I currently know a few married fags, and they are quite happy in their relationships for the most part. Of course, there’s the other side that occasionally rises to the surface and causes them some amount of turmoil, but for the most part I’d call them happy.

By the time I was raped, I had already accepted my status as a faggot, so I don’t think it affected me in that way. However, some of my more controversial opinions about rape and Alpha rights stem from that experience, I’m sure.

Yes, mainly because he seems like the only politician in Washington who actually still cares about average people and their problems. Whether or not he could accomplish anything in this political climate is another question. 

I understand the turmoil you’re feeling. Just remember that you are never too old to find a relationship, even in the gay world. Just make yourself available with an open heart.

Not coming out at this stage seems a little constipated, you know? Freeing yourself of this half-life will allow you to experience the fullness of your existence. You deserve that for yourself.

I’ve never been in therapy, for my rape or for any other reason (some would say that’s a bad thing). I honestly do think therapy can help some rape victims. Some of these people simply cannot talk about their experience or feelings afterwards. If these emotions cannot be assimilated by the victim, there is a real danger that the victim could be permanently damaged.

I think every rape victim needs to talk to SOMEBODY about their feelings, whether that person is a close family member or a trusted friend. If they don’t have that, find a therapist who can help.

Yes, I would say you’re even more of a faggot than before. Remember, that Alpha cum contains chemicals designed to make you more submissive. So as it enters your body, you become even more of a servant to him.

That might very well be true. Thanks!

You’re so hard all the time because you’re 19 years old. You’re just very excited  about your boyfriend and what he does for you. I wouldn’t worry about it. You’re just a really horny guy with a healthy sex drive. Enjoy your youth!

Obviously the allegation that Kevin Spacey made an inappropriate sexual advance on a 14 year old boy is disturbing. Spacey doesn’t claim to remember the incident because he was drinking and it happened 30 years ago. The accuser doesn’t claim Spacey did anything sexual with him besides lie down on him at the time. So we are left with guesswork and judgments and nothing else.

I just don’t like when victims wait decades and then suddenly pop up with their own sordid stories when it seems most beneficial. So this kid spent 30 years holding onto this story, then coughs it up when everybody is talking about sexual harassment? C’mon.

But I think I was most irritated by Spacey’s sudden “coming out” statement, inexorably linking homosexuality and pedophilia in the minds of the public. After living like a gutless, self-serving coward for his entire career, NOW he decides to “be brave” and come out? Go to hell, Kevin Spacey. While truly brave gay people in Hollywood came out and fought the battle for recognition in the industry, Spacey partied in his velvet robe with his boy toys at the pool in his mansion. Spacey is basically just a creepier Bryan Singer (if that’s possible).

The whole situation stinks. Spacey is a terrific actor, so it’s a shame someone of his caliber might be taken down for good. But it also represents a warning to gay Men everywhere – show some respect and care for youths and stop viewing these kids as sexual objects. It’s unhealthy, and it’s illegal.

That’s a wide-ranging question, because a worship session could involve almost anything an Alpha wants. It could be as simple as sucking his cock, to sessions spanning hours or even days. In some cases, the worship session NEVER ends because the Alpha has enslaved the faggot.

So basically, a worship session is whatever the Alpha wants or needs.

(continued) Stamina rose like crazy! I dont know what to do. Any advices? Sorry I posted in two messages

Thank you, Sir. I’m not sure I understand HOW being vegan would boost stamina during sex. Does it calm the stimulation around the penis, allowing for a longer duration of intercourse? See, this is where I think some of that unravels for me.

There is certainly no shortage of articles claiming increased vitality and sexual function. Oddly, many of these kinds of surveys and articles quote organizations like PETA who clearly have a vested interest in promoting their viewpoint.

All I know is I was a vegetarian for two years, and I didn’t notice a huge change in my body (except I lost weight). Maybe your Alpha friend is doing something special in his diet that is causing extra effects.

But again, I’m always suspicious about claims of wondrous benefits from a lifestyle change. Is it real, or a placebo effect? Hard to say, Sir.

That is a pretty simple way to boil it all down! I’m glad you got to show him what a faggot can do for him! Congratulations! 

Alphas rape faggots sometimes. They also rape women sometimes. I don’t think rape is “allowed” under any circumstances in modern societies, but it certainly happens. Alphas are forces of Nature, and sometimes they cannot even explain their own actions when faced with the power inside of them. I’m not justifying anything, just explaining the reality.

Why did my rapist rape me? Because I tried to deny him something he wanted. Did he have the right to take it from me? No. I know he felt some sort of remorse years later. Did that change what happened? No. Did it absolve him of guilt or make it okay? No. It’s just an event that happened one night. and that’s all.

Again, I’m not justifying anything. I just tend to see both sides of this issue in a way that frightens me a little bit, but also gives me some sense of peace. 

Your English sounds good to me!

I don’t believe most homosexual Men place undue (excessive) attention on penises. Gay Men are just like straight Men, really. They have sexual interests, of course, but they also find room in their lives for love and children and all of the other things that make up their lives.

Faggots, on the other hand, probably do place undue attention upon penises. That’s because faggots worship Men, and a Man’s cock is one of the primary ways they worship them. 

