This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here!

So I have a rather incredible tale to tell about a 24-year-old faggot named Simon. I almost can’t believe it myself.

Back in July I relayed the experience of Karl the faggot (click here for all Karl stories) and how he experienced the explosive transformation of being cunted by an Alpha named Erwin. After that, Karl was then loaned out by Alpha Erwin to a straight Alpha named John. Karl’s Alpha knew Alpha John from the gym they shared. The arrangement to share Karl came from Karl’s Alpha telling Alpha John about the wonders of faggot worship. This understandably made Alpha John curious and led to Alpha John breeding Karl for his first-ever faggot experience.

Once Alpha John got a taste of fag pussy, he wanted more. So Alpha Erwin and Alpha John decided it would be a good idea for Alpha John to have a faggot of his own. 

Fortunately, there was a faggot readily available at the gym, a slender faggot of Asian descent named Simon. For six months Simon had been instinctively bringing towels and water to Alpha John while he worked out at the gym, but because Alpha John was straight he never noticed the faggot’s attentions or gave him a second thought!

But now that Alpha Erwin had piqued Alpha John’s curiosity about owning a personal faggot, suddenly Alpha John’s eyes were opened and he realized he could own this little faggot who has been serving him this entire time.

So arrangements were made for Simon to go over and service Alpha John. Simon did a nice job with Alpha John’s long, thick cock, but the faggot kept playing with his pee-pee. This bothered Alpha John, so after talking it over with Alpha Erwin, they decided Simon needed to go into chastity. So with the two Alphas gathered together with their two faggots, the Alphas put Simon into chastity.

Simon struggled with the cage (as most subs do) for a little while, but eventually the submissive headspace chastity typically induces came to pass, and Simon began to crave Alpha John’s cock even more. This manifested in submissive behaviors in public, like carrying Alpha John’s bag and opening doors for him.

Then Alpha John gave Simon the faggot this gift box:

It was clear from this that Alpha John intended to go a lot farther with his new faggot. This made Simon quite nervous, but excited as well. Simon had limited experience up to this point, and had never been fucked before. Now he was on the verge of being fucked by a straight Alpha with a giant dick!

The magical night occurred two days ago. Simon went over to Alpha John’s place prior to going out for dinner with Alpha Erwin and Karl. This is what happened, according to Simon:

“I had an amazing time with Sir last night! I got to pour Sir’s bath and spent 20 mins washing him. I was so excited you would not believe it. He took charge and was a little rough. I got face fucked really good after Sir got out of his bath. His cock went in my throat. He grabbed my head and was pushing hard to get it in Then I just let go and in it went. Then he came down my throat. It was a big load, too. I was in a bit of a state when he dumped his load, but did not spill a drop!” 

And then Simon added this: “When he pulled out and was done, He said, ‘that’s how I like my cock sucked BOY.’”

After this, they went to dinner. Karl mentioned to me that Alpha John had an extra swagger during dinner. Then they went back to Alpha John’s place, and then the big moment happened! Simon, again:

“Then when we got back to Sir’s place. He told me to go into the bedroom and get naked and he gave me some girls stockings and panties and told me to put them on and come out to the living room. I did as I was told. But the embarrassing thing is my clit was leaking lots of pre-cum out of the cage and the panties were getting wet. He had me stand in front of him and act sexy while he was rubbing his crotch. I got super brave and asked if I can rub it for him, and then I asked if he was going to use my boy pussy. 

Sir then took me to the bedroom and put me in a sexy position on the bed. He showed me how to arch my back to look sexy for him. Then Sir got undressed as I stayed in position. Sir pulled out a big container of lube “GUN OIL ” it said on the container. My boy pussy was twitching. 

Sir asked me if I was going to be a good girl as he lubed up his cock. It looked huge! Then he ever so gently pulled down the panties and put a little lube in my pussy. He asked if I was ready, then gently pushed his dick in. It was a little painful at first, but I was going to be a good girl. 

