Part of it comes from the testosterone left in the socks by the Man’s sweat. These pheromones are irresistible to submissives.
But the other part pertains to faggots specifically. Faggots have a weird drive in them that causes them to do all sorts of nasty stuff in order to impress their Owners. How does this depraved side develop in faggots? I’m guessing it arises during puberty, and the humiliation they suffered at the hands of young Alphas. But who knows, really?
Yes, I’ve made several. I regret destroying them all. I really wish I would’ve kept one video I made with a super hot military Alpha. He was short and packed with muscle. His ass … oh my goodness, this Man’s ass would shame Michelangelo’s David into covering himself with a loincloth. He is the only Alpha that I literally BEGGED to lick his ass. So fantastic.
Oops … I became distracted. So this Alpha pounded the fuck out of me for hours. We ended up on the balcony of my condo. He threw me onto my stomach, climbed onto me, and growled, “I want all of your neighbors to see what kind of faggot you really are.” Then he mercilessly fucked me until he finished. What a night, and I had that all on tape!
On a side note – this Alpha had an average cock (maybe 7 inches), but he was all Alpha. All of those size queens are completely wrong about Alphas with smaller endowments.
In all my years serving Men, I’ve never had one tell me to stick a finger in their ass or insert an object in there (plenty of rimming, though). It’s not that surprising, really, as most straight Men have an uncomfortable relationship with their asshole. And frankly, I’m not upset by that, because it sets off the same triggers that I get when a Man wants to suck my dick.
MSHP instructed me to write an article on “what or who helped
to truly embrace what you are.” I
readily agreed to do so. (I say I agreed but I probably wouldn’t have been able
to say no to him even if he had instructed me to cut off my thumb.)
Let me start with some background before I get to the heart
of my assignment. I recognized that I
was different from the other boys from a very young age, grade school. I couldn’t understand it but I knew that I was
inferior to the other boys. I lacked the
confidence they possessed and was athletically inferior. That fact was continually reinforced every
time I was picked last for any type of athletic game. It wasn’t until years later when I got to
junior high and high school that I found out
(along with my classmates) how inferior I was between the legs.
As I got to junior high and high school I was sometimes
bullied and learned very early on that there was nothing I could do about
it. I had always been taught not to “tattle”
and I just accepted it as my lot in life.
I can never understand all the whining about bullying in the press these
days. I look back at it as something that
benefited me long term in that it helped me understand my place among men. I’m also sure it was beneficial to the boys
picking on me for the same reason. Early
on when I was called “faggot” the superior boys knew something about me that I
didn’t know about myself. Through those
years in school I became more and more aware of my inferiority.
In later years, I continued to recognize that I was
different from other men. I didn’t have
the self-confidence, ambition, physical strength (or the motivation to work for
it), assertiveness, etc. of the men I admired.
In short, I knew I was inferior to the point I couldn’t look men in the
eyes and had even developed a subconscious habit of bowing my head in their
presence. Even though I recognized my
inferiority I worked hard to project the illusion to the world that I was a
No matter what I accomplished personally, professionally or
financially I was terribly unhappy and suffered from long term depression. There was clearly something missing from my
life and I regularly thought about suicide (but never seriously).
I was on-line one day looking through messages in a Yahoo
group when I came upon one from a Master who wrote a piece called “Slaves Losing Pride & Dignity” (text
posted here) that explained his method of breaking a slave of pride. I was so impressed with the article and him
that I sent him a note telling him that I thought his article was excellent. I told him a little about myself and my
belief that God, or nature, makes some men dominant and a much larger
population submissive and it was nature’s intent for the submissive to serve
the dominant. To my surprise he
responded. He said he normally didn’t
respond to the “inferior and submissive” but responded to me because I had made
some astute observations and my email and didn’t any cliché “offer to serve.” He asked more about me. He had a very compelling way of communicating. His dominance and confidence came through in
the way he communicated and I felt an immediate connection to him.
That started a regular correspondence where I learned more
about him and I told him more and more about myself. He told me about how he had recognized
himself as an Alpha at an early age. He
had the advantage of having a father who was an Alpha. His father understood the
purpose of fags and had regularly used them over the years. He passed that wisdom along to his son who
enslaved his first fag when he was only in high school and subsequently owned a
number of others. As he matured he
developed his dominant traits that had served him well. He also developed a keen understanding of the
class of inferior “men” who are born to serve the Alphas. He understood their minds and the compulsion
to serve that drives them.