So it all may depend on what information you receive. If you spend a lot of time on my end of Tumblr, you might think all gay Men do nothing except think about cock all day long. But look elsewhere, and you’ll see that most gay Men are not like that at all.

I would say that there can be a feeling of pressure that is similar to that, but it’s really nothing like going to the bathroom.

That’s an interesting problem, Sir. In my travels, pretty boy Alphas have always had the top priority with faggots. 

This is also my opinion, but I would say that most Alphas are pretty damned attractive. It comes with the territory. Good looking Men like you are catered to everywhere you go simply for being attractive. That’s part of why an Alpha is an Alpha – his superior genetics. Your superior genetics will help you get whatever you want for the rest of your life.

Here’s what I think might be the problem – you aren’t exerting your dominance enough. Faggots respond to direct orders and supreme dominance. Fuck being nice. That’s the advantage of being beautiful – even if you’re overly aggressive or dominant, they will still forgive you because you’re good looking. Tell faggots to service you. Command them to buy your drinks at the bar, demand that they kiss your feet, and force them into submission. They will quickly understand that you might look like a pretty boy on the outside, but you’re really a dominant animal on the inside. You just have to show them what’s inside.

Here’s a terrific example of an Alpha in your situation. Porn star Santiago Figueroa ( @santidepr ) is a dominant Alpha Male, but he has the sweetest, cutest face in the world. He really even has a cute, fun personality in his everyday life. But let me tell you the truth – he is an incredibly dominant Alpha Male. His fags serve him without question, and he uses them mercilessly. He controls his life the way gravity controls the cosmos. Here is a picture of him:

Yeah, I’m sure many fags have made the mistake of underestimating him when they first meet him. But they quickly find out differently.

You must make these faggots understand that you deserve their worship and respect, Sir. Do not be afraid to show that side of yourself. Nature made you to rule, so take ownership of it and rule. Good luck, Sir!

Some Alphas want to push the boundaries of their ability to really control someone. The Male ego and its craving for dominance is one of the most beautiful and fascinating aspects of human psychology. What makes a Man want to reduce another male into a servant, then a faggot, then an object? The Men who want this kind of total control are real, and their dominance is without question. Apparently you’ve found such a Man, and he has been slowly grooming you for his desires for two years now.

Your reaction is interesting, too, because apparently somewhere within you there is a desire to become this Man’s dog or his object. You don’t sound like you’re rebelling against it, but rather assimilating it into your life. There’s nothing wrong with that as long as you aren’t being abused against your will. 

These types of situations do occur, although they are rare. Many Men prefer the “pump and dump” type of faggot. But occasionally there comes a Man who wants total ownership and control. 

For further reading, I highly recommend @str8guy4fags2serve. It’s a legendary blog (now abandoned) written by a young Alpha who took control of a wealthy faggot and reduced the faggot to an object while also assuming control over the faggot’s vast wealth. Essential reading. 

Perhaps you need to be caged if you cannot control yourself. I do think masturbation can be controlled through mental focus on other important tasks and removing your attention from your penis as a source of pleasure. However, some fags require cages if they cannot accomplish this on their own.

Because it feels great.

Thank you for this, Sir! The debate about the use of hands gets tiresome, so I’m glad to hear definitive answers from the people who matter – the Men receiving service.

Personally, I find the rule to NEVER USE HANDS to be restrictive and silly. Using hands during a blowjob can really enhance the experience for a Man and give him all sorts of terrific sensations.

As you said, after an hour or so, you’re ready to deliver your seed. The fag should do whatever he can to make that happen for you. Thank you so much for this, Sir!

Exactly, my brother! We appreciate them for being Men, but then we don’t want them to ACTUALLY ACT LIKE MEN. This never makes any sense to me! 

I was advising him of that in the event that his parents kicked him out over refusing therapy. 

This is the original ask.

Ah, guilt. So many relationships are held together far too long because of guilt.

Sir, I can appreciate the thought behind your actions, but do you really owe this bottom anything? When two people get into a relationship, this is the bargain people sometimes make. One makes more than the other, so the larger share of things comes from the higher income.But things change over time, and the bargain changes with it.

No relationship should be a tally of what each person has done over time. “I’ve washed dishes three more times than you have so you owe me three dish washings and then we’re even!” HUH? Healthy relationships don’t work like that.

Sadly, the relationship is essentially over, Sir. You know it, your friends know it, and the bottom knows it. Frankly, given the behavior of the bottom, I’m surprised he isn’t expecting the breakup daily.

You seem like an Alpha with compassion and thoughtfulness, and I hate to see good Men waste their precious time in relationships with people who are abusive to it and do not appreciate it.

Good luck, Sir! 

I never said anything like that. But getting into committed relationships almost always leads to additional problems because of the basic Male instinct.

This Alpha is possibly abusing you. Just because he “protects” you from the advances and abuses of others doesn’t mean he’s a good Man who is worthy of your devotion. 

Of course, you didn’t really specify what you mean by “treating you badly.” Is he verbally abusive to you during sex, or is he whipping you constantly and chaining you to a wall? There is a wide spectrum of “bad treatment,” some of which can be tolerable and some that are not tolerable. A talk with him might be needed.

You like this Alpha, but he doesn’t like you. Is that enough for you? He isn’t going to suddenly grow an emotion and give you flowers and candy. If you need more than that, then it’s probably time to stop it.

