I’m not sure I would say it happens often, Sir, but I’ve heard that it happens occasionally. What seems to happen is the bullying that occurred in a Man’s younger years triggers aggression in him. As he gets older, he gets bigger and stronger so that nobody will bully him again. So the early life bullying triggers or unleashes the Alpha he always had within.
Congratulations on your ascent to Alphahood, Sir! Now you can enjoy the life of a King just as Nature always intended!
I’m not sure how I’m supposed to help. You’re a cocksucker, so sucking dick and swallowing cum is part of the calling. Am I somehow supposed to tell you to stop doing what you were born to do?
That is VERY suspicious behavior. I would stop everything and demand a test. Even if it comes back negative, you should tell this guy to fuck off. He’s no Alpha if he’s doing shady shit like that.
Sir, you don’t need to “suggest that he rub” your feet. You are a Man, and your friend clearly wants to serve you. So you simply tell him to rub your feet – end of story.
As for the part about masturbating in front of him, there is nothing “wrong” with that, Sir. It might be a little cruel to tease your fag friend like that, but so what? You’re a Man, and you make the decisions about what you want or don’t want.
Stop thinking about being “nice” and politically correct. Straight Men like you own the world and everyone in it. Take what you want, Sir.
I completely agree, especially with the idea that a fag should be direct. And you’re definitely correct – fags should not repeatedly bother an Alpha. Girls do that kind of crap. Allow the Alpha to make his own decision.
There are plenty of female cheaters and hypocrites out there, too.
The problem isn’t about gender, it’s about religion and its detrimental effect on human society. Religion convinces people to commit some of the most horrific atrocities, but it’s alright as long as they’re doing it for the right reasons. Religion is a cancer on the body of the human family, and it really needs to be surgically removed.
Next time your Dad lectures you about what you’re doing wrong, bring up this moment and let him have it.
I have a post somewhere on this site that goes into detail about this very subject, but I can’t find it.
Simply put, yes it is VERY pleasurable for the cocksucker. In fact, I feel most complete when a Man’s cock is in my mouth. I can’t really speak for female cocksuckers, but faggots are practically born with a G-spot in their throats. When a Man uses a faggot’s throat, the faggot feels fulfilled in a way that I can only describe as a spiritual experience. And believe me, that feeling surpasses any orgasm.
I met Scott in my last year of college. I was 19 about to turn 20. He was 25. I had had a few sexual experiences up till then but mostly unsatisfying – I craved a “real man” and most of the out gay guys on campus were great as friends but lets just say we used to joke that when we slept together it was like “bumping pussies.”
I was in a store near campus and this tall manly guy starts talking to me. I didn’t know what was going on. He was six feet, ruggedly handsome, dark hair and eyes, an athletic body and very deep voice. (the alpha in the photo above is what he looked like – he just didn’t have a beard) He seemed totally straight. Me on the other hand – a 5’7” blue eyed, pretty boy with a gymnast body was clearly gay.
The absolute ease and confidence in how he made clear that he wanted me made me swoon – and next thing I knew I gave him my number. The next day he called and told me to meet him at a gay bar/lounge for a drink. He seemed nothing like any of the gay guys I knew. We sat next to each other talking but he would occasionally lean over and whisper in my ear, ‘such a pretty boy – the things I want to do to you” I was achingly hard in my pants the entire time. Finally he said, “let’s get out of here.”
He didn’t say where we were going and I didn’t ask. He was clearly in charge and I just followed. The next thing I knew we were in his apartment. It wasn’t long before we were in the bedroom. His body was beautiful. A perfectly proportioned ripped muscular six foot hairy body – a perfect jock bubble butt and a big fat heavy hung man cock.
Naked on the bed – he crawled on top of me. And I came – instantly I was that turned on by him! Which he loved. Being 19 I was hard again in a second. He was sexually experienced but I was too tight that first night to get fucked (which he liked) but he assured me we’d get there.
Very soon we became serious boyfriends.
I couldn’t get enough of him. His smell. His manliness. His kinky-ness. I would lick his ass while he was standing at the bathroom sink shaving. He would have me sit under his desk at home and nurse on his dick while he was working. Sometimes he would order me to sleep with his dick in my mouth all night. Or sleep with my face in his ass. Occasionally he would spank me with a belt that he ordered me to crawl naked to give him – me bringing him the belt in my mouth like a dog.
And when he fucked me I felt complete – I would come every time without touching myself. He would tell me how he was going to get me pregnant. I was in love and lust.
One day he told me that his good friend Dan was really attracted to me and as a gift to him Scott wanted me to have sex with Dan. I protested but Scott said he would be there with us. In bed I could see Scott was turned on by how turned on Dan was by me – I wasn’t turned on at all – I just tried to keep looking at Scott.
Dan decided he wanted to fuck me and just as he was about to enter me – Scott suddenly pushed him away – saying “Nobody fucks him but me” It was a declaration of ownership and I got teary. Scott took me in his arms and fucked me so intensely, for so long and so hard – saying “your pussy is mine. I own it. No one fucks you but me understand?” I was cunted that nigh in a way that bound me to him so deeply that to this day I still jerk off about it.
But I couldn’t stop finding problems. He was the strong silent type and I kept wishing he was “more fun” (even though I had my gay friends for that) Or we’d be out and he’d look at or comment on other boys he thought were hot and I wanted all his attention on me. I try to tell myself it was because I was so young – and maybe that’s true – but in hindsight it seems SO naive and ridiculous on my part.
I soon moved in with him and we naturally assumed our roles – I did all the domestic stuff – cooked cleaned – which I loved – but when I was doing the laundry I would occasionally find scraps of paper in his pockets with someones phone number on it – or little notes from a guy that indicated they were having sex.