Almost as if I had lost my free will I found myself
divulging very personal secrets about myself that I had never told another soul. I was unable to resist telling him anything
he wanted to know. I told him about
numerous instances where I had engaged in submissive behavior without even
realizing I was engaging in such behavior.
I told him things that would be devastatingly embarrassing, perhaps
professionally crippling, if they were ever revealed. I was more honest with him about myself than
I have been with anyone else, including myself.
As the correspondence continued he became the most important
person in my life and was constantly in my head. He was literally the first thing I thought of
when I woke up and the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep. Anytime I got an email from him it was the
highlight of my day and my hands literally shook as I opened it. Through his guidance I came to understand
that I was inferior to all men and had an obligation to treat them with the
upmost respect and deference. I became
very submissive and respectful towards all men that I encountered whether it
was on the street, at work or anywhere else.
I learned to consider all men my superior and treated them as such. When I was driving I became the most
courteous driver on the road. If someone
wanted to cut in ahead of me I was fine with it. Any of the impolite road behavior that used
to piss me off, I was now accepting of it.
I occasionally gave gifts to men I knew but I didn’t like. I held doors open, I fetched coffee. Anything I could do for a man brought a
little joy to my life. He helped me to
realize that until I have settled into a life of true servitude and a superior
is directing me I would not be complete.
I realized one day that I considered this man my Master even
though we had never spoke of it. I told
him that I considered myself his slave. I
think he beat me to that conclusion. With
this true understanding that my place in the male hierarchy was at the very
bottom I found that I was more content than I had ever been before. I realized my purpose in life and even though
it meant that I was to sacrifice myself for the benefit of those men who were
superior to me it was the happiest I had ever been.
One day he sent me a task to complete that was a “test.” It was very difficult and demeaning and came
at a very bad time. I had had a terrible
day and was exhausted. I responded badly
and terribly inappropriately given my station and who I was addressing. I immediately regretted it and quickly
apologized. Unfortunately, I never heard
from him again. I was devastated.
Years later, every time I open my email I have a hope that I
will hear from him again and each time I’m a little disappointed. He is still one of the most influential
people in my life and I still appreciate what he did for me. Understanding myself was the most freeing experience
of my life.
I thought this was a sincere, honest post that really highlights an important concept – if we are going to serve, then we need to serve without hesitation or reservation. A great opportunity could be lost if we hold back.
Generally. The body forces a conservation of energy after the encounter, which is why many Men are ready for sleep or they’re ready to leave (and then go to sleep).
Thank you, Sir. You are always welcome here.
Yes, there are a lot of game players out there. They’re using the opportunities on Grindr and elsewhere as a way to get themselves off. Pretty pathetic.
An unkempt hole is something a bit more difficult for me. I had this fag friend who literally couldn’t find a hole too dirty for his tastes. I just don’t like to go that far with it.
I have no idea. He might have mental problems. Or maybe he’s closeted?
The allegations against Spacey were pretty serious, so I’m not sure it was unfair. And honestly, Spacey’s behaviors were an open secret in Hollywood for a very long time. It caught up with him.
I like good artsy films. My current favorite is Call Me By Your Name.
I completely agree.
(continued) doing it again. I’ve never been fucked but I want to. And I’ve never received a bj. The only orgasms I’ve ever had are from jerking and that’s OK. I don’t think I really need to get a bj, as long as I can give them. Do you think I’m a fag?
Yes, little brother, I think you’re probably a fag. It sounds like you’re enjoying a great situation with these two young Alphas! Lots of fags would love to have an arrangement like that!
Oh brother, that’s wonderful! I’m so proud of you for being brave and seeking out a Man in need of worship! It sounds like you really gave him a terrific experience that he will think about for a long time to come!
Thank you for that ringing endorsement, Sir! Many straight Men agree with you!
Yes. It’s largely due to the increased familiarity with the process of getting fucked. When we’re new, we tend to clench up and focus on fear and pain. Once we relax, it becomes much easier.
I talk to him all day every day.
I’m sorry to hear that. Don’t give up – you never know who you might meet. In the meantime, use this period of singlehood to work on yourself.
I cry pretty easily, honestly. I’ve been crying tears of joy for the last year and a half because of my beautiful Syrian love.
I’ve only ever said anything like that to an Alpha when he wanted to fuck spontaneously and I wasn’t prepared for it.
Oh gosh, I’m sorry! Hopefully you handled it okay!
Choking and spanking are two things Alphas do that I absolutely love.