This is just so heartbreaking and infuriating. 

First of all, you’re 18 years old. You don’t have to see a therapist if you don’t want to. If your parents decide to kick you out, then you make the hard decision and leave. Work two jobs if you must and gain your independence. Have that boyfriend live with you and you can support each other. 

And when years go by and your parents regret their stupid and hateful behavior, you will have won. Believe me, they will regret losing you. 

Religion poisons everything, even the bonds that should exist between a parent and a boy. Disgusting. 

I knew I was going to get it again. 

Ultimately, I think cheating is wrong regardless of who is doing the cheating. Get out of a relationship if you can’t be faithful to the other person. I don’t think it’s too difficult to understand.

Now, I’ve always made an allowance (not an excuse) for Men (including tops) who cheat primarily because I understand that Men have very specific urges that can’t always be fulfilled within a monogamous relationship. It’s just how Men are built. I really wish all Men would stay out of relationships altogether, but then the family structure in society would fall apart.

But a bottom’s desire to get fucked by lots of different Men doesn’t have the same urgency. Men are ANIMALS who NEED TO FUCK. A bottom getting fucked by lots of guys does so only to debase himself and relish in whorish behavior. In my mind, it isn’t the same.

In the case of that question from that top (read here), He’s in a relationship with a bottom who is very obviously cheating on him and then lying about it. The bottom is refusing to give sex to him while giving it up to other Men. I don’t think it’s remotely similar to a Man pounding out a piece of pussy and then returning to the relationship. 

But that’s just me, I guess. I’m a faggot, and Men are my religion. I’m obviously going to be biased. 

I don’t know that gays do feel that way about “the family.” But here’s the problem – many gays endured tough times in their families due to homophobia and whatnot. Sometimes they’re cast out. So there is a background of discrimination to consider.

I’m sorry, Sir, but it’s pretty obvious that this relationship is going in the wrong direction. Many bottoms are whores who can’t remain faithful to their Men. They are excited by “the hunt” and the thrill of something new. Your bottom gets hard for other guys because these other guys are NOT YOU. 

Any time a partner turns around an accusation on the one accusing, they are almost always lying and guilty as sin.

Frankly, I have no idea why you’re bothering with this selfish, ungrateful bottom, Sir. There are plenty of bottoms who would love to give you everything you want and need, and treat you with the respect and dignity you deserve. Free yourself from this, please.

That’s a nice response, Sir. Thank you. I do think it can be overused, particularly in conversations like the ones you describe. Thank you.

You’re missing a vital component – worship. An Alpha loves to receive the worship and service faggots provide. It makes them feel like a King. You are providing a service for them that they don’t have to do for themselves, and in addition they are worshiped and adored as Nature intended.

That’s a nice fantasy, and I’m sure here and there something like this exists. But I wouldn’t count on it.

Yes, it makes me feel better addressing an Alpha as Sir, too. 

I guess we could ask Alphas on here if they enjoy being called Sir. I’ve run across a few Alphas over the years who felt it was too formal, but many expect some sort of superlative.

HAHAHA SERIOUSLY??? 

OF COURSE THEY DO!!!

It is an interesting question. For me, the act of penetrating someone (when I was having sex with girls) was supremely unnatural and uncomfortable. I was almost apologetic for trying to penetrate them at all. Once I figured out I was a faggot, everything fell into place.

True faggots seem to have constant embarrassment about their penises. They want it to be ignored, humiliated, and forgotten. A fag’s penis is like an appendix, a useless flap of skin that serves no true function. So the idea of penetrating another person with such an appendage is sickening to a faggot.

Faggots are born to be penetrated. They exist to take cock, not give it.

They’re pretty great!

Compliment him a lot, get him to talk about his accomplishments and goals. If there is a sport you can do together, it would be a way for the young Alpha to express his dominance.

You’re an idiot. Stats show transgender people serve with distinction, and any violence comes from others against them. Anybody willing to stand up and protect the country (unlike the Orange Goblin) should be allowed the opportunity. Take your hate and stupidity elsewhere.

It doesn’t need to be painful. Use lots of lube, practice with dildos and buttplugs, and perhaps ride the dick in order to control the action. You’ll be fine.

I think I could handle any of those scenarios, actually. Obviously, the wife/kids thing might cause issues and not be quite as fulfilling over the long term, but it could work.

I’m unfamiliar with this YouTuber. I think I’d like to keep it that way.

Incels are a pretty unpleasant bunch. They want to blame others for not being able to get laid. There is a pathetic sense of entitlement that runs through their rants and declarations. 

A woman should be able to suck a Man’s dick without being labeled a whore. And I’m not sure what to do with the idea that underaged females should be farting in his face, but it doesn’t sound promising.

I think that guy is going to be single, sexless, and alone for a very long time. 

While I have experienced most things related to faggotry, I definitely do still have fantasies. For example, I would really like to have a long-term service arrangement with an Alpha. I’ve served some Alphas for a long time, but obviously they didn’t last forever. I think it would be nice to find an Alpha I can serve for the rest of my life.

Thank you, Sir. These are certainly uses for faggots, Sir. A faggot will gladly swallow every drop of urine you offer to him, and the fag will also happily tongue your sweaty asshole. Faggots love to serve Men in these ways, and Men love it, too. So get yourself a faggot, Sir, and treat yourself to exquisite service!