I’d confront Scott about it and he would just say it’s only sex with them but I couldn’t stop being jealous. And he was clear he was not going to stop having sex when and with whoever he wanted. The weird thing was– part of me was also turned on by it. I had this total stud boyfriend that could fuck who ever he wanted. But I was trapped in old thinking – I thought we should be faithful to each other. Yes he was the top and I was the bottom but in my mind we were equal.
And this was my fatal mistake.
I didn’t realize that we simply were different animals. We weren’t equal. He was my superior. He was an alpha. He needed to conquer. To rule. I was his sub, his inferior, his boywife. I only wanted him and couldn’t see that both could co-exist.
It’s not like his other sexual escapades affected our time together. Had I not known he was having sex on the side I never would have known from the way he treated me. I was the one he came home to every night. The one he said he loved. But because he was “unfaithful” I would start to shut down, with-hold sex from him – or become snappy and bitchy. When I look back I feel ashamed at this.
The relationship I now realize ended because I couldn’t surrender to the truth. I couldn’t accept my place. I believe if I had, we would still be together. There was an insatiable physical attraction between us and a deep psychological one too. I just couldn’t accept my inferior status and give him the freedom he needed to be a real man. And he didn’t have the language or the understanding of his own superiority – his own alpha-ness to explain this.
Learning this lesson, now years later I can serve a superior man fully – in the way that is his birthright – either as a fag to my straight Home Depot Alpha or to a gay alpha who is out there somewhere looking for his boywife to serve him and treat him like the king he is.
The point is, once we accept who we are – and embrace the status nature has determined for us – everything falls into place. Serve superior men. You will reap many rewards and finally be fulfilled.
A very thoughtful and beautifully-written piece by “Home Depot fag” about his first experience in a relationship with an Alpha. This is now Home Depot fag’s new Tumblr blog, so I look forward to reading more from him!
When you shower, try sticking a soapy finger in your anus and swishing it around a little bit. Generally speaking, if you use an enema there shouldn’t be a problem with poop.
Diet is an important consideration, obviously. Also, getting cleaned out doesn’t take that long, really. Any Alpha who wants to fuck and doesn’t want it messy can wait 15-20 minutes.
I truly hated eating pussy. To me, they all smelled funny, particularly this one girl’s pussy that I ate on the living room floor of her house while her parents slept in the next room. It took all of my strength to keep myself from vomiting in her hole.
Fucking pussy was nice enough from a sensory perspective. Pussies are made to fit a dick snugly, and the muscles in there also add something to the experience. So I guess I’m saying that it felt fine from a physical standpoint, but it was always humiliating to me. I knew I was lying to them, of course, plus it felt like my body didn’t understand how to move during the act. It just wasn’t natural to me.
In a blowjob, a cocksucker has some amount of control over the pacing and levels of stimulation. On the other hand, a skullfuck is basically what it sounds like – a Man grabs the cocksucker’s head, holds it in place, and mercilessly fucks the cocksucker’s throat.
I feel for you brother. I really think the problem is that you’re trying to satisfy your need to be submissive without actually submitting to a Man. Drinking piss out of urinal or giving cash to some douchebag online might make you feel submissive, but ultimately you’re left alone with your thoughts.
Serving a Man and fully submitting yourself to him might be just the answer for you. There is a world of difference between sipping piss from a urinal and actually being owned by a Man. Try it.
Hi. I have been noticing my tall skinny roommate lately. He has a gf that he likes to bang in the bedroom next to mine. It turns out he is quite verbal and I can’t help but jack off listening to him fuck her. Even though I am straight, i cum thinking about how good he must feel and have begun to wonder how big his cock is. I even offered to do his laundry recently so I could check out his underwear and see if the front was stretched (it was). I don’t know what to do next. I would love to watch him fuck his gf or maybe have a circle jerk. Any advice?
One thing you might do is talk to him about how you love to listen to him fuck. This is sort of a “guy thing” to talk about, and it brings a more sexual element to the conversation. You might tell him how hot he sounds while fucking.
Beyond that, continue to increase the number of ways you can serve him. You’re already doing laundry, so add cooking or cleaning. Find something important to him and do something special with it.
Keep this in mind – I don’t know that Alphas would be cuddling their girlfriends after sex if they didn’t need to do that.
But also keep this in mind – you are his fag, not his girlfriend. He is being generous in allowing you to serve him at all.
A straight Man is naturally attracted to females, to pussy. He gives her affection because he wants to continue fucking pussy.
A fag serves regardless, which is why he likes you and enjoys your service.
As far as the video you saw, well, all I can say is that Men like to torment fags this way. They want to force you to confront how Men are supposed to act. I had an Alpha force me to watch him fuck his girlfriend. I was devastated, but it taught me what I truly am in the eyes of Alphas.
Mostly as a term of endearment. It takes some amount of bravery to write to a stranger about (sometimes) deeply personal or painful issues. I want to remind them that there are people who care for them like family.
This is part of an ongoing series detailing a brave faggot’s approach to an Alpha he encountered in line at Home Depot. CLICK HERE for all posts about this extraordinary story in chronological order!
Yesterday I published a post entitled “Prelude to the Return of Home Depot Fag.” You can read that by clicking here. In it, I published a letter I received and kept for more than a year and a half that described their first meeting.
But here is the good stuff. Home Depot fag has written a long post detailing his time serving this Alpha god (the pic above was given to me by Home Depot fag as a close representation of what this Alpha looks like). It’s pretty incredible, and well worth the wait.
