A faggot caught sniffing dirty underwear screams “depraved” to the Alpha who catches it. The Alpha then knows he can do whatever he wants with it, including raping it with his Alpha pack brothers!
I hear about it every week, how I shouldn’t glorify or discuss the seedier and morally-debatable aspects of Hierarchical mechanics. “You endorse rape!” they scream at me from the safety of their computer keyboard.
But if we’re honest, we must admit that sex and sexuality between Men is complicated and raw. It definitely cannot be neatly packaged or pigeonholed. The Alpha/fag dynamic of Hierarchy is Male sexual mechanics at its most extreme and volatile. Of course it’s going to be messy in every way imaginable … and also controversial.
The following experience from a brother named Kyle.
Where I’m at there are a lot of spots that are frequented by guys looking for sex. It’s also a spot where alphas/straight guys can use faggots in a discreet NSA way.
A few days back I went to a local spot and saw this younger twink sucking off an muscular alpha who was definitely a few years older than the twink. Because I also enjoy to watch and listen to other guys I watched them for a bit.
This alpha finally told the fag twink he was to bend over so he could fuck his ass, but the twink was apprehensive and said a couple times he didn’t want to get fucked. But the alpha being an alpha bent the twink and took his ass anyway. The faggot did struggle a little as well as say no.
I knew what was happening, but preferred to watch the faggot get used as it should be. It’s like nature taking its course.
By any modern definition, the twink was raped.
But here’s the hard truth: as males, we know deep down that this is how it’s supposed to happen. Alphas grabbing faggots and using them at will.
Kyle could’ve become indignant and tried to stop the Alpha from “raping” the faggot. He could’ve expressed moral outrage.
But he didn’t. He watched it happen while silently nodding his head in solidarity with the moment.
“As it should be.”
This post is part of a thread about a young Alpha fresh out of high school named Sir Willem and his journey to understand his Alphahood. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
Part of what excites me about young Alphas learning to use the muscles of their Alphahood is their sense of wonder about their newfound power. It’s a bit like watching Superman first realize he can fly or pick up Pa Kent’s truck. They begin to realize that literally anything is possible, and it both frightens and excites them.
They also begin to question the mechanics of their power, its boundaries and moral implications. That’s no more clearly shown than in the question young Sir Willam asked me last night.
What makes faggot rape so appealing? Is it making someone powerless to oppose you? Seeing the fight go out in their eyes as you cunt them? Or the thrill of the “taboo”?
Great question! I answered him this way:
Well, rape is an interesting and complicated topic within Hierarchy. It definitely appeals to both Alphas and faggots alike, but obviously for different reasons.
Alphas (and lesser males as well) have a natural urge to rape. It is pure animal instinct, a power move unlike any other. Most males won’t admit this openly, but their blood pumps faster when they think about grabbing whatever they want, holding it down, penetrating it forcefully, and breeding it against its will.
Alphas have the most powerful hunting instincts in the animal kingdom and are its most dangerous predators. And just like any animal predator, Alphas like to hunt, capture, and “kill” their prey forcefully. It’s an act of power.
Now, faggots like the idea of being raped because we feed off of the power of Alpha males. We want to be forced and taken by the power of Men. And honestly, faggots exist in part to take all of the rage and force of the Alpha sex drive.
I hope that answers your question, Master.
Why did I answer him this way? Because I wanted him to understand that the rape urge is a natural extension of Alpha power. That doesn’t mean it’s okay to rape. It’s simply giving him permission to work through his feelings safely and without self-loathing. I want him to understand that his feelings are part of the natural process Men go through as they explore their dominance.
I don’t think it’s going to be long before Sir Willam finds a faggot to service him. For now, his girlfriend will suffice. But I sense a yearning within him to begin owning faggots.
And like any true predator, the scent drives him to pursue a kill.
ive read a lot on the convent of fag “rape” on here and I know it’s the type of service I need, but I don’t know how to:
1. Entice Dom guys and Str8 alphas to rape me
2. Show those who would want to rape me that there is no risk and that they are able to do whatever they want to me.
I did think about wearing a chastity cage to the gym but I would love some advice.
Please help this fag in need.
Before I answer this, I’d like to emphasize that I do not advocate rape or the pursuit by a faggot to be raped.
Your idea of wearing a chastity cage around the gym is a good one. It may not lead to rape, but it lets the other Men know what you are and might lead to some use.
Ultimately, here’s the intrinsic problem with your request – real rape isn’t something that can be planned or achieved as a desire. It’s a rage that wells up inside of a Man in the spur of the moment. But don’t worry – all Alphas know they can rape a faggot any time they want. You don’t need to “show them” anything about it – they know how to do it.
Just make yourself completely available and completely submissive. They’ll handle the rest.
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if rape is a natural impulse, why is it outlawed?
Well, primarily because females have a natural impulse to not want to be raped. In addition, beta males and society generally seek to reign in Alpha power and the Alpha impulse because it is threatening to the status quo. Again, I\’m not advocating rape by saying this. It is not advocacy to say that most Men have the urge to rape, but they don\’t act on it for a variety of reasons. Only by admitting that the urge exists can we ever hope to properly understand it.
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Ever since I wrote the post “A Little More About Rape” way back in 2015 (CLICK HERE) I have been bombarded by hate and accusations of fetishizing or advocating rape.
What these accusers fail to comprehend about articles like that is that they are public displays of the inner workings of my own mind on the subject. As the victim of a violent rape, I was left with many conflicting feelings about my experience. From those feelings arose an ever-solidifying viewpoint on rape from a Hierarchical perspective that I freely admit is not conventional and could be offensive. But I believe within it lies a fundamental truth.
That truth is this: rape is a Hierarchically-sound part of the sorting process among dominant and submissive males. Alphas sometimes rape faggots, and these acts reinforce proper and necessary roles between males. Mind you, that is not an advocation of rape. It is simply a Hierarchical explanation for rape as a natural process.
Why do I feel emboldened to say such a thing? Because ever since I wrote that article I have received countless letters from other faggots who have been raped who came to similar conclusions. While all of these messages and letters have been personally validating, I’m not sure I’ve ever received one that so powerfully explained how I felt during and after my own rape. It’s from a faggot named Sean, and the story he tells is both horrifying and inspirational. Read:
I felt compelled to write to you to weigh in on the complex and controversial topic of faggot rape. I understand you do not — and should not — promote rape. However I also wanted to share my personal insight as one who has endured rape and why I am ultimately thankful for the experience and to the Alpha who raped me.
First I should say I have had more than one experience with what most people would classify as rape, including my first sexual experience. I am 46 now and so back in the day, newspaper ads were a way to discreetly meet Men. I was a sophomore in college and I answered an ad from 2 Men (a couple) who wanted to fuck a bottom. I responded and told them I was a virgin which excited them. I was picked up and taken to their place. We relaxed and I sucked their dicks for a bit before one of them reached around from behind with a chemical smelling cloth and I was almost instantly knocked out. My belief is that I was chloroformed. When I came to, I was already being fucked by a large-dicked Man with my face pressed into the balls and “saddle” (sides and under the balls/taint) of the other. Quite a way to regain consciousness. I felt no pain. In fact it was highly pleasurable. I believe they did this as a favor to me for my first penetration to reduce my pain on entry. They wore condoms (relevant to the actual story I want to tell). They both fucked me and I was fully conscious for the remainder of the night. At one point one of the Men sucked me briefly, which horrified me. It felt so wrong and my dicklet instantly retreated.