Before I knew it he was in all the way. It was amazing. After about 10 mins Sir shot a big load deep in my pussy. We laid there for a bit, and then he told me to clean him up. I reached to grab a towel and got a big slap on my face. “With your lips, stupid!” he said. So I got to work.

Shortly after I was told to go home.”

Simon was so excited that Alpha John had taken his virginity that he spent the following day cleaning Alpha John’s place while he was at work. When Alpha John came home, he was treated to a nice bath and washing from Simon. This led to another intense body worship and breeding session. And this time Alpha John allowed Simon to stay the night!

Here is what Alpha John told Alpha Erwin after his first experience as a straight Owner of a faggot:

“Simon is the best thing that has happened to me in a long while … Simon looks better in panties than the GF and he can go balls deep in both holes … and now he is over at my house cleaning … the faggot is very sensitive to my needs and did not complain once.”

This is the change a faggot can make in the life of an Alpha! From the very beginning, Simon bravely put himself out there, and when the opportunity arrived, he was ready to surrender himself to the hunger of a Man. He has been attentive and submissive and proactive in his service to Alpha John.

And now he is owned!

Congratulations to my little brother for his success, and my thanks to Alpha John for being an example of how Men can embrace all of the worship they deserve!

This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here!

So after fag Simon survived his whirlwind weekend serving Alpha John which culminated in five breedings (one down the throat, and four in his pussy), he was understandably flying high emotionally. The experience lit an unparalleled fire in Simon’s heart and made him even more determined to please his new Owner.

So in between bouts of self-doubt and questions about when he might be cunted, fag Simon threw himself into daily worship of Alpha John. Simon got the bright idea to go over to Alpha John’s house while he was at work and clean the place. Then Simon made dinner and had a hot bath drawn around the time Alpha John would return home. Then Simon bathed Alpha John and fed him a nice meal in his own newly-cleaned home. 

This move excited Alpha John to no end, so he fucked Simon twice that night and loaded up his pussy with his Alpha jizz. Then Alpha John invited Simon to stay the night, which Simon readily accepted. In the morning Simon woke up and made Alpha John breakfast. 

Later that afternoon, Alpha John told Alpha Earl: “Simon is the best thing that has happened to me in a long while!”

Then, in an ingenious move, Simon began cooking meals and bringing them to Alpha John’s place of employment (he owns car dealerships), something that absolutely blew Alpha John away. 

Listen to the bewildered joy in the texts Alpha John sent to Alpha Erwin, the Owner of fag Karl:

The following day Simon brought dinner to Alpha John’s work again, but this time he also brought his massage table (Simon is a licensed masseur). After Alpha John satisfied his hunger, Simon firmly rubbed Alpha John’s shoulders before offering a full body massage. Needless to say, Alpha John accepted the massage.

Afterwards, Alpha John left some breathless texts with Alpha Erwin:

So with Alpha John’s girlfriend headed “to mum’s for dinner,” Alpha John – overcome with lust – took Simon back to his place and fucked him.

And then something happened – Simon was CUNTED.

Here’s Simon’s description:

When we got back to John’s place He told me to go into the bedroom and get ready. I decided to take control. I grabbed his hand and took John into the bedroom, I then held him close and put my hands down his pants and grabbed the base of his cock and balls, And said “I am going to look after this for you” he was rock hard…

(Then) we had amazing SexI think I had an anal orgasm. I lost control. My ass started fucking John’s cock! I could not control it!  

This uncontrolled anal reaction is a sure sign of cunting, and is likely the result of Simon’s two-week-long deep dive into extreme subspace. 

When I explained this to Simon, he amusingly replied: “If that is a cunting I need to be cunted every time we fuck!”

Who knows where this incredible situation is headed, but it has been extraordinary to witness. Little fag Simon has truly exceeded all expectations in completely servicing this straight Alpha. This overwhelming gift of faggot worship has changed Alpha John’s life, allowing him to finally experience the true power of his own Alphahood.