I wholeheartedly encourage everybody to read everything after the jump!
Hi, you might remember me. I met my Alpha on the checkout line at Home Depot a while back. I’m able to write now cause I’m no longer serving him. I’m sad he’s gone but it’s been an amazing experience and thought you should know since it’s because of you I had the nerve to meet him.
I started serving him by only doing his laundry. I didn’t mind cause he was so hot and built and manly and just being near his dirty t-shirts and underwear made my head spin. At first he brought the clothes to me and picked them up on his way home from work – he didn’t want me to know where he lived. When he came over I’d always offer him a beer but he rarely accepted.
About a month in he called and said he couldn’t make it to my place and I should bring the clean clothes to him. I was so excited to see where he lived which turned out to be a small modest house he inherited from his grandfather. The place was typical straight guy – basically a big leather couch in front of a huge TV screen – and the whole place a mess – clothes everywhere – unmade bed– the kitchen filled with dirty dishes. Have to say the sight of it turned me on! I brought the clothes in – and he went to take the bag from me but I told him I would put them away for him. I remember the look of fascination on his face when I lovingly put them into his dresser which I also straightened out. “Thanks man,” he said with a bit of disbelief in his voice – he was still blown away that anyone would be doing anything like this for him. Whenever he thanked me I would always say, “Thank YOU SIR for allowing me, It’s an honor.” He would laugh uncomfortably when I said this. After I put away his clothes that first time I started straightening up his bedroom but he stopped me — said he had to go meet his girlfriend. I asked if I could come back another time and he said, “OK – come by Sunday”.
That Sunday I found him in the backyard cutting wood on a table saw for a deck he was building out back. I went inside and cleaned his entire house – top to bottom. At one point he came in when I was almost done and he stood there in amazement. He looked around and all he said was “Nice.” I coulda died.
From then on, I would come to his place once a week and clean and do his laundry. It had to be on Sunday which was a day he didn’t see his girlfriend who went to visit her sick mother then. That month when I would come over to clean I could see him relax around me – I may be a fag but I’m smart and funny and easy going and I could see he liked me – the same way I guess he would like a cute puppy who worshiped him.
One Sunday I came over and he was shirtless. He looked so fucking hot, that I couldn’t help myself and said something like – “wow, girls must bow down in front of you – you must drive them crazy” I could see he was flattered but he said something like – “I don’t have trouble getting women but they don’t bow down to me” I don’t know what came over me but I said – “well they should you’re incredible”– and I got down on my knees and literally prostrated myself before him. He goes “C’mon man, get up, you’re creeping me out” And I thought this is my moment to educate. It’s time.
So I stood up and said “Sorry…but y’know here’s the truth – we’re taught that everyone is created equal. But it’s not true. Some people are superior – like you. You’re the top of the food chain – an alpha. There’s nothing wrong with the fact that you’re superior and I’m your inferior. If we just accepted the roles nature gave us we’d all be happier. That’s why I belong on my knees in front of you.” I got back down on my knees looked up at him and talked a little more about how superior he was and how inferior I was to him when suddenly he ripped open his pants, pulled out his dick and shoved it down my throat. It happened so fast it took a second to regain my balance and he came so fast and hard I was trying not to gag. After he came he just zipped up and went into the kitchen to get a beer. Not a word spoken. My head was spinning, but I just finished cleaning and when we said goodbye it was as if nothing had happened.
On my way out he did tell me that his buddies AND his girlfriend wanted to know how his house was suddenly so spotless and in such good order. He didn’t make enough money for a regular housekeeper so he told them that he won a year of house cleaning from a cleaning service in a raffle he bought. He thought it was funny they believed him!
I told him he won more, if he liked – that I’m a good cook too and any chores he might have I’d be happy to do too – basically whatever he needed I would do for him. He got a strange look on his face and just said “I still don’t really get it – but OK, good to know”
For a few weeks I just continued to clean and keep his house without any more sexual contact. One day around 5 pm he called when I was at work and said “Do you know how to make Beef Stroganoff?” I didn’t but I said yes. He said his grandmother used to make it for him when he was a kid and he had been craving it. I told him I’d be happy to make it for him when I came over on Sunday to clean but he simply said. “No. Tonight. Be here by 7.” It wasn’t a question it was an order and my heart was pounding.
I raced out of work early, looked up the best recipe for it, shopped, and went over to his place. When I got there he just opened the door without a word and went back to a little desk area he had in his bedroom. Since I knew what was expected I just went into the kitchen and cooked.
When it was ready I went into the bedroom and told him “dinner is served SIR” When he came to the table he didn’t say a word about it being only set for one.
He sat down to eat – I bought white and red wine for him too and he wanted red. He dug into the food and I didn’t know what to do with myself – he suddenly realized it was a bit awkward so he said “Do you want some?” But I said “No SIR, thank you – it’s for you”
“You can at least sit” he said, and it made me so happy to sit there watching him enjoy the food, which he kept saying was delicious.
He asked me a few things about myself – and about my work etc, perhaps out of politeness… but clearly he was the king at the table. He texted a few times, finished two helpings and drank half a bottle of the red.
When he was done he pushed back his chair and said “That was good man, thanks” I said “you never have to thank me SIR” and you can call me ‘fag’ sir, not man.”
I couldn’t believe it but he just looked at me and said “come over here and blow me, fag”
He walked over to the couch, sat down, leaned back and opened the top button on his jeans. I crouched between his legs and tried to give him the most worshipful blowjob I could. Whenever I tried to touch the rest of his body he’d push my hands away saying “Just the dick”
This started a new pattern in our relationship. Sunday’s I’d clean and do his laundry and I was on call during the week if he wanted me to cook him a meal, which I did one, maybe two times a week. Sometimes it included me blowing him, sometimes not.
