Exactly right. When I was having sex with girls I couldn’t figure out why it felt so foreign and so wrong. It wasn’t until I felt a dick inside me that I realized my true purpose.

Absolute shame and humiliation. Those feelings still haunt me to this day. 

That’s a good point. Millions of males (and females) surrender their asses for the pleasure of Men. Why would they do that if it was awful?

I understand, Sir. If your faggot cannot fit into even the largest commercial chastity device (which are around six inches in length and 5-6 inches in circumference), then you may need to look into having a custom chastity cage built for it. There are several online shops that specialize in building them. Thank you, Sir, and good luck!

I’m not obsessed with black Men at all. 

I’m sorry you feel that way. I understand some of what you’re saying here, as it can feel that way sometimes. However, as a faggot I’ve long since gotten over the idea of reciprocity. If that is something you need/want, then you probably need to find a different route.

However, I will add this: many women in heterosexual relationships find sex unfulfilling, painful, or inconvenient. Perhaps it’s just the lot of people who are forced by nature to service the sexual needs of Men. 

I received this message: 

I read the notes posted about your “An Alpha’s View Of Cash Faggotry” post & was bemused by a couple of the reactions.  @betahorseman was offended by the “lesser” characterization of some of the high school subs.  Your whole blog is about some men being superior and some being inferior (lesser).  If that offends betahorseman I think he is in the wrong place.

@txalphamarine thinks the slaves should be giving their money to the “poor, the disenfranchised and the hungry.”  I give money to Alphas and I’m not being exploited.  I’m too intelligent to be exploited.  If I wanted to give money to the “poor, the disenfranchised and the hungry” I would.  Who is he to tell me, or anyone else, how to spend my money?  I’ll spend it anyway I choose!

Those are fair points, thank you. 

Well, if you suffer from anxiety perhaps you can leave a note for him (let’s say in his locker at the gym, or whatever) and see if he responds. I’m not particularly anxious socially, so I typically will approach an Alpha directly.

Oh absolutely! What turns me on as much as anything is how Men understand the power of their armpits, how they know subs crave their scent.

I appreciate that, Sir. I’m sure a big city like Boston would have plenty of faggots eager to worship you, Sir. Perhaps any of my followers from Boston can contact you.

Yes, but I only drink socially. 

After my screed against cash faggotry the other day, I received a series of messages from a young Alpha who happens to own a few cash fags. While his situation is a bit different – these are largely cash fags who serve in person – he makes some good points. I also really liked hearing how he became aware of his Alphahood, a fascinating topic I don’t understand particularly well.

Here is what he wrote:

This is going to take a number of these messages. I’m confident a smart fag like you can piece them together. 1. I’ve read your disapproving comments about cash faggotry a number of times. While I agree that there are many fakes out there, I wanted to give you my perspective. 

I was in high school when I first noticed I was different from the other guys. I noticed that people tended to be obsequious to me. Not just the weak guys but the regular guys too, and of course the girls.

Giving it thought I recognized that for years I tended to be a leader in whatever group I was in. I came to recognize that there was a group of guys, the weak, shy, small lesser guys were often desperate to have my attention and anxious to do things for me. That was when I started experimenting with what I could get them to do for me. 

It started out small, getting them to run little errands for me but as I could see how wiling they were I asked for bigger things. It was a rush to see them work for my approval. It progressed to getting them to perform humiliating and self-degrading acts. You can’t imagine what a powerful feeling it is for a high school-er to have classmates lick your feet or drink your piss. Then I started “borrowing” money from them. It didn’t take long to drop the “borrow” pretense and just tell them what I wanted. By the time I was a senior I had two working part time jobs and turning their pay checks over to me. Though I didn’t need the money, it was

an incredible feeling knowing that they were willing to sacrifice so much for my benefit and expect nothing in return. I also trained them to thank me when I allowed them to serve me and admonished them when they didn’t. Throughout all I was astonished to observe how happy it made them to serve me. It appeared to make them happier than it made me. 

One time I did an experiment to see how willing adults were to give money. I kind of expected women to be receptive because I was good looking

and fit but surprisingly, married men were even more receptive. That was my first glimpse into the psyche of straight beta men and how submissive even they tended to be towards the Alpha male. 

Fast forward to today, I’ve graduated college and have a high paying job. I date and fuck the ladies regularly. I also have three cash slaves. I use the money they give me for all my fun; vacations, entertainment, going out to eat, etc. I love hearing how they sacrifice and live modest lifestyles

so that I can have fun and live more comfortably. So my point is, not all cash Masters are fake and not all cash faggotry is bad. 