This is the magic of the Alpha/faggot union when both fulfill their purpose. I am so proud of my little brother Simon! His search for truth made all of this possible! What an inspiration!

This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here!

The situation between fag Simon and his straight Alpha Owner John is taking more daily twists than a motocross track.

First and most spectacularly is this news: Alpha John, so amazed by the worship he has been receiving from his new faggot, decided to surprise Simon with a stunning gift: he paid Simon’s $8,000 student bill for this college semester! Simon had been fretting about it because he didn’t have the money. He didn’t want to ask his Alpha for help even though Alpha John has a sizable fortune from his car dealerships.

Then I received a message from Karl the faggot. Karl had heard from his Alpha (who is best friends with Alpha John) that John secretly paid Simon’s tuition.

So I messaged Simon. “Better check your account balance at school,” I texted cryptically. Simon immediately hopped online. “It says my balance is zero,” replied Simon, slowly realizing what happened.

Then came tears.

I just want to point out here that this is what can happen when a faggot totally submits to a Man and gives that Man EVERYTHING. A Man’s soul craves worship and respect, and nothing moves a Man more than seeing true submission to his authority and power. 

Faggots who think giving random head behind a dumpster is true submission have it totally wrong. Being truly Owned by a Man and utterly submitting to Him is much more powerful and, as Simon showed here, life-changing.

But there’s more. 

Alpha John’s girlfriend returned to their house and discovered that the place had been thoroughly cleaned (unbeknownst to her, it was Simon’s handiwork). So, of course, she flew into a rage even though Alpha John lied to her and told her he hired a cleaning person to do it as a gift for her! The girlfriend eventually stormed out of the house and went to her mother’s place.

This prompted Alpha John to start contemplating some changes in his life. Here is what he wrote to Karl’s Alpha:

Alpha John is moving his little faggot Simon into his house permanently!! 

This is shocking, to say the least. Simon is beside himself, plagued with a mixture of excitement and guilt (wrongfully blaming himself for what has happened between Alpha John and the girlfriend). 

Again, true submission and the selfless worship of a faggot is life-changing!

I can’t think of a faggot who deserves this dream more than my adorable little brother Simon, Both he and Karl have just been inspirational.

If there could ever be a faggot version of “Pretty Woman,” this is it. And it couldn’t have happened to a better whore. LOL

I love you, Simon!

This endorsement came from a straight Alpha who had never even looked at another male in a sexual manner before three weeks ago.

Faggot Any questions?

You wrongfully assume bisexuals who just started exploring their gay side to be “straights”. They’re not. And that’s okay.

So Simon’s Alpha has been straight his entire life, has to be talked into giving a faggot a shot at service, and then, in your mind, has been magically bisexual all of his life?

Nope.

“Packing Day Life changing, John thanks for taking charge and making this happen. Sam thanks for your ongoing support I love you like a brother.”

Here’s my beautiful baby brother Simon packing up his stuff to move into Alpha John’s house!

Yes, this is REAL LIFE! It’s not some fetish or something to whack off to on the Internet! Alphas being served by faggots happens everywhere around the world every day!

Stop dreaming and make it happen in real life!

Congratulations to my little brother! So proud!!

This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here!

The story of Simon the faggot and his incredible Alpha John continues to deepen!

In a stunning move today, straight Alpha John bought his beloved faggot A NEW CAR! And it’s just as cute as he is!

THIS is what true faggot submission to a Supreme Alpha produces! Harmony, fulfillment, and abundance!

Simon is being blessed because he was brave and hard-working and good-hearted! 

Learn from him!

CONGRATULATIONS MY BROTHER SIMON!

I love you!

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Hope you post more about Simon and his Alpha. The other ones featured come off as weirdos or fake.

So says some anonymous nobody. (rolls eyes)

I don’t know who you’re talking about, but I do vet the people featured here quite extensively.