The beginning of the end came when his girlfriend showed up unexpectedly one night when I was making dinner for him. I may be a fag in private, but most people see a short, cute, boyish, well built, not fem guy who is most likely gay.
She might have believed his story about him winning a cleaning service in a raffle but she was not that stupid to think that this gay guy in the kitchen cooking dinner for her boyfriend was part of the prize. All she kept screaming was “what the fuck is going on here?” My alpha was trying to pass me off as part of the prize, I said NOTHING. Even when she asked me, I would defer to my alpha.
Finally I said to my alpha “I think I should go” which I did. I didn’t hear anything from him and when Sunday came to clean I wasn’t sure what to do. I made myself go. At first we didn’t say anything about what happened but it was clearly in the air. I worked up the courage to ask him and he was so surprisingly even about it, it made me proud.
He said after a few hours he finally told her that I was a fag/gay guy who wanted to be his maid – he told her he thought it was crazy and weird but why shouldn’t he have a free cook and housekeeper? She of course asked if there was anything sexual going on and he was like “FUCK NO. He’s just the fucking housekeeper”
Somehow he convinced her there was nothing wrong with the arrangement and also told her that I could make her life easier as well. I could make dinner for both of them!
It was a VERY uneasy truce. Now that my existence was out in the open she was occasionally there when I was cleaning or cooking… Several times I even made the two of them dinner – leaving as soon as I put it on the table.
But every time she and I were in the same room she would either snap a nasty order at me or just give me the evil eye.
She’s one of those hot women who post selfies on Instagram with her lips puckered at the camera and sticking her perfect ass out in a tight dress at the same time. She was petite with a great gym body, perfect fake tits – But she was a bitch. Always wanting him to buy her shit or take her places like Vegas or demanding this or that or complaining about something he did. I think he only stuck around because she was hot and they had great sex, which he’d always refer to.
One day when I was putting away the laundry she sat down on the bed and said to me “you know he’s not so great” And she proceeded to put him down to me, maybe in an effort to get me not to like him so I’d leave – but I only said to her “you’re the luckiest girl in the world to have him. I wish I was you”
Well her head exploded. She started screaming at me everything imaginable. My alpha came running into the room saying What the fuck is going on?
While she was ranting I just turned to him and said “I’m sorry SIR”
Which made her lose it! She turns to him and say “He calls you SIR?! I can’t fucking believe it! He calls you SIR” over and over.
Finally he yells at her “It’s a sign of respect! And if you can’t show the same then get the fuck out!”
She stormed out. He was shaken. I started to speak and he said “Don’t say a fucking word” I finished my duties and left.
He and the girlfriend were on the outs for a few months and those months were heaven for me. I guess he was extra needy (and horny – since she was out of the picture) He had me come over to cook more often for him and sexually we progressed beyond just me blowing him. We got to the point where he let me lick his ass which was the most glorious thing.
His ass is big and round and firm – so damn manly and he loved me eating it out. For him it was the ultimate sign of my inferiority – a sign of submission. Often we’d skip the blow job – he’d say “get that fag face in my ass” and he would revel in my worship. God, there is nothing like eating a manly alphas ass – the scent, the taste the submission.
Then one day at work I got a call from him – he said we had to end it – he couldn’t see me any more. He was getting back with his girlfriend and this was part of the condition. It’s been two months now and I’m not sure if I’ll ever see him again. I’m hoping he’ll get sick of putting up with his bitch girlfriend — it’s amazing how these women don’t appreciate the gods their alpha boyfriends are. If she treated him like a king she would be rewarded by him in ways I don’t think she can imagine. I know I was privileged to experience some of those rewards. I hope I can find another superior man like him to serve. I’ve attached a photo which is not him but the spitting image of him. The body, face, the way he dressed and his magnificent ass are exactly like him. I’m hoping to find another man like this to serve.
What a mind-blowing journey for this fag! Remember, all of this happened because this fag showed a little courage and ingenuity! This can happen to any fag who follows his example!
I never did try that (it crossed my mind, though), so I’m interested in your experiment. I do think science supports such uses in order to attract Men. This might be a good experiment for a few fags out there to try and see what happens.
I know one personally (as in good friend) and I’m casual friends with another online. It’s an interesting phenomenon. They really have no interest in sex. Many people feel sorry for them, but they are not missing anything.
This is part of an ongoing series detailing a brave faggot’s approach to an Alpha he encountered in line at Home Depot. CLICK HERE for all posts about this extraordinary story in chronological order!
One of the posts instrumental to the growth of this blog was the story of Home Depot fag. In June of 2016, I received a message from a straight Alpha Male who was approached in the checkout line at Home Depot. When Home Depot Alpha asked for more information, the fag gave him my Tumblr address and told him he would find out more from me.
So the bewildered Alpha wrote to me about what had happened. Then Home Depot fag, stunned that this Alpha wrote to me, wrote a breathless follow-up letter.
I then wrote a post called “The Saga of the Home Depot fag,” which summarized everything known to that point in the story. I do recommend reading it, which you can access by clicking here.
Then, I stopped writing about both of them. I kept getting questions from readers asking for more information, but I remained silent. Others accused me of making it all up.
In reality, the Alpha was unhappy with me publishing details about his private life, afraid of being discovered. So the Alpha told Home Depot fag that he could write to me once more, but I wasn’t allowed to publish it. It sat in my mailbox for a year and a half.
But I’m publishing it right now, as a preface to a new post about Home Depot fag. Yes, he returned after all of this time to write an update!
