I have known I was a faggot since I was a kid. I was always an eager follower, obsessed with pleasing my guy friends and hungry for their praise. Once I became sexually mature, I got hungrier for other things. Nothing, literally nothing, makes me happier than being down on my knees with a throat full of cock and staring up into my alpha’s eyes, or getting spanked and having my hair pulled while I’m pounded from behind, or just being held by his strong arms and told I’m a good boy.
I have been owned for the past six years by my master. He is the most beautiful man, with big pecs and biceps (I’m obsessed with arms), a huge dick (duh), and he’s a protector on top of it, which is my favorite. He is so generous to me, and so kind, always looking out for me, while never compromising on his standards for obedience and the discipline he imposes. I couldn’t feel more fulfilled.
I’m really embarrassed to admit the next part. Before I ever had sex, I was obsessed with cum. I fantasized about drinking it, having it rain down on my face and dripping everywhere, holding it on my tongue so my alphas could see how hungry and obedient I was until they commanded me to swallow. My longing for cum was a big part of how I discovered I was a faggot in the first place.
Once I finally got some, I learned I hated the taste. It’s not even hate. It’s just a reaction. I can’t help it. I literally retch every time it touches my tongue. I feel like such a failure. Of course I tried drinking my own cum when I jerked off as a kid, but I figured I just hated that because I was a fucking faggot. I was sure I’d love a real man’s seed. I thought I wouldn’t be able to control myself with euphoria when I finally got to drink my master’s cum. Turns out I can’t control myself from gagging and doubling over. I’m so ashamed and feel like such a failure.
Master Drake is such a fucking stud. When he shoots, it’s so fucking beautiful. And he loves to paint my face because he says that’s when I look best. I’m really boyish and he says it proves to him I’m his good little whore. (And when he looks at me like that, and says that to me, I pretty much have an orgasm.) Master Drake doesn’t mind that I gag, but I’m really ashamed. I want to love lapping it up! And when he brings one of his friends over, it’s only worse. I’m afraid it embarrasses him, and it’s really hard to take a second or third load in my mouth. The last time, I vomited. I’ve never felt like I disappointed my master more, even though he didn’t seem very angry. I got paddled and was made to clean it up, but after his friends left, Master Drake held me and told me it was OK. But he hasn’t invited any of his workout buddies to use me since. I don’t need them, but it feels like a sign that he doesn’t trust me to share anymore, and that makes me worry he will give me up.
So my question is does this mean I’m not really a faggot? Am I wrong about who I am? Master Drake runs my entire life. He’s the center of my world basically. I can’t imagine, like if I’m not really a faggot, what would I do? Have any other faggots ever had this reaction to cum? And please please is there any way I can train myself to love cum the way I think I should? In my mind, I want to drink it endlessly all day, but then it hits my tongue and I lose all control.

First of all, put away any questions you have about your faghood. You are 100% a faggot. In fact, your attitude and gratitude about being a faggot is so spectacular that I wish I had you here so I could hug you. Master Drake is VERY lucky to own such a perfect little faggot!
 
Cum is an odd substance. It tastes like nothing else; it’s squirted violently in our mouths, it’s weirdly warm, and the texture feels like chunky egg membranes (gosh, I hope I’m not making you sick!). 
 
My advice to overcome your nausea from swallowing cum involves three prongs of attack:

1. Ask your Master to eat fruits like pineapple for a couple of days and then squirt a little bit into your mouth (not a full load). The pineapple will sweeten his cum, and the small load will help you start to work your way up to more. 
2. This step is mental. You can convince your mind that you’re starving for every drop of his cum inside you. CRAVE IT. I used this method to help me develop my deepthroating abilities, and you can develop a need for his cum. 
3. This is mechanical. Have Master shoot his load with his dick all the way down your throat. This causes him to ejaculate beyond the taste buds on your tongue. Over time you will realize you CAN swallow his cum, and your confidence will rise.                                                                                                                                                                    

Don’t give up, little brother! You CAN do this!
I’m always open to talk via email fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com or on KIK at normalsubmissive. Would love to talk to your Master as well!
 
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do you think twitters and others ban of trump a good move in a democratic society or is it a justified move to silence a dangerous man? 

Trump is an anti-American terrorist who committed sedition against the United States and directed an armed assault on the Capitol. His actions led directly to the death of five Americans including a police officer. 
 
In less tolerant times, Trump would’ve already been pulled out of the White House and hung from a tree or decapitated. 
 
If this whole issue of “private company censoring free speech” bothers you, then just imagine Twitter is a local bakery and Trump is a gay couple wanting to buy a cake. If it was okay to deny that gay couple of their rights, then it is certainly okay to deny a mass murdering seditionist of his right to use the services of a private company to spread hate and lies.   