Thank you so much, my brother! It’s always nice to get some encouragement!

Keep your eyes open for opportunities! You never know when and where it might happen! Happy hunting!

Yeah, he’s definitely exerting his Alpha powers on you.

Keep this in mind: you are not his slave unless you choose to be. This idea that you must service his friends or strangers is unpleasant and possibly dangerous. Even though you are his faggot, you have the right to determine who uses your body and how.

You need to have a conversation with your Alpha and find out why he’s suddenly whoring you out. 

Holy crap – that’s wonderful!! Congratulations, brother!

Here’s a secret about many straight Men – love LOVE attention. This is especially true of sexual attention. They also love taboo attention. Your bold move on the subway gave that Man exactly what he wanted. I know conventional wisdom suggests that a straight Man would get upset, but very often a straight Man will relish the attention of a faggot.

Excellent, Sir! You must be an exceptional Alpha to be so incredibly confident at such a young age!

But you are absolutely right, Sir – all it takes is a little confidence and a fearlessness about what you want, and faggots will absolutely submit to you. 

I’m so glad you received the service you demanded, Sir. It’s yet another verification that you are, indeed, Alpha and deserving of worship!Take what you want, Sir – everything belongs to you!

Faggots excel at domestic duties because they view these chores as service to an Alpha, Sir. When a woman washes a Man’s clothes or cleans a Man’s house, she views it largely as an imposition (”clean your own damned underwear!”) rather than a way to express reverence and worship to the Man. 

But faggots view every chore as a way to glorify an Alpha and bring him pleasure. Many of these chores might even be trivial, but to a faggot they take on greater importance. When a faggot serves a Man, everything about his needs becomes incredibly important. 

Ugh … Brazilian guys are so incredible, aren’t they?

That’s great, brother! It sounds like this Alpha is coming into his own, and you’re the fag who gets to experience it! Serve him well! 

This is always the danger when you open up Pandora’s box and release unknown things into your life. Prior to this experiment, you had a girlfriend and a good friend and everything seemed normal. Now the girlfriend is gone, you’re (possibly) confused about your sexual orientation, and your buddy has reduced you to a sex toy. Beware what you ask for when it comes to sexuality.

I’ve said it many times here before – once a straight Man (even a good friend) starts to use you sexually, the friendship is largely over. A guy doesn’t call up a slut he banged behind a bar and ask her to go to the movies, either. Once a Man gets easy sex from someone, they become his hole and little else.

You need to decide if you can live with being his new faggot, or if it isn’t right for you. 

You’re sincerely welcome! I’m glad you find it helpful! That’s all I ever really wanted!

So is Hitchens (or anybody, really) only able to accept straight love because it conforms to his personal preference? 

Hitchens had a powerful intellect and a realistic view of human beings. It’s not hard to imagine that Hitchens could look at a gay couple in love and say that their love is no different than the love he experienced with women. Maybe gay love didn’t excite him, but he at least understood basic moral decency and the rights of all people to live their lives as they desire.

This is where the world goes wrong with gay rights. A straight or religious person looks at a gay couple and becomes disgusted by that couple because that couple is not like them. So then they judge the gay couple and begin to hate them for no other reason than they are living a different type of life. 

If everyone would just mind their own business and allow each person the right to pursue their own interests, the world would be infinitely happier.  

It’s very simple: love is love.

I agree 1,000%! 

Hey dumbass, the Alpha said “modern Republican.” 

You’re obviously a “modern Republican” since you lack basic reading skills and comprehension.

It would be a glorious day for America.

Thank you very much for this insightful message, Sir! 

I sometimes feel quite sad when I encounter fags who have such low self esteem that they seek out Alphas who will mercilessly abuse and humiliate them. It’s almost as if the fag is using the Alpha’s hate to reflect back the hate the fag feels for himself. It troubles me a great deal.

And I’m also troubled by some of these so-called Alphas who feel that hurting and insulting a faggot makes them more of a Man. These Men take advantage of an inferior’s broken esteem in order to “have fun” or make themselves feel “powerful.” These are pathetic excuses for actual Men.

That is why I found your message so profound. Even though you are an Alpha, you took the time to consider the circumstances and look deeply into the situation to see the right and wrong of the fag’s desire. In addition, you weighed your own needs with those of your future self, and what your actions today might do to the type of person you will be tomorrow.

The world needs more deep, meditative Alphas like you, Sir, and fewer children playing with Daddy’s clothes. I’m very thankful for your comment, Sir. Thank you for being such a fine example of Alpha Manhood. 

Yes, Sir, it sounds like you’ve sired an Alpha. In almost all cases Alphas (particularly young ones like your son) have tremendous and insatiable sex drives, which is one reason why they make such fine breeding stock. There is almost no way to control a young Alpha in heat, so it’s best to give him some good advice and let him do his thing. 

Not only is his sexual appetite a sign that he is an Alpha, but also his bog cock itself is a testament to his Alphahood. I’ve known guys with big dicks who were not Alpha, but, generally speaking, a confident guy with a high sex drive and a big dick is more than likely an Alpha. 

So be proud of yourself, Sir! Your good genes have brought another Alpha into the world!