So here is that letter Home Depot fag wrote in June 2016 about his first service meeting with Home Depot Alpha:
HD Alpha picked up his laundry & 1st thing he said was he’s not happy w/ all the posts. He looks like that photo & wants no possibility of exposure Said I can’t post more on him. Said I can write u this 1 time since u were instrumental but not to post it. Sorry, I must obey. I thank u for giving me courage to do what I did. This whole thing is almost too much for me. When he carefully examined his meticulously folded laundry he said “I could get used to this.” Something deep came over me & I
dropped to my knees in front of him like bowing to god & said thank u SIR 4 letting me serve u please let me continue 2 serve and worship you any way you wish. I was facing down and only heard him say “Fuuuck” in amazement at what was happening beneath him. He said kiss my nikes, which I did. He said I was only to call him SIR never his name. Then he took out a piece of paper w/a list of chores 4 me to do. No sex. I hope one day but 4 now I’m in fag heaven. Such a real man Thanks 2 u.
Such an incredible moment!
I’d like to point out that this entire situation came about because Home Depot fag surrendered his ego and submitted fully to this Alpha. This is a problem I see in many faggots time and time again. They want to serve a Man, but only on their terms. This is wrong thinking. You must prostrate yourself physically and emotionally to a Man and hope he will accept your worship. Many Men appreciate that kind of deep devotion.
So after all of this time, Home Depot Alpha dismissed the fag, which is why I’m now posting this very old message from the fag. I wanted to keep this separate on the blog as a way of reminder of this important past post, and give people time to catch up before I publish Home Depot fag’s new letter.
The new post will go up tomorrow. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do! Home Depot fag is an inspiration!
None of us can really change another person. Your boyfriend says he likes to be dominant, but in these three months you haven’t seen that out of him. Maybe it isn’t more than talk.
Honestly, there is no bad time to submit yourself to the will of an Alpha. Even if you cannot serve sexually, you can still serve in ways that will make his life easier.
I enjoyed Dunkirk quite a bit, and I thought Wonder Woman was pretty good for a comic book movie. I haven’t seen any of the big releases at the end of the year, but I have a feeling that my favorite film will come from one of them. I’m looking forward to seeing The Disaster Artist, The Post, The Shape of Water, and Call Me By Your Name. If I had to guess, I’m thinking it’s going to be Call Me By Your Name.
As an aside, The Last Jedi FUCKING SUCKS GIANT MONSTER TITS.
That’s terrific, Sir. I’m glad that you guys were able to come to an understanding so that your fag can serve you so well and you get everything you want. Congratulations, Sir!
I received a wonderful message from an Alpha today named @mshp. He shared his experience with a college roommate who slowly revealed himself to be a faggot. I’ll have a few comments afterwards.
I have been reading your posts about eager slaves seeking to submit to their alpha buddies. Having experienced this as an alpha, I can offer my experience.
My college roommate was obsessed with My Feet and Socks that I realized slowly and subconsciously first. He was always submissive and helpful to Me even though he was a little older and came from very powerful family. I remember in the early days I felt impressed by his humility and slightly worried how I enjoyed him serving me.
First time I confronted him about sniffing My ripe Socks, I must admit I was disgusted by him and disappointed for him.
Strangely, it also awakened something in Me. My alpha power over him. At that time I worried if this sense Superiority and power I felt would diminish my “goodness” and become a big character flaw… what helped Me to accepting my alpha superiority is my slaves honesty about his desires and that he really needed My powerful Feet to own him. I knew that I might be the best Master he could have.
So slaves approach your alpha honestly but be prepared. Give Him time and also answer questions. If he is a true friend he wants to know if he will do permanent damage to you, and also attract Him with ways of submitting and being useful. Start by simple slow requests. Deep down he loves that power over you but you can only awaken that in a true alpha…
This is a very powerful reminder that the Alpha/fag association is a symbiotic one. Both the Alpha and the fag develop their own understandings of their role as they continue. In this case, the Alpha embraced his true role in the world, but it really took a fag’s fearless honesty to help the Alpha do that.
So never be afraid to be honest about your desires. Great things can happen if you are!
The day before Christmas I received a series of messages from a brother in Spain named @escalvo-detusexo . We had a bit of a conversation, because I wanted to make sure it was okay to publish his letter.
This brother brings up an interesting question about the needs many Alphas have sexually. Here is what he wrote:
First of all, I have grown a lot in these years since I follow your blog and I have learned to be a good sub from an Alpha man. I am so grateful to you. For 2 months my life has changed a lot. Mid-morning at the time of rest (very usual from Spain) I go to breakfast at a bar near my place of work…There, I began to coincide with a 30-year-old policeman who works as security in a bank on the same street. I was not able to look him in the eyes, I tried to hide but if he looked at me,
I ended up lowering my head flushing with shame.
He got to know about me and where I worked (in my country, the waiters give a lot of information, and finally, we had an appointment and a meeting. He told me the first day: “My pregnant wife is going to give birth in a few weeks and I need to have a lot of sex, I warn you. She can not give it to me, I hope you can give me what you like.” I thought it was a one-time sexual encounter, a simple relief from him.
It took him a week to get back in touch with me and, ever since, our relationship has become harder and narrower. He subjects me to hard athletic training and a lot of physical and mental discipline. We have a lot of sex but there is something that baffles me: he always needs to establish a kind of struggle, a game mode with struggle and submission with me until I reach the limit and get red or furious. Then, he fucks me very hard and enjoys it.
He does not use excessive violence (verbal, yes) but he does seem to need this ritual of struggle and use force to have sex with me. Why does he do this if he knows that I am going to accompany him in the same way? Forgive me for the extension and for my poor level of English. A big hug and Merry Christmas.