It took me a while to understand how being knocked out and sodomized (some might say raped) by 2 Men felt fine and normal, but being sucked was a big violation. I hadn’t put the pieces together that I was a faggot. Until I met the next Man.
I had a few experiences in between, always bottom, always seeking more and more Dominant Men. So by 1997, the internet was widely available and like every “male” I instantly tried to use it for porn and meet-ups. It was my very first internet meet-up I’m here to discuss.
I found a profile for a really attractive, strong, masculine, large-framed and self-described Dom. He was a Baltimore County police officer, I learned. Older than me. I was 22 and he was about 40. He struck me instantly as different. Demanding I provide some times I’m available instead of the usual “games” back-and-forth or vagueness I was used to. He also DEMANDED that he pick me up, despite my offer and preference to meet him out or at his place. I realized later this was all about control, and perhaps, his plan.
He picked me up and I was so excited by how attractive and Manly he was. I felt so weak and small and shy! We chatted and went out to eat at a pizza place. He asked me what I liked from the menu and ordered for me, which was a powerful move in my mind at the time and I loved it. He commented that he’d fuck the waiter, which struck me as odd at the time considering we were on a “date.” Oh, how much I had to learn about Alphas and how he viewed me. He paid, which I liked.
After dinner there was no question we were going to his place. I was surely going to suck his cock, maybe get fucked, so I was sure to be cleaned out just in case. I had made it clear that I was open to getting fucked, but with a condom only. He didn’t agree or disagree to that or even really acknowledge my request. But I felt he would not do anything I didn’t consent to. I was wrong.
The Man wanted to fuck and I reminded him about the condom. At that point, the situation changed dramatically and an element of violence filled the room. His demeanor changed into an abuser and a predator and I was terrified. Before I could even try to make an exit I was pinned down in an impossible hold. I could not struggle away and had no use of my arms or legs. So me face down on his bed, he brutally and violently penetrated me. The pain was absolutely searing. I didn’t know what kind of damage was being done but I do know he didn’t care. At that moment, despite the situation, can you believe it came into my mind that I was glad I cleaned out well? Even at that moment I was thinking about his experience, something which I thought about a lot later. Something was happening to me. he was verbalizing and I remember mostly hearing the words “faggot, bitch and pregnant” but there was a lot more said, all deeply degrading.
In his final and very purposeful thrusts and ejaculation into me I was feeling glad this would be over and also like a chemical reaction feeling like something had changed in me forever. I had never been bred before and it was monumental to have his DNA inside me. I felt victimized but also desirable that he wanted to make me a part of him in that way. It was complicated.
So he finished and there was surprisingly little tearing and blood, but some. He got off me and we cleaned up and he was exactly normal. Not fazed at all that he has just raped me. Of course he still had to drive me home which was extremely humiliating, but also chivalrous? Again, complicated!
He said he wanted to see me again. Afraid, I said OK, but just wanted to get away with no intention to see him again. It was honestly a trauma.
However, after the soreness subsided I started thinking about him again. I thought about how Dominant and controlling he was in every respect and about how small and insignificant I felt in his presence. Something was clicking. What was he calling me? Oh yeah. A faggot.
I ended up calling him again!
A young fag answered, though and I retreated, despite the fag saying it’s fine and he doesn’t mind getting the Man to talk with me. I hung up, sort of thrown by somebody else answering and I did not contact him again.
Now, why am I thankful to this Man who committed this act against my innocent young self?
I’m thankful because I learned there are Men, and there are Alphas and they do not operate by the same rules. I hadn’t known that. I am thankful that he opened up my true self. He saw what I was before I even knew! He saw a faggot that was his to take since he had the planning and power to do so. Once the dust settled I knew I had an identity and a purpose. It suddenly all came together why in my first experience I was happy to be knocked out and fucked but not OK with some oral attention on myself. I was a faggot. He didn’t make me that way, but he opened my eyes and it changed everything.
I’ve had similarly eye-opening experiences though not as monumental the first time a Man spit in my face and the first time a Man really slapped me. Spit because it’s the epitome of disrespect (“spit in the face of”…is a common phrase for the ultimate disrespect, usually figuratively, of course). But I liked it. And being slapped because of the wave of shock, humiliation and the true sense of being OWNED that washed over me and I do gravitate to Alphas with an abusive streak ever since (I did take in and mostly agree with your podcast about aftercare). But I do respect a Man that hits faggots.
I did live in fear that the rapist had given me a disease of course. Nothing flared up and before long I was off to an overseas life adventure where I had to be HIV tested. Thankfully, I was negative.
I don’t condone rape and I do believe in using condoms. But I am thankful and appreciative that I was seen for the REAL me. I’m not “proud” of being a faggot. That’s not the right word. But I so accept it and understand I have a purpose that I have been working on now for years.
I was truly rattled after reading this account. The account itself is devastating. But then reading how my brother Sean came to the same conclusion as I did regarding the rights of Men and the function of rape as Hierarchical reinforcement. There is something to this. Why do so many faggots have the same perspective I have about what happened to us? Are you simply all broken in the same way?
I admit that part of me remains unsettled after so long. I don’t think I should feel this way about my rape or the rape of other faggots. But then again, is it the pressure of societal views on rape causing this shame?
I just think somewhere in this mess of Hierarchical bumper cars the actual truth exists.
Thank you to my brother Sean for his bravery!
Hey there fag
im James I don’t necessarily practice Dom sub relationship kink with dudes . I do enjoy it with woman tho but lately I’ve been having the fantasies is off raping my roommate and I really wanna do it but how do I come off as a dom to him not just a normal dude who is raping him but someone who owns him and can do whatever the fuck he wants with him? Should I just do it? Or does it need to be consensual cause because honestly I don’t give a fuck when I do it with girls because they all know that I’m the master and they are on my property and I’ve never had any complaints.
Thank you for writing, Sir!
First of all, keep this in mind: whatever you do with females you can do with sub males – and much more. Males who submit to Alphas like you will quickly accept the Hierarchical reprogramming and their place in the natural order. It’s not even a matter of you needing to rape the sub male to take what you want from it – that is a given. You simply need to assert yourself.
What I suggest you do is you go up to your roommate and tell him to get on his knees. Push him down if necessary. Then you might want to use call-and-response to get your roommate to admit that it wants to serve you and submit to you. Then pull out your cock and make it smell your scent while you tell it “good faggot” and other reassurances. Work your way up to having it suck you and then you throat fucking it.
If your roommate protests, you can use varying levels of aggression and force to get it to accept its place. That might be up to you in the moment, Sir.
Alphas have been forcing inferior males into submission and service since the dawn of time. It is probably one of the most natural dynamics we have as humans. The desire you have to rape your roommate is springing from that Hierarchical need Men like you have to dominate. It should not be suppressed or denied, Sir.
I would be very interested in the outcome of this situation if you accomplish it, Sir. You can write to me here or at my email address firstname.lastname@example.org. Thank you, Sir!
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This is not fantasy.
When an Alpha like Master @JafarXXXX mounts and enters you, he’s going to stay in and fuck you until he’s bred you.
It doesn’t matter how much you cry and beg for mercy.
This is how Nature made him. This is why Nature made YOU.
The Discord server arm of FWA (CLICK HERE) continues to slowly grow into a fertile place to meet Alphas and faggots and share experiences and thoughts on Hierarchy. This new version of the server is delightfully free of the posers and pansies that tried to overrun it the first time.