One of the great delights of this blog over the years are the people I’ve met and befriended. Of course, many online friendships peter out over time; it’s difficult to maintain the same level of closeness and excitement over an internet connection. But one of my favorites has been an enduring friendship with a married fag named Derek.

Derek contacted me on Kik messenger after reading something on my blog, and we quickly struck up a friendship. From the start I was struck by his humility, his kindness, and his honest nature. Those are surprisingly difficult qualities to find in many faggots.

I was initially intrigued by Derek because he’s been married to a female for quite a few years. The marriage is successful, intimate, and sexually fulfilling. Yet Derek was living with some amount of frustration given that he knew, deep down, that he needed to serve an Alpha. Derek had served gay Men in the past, but he really wanted to serve a straight Alpha. 

Derek and I spoke about some of the feelings he was struggling to overcome. For one thing, he’s a taller, bigger guy (Derek works out every day to shape his body and keep his weight in check), and Derek felt it was a struggle for Alphas to take him seriously as a faggot. And, of course, his marriage was another concern. He was almost heartbreakingly honest with some of his insecurities. I really wanted his dream to come true.

And it did! Derek answered a Craigslist ad from a straight married Alpha who lives in Boston, but was visiting Derek’s city. The Man was well-built, dominant, and had a thick eight-inch cock. Derek made plans to meet the Man at his hotel room.

While the Man watched straight porn, Derek began sucking him off. Then the Man allowed Derek to rim his ass for a bit before kicking Derek out. 

I wish you could’ve heard the tone of Derek’s texts afterwards. Again and again Derek told me he “loved it” and hoped for another round. I’ve never heard Derek this relieved, excited, and energized. It really made my heart leap for joy for my friend.

The next morning Derek received a text from the Man for more service. Derek raced over there, of course. The Man wanted a massage, and had Derek rim his ass for a while. Then, the Man took a shower while Derek waited, and Derek was allowed to towel dry the Man before leaving. Even though Derek didn’t get a second load, these simple service tasks are wonderfully fulfilling, particularly when it’s been so long. Derek was like a parched Man receiving a cool drink of water.

Derek’s example shows what can happen when one shows perseverance, determination, and a hopeful heart in pursuit of a dream. He is not only a friend, but also an inspiration to me. I’m very proud that this moment finally arrived for my dear brother!    

Yes, I absolutely feel that way. With gay Men, many of them try to put on airs to act more like straight Men, which can almost be too distracting. However, straight Men simply ARE straight, and seem to have almost no affiliation or understanding of femininity or softness the way gay Males do. 

So when a straight Man uses a submissive, he responds as a naturally masculine entity, not a pretender. So yeah, I definitely agree with you. 

That’s a very touching story, Sir. Thank you for sharing it. Sometimes we must let go of the things we care about or invest in. You did that, Sir, and fortunately this good young Man remembers what you taught him.

That’s great, Sir! Clearly these fags were looking to play around and service a Man. They were obviously lucky you walked in!

And I wanted to underline this experience mainly for the Alphas who are reading this. Alphas need to exercise their natural authority in situations like this one. Subs and faggots exist to serve you. To take it, an Alpha can simply pick them like apples from a tree. 

yourasianstudent:

After our shopping trip on Friday I didn’t think much more would happen with Him for a while, but on Saturday He texted me and told me to come over to His house.  I went right away–it was about 9:00, and he let me in and said he was working and had some things for me to do…it was like organizing some of his files.  It didn’t take long so I asked if i could clean His kitchen…it was pretty clean but a few dishes to wash so i did that and went back to my table in His office and read articles on his work until i fell asleep.   I woke up with Him picking me up and carrying me to the sofa where He lay me down and said “sleep here for a while.  I like having you around.”  Then later He woke me up and took me home, driving with His arm around me again!!!

So Sunday, yesterday, i was thinking of his kitchen…His fridge was pretty empty and i figured He didn’t cook much, so i got up my nerve to ask Him if i can cook for Him.  He responded right away (text) that it would be ok as long as it didn’t interfere with my schoolwork.  So I right away sent Him a schedule showing how I had at least 90 minutes a day free to cook for him if he wanted.  He responded right away “ok, come over tonight and cook for me and Thomas.”  Thomas is is friend from the gym who i already met there and on campus.  He is really nice to me!!  A little bit of back and forth about what to cook and He settled on chicken stirfry with soba noodles and a big salad, no desert.  OK!

I shopped for groceries on the way and got to his house about 6 and it was just Him so I got busy in the kitchen and after a while Thomas arrived and popped his head in the kitchen and said “hi” with a smile and then went back to talk to Him.   I went in and offered to bring them something to drink and they wanted mineral water so i brought that and went back to cook.  After a while Thomas came into the kitchen and said my Professor was on the phone so he would keep me company.  He is super nice and was just chatting about me and said my Professor had told him some things about me.  

Thomas:  “you like him don’t you?”

Me:  “i do.  i think He is the most perfect and amazing Man in the world.  Its a real honor to serve him.”  (ok fyi and tbh i write way better than I talk–it didn’t come out that smooth lol)

Thomas: “he likes you too, a lot.”

Me:  blushing furiously and smiling like my face will crack lol

Thomas: “do you have any question for me?”

Me:  “I know its none of my business but are you His boyfriend?”

Thomas: “what would you think if i was?”