Simon dresses like he wants to be beat up or gay bashed or some shit like that

Do you even understand what a godawful piece of revolting shit you are? Everybody, please take a look at some of these outfits Simon has displayed on his Tumblr:

Simon is a beautiful and stylish young male. He doesn’t necessarily dress “gay” or offensively. I wish I had one-tenth of his style and taste. He is a clean-cut and empowered young kid who happens to be a faggot and also my little brother.

Do shitheads like you even think before you say these horrible things? If you did, you’d REJOICE that young gays in some parts of the world have the freedom to express themselves and their individuality in 2019. THERE ARE OLDER GAY PEOPLE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES AND LIVED IN SHAME JUST DECADES AGO so that the younger generations could live a better and more fulfilling life.

Simon is one of the most beautiful souls on this godforsaken site. Or anywhere on this planet. He is brave and uncompromising, and his literally-impossible dream is coming true RIGHT NOW. The universe is smiling upon him because of his purity and goodness.

He doesn’t deserve to have your darkness encroaching anywhere in his life. 

It’s too bad that you have none of his bravery. Come out from behind your anonymity, asswipe. Simon’s Alpha is now on here and he would probably PULVERIZE YOU if you did. And after he’s done, I will gleefully light your remains on fire.

The world would be much better without you. 

What’s the t with Simon? Are they gonna kiss and cuddle and sleep in the same bed? Co sign a lease/mortgage? Go on vacations? Make babies (that last one I a joke)? I’m legitimately interested in the arrangement. Short term and long term

Simon is two weeks into serving a STRAIGHT ALPHA. They have an Alpha/faggot service arrangement right now. Let’s hold off on marriage plans at this point, okay?

Why would a straight man buy his fag a brand new car?

Um, because he’s an INCREDIBLE ALPHA MALE!

I asked Alpha John about this, and he wrote the following:

Just because I am straight does not make me an ass. I have a lot of respect for people. I would never take advantage of someone. It is a code I have lived by. I like building people up around me not putting them down.

So there you have it. There’s nothing weird or unseemly going on. Simon has surrendered his soul in service to Alpha John, and like any Man would care for a beloved dog or a prized possession, Alpha John is responding favorably to the worship.

It’s what the Hierarchy is meant to be in its purest form. 

This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here! 

So as you may remember, straight Alpha John surprised his new faggot Simon with a new car (and shocking my readership in the process), and then he had Simon move in with him. This caused a problem with Alpha John’s (former) girlfriend, who was then promptly dismissed. Why would a Supreme Alpha require a bitchy, lazy girlfriend when he had a full-service faggot utterly worshiping him day and night like a god?

Simon was initially nervous about this situation because he felt like a homewrecker. That quickly dissipated once Alpha John allowed Simon to sleep with him in his bed. Faggots understand the symbolism inherent in an Alpha allowing it to sleep beside him; females expect it, but for a faggot, such a privilege is like being invited into heaven by God. 

Simon was literally in heaven emotionally by this point, and he turned up his submissiveness even more over the next day or two (how that’s even possible, I don’t know … the fag is incredible). 

Then yesterday afternoon, Simon told me how he planned to really spoil his Alpha. He planned to make a nice meal, run a nice bath in order to make him comfortable for a relaxing evening. “Maybe I’ll even get a load from him,” said Simon innocently.

My reply: “You definitely will.”

Well, Simon definitely got a load last night. In fact, he received two loads from Alpha John last night. The first load Alpha John pumped into Simon’s stomach following a luxurious bathing by his attentive servant.

But it’s the second load I want to highlight. You see, Simon was cunted again last night by his first true experience with something I call The Straight Alpha Rut.  

I first came up with the concept of “The Rut” years ago to describe what I experienced during my time as a faggot serving straight Alphas. In time, I applied it generally to all Men, but in terms of a pure Rut, straight Alphas do it like no other animal on the planet. 

Simon found that out last night, as Alpha John literally pounded Simon into complete submission for twenty minutes, culminating in a cataclysmic orgasm deep in Simon’s fag pussy. Afterwards, Simon noticed that he had involuntarily ejaculated from the sheer power of Alpha John’s straight Rut.