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Hello 
First let me say how happy I am to have found your site. Keep up the great work.
I am a middle aged mwm. Tho my story is somewhat long I will condense it for my question.  Back in 1982 I was seduced by my then girlfriends stepfather.  Not seduced like a man would a woman, but rather as an Alpha seduces a faggot. Of course I dint realize that back then. Needless to say I broke up with her and became his sex toy. Well that was many years ago. Now to the present.
I’ve done my job. I have supported my family as a father and husband should. Always carrying thr memories from my youth. 
Recently I have had the honor and privilege of pleasuring a true Alpha Black Man (my first black man). After swallowing his precious seed a few times he decided he need to feel my other hole. The first two times he fucked me he wore a condom.  The first time he entered me it hurt. He is bigger than anything I have had before. But I layer back and told myself to accept him. The second time was much like the first. I should mention he made my caged clitty leak like a fauct both times.
Now for the kicker… the third time we were together we decided I deserved to feel the real him without the latex barrier. First let me say he was my first uncut Cock. Wow.. completely different than a cut one.. so much better.  I digress.. this time he entered me like the others. Concerned for my comfort. Slow and sure and never more than half of his length. He pulled out and let me recover for a moment. When he did, I instantly felt empty and longed for the fullness again. When he entered me again it was different.  No pain at all.. just lust. This time he began to fuck me.. I begged him to give it all to me.. he kept saying I couldn’t handle all of him. I told him to anyway.. his passion increased as did his pace and force. Something happened. Something changed in us both. He became an animal.  He began grunting and growling. My body changed. My mind changed. I felt something deep inside me open and accept him honestly and eagerly.  His fucking was no longer restrained by concern for me, but rather his instinctual need to breed. My soft caged clitty spurred cum all over my belly. This drove him even deeper. I didn’t recognize him anymore. He pushed all the way in and then even deeper to deposit his precious seed deep inside me. He came, filling me. I felt it running out of me as he continued to fuck even tho he just came.. well until once again I spurted my liquid.. when he finally pulled out my whole body was shaking uncontrollably.  My legs spammed and my hole pulsed open.. I have never felt so satisfied… so completely pleasured. 
Now my question.  I do not find Men attractive in any way. ( although now I see a Black man and instantly feel my need to serve him and feel him) 
Is it common for a faggot to not find Men attractive yet at the same time be unable to resist pleasing them?

Congratulations, brother! Your black Alpha cunted you during that third fuck! Cunting a faggot is much like the moment a Man pops a girl’s cherry. You’re changed forever.
 
I start with that because it explains the shift in your feelings you mention now that he has cunted you. 
 
Now, let’s tackle your need to serve despite a lack of physical attraction toward the Male form. I’ve often explained here that straight Alphas use faggots because of POWER rather than sexual attraction. Well, the same thing can happen with betas and faggots. You’re turned on by the lack of power you feel in the presence of an Alpha, and the complete power he has.

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Hello, 
 
I have been a faggot for my top a months now and he is very dominant, he loves to turn me around and kiss and grab all over me which I love. He grunts and moans and I reciprocate while he pleasures me. But he likes to suck my dick and I don’t mind it but it takes me out of my sub space. He wants me to stay hard and I can’t I quickly get soft and start feeling like a faggot again. I told him I like to stay soft because his cock is the only one that matters to me, I don’t care to cum. Unless I do from penetration. 
 
Is it normal and okay for a fag to not wanna be hard? My pleasure comes from being fucked and cummed in.
Not being hard. 
He sees me 3 times a week and it’s always a bit of an issue. 
Thank you

This is a recurring issue, particularly with gay Alphas who have some natural desires as gay Men to play with and even please a penis. Making it worse is their general inability to understand the faggot mentality and the underlying emotional issues involved.
 
I think all Alphas who use their faggots sexually need to assume that their faggots DO NOT want any form of genital manipulation. Faggots are ashamed of their skin flaps, and we often have violent reactions against any kind of attention drawn to it. If a faggot expresses interest in that, then the Alpha would (of course) have free reign to do whatever he wants. But the best approach involves assuming that faggots truly hate this kind of attention and moving on from there, because almost all faggots hate it.
 
And yes, I’m quite cognizant of an Alpha’s right to do whatever he wants with his faggots. The statement above is meant to be a guideline for faggot ownership and use, not a law. Any smart Alpha will have his eye on the long-term maintenance of his faggots. 
 
With that said, let’s tackle your particular issue. You honestly need to have a heartfelt talk with your Alpha about how it truly feels for you to be touched there. Maybe kneel and lower your head and show respect while you confess this. Hopefully this will move his heart to start considering your feelings in this matter.

But there is nothing wrong with you, brother. Faggots shouldn’t have erections around their Alphas, nor should they be encouraged to have them, but especially if the faggot is uncomfortable.
 
If he’s an Alpha worth anything at all, this will reach his heart. 
 
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Listen to his graciousness in finally taking his title:

Hi, I am a 53 year old Dominant Alpha who really enjoys having a true submissive faggot to breed. Even at age 53 my balls need to be emptied almost daily. I live in a in a large city in the midwest area of the US. The problem I keep having is that it is hard to find a true submissive faggot that is willing to give up full control when I am with them. I can find lots of guys that tell me they are a sub fag but when it comes time to give up their ass they seem to want to be in control. I find this mostly in the younger guys but have some older ones want their needs met also when in fact I truly don’t give a fuck about any of their needs. Their sole goal in life needs to be to be a cum dump whenever I need it. Have you seen this as a trend lately? Wondering if I should be looking in other areas instead of the usual doublelist or grindr? Any ideas?

Sir, thank you for writing to me! I don’t know if I’ve necessarily seen that as a trend, Sir. In fact, I think the internet is helping to create a new generation of faggots with a more correct mindset. I am trying very hard to do my part to teach this truth.

Have you tried sites like Scruff or Recon? Sniffies seems promising too. I wish you would’ve given a more specific location, Sir. I’m going to put this on the site proper…hopefully a faggot might respond.

Hi fag. It’s an excellent thing you\’ve got going here. But consider opening a discord server. With different channels for alphas and different for fags.. some common channels with common interests and pickable roles. Im part of a few servers and I think your website and audience will greatly benefit form it. Both in asking questions, making posts and alphas and fags finding each other. You can make it Hierarchy themed and get this good idea to a larger audience.

Sir, thank you for the encouragement. I will absolutely look into it now that an Alpha like you has commissioned it.

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