soon as I pulled his half-hard cock out from his pants, he finally spoke and said “If you’re going to suck it, then get down there and suck it, faggot.” And boy was I happy to oblige! I nodded and dropped out of the seat in front of him and wrapped my lips around the head of his cock. Sliding my tongue up and down his shaft and around the tip and back down again. Once I heard Rick suck in a breath I knew I was doing my job. He grabbed my head and slowly pushed himself in to my mouth and throat and started quietly fucking my throat as smoothly as he could. I was in fag bliss and as far as I know the couple that was near the front ahead of us never suspected a thing. (we were in the backish-middle rows)
When he was ready to cum, he grabbed hold of my hair and whispered, “Swallow it, faggot. Don’t you dare spit it out.” As if I would ever dream of it?! Like a good servant I took it all, it was hot, thick, and perfect.
I ended up sucking him off again later that night while he played games, and again Thursday morning before we went to work. I’ll let you know about more if anything new happens! If you want to hear about it lol
This is a wonderful experience, brother! Nice job showing the proper courage!
I’m interested in the fact that “Rick” was immediately calling you a faggot once you started sucking him. The straight Men I know who would be willing to live with a gay male usually have a pro-gay mindset and wouldn’t use the word “faggot” so easily. I’m curious about that.
Thanks for sharing!
UPDATE: The faggot contacted me to add this:
I’m the fag who submitted about Rick. I think he may have been at ease
using it (the term faggot) because he uses it around his other friends. I’ve never heard
him use it in a derogatory way to describe gay people though. And on top
of all that, we’re both pretty frank and open about our sexual
experiences and I’ve mentioned to him how I loved hearing someone I was
with say that to me while we fucked. So he may have just had it in mind?
I can ask him about it! But thank you for allowing me to share!
I’m not sure I consider a “good fag” to be one that takes “any load.” A good fag is one that will be there to faithfully serve its Owner.
Yes, I think this happens. We cannot predict the changes that occur in our lives. We could suddenly fall in love, have a change of job, or come down with a major illness. As we age our libido changes. It’s the natural progression of life.
Some do turn away from faggotry completely. Some take breaks and return to service. Regardless, I don’t think any true faggot loses the taste for serving a Man regardless of what happens in its life.
Just wanted to encourage my fellow fags not to overlook a much older alpha man to service. A man may get older and not have a perfect body or a cock as hard as a rock but an alpha man I believe stays an alpha man in all stages of his life. I met a man in his seventies who after talking and listening to his life experiences felt he was surely an alpha type man. I gained his trust over time and did everything I could to convey to him the joy I felt in pleasing him. He has responded by taking charge and using me for his pleasure which is all I ever wanted in the first place. One thing I have noticed that is different from a younger alpha is that he seems more appreciative of having me around and is more considerate which in turn makes me want to please him even more.
A good reminder from one of my fag brothers. I’m sure this older Alpha is appreciative of the attention of this devoted faggot. Many Alphas might worry that they will lose opportunities to be worshiped when they get older, but they still have that need within them that is dying to be satisfied.
Not accomplishing some of my dreams creatively and personally.
Not allowing the rape to destroy me, but instead allowing it to inform me.
Thinking about it, I kinda realized that I’ve lived most of the fantasies I have any interest in. Any other fantasy might involve serving some famous Alpha, but I don’t generally entertain fantasies of that kind that I know are highly unlikely to happen.
I do, Sir. I have fetishes for feet, armpits, piss, some forms of bondage (nothing too weird or violent). Thank you Sir.
(continued from above) I want to please my Master but I am so scared. Now he said Saturday will
be my defloration party and he’s invited his friends to see how I am
getting deflowered and then everyone can have me. I am so scared but I
want to be a good boy and I don’t want to disappoint or embarrass
Master. How long will my pussy need to close again? Will it ever when I
am fucked that often? Will it hurt very much? Thank you for your blog.
Sorry for stupid question but I have never been fucked before.