Thanks! I think the point I’ve always made about this is that Alphas cannot be judged on the size of their cock, and that having a smaller cock doesn’t mean that Man is not an Alpha. Do you see the difference?
I agree with you. Most Alphas I’ve ever known had bigger dicks.
But a huge dick isn’t a prerequisite to be an Alpha. Faggots get very judgmental about cock size, and they often walk away from a good Alpha simply because he doesn’t have some monstrous pussy stretcher between his legs. I want to be careful to instruct faggots on the proper mental attitude regarding Alphas.
There are definitely some little kids born with a tendency toward the traits of the opposite gender. We’ve all seen eight year old boys who behave very much like girls and love to wear dresses and makeup. It’s clearly not a sexual thing since they aren’t old enough to understand sexuality like an adult. Where does this come from? Nobody has any definitive answer, only educated guesses.
But there are plenty of gays who begin to flaunt these traits in high school or older. In my opinion these ones are trying to shove their sexuality into society’s face. It’s an act of rebellion, in a way. It might also be a way to advertise themselves to others.
I’m not condemning anybody for any of this. I think a lot of it happens subconsciously. Hell, I’ve been known to turn up the flamboyance in certain situations, like when confronting homophobes. It’s just all part of the struggle of gays to find acceptance in our world today.
Yes. They’re called versatile.
Sir, thank you for the nice response to the first part of our conversation! I hope you and your friends found my thoughts to be useful!
I absolutely agree with you about the origins of cash faggotry – it’s starts with the desperate need of fags to serve. Once a Man is approached with such service, their natural dominance kicks in and they begin to utilize their sexual power as a way to make the fag benefit them. Even if a straight Man is shocked by the fag’s need to serve as a cash fag for him, he still understands the fag’s needs. This is because all Men are indoctrinated by the Male Hierarchy. Men generally accept that some Men belong at the top of the food chain, while others exist to serve. So it’s a natural process.
Thank you, Sir!
“Homo cautious” … interesting term.
It really relates to that old saying: “A mouth is just a mouth.” Everybody has a mouth, so what difference does it make if a male or a female does the sucking?
But fucking a male’s ass is more involved. The Man is no longer a passive participant. The Man is actively fucking another male in the ass. That’s the next level for many Men.
Yeah, this coward who five times begged off military service, now wants to push this huge and dangerous issue off on teachers making $30,000 a year.
I’m looking forward to that dark day when Old Lady Crabtree has to interrupt her art class lesson, get into a crouch like fucking Cagney and Lacey, and start engaging a violent criminal. Should be fun!
I’ve been a live-in fag before and loved it. I’m not opposed to anyone who wishes to pursue live-in, total servitude to a Man. It’s a very fulfilling experience that teaches many lessons.
No problem with pot smokers. Unlike cigs, pot does have some value to the people smoking it.
Of course I do. I’m human.
I can’t speak for all gay guys, but I love breasts. They’re so much fun to touch and feel and play with.
That said, I don’t think it’s fair that your gay friends think it’s fine to grab your breasts whenever they feel like it. Yeah, they’re gay, so they probably aren’t sexually harassing you. I get it. But it’s still disrespectful of you and your feelings, regardless of their motivations.
In another ask I made the point that Alphas don’t always know what’s best. Exhibit A: cigarette smoking. It is absolutely abhorrent. In my mind, it shows a real weakness of character. I’m with you – it’s digusting.
I don’t have a fascination with black cock. I have a fascination with black MEN. They’re just so dominant and aggressive, and it has always turned me on.
I’m sorry this happened! It’s always upsetting when someone breaks up with you. Hopefully there are things you can take away from this brief experience to help you in your life.
The fact that you aren’t angry with him might be an indication that you, too, felt the relationship was coming to a close. Maybe part of you wasn’t satisfied in the relationship, either. So while you’re in mourning for the parts you loved, there might be other parts of you that are glad to be free from a burden that just wasn’t working anymore.
Regardless, you are now able to explore and find someone who wants to stay!
Hahaha you worship a god who tortures people forever in hell for the sins of 70 or 80 years! How sad is that?
Kissed me regularly? No. And frankly, I’m glad they didn’t do it very often, because it would be that much more difficult to maintain my composure and control over my emotions. I think they only ever did it to find out what it was like to kiss a guy.
Very good, Sir! Yet another satisfied straight Man!
It always makes me giggle when I receive mail like this. There are so many people out here trying to convince me that straight Men don’t use faggots, but I know better! Straight Men like you are some of our most eager and enthusiastic supporters! They all say the same things you’re saying: “BEST BLOWJOB EVER” or “I’ve never been worshiped like that in my life!” and on and on.
