Hello. My alpha told me, that he will fuck me and doesn’t allow me to cum for 2 weeks. I’m obviously very horny, but I want to do what my alpha told me. But I’m afraid that I will be too tight and it will hurt. Haven’t been doing a lot of anal stuff yet. How can I prepare for it? I have some toys, but I’m afraid I will cum if I stimulate myself too much. He told me that he will put his whole fist into my ass if he finds out I cummed without his permission. 🙁 And it’s the third day today without cumming and my balls are so full. But I’m afraid of the anal too. I don’t know what to do.
First of all, congratulations on the exciting development! You should be grateful that this great Man is planning on taking your virginity!
The purpose of using your toys prior to getting fucked is to stretch your hole somewhat to make penetration easier, not to stimulate orgasm. Take your mind off of pleasuring yourself with your toys and focus instead on training your muscles.
That is one reason why I always recommend that faggots and bottoms use buttplugs instead of dildos for this kind of training. Buttplugs offer less direct stimulation while stretching and holding the hole open. Get multiple sizes and work your way up to the larger ones.
Beyond that, you need to relax. Nerves will only cause you to clench and cause pain. USE LOTS OF LUBE (I recommend Gun Oil lube). When he’s first entering you, take a deep breath and then “push out” with your asshole. These are time-tested techniques that should help you.
Believe me, you’re going to be just fine. Billions of assholes have been fucked throughout human history without incident. Go into it with positivity and enthusiasm, and everything will be great!