Thank you for this, my brother. And by the way, your English is excellent!
Alphas and Men in general do need some amount of aggressiveness in their sexual encounters. There are varying levels of what that might involve – choking, spanking, slapping, name calling, spitting – but many Men love any number of these types of actions.
Why do they like it? Well, we must remember that Men are the dominant creatures on the Earth, and that animal instinct for domination still lives within them no matter how “cultured” they pretend to be in public. Men love inferiors to submit to them, but it’s even more exciting if they can take it from them. There’s that great line from Jurassic Park: “A T-Rex doesn’t want to be fed … he wants to hunt.” Men are very much like that.
It really does sound like you have an awesome Alpha! Hopefully he can continue to use you as his personal faggot after the baby is born!
Of course. However, that doesn’t mean that the desire to serve goes away. Sometimes that desire can be fulfilled by being in a relationship with a dominant Man, and other times it can be muted by love. But a fag was born that way, and the desire never truly leaves.
I look at all of that this way: Being an atheist based on REASONABLE EVIDENCE isn’t the same as the “I hate God and religion” types. If God created humans, then he also gave humans reasoning abilities. I think religion is UNREASONABLE because every one of them says “this is the right door” when there isn’t proof supporting any of them.
Anyway, I just refuse to worship a god that would punish any human in “hell” FOREVER for the sins of 70 or 80 years. That is not just, and it isn’t reasonable.
Your father has been blessed with a long and fruitful life filled with wonderful memories. He should be grateful and comforted by those things, rather than be tormented by the whole “what if I’m wrong” fears.
Truth is, nobody knows what happens after death. I tend to think that, if anything happens after death, it will be a grand adventure riding in the currents of an amazing universe.
You tell him to FUCK OFF. Don’t even think twice. Let me remind you that if “it isn’t necessary,” then there should be no problem with getting tested. I wouldn’t trust anybody who doesn’t seem to be completely honest about something this important, and he isn’t being honest.
Okay, everybody … I’ve FINALLY heard back from the legendary Home Depot fag! It’s been a very long time!
To Home Depot fag: I’m waiting for you to finish writing your story before I do anything with it. You can send me a message on Kik (normalsubmissive) or here or via email (fagsworshipstraights@yahoo.com). Let me know if you’re done or if there are things to add. Thanks, brother.
Shame on your “Da” and your family. What a terrible reaction. I’m so sorry they are hurting you this way.
But your uncle is WONDERFUL! That is how a family member should care for a loved one in distress! What a lovely and thoughtful gesture in order to give you comfort! Stick close to your uncle, because he is a good soul!
First of all, keep in mind that there is a misconception about the importance of deepthroating. You don’t need to constantly deepthroat a Man’s cock. Concentrate on the head of the cock and maybe an inch or two below it and use your hand in stroking motions on the shaft.
Alternate the stimulation on the cock. Run your tongue up and down the shaft occasionally. Go down and gently lick and tease his balls.
But most of all, FALL IN LOVE WITH HIS COCK. Men love a woman who seems like she’s DYING to suck his cock and she thinks it’s the most wonderful thing in her life. This turns a Man on completely. There is nothing better for a Man than looking down and seeing a greedy cocksucker passionately worshiping his Manhood.
No doubt it was Abraham Lincoln. Nobody is perfect, obviously, but he was a Man of moral conviction and the strength of character to do what was right during one of the worst moments in American history. Imagine a bumblefuck like Trump in office during that time!
Impossible for the most part. They’re typically skinny and neatly-dressed, so that might be a clue. You might also be able to observe a gay Man checking out a guy. But generally, gay and straight guys are pretty indistinguishable.
It’s really too bad for him. Sam is passing on devoted, skillful service from you while starving for sex from females. He doesn’t know what he’s missing!
Being “bi” doesn’t mean you’ll fuck anything. We all have our preferences and tastes. True bisexuals are simply capable of carrying on sexual and romantic situations with both genders.
I do think some people use the term “bisexual” as cover when they are really gay. But there are also plenty of true bisexuals (many Alphas fall into that category).
Bisexuals have the same issues as everyone else looking for sex and love … much depends on what comes along randomly. So a bisexual guy might have a string of encounters with other guys because that’s what came along during that time. I wouldn’t let it confuse you too much.
I don’t think so. Your coworker spread information that is true, so slander is out of the question. I’m not sure what legal basis you’d have to sue, or what damages you’d seek to rectify.
I think you’re better off just letting it go and ignore it.
Here’s my thought on this type of issue (which is similar to the cake decorating idiocy in the States) – I think all gay people should simply stop shopping at those places, and they should tell all of their gay and pro-gay friends about the treatment they received. Let’s see capitalism at work when they lose 20% of their business every month for a calendar year.
Yes, and there are some faggots who possess these qualities in abundance in the business world. But watch how quickly their facade crumbles in the face of a real Alpha!
I have! And yes, some of them do allow it. I chose to talk to my Alphas first so that they could have a chance to be cleaner there, because some Alphas can get self-conscious about it. If you can get him to allow it, he will never regret the experience. Getting their ass eaten is one of those “we’re not in Kansas anymore” moments for most Alphas, and it usually blows their minds.
Filthy talk of any kind really enhances sex in my opinion. In this case, the fag emasculated himself, which probably gave you a sense of power that caused you to cum so hard.
So a couple of days ago I was bombarded by four anonymous messages from the straight guy who caught his brother’s best friend humping a door knob (still don’t understand the mechanics of that). The original ask can be read here.