One of my favorite channels on the new server is the one dedicated to true stories. Here people can share their experiences and receive feedback or advice.
One user named Kawada shared a doozy of a story of his use by his first Alpha, a hunky neighbor who took him during his freshman year in high school.
When I was just starting high school, there was a man who used to always be doing yard work with his shirt off whenever I was omw home from school. He was sexy af, muscular and sweaty. I would stare at him and sometimes stop walking so I could watch him.
He noticed me noticing him and one day waved me over. He said he’d seen me checking him out. I was too shy and awkward to say anything. He said it was hot and he needed a drink and asked if I wanted to come inside. I followed. He plopped down on the couch, pointed to the kitchen and told me to grab him a beer. I obeyed. When I came back to the living room, he had his cock out, stroking. He asked me if I liked it. I was still shy and said I dunno. He said he could tell I was a faggot. I felt myself blush. My face got hot. He said it’s ok to be a faggot. Theres nothing wrong with it. He told me that it’s ok to stare but I’d like it better if I got closer. He stood up and told me to get on my knees.
I obeyed. He said “good girl” and walked up close so his cock was near my face. I leaned forward to suck it, but he slapped my face. Not hard, not to hurt me. Just to correct me. He said, I didn’t say you could touch my dick. You gotta ask permission first. I said, can I suck it? He said, you need to show respect. Say please and thank you, and call me sir. I said, can I please suck your cock sir? He said, “good girl” and pulled my head onto his cock. I had never sucked cock before but had thought about it a lot. He was so sweaty from working in the sun, he tasted salty and smelled like a real man.
I started to choke right away and pull away, but he wouldn’t let me. I kept shoving my head down and kept saying, “in your throat, in your THROAT” until he pushed past my tonsils. I was pounding on his thighs with my fists and eventually he let me up for air. I he said catch your breath fast. I took a few deep breaths and then he shoved my head back down and facefucked me some more. I kept struggling for air, but he kept saying not until I say so. He paused every once in a while to let me catch a few quick breaths. I was getting dizzy but he didn’t let me pass out.
Eventually he said, show me your pussy. I felt paralyzed. All I could do was gasp for air. He picked me up like a rag doll and carried me into the bedroom. He said take all that shit off. I started taking my clothes off. When I was down to my underwear he put me on all fours on the bed and tore my underwear completely off. He said don’t ever let me see you wear that shit again. Either wear some cute panties or no underwear at all. Understand me? I said, yes sir. He said good girl. I felt him rub his cock up and down my ass crack. He put some lube or lotion or something on it. It felt cold and wet.
I felt the head of his cock go inside me. It hurt and I started to panic and pull away. He pinned me down with his full weight and pushed inside me deeper. I screamed and he put his hand over my mouth. I whimpered and thrashed but he said, “shut the fuck up. Do what I tell you and it won’t hurt.” He was only just barely in past the head and stopped. He said, squeeze your pussy as tight as you can and hold it. I did. He waited a few seconds and said, ok relax. I did, and when I relaxed I could feel him slide in deeper. He said, squeeze tight again. I did. He waited a few seconds and said relax. Same thing happened. This went on until my pussy had swallowed his entire cock. He held it there for a long time, and kept telling me to squeeze and relax over and over.
Eventually I couldn’t squeeze anymore, my muscles were so exhausted. That’s when he started fucking me. It hurt but I could take it. I wasn’t afraid anymore. He pulled my hair and made me look into the mirror. He said, look at yourself, faggot. Now look at me. See the difference? I must moaned. He pulled my hair so my eyes watered and said again, see the difference, faggot?? I said yes, sir. He said what are you? I said I’m a faggot sir. He said good girl. And what am I? I said you’re a man. He said that’s right. You’re not a man are you? I said no sir. He said you were never a man were you. I said no sir. He said you could never be a man could you. I said no sir. He said look at yourself in the mirror and say it again. I looked into my eyes in the mirror while this man raped me and said I’m a faggot. I said it over and over. Eventually I could feel his pace quicken. He said I’m gonna cum. Where you want my cum, faggot? I said on my face. He said to bad, slut. And fucking roared and pounded my pussy so hard I screamed again. I could feel ever inch of his cock throbbing inside me when he pumped me full of his cum. He stayed inside me spasming for a long time after that.
Then slowly, very slowly, he pulled out of my pussy. He said I had some good pussy and I felt proud for making him cum so much. He said, “Now you say thank you, sir.” I obeyed. He said, “you gonna bring that pussy back tomorrow?” I said yes sir. He said good girl. Now get the fuck out of here before my wife gets home.
I went back for more every day after school, and sometimes skipped school so I could spend the whole day being his nasty little cock sleeve. He taught me obedience, respect, and a faggots place. He usually kept me to himself, but occasionally he would blindfold me and let other men use my pussy. I never knew who any of them were except one. I recognized the voice of his weed dealer, and I’m pretty sure he pimped me out for weed at least once. Since that first time, there have been several occasions when I was getting fucked and I felt like I couldn’t take any more and tried to stop. The men always told me to shut the fuck up and made me take it until they were finished. In the moment, I was always afraid and in pain, but afterwards, I was always glad they didn’t let me tap out. I would have been so disappointed and embarrassed for failing in my primary purpose in life.
I am so grateful to the alphas who taught me that it’s ok to be a faggot and that you can take pride in yourself if you know your place and serve your purpose well. Without that first rape, I would never have had the courage to submit to a real man. I would have continued living a lie, in shame and misery. He quite probably saved my life.Hot, but also honest.
It’s interesting that faggots who experience these kinds of rape-like takings by Alphas come to the same Hierarchical conclusion: this is how it had to happen so that this faggot could accept its purpose.
I essentially came to the same conclusion about my rape. Other faggots taken in this fashion say the same. Some might dismiss these justifications as a way to cope with a traumatic event but I don’t think so. I simply think that we faggots understand the Male need to take and roughly use faggots Hierarchically rather than emotionally.
There is no doubt that Men see it that way. Notice this response from an Alpha on the server who calls himself “Imperator Caesar Augustus”:
What happened is that they took the responsibility out of your hands of having to decide if u were or not a fag. Probably it would have taken ages to figure it out by urself, but these men gave you no choice but to comply, and they knew u would comply, they saw it in your body language, that u were craving em and they acted…. Alphas know how to read body language. It’s a predatory characteristic.
I, of course, agree with everything this Alpha said about Kawada’s “rape”. When Alphas take faggots like this, they’re tilling the garden soil of Hierarchy and planting new crops of faggots. It’s a sexual form of natural selection.
Which is why faggots like myself or Kawada end up in this phantom zone somewhere between traumatized and grateful for being taken this way.
The older I get, the more grateful I am.
Alpha Ren back here. I appreciate your answer, fag. I do understand the legal implications and the unhealthy mental issues that rape may cause, but I can’t help but keep on raping fags, it so fucking good and they always end up liking it and begging for more. I just can’t control those inner urges. So, in order to not do it with women, I do it with fags. I decided to keep my girl unaware about it and to continue demanding my right to rape fags, at least I keep them close to me and take good care of them to make them feel somehow important to me and for them to understand the importance of rape to the hierarchy.
This is a follow-up to THIS CONTROVERSIAL QUESTION about a straight Alpha who enjoys raping faggots.