So thank you Sir for adding your voice to the chorus of straight Men who praise the worship and dedication of faggot cocksuckers!
No, I don’t. Alphas are amazing creatures, but they aren’t omnipotent supermen. There are plenty of Alphas who do terrible damage due to anger issues, or get hooked on drugs, or get involved in a host of other dangerous behaviors. I wouldn’t say these Alphas know best, would you?
Many fags end up disillusioned or hurt because they have this idealized version of an Alpha, then get sucked into the Alpha’s problems. It’s better to be realistic.
I’m a bit confused. Edging involves controlling orgasm and building up to a more fulfilling climax, but you say you’re having trouble letting go. That seems like the perfect habit for edging, really.
When I was still masturbating consistently, I almost always edged. This was even before I knew anything about edging. I would use a recent memory of someone I wanted, or a piece of clothing I snatched (borrowed), and it would seriously generate hours of masturbation fantasies before climax.
EDIT: Someone pointed out to me that you probably meant you can’t keep yourself from cumming. I just didn’t equate that with “letting go.” If you’re trying to extend things, slow down the rhythm of your strokes. Also use lube (they make desensitizing lube too) so that there is less of a grip.
Sir, thank you very much for your experience! I’m sure it will give a lot of hope to fags out there reading it and wondering if such a situation could happen for them. IT CAN!
Also, I really appreciated how you mentioned about trust being the key to a deeper relationship with your fag. I think many fags have unrealistic expectations, as if they should receive the keys to a Man’s kingdom and his heart because of one terrific blowjob. It doesn’t work that way. In the case of your fag, there were many years of service before the fag achieved some level of status with you. Think about that – the fag remained and continued to serve you even though you were in and out of various relationships! That’s dedication!
Thank you again, Sir!
That’s great!! I’m so proud of you!
The best way to relax (besides good quality sleep) is to cultivate the mental attitude that there is nothing than can be done about tomorrow, because it is unknowable. It would hurt like hell if this Alpha dismissed you tomorrow, but it’s not the end of the world, either.
As far as keeping him happy, just keep pleasing him and remain submissive.
Sex and breeding are incredibly important to Men, maybe their highest priority.
But GOOD Men are very deep creatures, capable of incredible love and compassion. A good Man will put the needs of a mate or a child above his own needs for sex and breeding when appropriate or necessary. A good Man will also take care of his responsibilities at work.
So I would answer that sex is never far from a Man’s mind, but he’s still able to put important priorities first.
No, not really. I was born a faggot. Worshiping muscle is part of my commission.
He’s extremely talented, and most definitely a fag.
The Alpha isn’t really doing it to “serve” the female, though. He’s not submitting to her. He’s doing what he must to get the pussy.
Every Man is not an Alpha. Full stop.
Men hire hookers for a variety of reasons. I would say that probably not a lot of Alphas use hookers, particularly when they’re younger.
So when you say the practice is “so unAlpha-like” … well, most of these Men fucking hookers AREN’T Alphas anyway. And many aren’t “superior” Men. They’re just Men in the middle realm of the Male Hierarchy just trying to get a sexual release.
Is it a bit depraved or pathetic? Maybe. But every little piggie in the pen needs to eat at some point.
Yes many Men (particularly straight Men) only want oral sex. And I don’t think you’re right about “most Men prefer to anally fuck.” While fucking feels great for Men, the stigma of sticking their dick into a male’s asshole is daunting.
Given how small my penis is, I do think sometimes. It would be nice to have a vagina. Less work involved.
Ever seen scat?
Oh, Sir, thank you so much for this question! I’ve been DYING to get at it today! Please tell your Alpha friends thank you as well!
This question pops up from time to time on this blog. Some Alphas who have chimed in during past discussions indignantly argue that they have every right to suck a fag’s dick whenever they want, and they say it doesn’t diminish their status as an Alpha in any way.
My opinion – that is simply not true. Basically every Alpha I’ve ever served or talked to all say they have no interest in a faggot’s useless penis. That even goes for gay Alphas, which always surprises me.
We all recognize that there is something inherently submissive about sucking a cock (the same holds true for getting fucked). No true Alpha would ever submit to another male like that. The act of submitting to another male sexually scars the Alpha’s psyche, sowing discord and confusion. Pure Alphas know who they are practically from birth, and there is no confusion about their status among other Men or where they belong in the hierarchy.
