A young fag brother named @blkrugger wrote this interesting encounter he had that taught him some valuable truths about himself. I love these kinds of origin stories!  

You encouraged me to write down my first realization of being a fag. I think I’ve known I’m gay since I was in first grade, but realizing I am a fag seeking alphas didn’t come till years later. I remember being in school and hanging out with these two total goofballs Louie and Sean who were always trying to get me to smoke weed with them as well as get drunk. One night after drinking with a mutual friend, his sister and old man we walked home feeling no pain. We got to Sean’s and dropped him and went to Louie’s where he’d drop me and I’d walk the three blocks home. 

Well I ended up going in and being talked into smoking a joint. At this moment his dad walked down wearing nothing but a pair of bikini briefs and I know I stared a little too long. From then on I went over hoping to catch a look again. His dad was slim and wiry looked like a bartender at a biker bar, very masculine but quiet and didn’t give a shit. One night I stopped over to smoke with Louie and the gang when I knocked his dad answered and said he wasn’t home he had a date but come in and he’d roll one for me. Well we say back and smoked for a minute but I was nervous and couldn’t stop coughing. He just laughed and said maybe he should strip down to his underwear maybe then I wouldn’t cough so much. I think my heart stopped and my eyes were as big as plates. He told me that he noticed me staring and wanted to know if I was a faggot that got off swinging on a real man’s dick? I was shaking so bad I meant to say no but I said nothing. 

He stood up and unbuttoned his pants and asked me if I wanted it. I just got on my knees and nodded. He used my mouth that night to masturbate 3 times, making me swallow each time then called me his little black bitch and kicked me out. I started walking home thinking about what happened and it came to me that I loved being used like that and wanted to suck more dick.

A few weeks later we had a repeat session only he was a lot more verbal and demanding this time. It got to where he was fucking my mouth a few times a week and it worked out fine but he apparently got drunk and mouthy and told a dude at his favorite bar about his cocksucker. So one night he called this guy over when I stopped by. He told me he had a surprise for me and opened the door for the other guy. I was surprised to say the least. The other guy was a bit chunky and balding but not bad. I was told that my place was on my knees with a dick in my mouth, so I did what I was told and started sucking. After awhile of switching back and forth I was asked why I had clothes on, and that bitches didn’t deserve clothes. I was told to strip naked and get back to sucking. 

Fifteen minutes later Louie’s dad got up and left the room got something and came back. He said he needed to stroke, I didn’t understand but the other guy did and said him too. He got behind me and I felt him stick a finger in my ass. He told me lean forward on my hands and keep sucking. I’d been fucked before, but never been used like that for a real man to get off in. I was fucked six ways to Sunday that night; I took two loads each both orally and anally. That was the only time he shared me but not the only time he used my ass to masturbate in. I understood that night what my purpose was, to service real men allow them to use my holes to work off stress or frustration to leave them in a better place than when they arrived.

It’s amazing how Alphas JUST KNOW, isn’t it? They see through all of our subtleties and excuses, and take what they want. 

I loved how @blkrugger equated himself with a device that Men use to masturbate. This is a pretty accurate description of how Alphas (particularly straight Alphas) view faggots. The realization and acceptance of that fact is freeing.

Thank you for sharing, little brother!

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