Thank you for writing again, Sir. As you might imagine, your original question caused a bit of controversy behind the scenes here, with a few Alphas expressing disgust with the ask – and several faggots telling me how hot your question was. This schism in perspective is one of the main reasons why I never shy away from controversial issues like this one, because faggots and Alphas have WILDLY different viewpoints on it.
I thank you for giving my advice some serious thought, and I appreciate your honesty, too. I respect your position on the subject, Sir. Your faggots obviously love being rape objects for your inner rage. I’d love to talk to one of these faggots if possible, Sir. I think it would be fascinating to get their perspective on the way you’re using them.
Again, I’d like to simply thank you for your breathtaking honesty and thoughtful consideration, Sir. Alphas who are willing to speak in an open, unfiltered way about their true feelings are sorely needed in this ongoing discussion of an important topic!
~ sam the faggot
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So over 10 years ago at the age of 16, I lost my virginity to an Alpha who was 18 at the time and much more experienced. I had already known that I was born to be submissive, but after having sex with him I had no doubts. His dominant and aggressive masculinity brought out my highest form of femininity and made me feel so at home with myself. So about two weeks later we met up again and because I was still so young and inexperienced, there was a lot that I didn’t know about sex. I trusted him the first time and it went well so naturally I just expected for the second time to be the same. Well, he didn’t have lube and I was still very tight. So he just went inside of me and I started feeling very sharp pains. They grew increasingly painful with every stroke until I finally had to tell him to stop. He wouldn’t stop. He kept going and the more he went, the more excruciating it felt. I started screaming and he wouldn’t stop. In fact, I could tell there was a part of him that enjoyed my fight. After so long I just laid there quietly staring into space, accepting the fact that I was basically being raped. I was bleeding and had a hemorrhoid afterwards. But I was never angry at him. Until this day I feel like my body belongs to an Alpha man. I was made to serve. I feel like he as an Alpha male had the right to take what he wanted. And it makes me feel so feminine just thinking about the fact that a man had his way with me against my will. I don’t believe he should’ve stopped. I was already serving him. Had he stopped he wouldn’t have been pleased & I would’ve felt worthless. Am I wrong for the way I feel?
Brother, thank you for writing! First of all, just know this – you are not alone in feeling the way you do. I feel the same way about my rape these days, as do many other rape victims. It’s all part of a natural way we reason through our traumatic experiences. You are not wrong to feel the way you do about your violation. You are simply assimilating it into the rest of your existence.
Faggots are largely left out of field studies of rape victims because faggots aren’t recognized by current psychologists as a clinical subgroup. I do think faggots represent a unique challenge to accepted views on rape primarily because, as you mention, we are born with a need to be used by Men in ways similar to rape. In fact, the line between rough use and rape is so blurred between Men and faggots that they are virtually indistinguishable.
You seem like a thoughtful and intelligent faggot, my brother. I’m sure you’ve come away from your rape the same way I did, with a deeper respect for the power of Men and an inner strength forged in the fire of violent tribulation. You’re going to be alright, I think. Just know that you are not alone and you are definitely not wrong in feeling the things you do.
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hey sam, I’m the one who was raped by the three men. thanks for your response, it comforts me to know other people share similar emotions about their experiences. So I haven’t heard from my alpha since it happened but last night he called me saying he was sorry about what happened and wants me to continue to serve him. should I? I was ready to move on and serve other men in the future. I really didn’t expect to hear from him ever again but his attitude is so laid back like he didn’t do anything worth feeling bad about. I swear alpha males have totally different brains, they just think different.
This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION about a faggot who was raped by three Alphas.
Why do you think he feels like he did nothing wrong if he apologized to you about what happened? That makes no sense on your part, brother. Clearly he’s sorry about it.
Whether you go back into service for him is your own decision. I can think of reasons both “pro” and “con” on the issue. Your main concern, however, needs to be about your own safety.
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Rape is an electric word. It shocks the ears of everyone who hears it, regardless of context.
In the Hierarchical world, rape is often used to put a charge into conversations/situations involving rough sex. Alphas are the top of the food chain, so to speak, and their animal lusts are powerful and uncontrollable forces of nature. They cannot and should not be restrained by the expectations of lesser humans.
This is especially true of faggots. As a faggot that was raped at knifepoint, I can say that, in looking back, my Alpha rapist did me a favor in a way by reinforcing the truth of my existence. He burned it into my soul. Faggots need rough fucking to rattle their cages and refocus their attention on their true purpose: service and worship of Men. This level of rough fucking might be called rape by modern societal standards, but it is not really rape for the faggot. It is necessary adjustment.
On the FWA Discord server there was a lively conversation about the word “rape” and its use on social media among visible personalities in the Dom/sub scene (me included). An Apex Alpha known as DomJakewulf joined the fray and unleashed this magnificent thought-piece on the subject that absolutely needs to be read by all:
Still trying to wrap my head around the idea of “raping” an inferior or “rape-like” fucking.
Brutally hard, relentless use of an inferior’s holes is the absolute right of an Alpha, no doubt. Once consent is given, the inferior gives up any control of the intensity of how an Alpha uses him.
I would beat the shit out of any man who I learned fucked someone without consent. First, the world is too full of faggots to ever need to fuck anyone without consent. Second, a true Alpha has better integrity than to fuck someone without consent. Lesser men are the ones who take what they haven’t earned or who take outside their level on the hierarchy.
Rape is a very real crime with real victims. I’ve never met an inferior who was a victim of my fuck. Most walked (hobbled) away feeling better about themselves after the brutal, terrorizing fuck they endured.
Words have power. Alphas have power. Alphas don’t need to rape or fuck in a rape-like manner. An Alpha knows that a hard, brutal, relentless, unforgiving, testosterone-driven rager of a fuck is not rape–its just how we fuck.
Clean it up, boys. Don’t borrow a word with a very negative meaning to describe a positive a perfectly consensual experience between an Alpha and his inferiors.
First of all, BRAVO!
Secondly, his point of view here meticulously slices the line between consent and nonconsent so surgically that he should be awarded a doctorate. I love when intelligent Apex Alphas thunder righteous declarations like this! It is akin to Moses hearing God’s voice on Mount Sinai.
My viewpoint is this: faggots imply consent when they submit to an Alpha. Their consent is implied almost from their birth as a faggot, and certainly verified by an adult life lived as a faggot.
Submitting to an Alpha is the reality of offering yourself for his needs. You lay yourself out like a banquet table and invite him to eat from you until he is satisfied. In that situation, he takes whatever he wants because permission to do so is implied.
But submitting to an Alpha can also be like inviting a tornado to visit your home. You might have expectations of how you’d like that tornado to behave, but more than likely it’s going to level your house.
Every single faggot needs to remember what Master Jake wrote above. Understand what your submission implies, and then be ready for anything.
Right or wrong, the souls of Men yearn for this. The hunt. The capture. The conquer.
Aggressive, rape-like fucking is baked into the DNA of Men. A vestige of their animal past.
We faggots are the way these Men can release the Beast and be free.
I am also straight and totally agree with what that dude said about fucking or raping a faggot. It’s so primal that feels natural to take an inferior piece of shit by force. It makes you feel so much of a real Man that it can’t be false. I totally embrace my dark side and enjoy being worshipped. Because let’s face it. You faggots love to be taken by force and when we return, you are already on your knees ready to worship every aspect of our superior masculinity.
Thank you for writing, Sir. Yes, I believe you are right about rape and faggots. It’s a very complex issue, and those special circumstances push it outside the realm of the average definition of rape.