Isn’t that interesting? I love how young Alphas discover and accept their natural place and begin to use their power over others. It’s like a young lion learning to hunt and kill. A beautiful and natural thing.

As for cash faggotry, this Alpha makes a few good points. If we just look at it from the perspective of a faggot surrendering itself to the will of an Alpha and feeling fulfilled, I suppose cash faggotry isn’t such a crime. This Alpha’s observation that these faggots were happier to be able to give than the Alpha felt to receive it is an interesting one.

But, of course, this Alpha isn’t just showing off fat feet anonymously on the internet. He’s using these fags personally, and they know exactly who they are serving. That’s a huge difference.

I’d like to thank this Alpha for writing to me. I’m always stimulated in my conversations with Alphas.

True!

Tens of thousands … wow, that’s a lot. 

I would never encourage a decision that serious. Everybody must come to their own conclusions about body alterations of that sort.

I do have negative views about cash faggotry, mainly because probably 80-90% of “cash Masters” are phonies who are simply pretending to be something they definitely are not. These guys are taking advantage of faggots with low self esteem in order to make a few bucks. I understand that there are some faggots out there who, for whatever reason, cannot serve a Man in person, so cash faggotry helps them. However, in the vast majority of cases, these are insecure faggots giving up a lot of money to some phony “Master” who isn’t any better than the faggot surrendering to him. I’ve tracked down some of these so-called “Masters,” and I know what I’m saying.

End of screed.  

I’m sure cash service would get their attention. In my experience, black Alphas are quite familiar with the purpose of faggots. I wouldn’t approach them in a group, but if you get one aside somewhere you might offer money or other types of service. 

servant4str8t:

commonly lick fag hole before fucking?  it seems weird to me.  i have never met a Straight Guy who is remotely interested in eating fag hole

It isn’t common, but it happens. The best rimming I’ve ever had came from straight Alphas who surprised me with their eagerness and skill. 

No, your feelings to serve these Alphas isn’t crazy – it’s what you were born to do. What might be considered crazy is your willingness to sell a condo and move into a tiny apartment in order to give money to some guy you probably don’t know very well. 

Some Men discover their dominance later in life. Sometimes they discover it all in a rush when it is stimulated by porn or perhaps triggered by a real-life experience. Perhaps he wants to see how you would react to his more dominant side.

Hopefully you can stretch your expectations enough so that he can explore this side of himself.

Oh gosh Sir, I’m so sorry! I wish there was something meaningful I can say to you to take away some of this. Instead of suing the faggot, you could report it to the police. Videotaping people during sex is a crime in most states. People go to jail for years for videotaping and distributing sex acts without the consent of another person. 

And faggots, listen up: experiences like this one illustrate why Men would rather beat your stupid asses than use you. 

I hope this ignorant, psychotic faggot gets what’s coming to it. 

Aside from rimming, I really don’t have much to do with an Alpha’s ass. I typically like Men with nice small compact butts, not Men with Kardashian-sized asses.

I don’t consider that topping. “Top” and “bottom” are designations in sexual situations where the roles are unclear. And really, what I was doing with those girls could hardly be considered topping.

No, not at all. Far too many Men are quiet when getting sucked. Talking dirty to them might help them relax a bit and open up.

Your Alpha needs to attend a couple of classes in physiology at the local community college. 

Fasting isn’t going to work very well unless you have advanced notice (like a day or two). Enemas and douches work very well.

HAHAHA That’s GREAT! I had totally forgotten about that stupid old porn film! And you’re absolutely right – faggots in particular seem to have a clit in their throats! I would suck dick all day every day because the feeling of the cock in my throat is so satisfying that it almost feels like an orgasm! I love it! Thank you for this! 

I didn’t really think the fag seemed that upset. Still, the fag is human, and I’m sure being tossed aside after two years of service would hurt. I’m sure it will move on like anybody else would do.

Yes, I love nuts in all of their forms.

Sure, it might be a sign, but Alphahood comes from inner qualities first and foremost.

Seven inches is not overly large. A faggot should reasonably be able to deepthroat that.

Some of this tension is mental; your fear of pain is causing you to clench up. Use dildos to loosen your hole. Make sure you boyfriend is using a lot of lube. And when he starts to enter you, push your asshole out (as if you’re trying to shit). Trust me, you don’t have some magically tiny asshole. A penis can fit into an asshole. 