But here is the other part of the problem: fags who experience an Alpha sucking a dick or getting fucked lose great amounts of respect for the Alpha once that happens. There’s almost no way to earn that respect back once it’s lost. I’ve walked away from a couple of Alphas who said they “just want to try it” and forced me to allow them to suck my insignificant pecker. I was horrified and embarrassed (really, almost to the point of nausea), even worse was my feeling of realization that this Man was not really an Alpha. He was trying to play the part, rather than being the part.
So, in summary, Sir, I definitely agree with your perspective.
I hope this wasn’t too long, Sir! I was just really excited! Again, thank you Sir for giving me this chance!
The first introduction to gay sexual encounters can be a little jarring and upsetting for a straight Man like your friend. They try letting a fag suck their dick a few times, it feels pretty good … but then they start to panic a little bit. Their instinct is to run and hide. They become deathly afraid that these blowjobs make them gay, or that this might ruin a relationship they have with a girl. These are all reasonable fears.
The best thing you can really do is give him some space. If he’s truly a “homie,” he will contact you when he’s comfortable. Maybe he won’t. You just really don’t want to put pressure on him and give him the impression that you’re a stalker who might make his life difficult.
I sent a message to him when you first asked this, but no response.
Yeah, he was one of the best Alphas on Tumblr. I do hope he’s okay.
You must offer him something to entice him. Sometimes that means walking up to an Alpha and offering him sexual service. It might involve walking up to an Alpha and offering to pay his restaurant/bar bill. It might involve any number of things. The key is to demonstrate your submission to him in the offering. And be ready with answers if he asks why.
Go to hell. There are A LOT of straight Men who use faggots. To most of these Men, a faggot is simply a variation of a Fleshlight or a doll, or a couch cushion.
Besides, your dumb ass fails to comprehend the true definition of the word “fag.” A Man who fucks another Man in the ass MIGHT be gay, but he’s certainly NOT a faggot. Faggots do not fuck other Men … GOT IT?
Go away and stop wasting my time with your thoughtless bullshit.
I loved the way you described that feeling of wanting to be swallowed by the earth! Gosh I’ve had that feeling before!
The resistance to reciprocal pleasure (in other words, a Man also servicing a fag) is one of the defining characteristics of a fag. Almost every true fag I’ve ever known shares this common one trait. For me, it is literally repulsive for a Man to ever touch my penis or try to pleasure it in any way, and I know many of my fag readers feel the same way.
On the flip side, I suddenly lose respect for Men who try to do it. Even if the Man is simply trying to be nice, in my mind I’m thinking, “this guy is not the Alpha I thought he was.” It’s an awful and judgmental feeling that just never goes away.
So yes, I know exactly how you feel, brother.
That is an interesting thought about cultural differences. Since I’ve never lived in Europe (sadly), I’ve never experienced that firsthand. I will add that I have a fair number of followers from Europe, but they may be people just getting off to porn.
Thank you for the information! I kinda figured that’s what I was seeing!
That’s great, Sir! I love such an enthusiastic review of your experience!
Many straight Men and straight Alphas experience this sort of elation after their first experience using a fag. That’s generally because the fag’s obedience gives the Man a rush of a adrenaline, the power of his Manhood coursing through him as it was always meant to do. I’m very glad you’ve experienced something like that Sir!
I was offered a lovely message in Arabic, so I (attempted to) answer him in his native tongue.
This blog gets visitors from all over the world. Show some respect.
I really don’t have a huge laundry list of physical attributes for the Alphas I would serve. I’d prefer if he was clean and in reasonable shape.
Mentally, I want to serve a Man who is a good person, intelligent, very confident, understands his place in this world as well as he understands mine.
They’re pretty awe-inspiring! Do you want them in black or white?
شكرا لك اخي! أتمنى لكم الحب والسلامة!
You can’t change their opinions or get them to see reason. Most of them time I simply turn my back on such people. Life is too short to deal with that kind ignorance.
What’s really behind these statements is their belief that homosexuality is a choice, and eventually you will cast off the sinful shackles of the gay lifestyle and turn back to god. Such a narrow view they have of god and spirituality!
You sound very intelligent and thoughtful. I’m sure you can handle yourself in these kinds of circumstances. Just don’t argue yourself into exhaustion.
One of the best things about threesomes is they don’t really have rules. They’re dynamic, kinetic, and flowing from one thing to the next naturally. If I had one tip, I would suggest that you keep your mind open and be willing embrace new and different experiences. You don’t want to get involved in a threesome if you’re nervous or uptight, or if you have a huge list of things you won’t or can’t do.