Me:  “idk…i’d be happy for both of you!”

Thomas, giving me a little hug “that’s really sweet Jonathan.  but we’re not bfs.  We sort of tried it …  but we’re a little too much alike for that to work out.  we are both tops really.”  and he laughed and said they were just really close friends now.

OK i’m terrible at dialogue so I’ll just write normally now lol.   He said that my Professor had topped him several times but that it didn’t feel right for Him even though he (thomas) was happy to be the bottom.  it was because he wasn’t naturally a bottom which is what my Professor likes.  Then he said that my Professor thought that I was the kind of boy that he wanted because i do things for him and focus on his needs.    I responded during all of this but nothing interesting lol

Then Thomas mentioned that I’d seen them both naked and so I knew how hung my Professor is and asked if i was a virgin and I told him yes.  So he recommended preparing for the big moment with a dildo and I blushed and said I already was and Thomas laughed but kindly and gave me a hug and said “you’ll be fine kid, i’m sure.”  btw I also told Thomas that I thought he was an amazing man too and like my Professor had an amazing body.  (he reallly is muscular like my Professor but not quite as tall and much smoother).  It wasn’t flirting just statement of fact. 

Then my Professor came back in and Thomas went with him and then I served them dinner and stood back for a while but then my Professor said, “come eat with us.” so I ate a little with them.   then I took the bus home because they were still hanging out and I didn’t want to be in the way but my professor gave me a big hug before I left and said I had done really well.

That’s basically it.  I know this one really sucks and is disorganized but I don’t have much time today and wanted to get it down!

Thank you all for reading and thank you always to my big brother!!!

Can you believe this incredible story? It just gets better every day!

No. What’s the point? I’m not a child.

A loan is different than a gift. So if I’d need to pay it back, I’d probably start a business in order to make money so that I could pay it back.

First, brother, let me say that I really enjoy your blog!  It’s the only Tumblr blog that I check specifically (almost daily).  I like the stories, advice and, of course, the porn.  But I’m really interested in the dialogue between you and your followers about real life experiences. As you’ve said, great experiences in real life take courage and, of course, some plain dumb luck.  Second, along those lines, I wanted to weigh in with the ongoing conversation about finding straight Alphas. In general, I’d have to agree with you that it’s bravery “in real life” and not online contacts that work.  I have had limited online luck, most recently on Fetlife, a very hetero-oriented kink site.  I keep thinking that Craigslist Casual Encounters would be the logical thing and I’m encouraged by those followers that have had luck that way.  But, for me, the problem with posting an ad on Craigslist is not that straight guys won’t reply, it’s that mostly other fags or gay guys are replying to try and figure out my deal.  Even in a metro area the size of Pittsburgh, my four or five ad attempts over the last year specifically asking for straight Alphas all drew the same fags who were interested in my dick size (?!?), and other things that only other fags (or, at least, other gay guys) would be interested in.  I’ve found that straight guys that are serious and realistic (especially about using an older fag servant) would not really be worried about exchanging face and body pics or learning what you do for a living or who you are friends with!  So, even though I’m sure it will annoy some guys on Craigslist, I’m thinking this tactic of replying to ads in M4W where the guys are specifically looking for head, might be the better thing when it comes to online searching.  That way, even thought there will be many “NO” answers, at least I’m likely getting around the problem of cat fishing by flaky fags and gay guys that won’t let a brother have a break.  

That’s just my two cents in this ongoing thread on here. Again, thank you for a great and very active blog!

Thank you, brother. Yes, I agree that using the M4F section of Craigslist is a good idea. Like you said, be specific. As for the fags on Craigslist, they are a hungry bunch. And can be a little sad. Why would they waste time asking a fellow fag about his dick? Bizarre.

Thanks again!

I’d be playful with it and bring it up in a fun way. “Hey remember when you tied me up when we were kids?” See how he reacts. If it seems positive, say something like, “I guess that’s why i love being tied up now” or something to that effect. Show him that it was a turning point, that you’re into kinky stuff. See if he bites on that, and go from there.

It’s a little surprising, I guess. Most straight Men refuse to even admit they have an asshole most of the time. I know straight Men who shave their assholes because it’s cleaner, including one friend of mine that you would NEVER guess shaves his asshole. When he told me over a beer I almost spit up in shock and laughter. 

So I guess my point is that Men shave their asses and their holes for reasons other than sexual penetration. Straight Men are no longer Viking warriors that give no care about their appearance and grooming. They’ve learned some valuable lessons from women, metrosexual Men, and faggots. We should all be grateful.

Men do like to cause some amount of pain in a fag from time to time. It’s part of their aggressive nature. The pain they cause reminds them of their own power as Men. 

I tend to agree with you that fingering probably isn’t going to loosen up the anus enough to make a huge difference. Maybe he’s just guessing at this, unless he has experience getting fucked (which I doubt). I don’t know … maybe just let him believe what he wants while you enjoy serving him.

I’ve had Men spit in my face before, but not directly into my mouth. I thought being spit on was erotically demeaning, but having a Man spit in my mouth would be even better. Congratulations on this moment, my brother! You sound like you’re ecstatic about the experience, and you should be!

I will definitely write about that experience here, which I imagine will be life changing for both of us and will be the greatest moment of my entire life. Thank you for your well-wishes and love. 