It sometimes turns into a form of romance.

No, many faggots love to do that.

Because sex is healthy and fun.

I don’t know if I’d say prostitution is good, but I do think it can be a viable business and might help relieve some stress in the male population. It needs to be legalized and regulated in order to protect people.

Don’t worry … she will.

And when she does, he will likely start wondering what his favorite faggot is doing.

Virtually the entire world is obsessed with war. It isn’t an American problem.

Recently I’ve had multiple questions about Alphas who are violent and physically abusive. Some faggots are dealing with real pain due to these violent outbursts from their Alphas. I’ve seen videos on Snapchat and elsewhere in which an Alpha repeatedly punches a faggot while the faggot attempts to suck the Alpha’s dick. Sometimes Alphas proudly post videos and pictures of faggots who have been whipped to the point of bleeding.

Like most faggots, I’m nonviolent. I’ve never been in a fight in my life, I hate war and guns, and believe in those hopes (still unrealized) of a peaceful Earth. I can’t even comprehend the type of anger it requires to hurt another person or an animal.

And yet we have a world where this type of violence occurs every minute of every day. It’s clear that Men have this aggressiveness in them, this desire to fight and subdue others. It doesn’t always manifest itself physically, but it seems to be there within them all the time.

I guess I understand the violent impulses of Men when it comes to other Men. When two Men confront each other, violent fighting might end up being the only choice left. But here’s the key: a Man fighting another Man is a match between two relative equals. They can defend themselves, even if one Man is smaller than the other. 

But what is accomplished when a Man beats a woman? Or hurts an animal? Or punches a faggot in the face? 

Men are constantly abusing dogs, which mystifies me. Dogs are probably nature’s most loving animal. All a dog wants to do is please the Man and show love to the Man. The dog trusts the Man. That is, until the Man beats and abuses the dog so badly that the dog retreats in constant fear (or dies). What kind of mental and emotional sickness must a Man have to take out his anger and violence on a helpless animal?

It’s the same with a faggot. In general, a faggot simply wants to please its Owner. A faggot is a weaker creature with less of an impulse to fight. What sickness must take over a Man’s mind to cause him to see a helpless living thing and want to hurt it? We can talk all day about a Man’s need to release aggression, but actively hurting a defenseless person for no apparent reason is mental illness, not a game.

I’ve been fortunate in my life, I guess. Almost all of the Alphas I’ve served never beat me or tried to cause me physical harm. But I can tell you this: if an Alpha ever beat me like that, I would leave and never put myself in that situation again.

Let me make this clear: true Alphas should never need to hurt a faggot. Yes, there are moments where discipline might be appropriate (like this experience from yesterday), but just acts of violence for the sake of violence is not true Alpha behavior. 

True Alphas don’t need to beat up a defenseless faggot (or a woman, or an animal) to prove his Manhood – they already know it. True Alphas are confident in their power and standing in the world. True Alphas don’t need to beat a faggot into submission, because the Alpha already knows the faggot submits to him. It’s that confidence, easy and sure, that separates true Alphas from insecure pretend Alphas.

I know there are abusive Alphas following me. To any of you I say that you are less than a faggot. You are not a Man, and you are certainly not an Alpha. You are a coward, insecure and emotionally weak. Beating a faggot won’t make you more of a Man … it makes you less of a Man.

Any of my faggot brothers out there dealing with abuse need to realize that the person you are serving is NOT a Man worthy of your worship. The person you are serving is mentally and emotionally ill and looking for weaker people to hurt. Save yourself the pain and the wasted time and leave him.

I have spent most of my adulthood serving dominant Men. It has been one of the greatest privileges of my life. But they have all been good Men, too. They didn’t need to hurt me in order to feel like Men. They knew they were superior in every way to me, so they didn’t feel like they needed to beat me up to prove it. In return, their benevolence taught me that a faggot can have worth, too. 

And that’s the difference between real Men and the pretenders.

This is a continuation of this ask from earlier today. 

“I don’t want to overstep any boundaries” is an odd thing to say in reference to a Man who is dry humping you at will. 

I have no idea why he would become violent over the idea that a faggot is kneeling to massage his feet. Or get angry because a faggot offers to do his laundry. Why would any Man get upset that a faggot is offering itself submissively in worship to him? 

I’m referring to Senate Bill 6 pushed by Texas Lt. Gov. Dan Patrick that has arisen in the last couple of months.