So now he returns with a bunch of frantic-sounding information. Just as a reminder, you can always submit a post rather than send me pieces of messages that I need to assemble carefully. Anyway, here they are in order, with my commentary in bold between them.
I’m glad I can come to
you. Remember my older brothers best friend that takes care and looks out for
me and I caught him on the door? Well my brothers back in town and I over heard
him on the phone asking someone “Have you been prepping yourself the way I
taught you?” I know it could be been anyone right? Well he doesn’t know I
over heard them on the phone. We went over to his place to visit and he greets
him by saying, “You’re looking nice and ‘prepped’ what have you been
training for?"
It certainly sounds like your brother was talking about this fag, and that’s definitely an unusual way for two straight guys to talk to each other.
I nearly choked
because it’s not a word you would use normally to describe someone. I began to
notice his behavior and how he turns his body inward towards him. As to give
him full attention. If i hadn’t caught him using the door knob I would have
never noticed how little attention he gave me in my brothers presence. He was
like a trained dog. This is a big tough dude and my brother is small so it was
something to watch. Do you think that was my brother teasing him because of how
he feels about me? Would a
fag so to say, need permission to serve or do they just give it to whom ever
they choose? Are they different from hoes? It was like a dog being teased with
a treat. Should i approach my brother or his friend. I want him to worship me.
I’m sure he wants to it only makes sense. I dont want to be an ass though. I
mean I care about him I’m just not gay but i want him to be happy doing what he
likes even if that’s taking care of me and my needs. How can I go about this?
Does your brother know the fag has feelings for you? I mean, aside from brotherly love?
You’re really jumping ahead. So far, all of this is taking place in your mind. You have no proof that this fag is serving your brother, or that he’s even a fag at all. I think there is strong evidence to suggest that he is a fag, however.
I really think you should approach your brother and try to talk to him about things. If your brother is this fag’s Owner, then it’s only right that you approach him about being worshiped by the fag. But some of that depends on your relationship with your brother. If it isn’t an open relationship, then I think you should make a move on the fag and see what he does.
Ok. He and my brother
are clearly having a fight about me. He just gave him the most threatening look
when he offered to help me with something why would my brother be so strict
when he asked him to look out for me? Can my brother sense the connection between
us? Does an Alpha notice when his pet is attempting to stray? Would this be
like a breakup? He looks like he’s uncomfortable. Can a fag give dominance to
an unworthy master? I’d never humiliate him like that but if I say something
secrets out.
Alphas often notice when their fags are desiring something because Alphas are very good at reading body language. Again, though, much of this is happening in your head. We don’t really know what is going on between your brother and this fag. You may need to find that out.
I think a lot of straight Men enjoy having their feet worshiped. When a person rubs, licks, and kisses their feet, this signals to the Man that they are submissive to him and craving him in some unconscious way. This is a very powerful enticement to a straight Man’s natural dominance. Also, the feet are highly sensitive and and intimate place on the body. When someone gets down and worships a Man’s feet, this places him in a relaxed state of mind in which he is open to suggestion.
Many of the straight Men I’ve served started with foot worship, and it was wonderful.
I am definitely for gloryholes. I wrote an article encouraging faggots to build gloryholes if they are getting older, they need privacy, or perhaps they can’t get out the way they used to. You can see that here.
I haven’t built a gloryhole (yet), so I don’t have practical experience in building one. I do believe it should be a solid barrier for the sake of your own protection, though.
I would definitely contact @pleasure-poke about the positive and negative aspects of the gloryhole business. Good luck!
Thank you Sir. It is not weird for a totally straight Man to be interested in fucking a boipussy. All Men go through the same process of learning about their bodies during puberty. They fuck everything they can during this time, all in search of a tight, fuckable thing they can breed with their loads. And that becomes a lifelong obsession for them.
Vaginas are great, obviously, but boipussy is tight and ready to be plowed open. And I’m not sure there are too many totally straight Men who would resist fucking one if the situation was right. They just might not tell their buddies afterwards.
Became a Master last night? Was this just a role play session, or are you truly a Dominant? Anyway, congratulations on the experience, Sir.
Yes, talking to someone face-to-face isn’t like talking dirty on the internet. In real time, you actually have to see how your words affect the other person, and there is also a possibility of rejection.
Clearly this is a confidence issue. The best way to increase confidence is to gain more experience. As you do, you’ll learn more about what works best for you.
As far as insults, this isn’t something I’m good at given that I’m a faggot. “Cocksucker” and “faggot” are two pretty powerful words. Maybe some of my Alphas out there can give some tips here?
So I can’t be sad? Like when that awful woman pushed her five children into an oven and burned them alive? Or when my government chose welfare for corporations and billionaires over medical aid for children? Or any of the billions of other cruel things that happen in this world? I don’t have a right to be SAD about any of that? I should just shrug my shoulders and say “whatever, that’s just Nature.”
No, Sir, it isn’t wrong. Typically, Alphas and dominant Men are better off simply demanding service from someone. A surprising number of males will submit to this kind of demand. Good luck, Sir!
I’m not sure what the word “dacked” means (UPDATE: @hornyfag06 informed me that “dacked” is an Australian way to say “pantsed”). But anyway, yes fags are really that good, Sir. There is probably nothing better for a big dicked stud like you than to have an eager faggot servicing you whenever you want.
If you want to stick to pussy, that’s your choice, Sir. But I think you’re missing out.
(the is the continuation, and perhaps you can combine it, fag) but he said he could take my size, and because I was feeling so badly, I let him dress up like a girl, all smooth, balls tucked, very very young and feminine. And I enjoyed it, and he could fit me. Nowadays, I have 5 very twinky boys in a harem, and they can all handle my size and keep me satisfied even though I’ve since found girls who can manage me. My Q is: why do you think fags are so much better with big dicks? Is it natural?