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I’m straight, I have a girlfriend for 5 years now, but I have to admit that I have an urge to rape fags and take what I want by force. There’s nothing better than the feeling of power and superiority that grows inside of me when I fuck a faggot against his will, when I make him bow down to me as an inferior piece of shit, when my grunts in deep voice diminishes his masculinity, when my manhood impregnates his mangina. Knowing that, do you think I need to tell my girl I have those feelings for fags or maybe break-up with her in order to protect her from this dark side of me?
Thank you for this, Sir. I appreciate your honesty!
Men don’t like to admit that they have these powerful urges within them, especially not “woke” Men with PC sensibilities who wag their fingers disapprovingly at the mere suggestion.
FACT: Most (if not all) dominant Men have urges to rape. It is perfectly natural.
ANOTHER FACT: In Hierarchical terms, rape is an effective tool that Men use to enforce Hierarchical status between them.
Is it a clean, healthy expression of Male power? Probably not. It’s destructive, sometimes permanently harmful, and wrong in a traditional, polite-society sense. I’m purposely omitting the legal ramifications of rape because I don’t believe faggot rape should fall under the same legal definition.
In your case (and many other Men) faggot rape is relieving certain primal urges in you. It’s putting you in touch with the animal part of yourself, the part that drives you to hunt, conquer, and breed relentlessly. However, you seem to have a perspective on it that I haven’t heard before, Sir. You have an honest assessment of your needs and a desire to find harmony between your feelings. I admire that, Sir.
To answer you directly, no, I don’t think you should tell your girlfriend about your love of raping faggots. The BEST you can hope for in that scenario is that she breaks up with you and disappears.
Break up with her and then hunt and breed at will without any of the fear of being discovered by a significant other, Sir. I honestly feel that Alphas should be free of committed relationships if possible for this reason.
I hope this answers your question effectively, Sir!
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hello brother. i understand you are a rape survivor. I’m a 29 year old faggot who enjoys one on one service. i usually meet alphas and straights some one night stands some regularly but always one on one never in groups. so last week i decided to have my first service session since the pandemic hit. i was to meet this 30 something fit guy who is clearly an alpha male. when i got to his place he immediately asked me to suck his dick which I gladly did then two of his buddies showed up who took turns fucking me (they didn’t like talk to me or anything they just went for it) i really wasn’t planning on getting fucked that day let alone by two guys but they were so dominant i just froze i was really confused they just took charge. after they were done they zipped up and left then the original guy the one I had an arrangement with and sucked his dick earlier now he wants to fuck me too I said no I’m too tired and my hole is sore and that i wasn’t planning on serving more than one guy then he got all aggressive and verbally abusive he literally fucked me on the floor and my god it really felt like rape but for some odd reason i just froze i didn’t know how to process this. anyway after he was done he told me to leave so i left. i stayed in my car for like an house so confused about what happened trying to process all of this. here’s the problem, when it happened and immediately after it happened, i was certain it was rape. a couple of nights later I’m jerking off to the experience. my god i really hated myself for thinking what happened was hot. i guess the whole thing left me conflicted. i didn’t plan this. i didn’t have a say in this and now it’s a hot memory? what the fuck is wrong with me? i’d appreciate some advice brother. I’m deep in self loathing right now
You do NOT need to feel badly about being turned on by the experience you had with those three Alphas. Your reaction is VERY common and seemingly quite natural. I have had similar reactions to my rape, and many other faggots and females experience it as well. It’s part of a larger umbrella of side effects from rape called Rape Trauma Syndrome.
So I guess you can see where I’m going with this. Yes, brother, they raped you. All three raped you, but the responsibility for the rape falls on the Alpha who invited you over.
But here’s something most doctors and clinical psychologists will not admit – there is a difference between the way a faggot processes a rape than the way a female does. For women, rape is a violation that scars them and destroys their self-esteem. But for a faggot, the experience can become fulfilling and even exciting.
Unlike females, faggots generally don’t have self-esteem. We are born with an instinct to be cum holes for Men, to serve the needs of Men, and to find purpose in that service. The act of rape becomes a collision between action and purpose in a faggot’s life, and it can cause all sorts of collateral emotional damage.
But underneath that there is a nagging fulfillment of purpose that excites us. Being taken roughly and aggressively by Men is something of a goal for any true faggot, so rape isn’t as much of a stretch for us. That’s why I’ve written multiple articles attempting to decode my own post-rape feelings. It’s also why I’ve stated that the raping of faggots is, on some Hierarchical level, a necessary tool in the subjugation and ownership of faggots. And yes, I know how bad that sounds … but it’s the truth, no matter how ugly it might be.
I’m very proud of the way you are handling this, brother. You are much further in the process than I was at the same stage. If I can survive it (and come out stronger, I might add), then you can, too!
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This was a comment left today on a post from 2019.
It might not be socially acceptable to admit, but this is a real thing. It’s not fake. This reader is expressing sincere emotions and urges that Men have inside them. They don’t talk about it in polite company, or even around other Men.
It’s just a primal urge lurking in their subconscious, eager to strike. Don’t say I didn’t warn you!
This is part of a continuing series documenting the rise of Straight Alpha Nick, a college athlete and friend to Alpha Jin who has discovered faggot worship and now owns four live-in faggots. You can read all posts in this series in chronological order by CLICKING HERE!
As I’ve written recently, Masters Nick and Matt have been dating girls recently. This has, of course, changed the dynamics of things with their faggots. Most importantly, they don’t have much time to devote to their faggots given the demands of females.
Compounding that was the insistence of both Masters to come forward and tell their girlfriends about their owned faggots. Master Nick recently did tell his girlfriend about his four live-in faggots, and she was (understandably) upset with him about that new wrinkle. Master Nick held his ground with her, however, and an uneasy truce developed between them.
But as any heterosexual Man will attest, a pissed-off female might pretend like everything is fine while secretly seething. This hidden hate always manifests sexually when they start denying sex to the Man. And that’s exactly what Master Nick’s girlfriend began doing to him.
Of course, an Alpha who owns four faggots will never go without sex, but being denied pussy by a female was enough of a tease to enrage the Beast inside Master Nick.
Two nights ago after being denied again, Master Nick returned home, grabbed Yul and Oliver, and fucked them more violently than he ever had before. Master Nick pounded all of his Male Rage into their defenseless pussies and left them gaped and breathless.
Then, like Bruce Banner after a Hulk-out, Master Nick realized what he had done and felt horrified. He contacted me in a pitiful state.
“I raped my faggots.”
This question hangs over all Alpha/faggot encounters: can an owned faggot be raped by its Master?
I’m less sure of my footing here. I think it’s fairly obvious that unowned faggots can be (and often are) raped by Men when they are taken without consent. This includes my rape, or the rape of Alex by Master Matt.
But a faggot owned by an Alpha is already claimed as the property of the Alpha. Part of the function of a faggot in that case is the relief of the Alpha’s sexual needs however and whenever he wants it.
This arrangement by necessity removes the faggot’s right to say “no” to its owner. And without the objection, can it technically be a rape?
Here’s the other part of the equation: faggots LOVE to be taken this way by Alphas. It might be scary in the moment, but ultimately the thrill of being the recipient of such great power is overwhelmingly exciting. So it can hardly be called a rape when the so-called “victim” actually loves the act.
So I really don’t believe rape can exist between an Alpha and his owned faggots, at least not in the way it’s traditionally defined.