Well, aside from the recent violence against gays in Texas, there have been two bills proposed by Republicans there. One targets the bathroom habits of transgendered people (of course!), and the other tries to make marital benefits for same sex couples less than those of straight couples. Disgusting!

Because his seed is a precious gift that he has given to you, and he wants you to keep it safe for as long as possible.

Some of it will be absorbed into your body, and the rest will either leak out or be pushed out in the obvious manner.

I would say no.

Never.

(continued) … while he walks away. one time he even blocked me when I was coming out
of the bathroom after a shower and he said “what kind of friend are you?
not inviting me? we could have compared dicks” and as far as I know
he’s straight, and he never started acted this way until a few months
ago. I of course would LOVE to serve him, but I don’t know if he’s
actually joking or not. He’s always been a bit extroverted and goofy
when it comes to jokes. He’s not above making himself the butt of one.
Do I ask?

Guys will say they’re just joking around when they do stuff like this – and they probably are – but it’s really an expression of natural dominance that we see among animals all the time. Subconsciously your Alpha roommate is expressing his dominance over you in a “safe” way,

Aside from letting his hump you, have you ever tried to push your submissiveness to him? Cooked him dinner, done his laundry, cleaned for him, offered him foot massages (or just spontaneously started massaging him)? You have an Alpha living with you … surely there are ways to start serving him that will catch his attention. And when he asks, simply explain to him that you are a faggot who was born to serve Alpha Males (or something to that effect) and test his reaction.

I think some Men/Alphas like to use terms like that when using faggots because in their mind it removes some of the stigma associated with the idea that they’re actually using a male. I also think that Men use those kinds of terms because it’s hot … it emasculates the faggot even further. When an Alpha calls a faggot’s hole a pussy or calls it a girl, it is a show of dominance on the part of the Alpha.

Most Men (gay or straight) fall into a category called “Men.” They are not Alpha, not beta, and not faggots. They are just regular Men with varying degrees of dominance and personal strength in them.

Thank you for sharing your experience. It breaks my heart to hear these kinds of stories, tales of human pain caused only by the indifference and hatred of society. Gay and bisexual people just want to feel like they have a place too, a way to not feel so different and separated and despised by the majority of people around them. It’s not a difficult thing to understand. Humans need other humans. They need connections with other people, a feeling of safety and acceptance for the things they cannot change. 

We have a very long way to go to reach that place.

Oh my goodness, that’s awful, Sir. Obviously, you must revoke the privileges it had to your personal belongings, and at the very least you must give it a stern lecture. This is pretty serious. I’m guessing the faggot cannot reimburse you for those stolen items. 

Seriously, faggots, this is why Alphas want to beat the living shit out of you. Any faggot who does something this seriously wrong has it coming. This faggot is a disgrace, and definitely doesn’t deserve to serve an Alpha of your caliber, Sir.

I’m sorry this happened to you, Sir. If you can forgive this faggot and retain it for service, then you’re even more amazing than you sound. Thank you for writing to me, Sir.

Have you seen that new budget??? Have you heard about the anti-gay stuff they’re trying in Texas and elsewhere? Not only are Republicans mean-spirited, they’re disgusting pigs.

I completely agree. 

Yeah, that “Saudi guy” is a member of one of those “vulnerable minorities,” you stupid prick. So why wouldn’t you feel sympathy for him? 

I totally understand what you’re saying. Being cunted is earth-shattering for a faggot, but often the Alpha can walk away without even a thought. Even after many years, the hole his cock conquered tickles like a phantom limb. 

Good advice.

Your English is very good, Hamad! I’m proud of you!

I understand the problem with your religion – it does say being gay is wrong. But here’s the truth: there is nothing wrong with being gay, and there is nothing wrong with you. 

Please don’t feel bad about yourself. You were born gay. And you also can’t control your dreams. There is no need to cry or feel bad about these things that are beyond your control. You have done nothing wrong.

But you must hide these desires while you still live in Saudi Arabia. Your life is in danger, as you know. If there is any way you can leave Saudi Arabia (like through college) I suggest that you take it. 

My thoughts are with you, my friend. Please be careful.

I’m not sure why someone who wants to kill you would be with you for a couple of years. Still, that’s odd. Such stories have been in the news a lot recently, so perhaps he was just looking around. I’m not really sure what to advise here. Perhaps you could tell him you saw those links and that those stories upset you, and see what he says.