Yes, of course.

BINGO! You’re exactly right!

Absolutely … many fags are in deep denial. In fact, some fags are in such deep denial that they think they’re Alphas!

In all honesty, nobody likes to be inferior. We all want the best seat in the house … we want to be picked first in sports … we want to be the one winning the Oscar or the Grammy. But the truth is, some of us are born inferior. Those types of dreams will never happen for them. Accepting that reality is difficult.

When an Alpha uses a fag, he provides a service for the fag – fulfillment. The fag feels a sense of peace and purpose. But Alphas also need to realize that there is a lot of turmoil involved in the faggot’s submission. An Alpha’s approach should be more than just “Lick my feet” or whatever, like so many unskilled and thoughtless Alphas we see online. Rather, a true Alpha should recognize that the faggot serving him has accepted his place there, as an inferior, probably after a lot of soul searching and disappointment.

I tend to think finding a good Alpha to serve is the best way for an inferior to accept the truth about themselves. I know in my case that dramatic moment crystallized my faggotry and helped me fully embrace it. 

Of course, that is hard to make happen if you don’t accept your inferiority in the first place. Reading some things about it might help. I wrote this article about my acceptance:

https://fagsworshipstraights.tumblr.com/post/132690261490/the-importance-of-acceptance

Very good, brother! Just a little bit of bravery can lead to incredible results! I preach this constantly here (because it’s worked for me and others I know), yet people act like I’m suggesting that pigs actually fly. You will be surprised by the positive reactions of straight Men when you offer service!

Yes, of course. I think all humans who are not asexual or objectum sexuals feel a desire to have romance and tenderness and affection. However, those feelings are fleeting in me. I have often said here that if someone desires to have romance to the point of distraction, then they should stop being a fag and look for love. 

That’s great! Thanks!

Cock addiction is a real phenomenon among fags. It’s the reason why fags suck Men off in public restrooms, operate gloryholes, suck dick in parks, and garages, and basically anywhere at anytime. 

It’s definitely not a physical dependency, although it can feel like that sometimes. Instead, a faggot’s brain is rewired to worship cock due to the physical act of sucking the cock, the psychological aspects of submitting to a Man, the potent mood-altering smells of his groin, and the powerful hormones released in his semen. All of these elements combine in order to make a submissive CRAVE cock. 

“Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny.” – Yoda 

An odd question. I guess I’ll try to answer it.

How does a cock taste? A clean dick tastes like skin, basically. You can lick and suck on a forearm and generally understand the taste. On the other hand, an unwashed dick can taste like anything it was in prior to the blowjob, or just taste of salty sweat. Every dick is a little bit different. 

As a faggot cocksucker, almost nothing in life fulfills me the way swallowing a cock does. There is peace and completion. There is an “aha” moment in which I think, “Yes, this is what I’m supposed to do.” I imagine every true faggot on Earth understands that feeling.

What a nice memory! The fag was doing what he was born to do!

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Exactly. I’ll never understand why gays think sucking a straight Man is like finding a unicorn. It happens constantly.

yourasianstudent:

Last time i told you that He said he was taking me shopping on Friday or Saturday.  Well it happened last night, and that’s what I want to tell you about.

He told me to meet him outside a certain department store in the city at 6, and i got there early and waited. Again i saw him before he saw me, and when he came up to me he smiled his little kind smile and put his hand on his shoulder and said “ready?.”  I smiled like my face would break and said “yes sir!” and in we went.  As we walked through the store He told me that He wanted me to dress differently for him.  No more lose pants and baggy shirts.  “You’re my boy now, and I want you to look a certain way for me.” is how He summed it up.  We went to the men’s and young men’s section and He started picking out shirts and pants for me: fitted dress shirts, polos, and tshirts, and pants and jeans that were skinny or narrow cut.  He didn’t really ask my opinion but when He would take something He would say like “I think this would be good” or “this will be good on you” … Once He had a bunch picked out we headed to the dressing rooms.  There was a men’s side and a women’s side.   the men’s side had several dressing rooms grouped around a sort of lounge with a few comfortable chairs.   He put the clothes on one chair, handed me some, and sat on the other chair and sent me in to try them on and show Him.  So for like 30 minutes I was pulling on pants and buttoning up shirts and stepping out to show Him.   He’s either approve or disapprove and i would sort the keepers and the rejects onto different piles. Other guys were coming in and out of the area, but that didn’t seem to bother Him, but it made me shy if someone besides Him was there when I came out.  I was shy enough with just Him! 

One problem was that lots of the sizes were too big, even with the smallest size, depending on the brand.  So after the first round He left the “keepers” with the attendent and told him “hold our room please” and He brought me to the boy’s section and picked out a few more shirts to try, and I ended up with a bunch of new shirts and pants. He went for different looks:  some shirt with tie, some polo and jeans, some tshirt and jeans or pants.  All the pants fit me tight and he always made me turn so He could see the back…. i guess He liked showing my little round ass hehe. 