I waited until today to write this because I wanted to talk to Yul and Ollie about the experience (and assess how they felt afterwards). And sure enough, they both LOVED being “raped” by Master Nick (especially Yul).
One thing is for sure: this isn’t going to stop. As Master Nick said to me, “I feel like I have a right to sex when I need it.”
This is a fundamental truth for all Alphas, and with faggots they can take it whenever they want.
It’s not rape … it’s reality.
“Stop it” says the faggot.
Master @JafarXXXX holds it in place and keeps going. “You can take it.”
Pearl clutchers will see this and cry “rape” but I see Hierarchy nodding in approval.
The Law of Nature. Alphas take what they want while forcing us to serve their needs completely.
This is the extraordinary story of 17-year-old straight Alpha Kyle, son of a 51-year-old married Alpha named Sir Rob who is grooming his Alpha son to own and use faggots. CLICK HERE to read these posts in chronological order!
When I started using the terms “Protector Alpha” and “Destroyer Alpha,” I think some people thought I was being overly dramatic. This idea that some Alphas were superheroes worthy of extreme gratitude and worship seemed over-the-top.
And yet, we see Alphas in their day-to-day lives performing tremendous acts of heroism that often go unappreciated by everyone except the females and faggots who serve them.
That’s why, as a faggot, I’m so proud to share the story told to me by Master Kyle, the young Alpha son of Sir Rob. Master Kyle has already had a lot of jaw-dropping moments since accepting his Alphahood and claiming faggots to own as part of his Kingdom.
But now he’s made a statement about his Kingdom: the innocent are safe in his shadow.
I was walking home from my girlfriend’s house around 11 at night. It was dark outside and there was no one. I was walking with music in my AirPods when I heard a girl scream. I went towards the sound and I didn’t really think about what I was doing. I finally found in an alley a girl with a man over her who was obviously fumbling to get his pants off to rape her. I grabbed the motherfucker and shoved him to the ground before beating him up. I saw red and couldn’t stop. He deserved it.
I stopped and turned to that girl, in her early twenties, very pretty with red hair. I calmed her down and because she was in a state of shock she couldn’t talk or do anything. I took her in my arms and took her home. I didn’t really think about what I was doing but that was right in my eyes. My family was at the cabin out of town for the weekend so I had the house to myself. I put her in my bed and slept on the couch that night.
Next morning, she was feeling better and thanked me, I offered her a coffee, and after a bit of hesitation she gave me her number. She left. It was the first time I didn’t do anything with a girl I had bring home.
The next following days, I couldn’t stop thinking about people who actually got raped, that didn’t have someone who helped them out, like I did to that girl. I thought of you, how you must’ve felt like after you got raped. It got me angry idk why. I had to calm myself down on the punching bag for at least half an hour to evacuate what I was feeling.
The girl ( her name is Amber) and I text quite a bit. I went out with her a few times for coffee or walk together. I like her a lot.
You see what I mean? These Men are SUPERHEROES.
I feel like the luckiest faggot in the world to worship this King. I mean, he not only rescued Amber from clear danger, but then he even thought of me being raped and it angered him enough to beat up his punching bag.
I love Master Kyle with all of my silly faggot heart. He is astounding, a God-Man of unlimited power. I hope someday to kiss his feet and thank him for his greatness and benevolence!
Here is Alpha Beast @thedrewjamesx absolutely rutting the hell out of this faggot. It screams and begs him to stop, and even starts to push him off.
But Master Drew pins its arms down and keeps pounding.
I’m sure the PC police would call this rape.
I call it the Natural Order.
Alphas take what they want this way every hour of every day. You are either the predator or the prey.
I guarantee you this faggot went home, cunt full of Alpha seed, and said a silent, tear-stained prayer of thanks for what happened to it.
Sometimes fulfillment comes in unexpected ways.
I have seen on your blog/site that an alpha doesn’t have to stop when a fag says so. That by law is rape. When a person says no stop or don’t and they keep going that is rape. You seem to want others to live your trauma and that is wrong. You need to be aware that you are advising men to rape when you say that. And for you to think it is ok lets me know you have some serious trauma to deal with of your own.
This is in reference to THIS POST about an Alpha not stopping while rutting a faggot.
Well, all I can say in response to you is this: The faggot actually went to the Alpha a few days later and apologized for acting like that and thanked him for not stopping.
THANKED HIM FOR NOT STOPPING.
Faggots don’t operate with the same set of values and needs as other people. I realize this might not compute for you, but it’s the truth. That’s why faggots are such exceptional pleasure slaves for Men; we don’t have the boundaries and restrictions that constrain the rest of the population.
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I was approached by an Alpha on Twitter tonight with a question. Apparently, this Alpha was fucking his faggot fuckbuddy and the faggot came hands-free fairly early in the fuck. Then the faggot wanted to stop.
But the Alpha, overcome with a flash of anger, held it down and fucked it even harder until he finished.
Afterward, the Alpha felt somewhat uncomfortable about what he did in the moment. He even had a friend tell him that he should’ve stopped. So he asked me what I thought.
And I told him this:
“No Sir, you are Alpha. The faggot is there for your needs. You stop when you’re done.”
Faggots need to understand that we are there to serve. We aren’t there to use Alphas to get our own pleasure. So when we are with an Alpha in need, we need to steel ourselves to the reality that we are going to be used until he gets everything he wants.
Out of curiosity, I approached another Alpha and asked his opinion about his scenario. I thought he gave a spectacular answer:
I need to get get my nut. He cant let his flesh control him more than I do. After its done theyll be glad I did so … Ive had them apologize for even thinking about stopping before.
You see, Alphas imposing their will over a faggot’s objections actually enforces Hierarchical order and fulfills that deep need faggots have to submit to superior force.
So it’s not rape. It’s the natural order.
It’s shocking to me that some people would call this rape.
If you are naked in the bed of an Alpha, he doesn’t need permission to enter you and start using your hole while you’re asleep. It’s his hole, not yours. It exists to satisfy his animal urges.
You’ll come to understand the truth once he’s bred you.
Yesterday’s desperate podcast on rape garnered many responses, but this one from an Alpha named Master Jack is my favorite. It is a vital response from a great Protector Alpha.
Read it, and be thankful for Men like him!
Hey Sam the Faggot:
I listened to your most recent podcast on the Rape of Fred this morning. First and foremost, I want you to know that I am thinking of Fred and you and sending you both my best thoughts during this difficult time.
As a protector alpha & thoroughbred Master, I take my role and responsibility for the safety of my faggots seriously. My ability to receive worship from fags is my inherent birthright and with that great privilege comes equal or greater responsibility. Safety, consent, responsibility are the cornerstone of any alpha/faggot dynamic; this is not conditional, it is an absolute.
There are so many asshole tops, pretend alphas, phony Masters in this world…men who do not have the right to claim alpha status under any circumstance. Fred’s rapist is a coward and a sociopath. I do believe in karma and know the universe will react to this violation. Over the years I have had many gay boys and faggots beg me to rape them. I have had other topmen and assholes invite me to join them in organized rape of fags. I’ve refused these requests and counseled the fags to not pursue the rape fantasy or urge. After hearing your podcast I realized I have not done enough. I am pledging to use my alpha status in any way I can to promote the danger of the rape fantasy.
Thank you, faggot for bringing this important topic to the forefront. Let me know if there’s anything I can do to assist in spreading this message.