Well, this is a lot of disconnected information, Sir. I’m not really sure I understand how humping a couch has anything to do with the other part of your question.
You are not turning gay, Sir. Like you said, your cock senses an available hole. It’s actually quite common, but most Men won’t openly admit their sexual attraction to such things.
But let me tell you this, Sir: if this buddy gave you the link to THIS website, then he is not only interested in pursuing something sexual with you, but he probably also wants to serve you as your faggot. Owning him will open up new worlds of dominance inside of you, Sir. Also, won’t need to fuck couches anymore because you will always have a ready and eager hole to fuck. Sounds nice, doesn’t it?
Wow, now that Alpha sounds like a terrific cash Master! He’s a rare one, that’s for sure. I’m very glad that you’re enjoying your service to him! It sounds like you found the proverbial needle in a haystack!
Hmm then I really don’t know, then. That’s odd.
After over a week of dropping to my knees to service my
roommate nearly every day I am getting used to feeling of his cock in my mouth
and beginning to look forward to our sessions. It was nearly 11 pm and he had
not demanded his blowjob yet so I figure this would be one of those rare days
when his cum did not flood my mouth. Then I heard that special ring tone that I
had associated with his number. I grabbed my phone and there it was:
“You home?”, he texted
“Yes Sir”, I texted back.
“Good. Strip to your underwear and go and kneel
in your bedroom. I will be there in a few minutes”, he ordered.
This was different. The only time he had ever demanded that
I strip was the first time I saw his cock and he creamed my face. I began to
think that maybe he was not looking for a blow job tonight. Maybe he just
wanted to give me a facial and then make me clean his cock before he crashed.
Regardless, it did not matter. He would be here in a few minutes and I would be
waiting for him exactly as requested.
I stripped off my clothes, my dick straining in anticipation
against my boxer briefs, went to my bedroom and assumed the position. I heard
the door to our apartment open and close, followed shortly after by the sound
of him removing his leather coat and sneakers. His footsteps announced his
arrival at my bedroom door and I looked up to see my roommate’s 6ft 2in thin
frame standing there, a smirk on his face and a bulge in his jeans.
“How is my hungry cocksucker this evening?”, he
“Good Sir”, I answered.
“You are about to get a lot better soon I
suspect”, he responded in a serious tone.
“Yes Sir, I hope so”, I stated, clearly
indicating my willingness to serve.
He strutted towards me, stopping a couple of inches from
where I was kneeling. I could only stare at the full basket in his jeans.
“Kiss my bulge boy.”
I leaned forward and pressed my lips against the outline of
his thick shaft.
“Worship it you needy cockslut, tell me how much
you want it.”
I began to press my face against his bulge and lick the jean
material covering his hardening basket.
“Please let me suck on your cock Sir. I have not
had your dick all day and need to feel your huge cock against my face and in my
mouth. I promise to make you feel good.”
“Maybe I will bitch. Undo my pants and take it
Damn, this was really different. He always presented his
cock to my lips but making me undo his pants actually made me feel more like a
cocksucker than anything else. I was shaking a little as I reached up and
unbuckled his belt and struggled with the top button of his jeans. He surprised
me when he took the leather end of the belt and flicked it across my face a
couple of times, not enough to actually sting at all, but the message was clear,
there was only one alpha in this room and it wasn’t me. I pulled the zipper
down over the boner that was snaking across his leg and grabbed the waist of
his jeans, pulling them down to his thighs. I quickly buried my face in his
briefs, once again feeling that heavy bush press against my face through the
cotton material and his man scent overwhelm me. I was behaving like a hungry
cocksucker as I reached for the elastic waistband of his shorts and began to
pull them down exposing his hard cock to my waiting mouth. I tried to take his
swollen knob between my lips only to be pushed away.
“Up! On the bed. Get on your back, hands by your
side. It’s time you got marked in your own bed.”
I quickly postion myself on my bed, the back of my head
resting on my pillow and watched as he removed his jeans and underwear,
throwing the latter onto my face.
“Yeah sniff those for a bit. Keep you busy while
I did not move but chose to breathe in the odor of his
underwear as my own kept getting wetter and wetter from the pre-cum leaking
from my piss slit. I felt him climb onto the bed and straddle my chest, sitting
squarely on top of me, pinning my arms against my side. He laughed as he took
his underwear and rubbed them into my face, stuffing them into my mouth. He
leaned forward and I felt the soft skin of his steel shaft slap against my
“Whoever thought you would be such a cock
whore,” he said as he grabbed the base of his cock and began thumping the thick
shaft against my face. “Always acting so straight and innocent but show you a
bulge and you turn into a total cocksucking sub slut.”