Thank you Sir for writing to me! It’s wonderful to see an Alpha like you take control of your domain and accept your Alphahood at such a young age!
As you’ve already discovered, owning and using faggots truly complements an Alpha’s life. They are always ready to serve at a moment’s notice, they will do anything to please, and they are grateful to be used. In addition, faggots provide a tremendous ego boost to the Alpha that cannot be replicated by females.
Now to your question. I think faggots handle big dicks better (both orally and anally) because faggots have an inborn need to please Men. Pain is irrelevant to a faggot. To a true faggot, they don’t care how much it hurts as long as they please their Owner and continue with the privilege of service.
So really, faggots can take larger dicks for longer because they have the proper attitude. The proper attitude will allow a person to do things others cannot.
Females generally do not have the proper attitude when it comes to sex, which is why they often beg off of the things a Man might want. Females don’t want sex that is painful, messy, or degrading. They want rose petals on the bed and Edward from Twilight gently romancing them before he tenderly sticks it in.
So to sum up, fags have a proper attitude about serving a Man, and women generally do not, which is why fags can take much more meat, take it harder, and come back the next hour/day begging for more.
Thank you for this question, Sir, and for being such a terrific young example of Alpha superiority!
With all the advice out there on how to be a good fag, i’ve found that much of it misses the basics that can really lead to fulfilling service to Kings and Alphas. Many have asked how i do it, so want to pass along what has worked out for me as well as what hasn’t. As background, i am a fit, attractive, white collar professional with two degrees from top 10 schools. i have a great career and generally good life. Yet, i find i am happiest when i am serving Alphas, serving my Dom, my King. Here are a few major facts i learned to be absolutely true and even necessary:
LEARN SKILLS THAT PLEASE. i thought i was big shit getting my professional licenses on the first try. Having a great job. Expensive apartment, Nice watches, cars. None of it mattered when it came to finding men to serve. i found i had to attend cooking school and learn to cook healthy, gourmet meals for Alphas. i got certified in massage to provide relief to them. i learned to iron and tailor clothes for them. i looked for best practices in cleaning their homes. i learned to take care of men’s everyday needs. The result was i got more attention from Alpha’s i served and got invited more. It was a progression from say a massage one day to getting my holes used after a few sessions, but when you get there, to the point the Alpha sees you have more value to him than just a cumrag, He’ll want you around a lot more to serve Him.
DROP THE ATTITUDE. i had a cumdump bottom buddy who met a big dicked Latin guy that fucked him 7, 8–even 9 times a day. Even i was jealous. Sometimes the top came in him. Other times he didn’t cum at all. My friend asserts he was A LOT of fun. But one day, my buddy told all his friends that the top was too old (10 years older) and was no longer attracted to his face. Buuyyyyyeee! A year later, that cumdump admits not finding another top as horny as the one he threw shade to. Be less about artificial shit and more about the reward for serving dick, getting the load. By dropping many of what now seem to be ridiculous standards, i’ve seen the amount of Alpha cock available to me increase fivefold.
WORK HARD ON YOURSELF. i used to go to the gym to stay in shape and trained to prevent sports injuries. Now i go to get stronger and grow bigger, become more desirable for Alphas to want me around. i look better than a lot of younger guys and it is noticed. Read about different subjects to gain knowledge. Meditate to be calm and ready for whatever your Alpha requests of you. Be on-point about details, be it the frequency of your haircut or keeping shaved and smooth. Be the best presentation of you that you can be for your Alpha.
KEEP A SLAVE/FAG JOURNAL. This concept was introduced to me by @topguydave when i started to serve Him in person out west. He would have me journal online every night. It served not only as an outlet to unload my thoughts, but also as insight for Him into what was going on in my head. In turn, He really got to know me and it guided Him as to how to best train me. The result was an amazing journey and even friendship that is only impeded by a change in time zone and distance. i grew very much as His fag, so much so that the mere sight of Him makes me feel love, calm and pride. Remember, Alphas are human and can’t read fag minds–unless emptied onto paper!
WORK THROUGH YOUR ISSUES. We all have them. it was a process, but i eventually admitted i am a fag. i don’t feel shame or embarrassment. i know my place. i continue to do what i do for a living, but more importantly, i elevate Alphas and help them succeed. i’m still working on a hot button: financial use. It arises from being ripped off years ago of over 100k. As I continue meeting Alphas, i get better at it affecting me. i get better at being up front. i get better at reminding myself that it will eventually not be an issue anymore. And i thus get better at serving Alphas.
FAIL. A LOT. i’ve failed some awesome Doms–Doms i was LUCKY to serve. Failed at tasks. Failed at communicating. Failed at doing what i said. Failed at being on-time. Failed at never being half-assed. Failed at being a true fag. Sometimes it was because of my own hubris. Others, it was my stubbornness–something i constantly denied when pointed out by one particular cocky top Alpha (he was right, btw). But we fags can learn from these failures. A bunch of failures behind you means you won’t make those mistakes twice. you’ll be better prepared to serve your Alpha, be the best fag possible for Him. i am more attractive to Alphas because i know what doesn’t work. That alone is enough motivation to not fear failure.
SHOW GRATITUDE. Forget the cliches. Thank your Alpha for the opportunity to serve at every opportunity. Tell Him thank You as you serve Him. Text Him afterwards. Email Him how grateful You are for the opportunity. Show Him he is truly your King and You know it. Like your parents used to say, thank you goes a long way. And it really does.