After all that, He said “you know, I never saw your underwear in the gym.”  go in there and take off your pants and come out and show me.  I was so nervous but I did what He said and came out with just my undies and a tshirt on.  When he saw me He said “just the underwear, Jonathan…take off your shirt.”  So i did…i was super nervous but no one was around at that point.  i was wearing little briefs the kind without a fly.  He said He liked them, but wanted to try some others.  He said “wait here” and came back with various underwear for me to try for Him… briefs, some bikini style briefs and some thongs.  He made me come out in just the underwear…sometimes there would be a guy passing through and they would look at me and Him…but He didn’t seem to notice them or if he did, He’d just smile.

The next thing happened because a friend of mine here suggested it.  After all of that happned with the underwear, i worked up the nerve to ask Him if I could get a jockstrap.  I was standing in front of Him in just a bikini brief when I asked and it took a LOT of courage for me to do that.  He sort of smiled and stood (He was seated almost all the time when I’d show Him the clothes” and came to me and sort of adjusted the brief on me and said “son, you really don’t need a jockstrap.  you don’t have enough down there to need one to workout.”  Me, blushing: “its not for that sir.“ 

Him:  “what, then?”

Me, stammering and so nervous!!:  “well .. someday if you want to take me and use me, i could wear it and then  so that …. you know…”

Him, smiling “ahhh i see… wait here.”  

In a few minutes He was back with some jocks for me to try.  And made me try them for him.  It was busy then and each time i would come out bare assed there would be a guy there looking.  One of the guys was the guy who was the attendent who kept coming in during all this time asking if he could help with anything.  Finally it was over.  He picked out a jock for me and we gathered out things from the attendent who said “I hope you found everything you needed for your …friend?”   And my Professor finished for him “…my boy.  For my boy.  Yes we found what we needed.”   On the way to the register I told Him that I would pay but He said, “no, not for this.  you’re my boy and there are things I take care of.”  So he paid and after that He asked if i was hungry (it was like 8 by then and i was!) so He took me to get some thai take out and took me back to His place to eat it.

On the way he talked a bit.  He told me that he saw that i was nervous about the whole shopping trip but that i did really well.  That made me happy.  He asked me when I started shaving my clit (he just said “shaving” but I knew what he meant) and I told him just last weekend before our dinner.  And he said “good, i like that.” When we got back to His place He made me change into a new tshirt and jeans (really fitted and tight) and then we ate.  Then he had work to do but told me to stick around in case He needed something, so he was at his desk and I was in an lounge chair in his office at his house.  And i fell asleep!!!  At about 2 in the morning He woke me up.   He told me that I looked beautiful sleeping there, but that it was time for me to go home.   He had changed into sweat pants and tshirt at somepoint when i was sleeping, and said He needed to change to take me home.   at the door to the office He looked back at me and said “come on!” and so i followed Him into His bedroom where he stripped in front of me and changed.  he was wearing these trunk briefs witha  pouch for his cock and sort of paused, looking at me, and stripped them off and then handed them to me and said “here, I think you want these.”  I nearly fainted.  He was standing in front of me, a god, glorious, naked and handing me his underwear!!! I din’t know what to say or where to look!!!!   He sort of tousled my hair and quickly dressed, and took me home. 

on the drive back to my dorm (He lives a distance from the Uni) He put His arm around me and pulled me into a cuddle as He drove.   He is perfect.  omg.

Sorry this was so looooong but i wanted to put it all down while i remembered and I’m sure i forgot some details.   Thank you for reading and thank you to my brother and to the friend who suggested the jockstrap!!!

This Alpha professor is in total and complete control. He is so insightful, so thoughtful. He totally understands the inclinations and needs of a submissive. 

How has this fag managed to have this incredible adventure in his life? Because he was brave, honest, and respectful. Learn from him!

https://fagsworshipstraights.tumblr.com/post/153183915665/posting-on-craigslist

One word: Islam. 

I’m so sorry to hear about your brother! I certainly hope things go okay with him, although Saudi Arabia might be one of the worst Middle Eastern countries when it comes to homosexuality. 

The dream of a world of peace and kindness may never come true, but it inspires good people to reach out for it anyway. Don’t give up, my friend. 

I’ve answered this question a lot, and every time I get hammered by offended cash fags.

I think all cash Alphas are, in some sense, inherently lazy opportunists who are  simply looking to make easy money from fag insecurities. Many (most?) of these cash Alphas are fake Alphas (in others words, not recognized in life as Alpha), or they are gays playing a role in order to make money. I know that assessment doesn’t sit well with many cash fags out there, but I’ve done enough research into these guys and I know what I’m saying.

Sadly, some of these cash Alphas are pulling in $40,000+ per year doing this.

There is the argument that these cash Alphas provide a form of entertainment/recreation for fags, like gambling at a casino or spending money at a strip club. But, like a gambler’s addiction, cash fags can often end up in ruination at the hands of cash Alphas who don’t care at all about them. It’s a frightening and sad situation in my opinion.

Oh, Sir, thank you so much for this message! And you are absolutely right – fags without guidance ARE targets for abuse! Of course, some faggots love that kind of treatment, but the majority of fags simply want to please their Owners and be pleasing to them. I hate to see these sincere brothers get abused because they have low self-esteem or are confused about their role. 

It’s wonderful that we have Alphas like you in this world, Sir! Men like you are a joy to serve, and in return you receive the adoration and worship you deserve! Thank you again, Sir!

Exactly, Sir, although it’s always better if the faggot doesn’t cum. Faggots often shut down after orgasm. Thank you, Sir.