I would have responded had it not been for his underwear
effectively gagging me. He was taking his role as an alpha to a new level it
seemed and the mix of hormones and electricity shooting through my body
indicated I was going along for the ride, not that I had a lot of choice being
pinned under him.
He shifted his tight body and placed his knees on either
side of my head. Looking up I saw a thick mass of dark curly pubes framing his
manhood and his nut sack literally a half an inch from my face. He reached down
and pulled his underwear from my mouth and I took in a deep breath, inhaling
the slightly musky odor from between his legs. I felt a sudden jolt between my
own legs as he lowered himself, resting his balls against my lips. I had learnt
not to taste until permission was granted but I admit it was difficult and
required a great deal of restraint. He began to move around, rubbing his balls
against my face, teabagging me as he stroked his superior cock.
“Open your mouth wide cocksucker,” he ordered as
he positioned his balls just above my lips.
I opened as wide as I could and felt his hairy sack against
my lips, one nut pushing into my mouth. I licked and cleaned it as best as I
could, but the heat from his crotch and the smell emanating from his bush was
causing me to lose concentration.
“Edge yourself,” he clearly stated much to my
confusion. He had never permitted me to touch myself before so why now.
“Do it now before I change my mind but don’t you
dare fucking cum!”
I did not need to be told twice. I reached into my underwear
and began to stroke my needy dick. I was so hard and wet that I had to stop
every few strokes to avoid shooting. Meanwhile, my roommate was grinding his
crotch into my face and clearly getting off on it. I was totally lost in the
excitement of the moment as he moved forward, placing his balls on my nose.
“The underside of my balls need a licking too
cocksucker,” he said as he pushed down against my face and I tried to lick that
spot under a man’s balls that can drive him nuts. “Keep edging yourself slut, I
never said you could stop. Fuck yeah, work that tongue bitch.”
I was squirming and only gently touching my cock as I knew I
would go over the edge if I stroked with a firm grip. He had never got me this
worked up before and I was afraid to shoot but the tension in my groin was
screaming for release. I kept tonguing under his balls as he scooted forward a
“Keep that tongue action going cocksucker and I
will give you a thick creamy load to swallow.”
I kept licking and nibbling but being very careful about it
as I knew his ass hole was not far away from my tongue.
“Keep fucking edging yourself I told you!”
I was lost in heat and started stroking again. I opened my
mouth to catch my breath and he scooted forward and placed his rose bud
squarely on my lips. My head spun at the thought of licking a man’s asshole but
my cock was on fire and was screaming for release from all the edging and
action up to this point. I began to struggle a little but knew it was useless
as he was squarely sitting on my face. Fortunately he was clean but that didn’t
mean the musky odor was not a little stronger between his ass cheeks.
“Eat my ass boy. Prove to me you are worthy to
swallow my cum.”
I struggled a little more as my cock continued twitching out
of control. Finally I remembered his words that as a sub I had given him
certain rights and while this was not something I would have ever dreamt of
doing, it was a need of his and in many ways was less invasive than
cocksucking. I tentatively stuck my tongue out and began to flick it against
his tight hole.
“Fuck yeah, I knew you were an ass licker. Lick
it hard bitch. Suck on my hole!”
He rubbed his ass back and forth across my mouth as I licked
and ate him as best as I knew how, not ever having done such an act before. He
let go of his shaft for a moment and reached down, spreading his cheeks apart
and pressing his sphincter against my mouth. His moan said it all as I pushed
my tongue against his hole. He grabbed his cock again and began grinding
against my open mouth. A minute later, he jumped off my face, stuck his fingers
between my lips, pulling my jaw down and pointed his shiny wet cockhead towards
my mouth. A couple of strokes later and a thick rope of his alpha cum shots from
his swollen cockhead, across my face, most of it landing in my waiting mouth.
“Swallow it asslicker!,” he mumbled through his
grunts as load after load of thick hot seed coated my face and lips.
I began to swallow which put me over the edge and my own cock
exploded coating my underwear and abs as he pushed his meat into my mouth and
face fucked me, ensuring his balls were fully drained.