“All Alphas” is too broad, because each Alpha is different. However, the one trait I’ve seen again and again is narcissism. That sounds negative, but it doesn’t need to be negative if it’s true. And most Alphas definitely have good reasons to be narcissistic. 

Absolutely! In fact, I know there are Alphas walking around today who have never given it a second thought. It’s very common among young Alphas, of course, since they are just discovering their power. 

I don’t think so. A sociopath is largely antisocial and lacks a conscience. Most Alphas are definitely NOT antisocial, and good Alphas have a conscience.

I think all Men should be treated equally in all things and have equal access to benefits under the law (like marriage equality, for example). But faggots are not Men.

I’ve said multiple times that I enjoy an occasional cigar myself, so no I’m not repulsed by it.

Alphas do this kind of playful thing all the time. It doesn’t necessarily mean that he is open to being served by a faggot. However, sometimes it does. He may have just liked the attention you gave him while he was horsing around, but he didn’t want more. But who knows, really? 

The same way you’d find one anywhere else in the world.

Everybody is concerned about it. Aging probably hurts Alphas more than most because it’s tough to fall from such a high precipice, but still, it’s something everyone must face.

I never have, but I think there are more Arabian Alphas out there than we might suspect. Arabian Men are quite dominant due to their culture, but using faggots is something under the radar.

Oh no I’m so sorry my brother. That’s cruel of him. I wish I had something better to say to make you feel better, but I don’t. What an awful thing for him to do. You’re in my thoughts, brother.

Oh my do they ever! I’ve met a bunch of great Alphas in the U.K. since starting this blog. Impressive Men!

I don’t like to push incestuous situations. There are too many problems that can arise from it. You’d better think carefully about what you’re wanting to do. All it takes is a bad reaction from your brother to have your world crumble around you.

I think before you do anything else you need to be honest with him about the fact that you’re gay. 

(continued) Here’s what I have been thinking though. I have known him for over five
years. I know for a fact he’s straight and he has always known I’m gay.
Now I consider myself good on picking up signals and he has never shown a
sexual interest in me or even in a bj. All of a sudden he decides to
change the dynamic of the relationship? I don’t wanna fall in love with
him because he does have a girlfriend (why didn’t she keep him sexually
satisfied?). Question is: is the friendship, as I know it, over?
 

I wouldn’t say the friendship is over yet. Here’s why: you aren’t necessarily his faggot yet. Many guys equate sex with emotional attachment. He probably looks at it as simply an extension of your friendship, albeit a very nice one in which he doesn’t have to reciprocate. Don’t make a big deal about it, just go with his lead and where he feels comfortable.      
   

I’m a FAGGOT. So no.

I think part of it comes from the fact that A LOT of black Men are tops. There’s also the idea that all black Men are hung and should therefore be tops.

Yes, kissing can be a problem emotionally. It’s also easy to fall in love with an Alpha without kissing given that they are such extraordinary Men. I wouldn’t be too hard on yourself, though. You can control yourself if you simply focus.

Men who have uncircumcised foreskins often like their cocksuckers to bite or even pull on it with their teeth. There are a lot of nerve endings in that end of the foreskin, and it’s pleasurable for the Man.

I have always loved that … who doesn’t?

I pee standing up because it’s easier. Honestly, I never considered the idea that I should sit down to pee because I’m a faggot. Seems like a pointless rule.

I’m not sure there is anything “morally” wrong with it. My argument involves what constitutes a true Man. Does a true Man need to beat up a helpless inferior because he isn’t strong enough as a person to handle his aggression in meaningful ways? Who is stronger – the Man who lashes out in anger, or the Man who holds back from using his power because he is too strong to give in?

Obviously, everyone will have their own answer to that. I know that I feel better about my service when it is given to Men who are examples of powerful Alpha strength.

Dream scenario, but I’d probably lose that battle.

Very good, thank you. Your Alpha follows what I consider to be a better route to fag training and ownership. Why would a real Man ever need to resort to violence with a faggot? It just doesn’t make sense to me.

I have in the past. As I’m getting older, I wonder if that would be feasible without a dose of Viagra and some nitroglycerin tablets on the nightstand. I would probably do it under the right circumstances.

I have always tried to limit my sexual partners to just one at a time. For me, I feel like sleeping around is disrespectful to the Man I’m serving.But I’m not a particularly slutty faggot, either. I just really prefer the comfort of serving one Man and giving him my sole attention. Others obviously have different opinions.