First of all, it isn’t a “stupid question.” It’s a legitimate concern.
I don’t understand Alphas who take this kind of position. Receiving a cock for the first time can be a traumatic experience. I’m not saying an Alpha should sit around and worry about his fag’s emotional and physical needs, but still … must they be this thoughtless?
Call me old fashioned, but I don’t think a GANG BANG is an appropriate way for you to lose your virginity. I’m sure many of my readers would consider it a hot scenario, but, realistically speaking, I think you would end up regretting it. How will you feel about yourself after a bunch of forty-somethings passed you around like a cum rag for your first time? I’m not suggesting that a fag should be deflowered on a bed of roses by Prince Charming, but this is a pretty ugly situation.
I wouldn’t worry about your pussy hole. You’re young, and your sphincter muscles can handle a lot of abuse. You might be somewhat stretched out the next day, but over time it should return to normal.
But I want you to think carefully about what you’re considering. And if you go through with it, make sure the Men are wearing condoms.
I NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT.
Most Men have a desire for aggressive sexual encounters in which they “take” their victim and force them to submit to them. It’s part of their animal nature. “Rape” happens constantly in the animal kingdom, but animals aren’t self-aware to the point where they have a name for it and can make accusations against their fellow animals. To them, it’s simply part of the hierarchy establishment, and they instinctively understand it.
Alphas and other Men have a similar drive in them, but society forces them to bottle it up and restrain those feelings. And I believe that rape victims also understand the meaning of the attack on some instinctual level (I know I did).
That doesn’t excuse rape or the rapist, nor does it minimize the suffering of a victim. I’m simply looking at the facts of the matter and explaining it.
It’s very easy to label a rapist as “sick” or “perverted” and lock them in prison. It’s much harder to look at the primal motivations behind rape and the truth about how much basic human behavior mirrors nature.
I can say from experience that it is definitely a dissociative experience. Your mind seems to leave your body as it seeks to remove itself from trauma. I think that’s why many rape victims fail to come forward afterwards, because their mind moves the trauma into a folder called “other” so that it never feels like it actually happened to them. It took me years to really confront my rape and the implications on my life.
Hopefully the faggot who wrote to me can do better than I did.
It felt like rape? Brother, YOU WERE RAPED.
At the very least, you need to stay away from this person. If you have evidence of sexual assault (like semen in your rectum, or elsewhere), you might consider going to the police, although most male rape victims don’t report this crime (I didn’t). You might need to seek out a rape counselor.
Just remember – being a servant of a Man doesn’t mean you must be a victim of a Man.
Good advice! Thanks!
Well it’s clearly him. There is a learning curve for an Alpha who is just starting to realize that faggots want to serve him. There is a natural revulsion, but also a natural attraction to the power and the worship. So there is a push/pull effect as the Alpha comes to grips with this and decides what forms of worship are of interest to him.
Just continue to offer service to him and compliment him often to feed his ego. Be submissive to him. Allow him to make those decisions for himself.
He doesn’t sound like he’s trying to break you down (some experienced Alphas will do this). I’m guessing that he loved what you did for him, but he’s living a married life and scared of the implications you create. I’m guessing he probably jerks off while saying these things to you because he finds it hot, but he may not be serious enough to try it again.
So he’s probably wasting your time.
Make it clear that you want to serve him, but you can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t going to happen.
I probably would, yes.
I doubt if I could even get hard for that.
I don’t currently. I did a few times not long after the experience, though.
Sorry to burst your bubble, but some Alphas DO rape or at least get very forceful about taking sex from an inferior.
Having said that, I don’t know where you get the idea that I’m associating rape with Alphas. I am simply acknowledging that it happens. I do not condone such actions, however, and I think I’ve been pretty clear about it.
I’m very happy to hear this, Sir. It can sometimes be a challenge having a couple of faggots sharing the same space and Alpha, but it sounds like it’s working out well for you! Congratulations, Sir!