I couldn’t move. First I was concerned he would be pissed
that I came in his presence (he wasn’t) and second the recognition that he had
just used me like never before. To say that it excited me beyond belief would
be an understatement. It was also the first time we had done anything in my
bedroom let alone on my bed and it was as if he had taken a certain level of
ownership of my private space.
He pulled out of my mouth and used my pillow to clean off
his cock and ass throwing the pillow back on the bed when he was finished. He
jumped off the bed leaving me laying there covered in his cum and my own.
He walked out of my room, closing the door behind him.
I don’t recognize that from the description you gave me.
Are you using lube? Also, how big is this dildo? You might need something smaller for now.
There’s always a place in a bedroom where you can hide stuff. I used to place my dildo in a ziploc bag and put it into the air vent.
I thought urban dictionary did a nice explanation of this:
Gay men do not differ from straight men in the size and shape of any facial feature. Rather, the use of certain expressions can become ingrained in the musculature of the face over time. Since effeminate gay men utilize similar facial expressions as women, they develop female aging and muscle contraction patterns in their face. For example, gay face includes tightness around the mouth from pursing the lips, a facial expression common to gay men and women – but not to heterosexual men. Also, gay men are more emotionally expressive, leading to a general “tightness” and muscular activation through out the entire face. Gay face includes an eye expression that is both surprised looking and predatory. Eyebrows are usually arched higher than that of straight men, and eyebrow hair is manicured. There is often a slightly tan and/or leathery look to the skin, especially among older gay men. Lesbians also have a version of gay face that emulates the facial muscular usage patterns straight men. They exhibit an under expression of emotion, relaxed brows, relaxed eyes, and less taut mouth and cheek muscles than straight women. The skin is usually pale and splotchy.
Beyond that, I would say that gay Men put much more time into their appearance. They pluck their eyebrows, apply all sorts of moisturizers, and have slightly feminine features.
Here is probably the best example of a celebrity with gay face:
I am in a weird situation with my Syrian love. Because of the age difference, he has always felt like my son. But then the escape from Syria that we accomplished together drew us even closer. He is still my son, but he’s also the love of my heart.
Here’s my advice – you need to tell this person how you feel. Part of loving another person is not being afraid to reveal your true feelings and your genuine self to them. If you are unable to do that, then this might be the right relationship.
Yes, I always suggest dildos to work your hole, as well as getting yourself comfortable with that area of your body.
Don’t get discouraged, little brother. You will find the right person!
He’s one of many young guys who got discovered on YouTube simply because they’re good looking, so OF COURSE he followed the course and released songs and went on “tour” (hey kids, tours are for people with actual musical ability).
As you might be able to tell, I’m not too keen on the guy. He’s a phony. Yeah, he’s good looking, but what else is there? I certainly would have trouble picturing him giving me orders.
It’s just a joke. I took it out, though. Hopefully that makes you feel better.
It feels like a constant explosion of the highest highs and the lowest lows. When things are great, there is nothing you want more than to see their smile or hear their laughter. When things are rough, you’re in a state of panic. With my Syrian love, there were times during his rescue where I barely slept for days and I cried constantly.
But when you go through all of that together, the bond formed is incredibly strong. It feels like the warmest, most comfortable blanket. Honestly, there have been so many words written about love, but none them come close. I’ve never been a lovey-dovey type of person, but this relationship has opened my heart wide and forced me to comprehend that there are forces more powerful than anything we can imagine. These powers transcend space and time. Love is the greatest of these powers.
Look, he’s a good looking, famous, rich Hollywood actor. If he somehow showed up in my hometown and told me he wanted a blowjob in that boring whisper of a voice, I’d probably suck him.
I’m a fag. My purpose is to bring pleasure to others, not myself. Whenever someone has tried to suck me in the past (and it’s been a long time now), I get very disgusted by it.
I’m assuming you mean Ansel Elgort. And honestly, I don’t pick up Alpha vibes from him. He’s a good looking guy, but I feel like he’s pretending to be Alpha.
Oh, but it IS up to you! It’s YOUR body, and you have the right to refuse painful acts like that. Furthermore, this guy sounds like he has mental problems if he needs to inflict pain on a weaker person in order to be satisfied.
Just keep in mind that the scrotum is extremely fragile. You really don’t want permanent damage in this area.
You must make up your own mind. However, don’t let this so-called Alpha brainwash you into thinking you must do it. You do not.
Yes, definitely! The first time it ever happened to me, I started gagging. I was embarrassed, but the Man seemed to love it. Nowadays, I just assume the Man will grab my head at some point during service, so I’m prepared.