Such a heartwarming and uplifting message of strength and hope!
This is why we faggots serve Men like him so eagerly! Men like him are the GODS of our world! It is such a privilege to worship them!
Male rape continues to happen within the scene. It’s time for us to take a stand against the fetishizing of rape.
If you’re a faggot and you’re with an Alpha isolated miles away from any other humans … what do you think is going to happen?
He’s going to rape you. Repeatedly.
And nobody will hear your cries but him, and it will be music to his ears.
For TikTok creator and model @garett__nolan, it was 2.5 years ago.
For me it was 19 years ago.
I cry easily about many things, but I have never cried about that night.
I refuse to.
Through it, I was broken and remade.
My body, fused steel, will not be broken again.
This thread follows the experiences of Tristan, a young faggot from Austria, as he experiences use and ownership by a young straight Man named Sebastian. CLICK HERE for all related posts in chronological order!
When I last spoke to Tristan, he had decided to go back over to Sebastian’s house despite the awfulness of the previous two nights. He even showed a little spunk by refusing to bring alcohol over with his as Sebastian had ordered. But I couldn’t shake the gnawing fear that it was going to get worse.
It got much worse.
When Tristan arrived at Sebastian’s house, he was confronted by TEN young Men. Sebastian ordered Tristan to take off all of his clothes while the guys around him laughed.
Then the Men spent hours fucking Tristan’s ass and mouth. “There was almost no time when I didn’t have a dick in both holes,” said Tristan. Sebastian also forced Tristan to drink his piss multiple times, and he was slapped if he didn’t swallow it all.
During the night more Men came into the house and used Tristan, although Tristan said he wasn’t sure how many since much of the night became a blur.
While this is an example of Alpha Pack behavior – how Men will goad each other into deeper and more sadistic forms behavior, that psychological explanation doesn’t justify what happened to Tristan.
Yes, Tristan went there of his own volition. And it’s true, Tristan never said “no” to anything that happened to him.
It’s still rape.
Early in the morning the Pack had finished with him and they dismissed him. Tristan went home and collapsed in bed until 6pm. He awoke to texts from Sebastian – he was ordering Tristan to come over again for more.
Tristan was texting me at the time and said he was going to go over there when I told him to not go. I don’t think it’s my place to tell people what to do, but it’s becoming increasingly clear that this was only going to escalate further.
Then Tristan told me he had blood in his stool. This is not unusual after rough anal sex; I bled for almost two days after I was raped, for instance. I didn’t think it was a medical emergency. Regardless, I told him he needed to go to the doctor, not Sebastian’s house. Or maybe the police. Tristan refused.
In the end, Tristan told Sebastian that he wouldn’t be coming over. Sebastian raged, finally coldly telling Tristan he was “dismissed.”
As a quiet night settles over a crumpled Tristan in Austria, there is still that faggot sense of duty driving his urge to serve. “You know, if he had showed any empathy today,” said Tristan, “I would happily go through it again.”
That’s troubling to me. Time and again I have championed a faggot’s right to be treated with some amount of dignity. I have told faggots that they shouldn’t accept abuse from their Alphas. That they have the right to say “no” to something that is happening, that their bodies are ultimately theirs, and nobody else’s.
Great Alphas are the most incredible beings on Earth, but Destroyer Alphas often slip in like a wolf in sheep’s clothing and abuse the flock. They’re hard to spot until they pounce.
But once we identify them, we need to stop offering our throats to them.
This thread follows the experiences of Tristan, a young faggot from Austria, as he experiences use and ownership by a young straight Man named Sebastian. CLICK HERE for all related posts in chronological order!
Early this morning I began receiving a frantic series of messages from a complete stranger. It was a young faggot named Tristan. This was his eye-opening first paragraph:
Hello. I love your blog, been reading for years. I have this hot friend of a friend. I don’t really know him well, but today I got a text from him, that he wants me to come to his place tonight. That’s all he says. I wouldn’t know why. I never actually talked to him…should I go? He’s got a very big bulge.
Going into it a little deeper, I discovered that Tristan was an anal virgin but was a very skilled cocksucker. It also seemed like Tristan barely knew this straight guy named Sebastian; Tristan couldn’t even figure out how Sebastian got his phone number.
Now Sebastian was asking Tristan over to his house! Tristan’s panic was understandable!
So I figured Sebastian knew Tristan was a faggot and was hoping to get a blow job now that a few discreet years had passed, but I wasn’t sure where it might go. So I instructed Tristan to shave himself completely clean and also wash out his pussy just in case it escalated. So Tristan did that and went over to Sebastian’s house.
Hours and hours passed. I knew it was deep into the night in Austria. Did he fall asleep and forget about me? Then Tristan reappeared with a story that is simultaneously horrifying and thrilling.
I went there and to my surprise there was not only he, but also two of his friends. He said “I told you he’d come” and they laughed. Then he told me to kiss his feet. I was a little taken aback because they were making fun of me, and I just stood there, staring at them.
At this point Tristan received a call. It was Sebastian. He wanted the faggot to come back over. “Gotta go. Bye,” said Tristan, and he disappeared.
Now I was really anxious. I only had part of the story from the first encounter, and that seemed much more aggressive than I had anticipated. Now there was going to be MORE.
Eventually Tristan returned. He was almost delirious. He continued the story from the previous night:
They humiliated and fucked me last night, I actually think it was rape, they didn’t ask if I want to. After I kissed (Sebastian’s) feet, someone pulled down my pants and shoved a finger inside my ass. I had lubed and he cried ‘the bitch is already wet!!!’ Then his cock was inside me. At the same time the other guy grabbed my hair and shoved his cock inside my mouth. I had two guys fucking me and the other stood there, stroking his dick, waiting for his turn. The guy in my ass came very quickly and the waiting guy took his place. They were really very rough. They used me all night and when they had had enough I was kicked out. Naked. They threw my clothes out of the window. I went home, dropped in my bed, their cum still dripping out of my ass and in my hair and face, and I instantly fell asleep.
A pretty horrifying way to lose your virginity! After hearing this, I was wondering why he went back! Then he told me what happened when he went back over to Sebastian’s house the next day (when he left our conversation):
Today he texted again. I got there, had to get naked, kiss his feet and then clean his flat. When I had finished the other two guys had arrived and they fucked me again. They fucked me, spit on me. One pissed on me, then I was send home, covered in their piss, spit and cum. Fortunately it’s not far.
Tristan came to me overwhelmed and filled with conflicting emotions. He kept asking me: Why did I want to go back there? Why do I want to go back again? What’s wrong with me?
It’s a question I have wrestled with since my rape years ago. There is definitely evidence that the victims of these kinds of traumas develop a longing for the person who caused it. This creates a negative feedback loop in the mind of the victim, as they hurt themselves with self-doubt and shame.
I managed to get through it without therapy, but I definitely when on a whirlwind of aggressive sexual experiences afterward to drive the rape into the background. I don’t want that for Tristan.
What’s the answer? Tristan could cut off all communication with Sebastian … but now that this part of Tristan has been unlocked, can it be pushed back into Pandora’s box again and forgotten? Highly unlikely.
I’d be curious to see Tristan continue this situation and possibly pull Sebastian into a more favorable frame of mind. That would also give Tristan a bit more power and self-esteem.
Whatever Tristan decides, it’s clear what Sebastian wants:
Sebastian kicked me out again, telling me to be there tomorrow at 8 pm and better have my hole prepared, he would invite some friends.
