Yes, we’re going there.
I know ideally I shouldn’t masturbate at all and should focus on satisfying a man. The problem is I’m trying to get established and my life isn’t stable right now. I’m 29 but I’m behind in life. I’m lonely men don’t want me anyway. I can’t imagine a man ever thinking enough of me to stick his precious, beautiful dick inside me.
I have a small, thin, tiny penis. It’s aches to be touched but I ignore it. I consider it a useless clit. I don’t let myself jack off and cum because I think that’s a privilege for real man. My little penis only dribbles small loads anyway. I get so horny sometimes though and other bottoms claim to jack off. I let myself use a dildo but that’s it. Should I just jack off?
Brother, I do sympathize with your situation. Honestly, due to COVID, we have all been too isolated and often lonelier than we’ve likely ever been before. Don’t let it overwhelm you.
A dildo (or better yet, a vibrator) is a fine way to get pleasure. With the right vibrator or prostate stimulator, you will not even think about your penis.
But I want to encourage you to use this frustration as a motivator to get yourself out there and start actually serving. Get into shape, focus your mind, and develop your courage. Better days are coming, and opportunities can be yours if you take action!
I’m curious if you’ve ever considered opening your site to allow Doms/subs post their location if they were open to connecting. It’s not always easy for your readers to connect with their preferred partners in the real world. You could be a better resource than other sites out there. Or, if you had any sites you preferred, please share them!
Thank you for writing, Sir! Yes, I did try that at one point, but it didn’t work well and was too much work. However, I have set up a Discord server that might facilitate such a search now. I highly encourage you to join, Sir: https://discord.gg/7ffvQbvdXu
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This post is part of a thread following Koko, a 17-year-old faggot in London who has been enslaved by his sister’s 25-year-old Alpha boyfriend named Oscar. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
Well, most of us were pretty thrilled by the last update about Koko’s service of his Alpha (his sister’s boyfriend) and his Alpha brother. It seemed like an incredible turn of events, and portended of future thrills.
But at the end of the post I mentioned that Koko was complaining about being upset that his Alpha was still dating his sister. Jealousy is a killer between Alphas and faggots, a Hierarchical arrangement that is tenuous on the best of days.
I heard from Koko sporadically over the next few weeks, and whenever we spoke he would be complaining about the ongoing relationship between his Alpha and his sister.
I knew where this was heading, because I was Koko at one time. I let my feelings of love and jealousy overwhelm my reason, and I was dismissed both times it seriously happened. And both times I was crushed beyond belief. I just remember going through the motions, barely able to breathe, and wondering what my Alpha was doing now that I was gone.
So I warned Koko repeatedly about falling for his Master and losing sight of his true purpose in the life of this powerful straight Alpha. Our conversations went like this:
KOKO: I think he really should pay more attention to me
ME: Just be grateful you’re being used by him at all
KOKO: I hate that he’s fucking girls
ME: Get used to it.
I was trying to be as blunt and as cruel as I could in order to get Koko to snap out of it.
Then, after a couple of weeks of silence, I received one lone message: “I think I just upset Master.”
I kept desperately trying to reach Koko to find out what happened, but he wouldn’t respond. Finally, he told me the truth:
He dismissed me because I threw a fit because I wanted him to stop dating my sister. I just thought it’s unfair that he spends so much time with her. He said I’m not in the position to tell him who to date. I’m so sick. I just want to die.
Reality can be harsh for faggots, especially young ones. There’s just no way around it – straight Alphas are going to choose females over faggots almost every time. A faggot trying to make a demand like Koko’s is like a soldier trying to resist an army while standing on a hill of sand. The faggot has no leverage in that situation. So what was already disposable suddenly becomes even easier to throw away.
My heart is broken along with Koko’s tonight. He’s a wonderful, open-hearted faggot who truly received an amazing start at the hands of Master Oscar. I tried to warn him to change course, but unfortunately Koko’s raging infatuation got the better of him. He didn’t hear the wisdom of my words last week, but he gets it now.
If you ask me, I don’t think this situation is over. After all, Koko is the little brother of Master Oscar’s serious girlfriend. And now that Master Oscar’s brother has tasted Koko’s virgin pussy, I wouldn’t be surprised if he came for more.
But for now, Koko is alone with a broken heart. We’ve all been there at some point. Hang in there, little brother Koko!