But he owns me now. He says I’m his servant now.
Tristan is planning to go there again. He’s a brave faggot, but I hope such courage doesn’t lead to devastating consequences!
I received the following editorial comment on my static Tumblr page regarding the recent rape of Alex by Master Matt. I will comment afterward.
Hi, I’m a studying therapist. I just listened to your podcast “Hierarchy 14 – Rape and Aftermath”. I was concerned about your friend Alex, who to my knowledge was raped. It’s… Difficult for me to say just HOW MUCH it bothers me, when insecure people prey on other people’s vulnerability. I’m so sorry that this happened to him and to you as well because I imagine this was probably difficult for you to cope with as well. It bothers me that when Alex was searching for friendship and kindness a BULLY abused his vulnerability for his selfish personal gain. I felt a sense of responsibility to tell you that your needs have value. Your voice has value. Sometimes when we are still learning to love ourselves, we see other people we admire and start to compare ourselves to them. I personally say that charges need to be pressed against Alex’s rapist. He did not nor did he ever concentrate and the entire time screamed for his rapist to stop abusing him. Submissivity does not make you weak. It is an act of love and compassion when one admires someone else, PLEASE REMEMBER THIS. Rapists are not Alphas, Alphas are men who love themselves enough to raise themselves up AND those around them. Please message me I’m concerned that Alex may suffer from low self esteem and It worries me that insecure “men” might take advantage of Alex without him realizing that he’s being used.
Rape and all of the issues around it cause a lot of confusion and hand-wringing.
It’s such a traumatic rip in the accepted social order, and can be devastating to the victims. But even when we can all agree that rape is a monstrously evil act, we sometimes disagree on the root causes or how it will play out in a person’s life.
I didn’t brush off my rape. I spent more than two years in a tailspin of drunkenness and wild sexual activity. I was self-destructing. Then I finally came out of that haze a better, wiser person. I have said here many times that, in a strange way, I’m now grateful it happened.
I do share your concerns about little Alex. He’s a dear brother of mine now, and I never want anything bad to happen to him. However, unlike me, Alex has an incredible Alpha who owns him and cares for him. Master Nick has been the best medicine to heal Alex during this troubled moment. His three fag brothers have helped as well.
I will also add that I do disagree with your idea that a Man who rapes cannot be Alpha. That broad definition precludes the idea that Alphas can’t make terrible decisions or act on awful impulses. Alphas are not perfect. They succumb to the same emotional and psychological issues that plague the rest of us.
The Man who raped Alex – Master Matt – is absolutely an Alpha Male. He just has bad wiring. I’ve talked to him a little bit about this, and he yearns to be a better Alpha. He just doesn’t know how to get there yet.
So I thank you for sharing your thoughts on this important issue. Fag rape is a very real and (mostly) silent issue. I’m doing my best to engage the discussion, and voices like yours are appreciated!
Alphas aren’t interested in a faggot’s needs. They don’t want backtalk or attitude from a faggot.
A faggot’s purpose is to serve a Man’s needs. Sometimes those needs involve rough, aggressive sessions that may hurt or degrade a faggot.
The Alpha isn’t interested in the feelings of the faggot in that moment. He’s thinking about what feels good on his dick, or how powerful he feels in the fuck.
This truth underpins Hierarchical Order. The whole “survival of the fittest” aspect that underscores Hierarchy. When a Man roughly takes and uses a faggot, he absolutely establishes his dominance over it.
Here is an example:
This is part of a continuing series chronicling the rise of Alpha Matt, a straight male and friend of Alpha Jin who slowly came to understand the wonders of faggot worship. Click here to read all of these posts in order!
Anybody who read yesterday’s account (CLICK HERE) of Master Matt throat fucking Alex, the fourth faggot in the stable of Masters Nick and Nikola, probably wondered about the curiously open-ended way I concluded that post. I casually mentioned that Master Matt had made plans with Alex (and with Master Nikola’s blessing) to “work out” the following day. My fag senses were tingling nervously.
When I questioned Alex about this impending “date” with Master Matt, Alex insisted that he thought Matt wanted to be his friend. He kept talking about how attractive Matt is. I was getting nowhere.
I warned him: “Alex, Alphas and faggots aren’t friends.”
“Why not?” asked Alex innocently.
“Because Alphas and faggots are not equals. Alphas own faggots. They use faggots. They aren’t friends with faggots.”
So I questioned the Alphas. Master Nikola was largely absent, but he didn’t seem concerned. Master Nick, dealing with his own issues elsewhere, wasn’t around the apartment, but also sensed danger. “Sam, I think I might put a stop to this,” said Master Nick, before reverting back to his previous stance of staying out of Nikola’s affairs. After all, Nikola and Matt had made this arrangement with each other, so it didn’t have anything to do with him directly.
So Alex met up with Master Matt at Matt’s condominium gym. And after the workout, Matt said, “Why don’t you come to my place and get some protein?” So Alex followed Matt to his place.
And then Master Matt raped Alex.
Master Matt is already widely known in fag circles around campus as the most vicious and brutal ass fucker in existence. His “technique” consists of ramming his enormous straight dick balls-deep into fag pussy like a careless piston, destroying everything in its path until he breeds it. Then he keeps going until he’s done.
Well, little Alex now found himself in Master Matt’s lair, lost like a deer that ignored all the signs and accidentally wandered into a wolf’s den. Almost instantly Matt had Alex’s clothes off and onto the bed, where he mounted Alex with all of the care of a horny pit bull.
Master Matt proceeded to pound Alex’s ass in a way he had never experienced with Master Nick (a power fucker in his own right) and tender Master Nikola. A fuck of hate. A fuck of purpose. A fuck of murder and destruction.
Little Alex passed out twice, and Master Matt kept pounding. Alex cried, and Master Matt kept going. Alex screamed multiple times “STOP!” and Master Matt kept going.
After Master Matt bred Alex twice, he pulled his giant dick out of Alex’s swollen pussy. He grabbed Alex’s hair and pushed Alex’s head down on his cock for cleaning. After Alex finished licking the juice of his own rape off of Master Matt’s cock, Master Matt said, “I’m finished with you,” and told him to leave.
Alex stumbled home, decimated beyond words. SHATTERED. He began texting me, clearly incoherent after experiencing this terrifying ordeal.
“Sam, I thought he wanted to be my friend,” said the lost soul dying inside Alex.
I remembered my own rape (a more serious, life-threatening situation) and the lessons I learned from surviving that. Hearing the hollow, shell-shocked words of my little brother reminded me of that time. In these moments, raped faggots are like survivors immediately after 9/11, blinded by dust and stumbling over debris.
Alphas are so much more powerful than we are, so much more aggressive. We often egg them on, eager to feel the intensity of their might and domination. But the Beast that lurks within many Alphas can occasionally take over when you least expect it, ravenous at the first taste of fresh meat.
And by the time it’s over, a life is changed forever.
I will always stand beside my precious little brother Alex. He’s a good boy and a credit to faggots everywhere. He deserved better than to be treated like a filthy cumrag that’s tossed dismissively in the trash.
He was let down by the Alphas he worshiped and served with faith and trust. He was put in harm’s way by a Man he called his Master, and raped by a Man he thought wanted to be his friend.
I often say that Alphas are the best Mankind has to offer, that they are creatures of great power, wisdom, and nobility. But Alphas can also represent the worst of Mankind, too.
Find good Alphas and serve them. They’re rarer than you think.