Simon was quiet afterwards, and even the following morning as Alpha John drove his faggot to the university. Sweetly, Alpha John expressed a concern that he had hurt or upset Simon by his Beast-Mode raping of Simon’s pussy. Similarly, Simon was struggling to put into words what had happened. He sounded dazed, like a New Yorker stumbling from the wreckage of the World Trade towers.

I had to explain to both of them that Simon was dealing with a form of SHOCK. When a faggot first encounters a Straight Alpha Rut, it’s like being fucked up the ass by a freight train. Or having the full-force of a Category Five hurricane bearing down. It is an overwhelming experience.

To ease Alpha John’s concern, I had this talk with him today:

“You what it (Simon’s dazed behavior) is, actually? It’s his submission, triggered by your Rut. I don’t know if Men truly understand that their Rut is part of how they keep women and faggots in line and submissive. The Rut forces them to acknowledge your ultimate power over them.”

“I am starting to understand this,” replied Alpha John.

“Yes, Master. It’s a power you were born with,” I said encouragingly.

“You can fuck a faggot good and hard and they really love it. It is just fine to fuck faggots like this,” replied Alpha John in amazement.

“Absolutely, Master. There really is no ceiling. In fact, the rougher and more aggressive you are – the more you let go and unleash yourself – the more attached and submissive your faggot will be,” I said, finally.

This is something I firmly believe in regards to the Straight Alpha Rut – it’s a straight Man’s natural assertion of his dominance over the inferiors (females and faggots) who service him. In turn, that powerful Rut forces the recipient into a submissive mindset that is difficult to shake once it’s been established. 

Aside from procreation, this is where straight Alpha have an evolutionary advantage over gay Alphas. Straight Alphas have a more natural desire to DISPASSIONATELY BREED and SUBDUE. And it is this drive, this killer instinct, that makes their Rut so unique in the entire animal kingdom.

I am so grateful that Simon got to experience The Straight Alpha Rut for himself! For a faggot, there is no greater sense of fulfillment. Surviving it is like coming out of a furiously-violent thunderstorm; everything is drenched and disheveled, but the light is a bit more golden and the air is fresh and clean. 

You stumble back out into that world dazed, yet serene.

Congratulations Simon! And thank you to Alpha John for your great power!

“I would like to show the world what it means to be a Good Straight Alpha.”

Three weeks ago Alpha John was a straight Alpha who had never even considered owning and using a faggot sexually.

And now that he understands what it means to be worshiped and served like a god by a faggot he owns, his entire world view has changed. He got rid of his lazy girlfriend and moved his faggot into his home instead. And he’s finally learning about his own Rut and the power of it.

Now that he knows this power, he wants to wield it properly, which is why he said that quote above. And that is not only inspirational, but it’s also HOT AS HELL!

alpha-john

Took Simon for coffee this morning. Give us a smile kiddo.

This is part of a continuing series of articles about a faggot named Simon who bravely submitted to a straight Alpha named John. You can read all of these articles by clicking here!

I knew Simon was in trouble last night. I had just finished a discussion with Alpha John, the straight Alpha who now owns Simon. Alpha John was seeking reassurance from me following his monumental Rut from the previous night that appeared to leave Simon shaken and speechless (read here). 

Once Alpha John realized that his Rut – once of the fundamental power tools in the arsenal of an Alpha – is something he deserves to express fully and is something Simon needs, he was ready to get back and REALLY FUCK Simon. “I’m really going to let him have it all,” said Alpha John at the close of our conversation.

I knew Simon was dead meat.

Once again, I awoke today to new messages from both of them. They both sounded amazed by what happened the previous night. Alpha John went home and mounted poor Simon with unbridled lust. 

And in the midst of Alpha John’s furious Rut, there was a “pop” inside Simon’s pussy. John felt his thrusting cock puncture something inside his faggot. His eyes, trained on Simon’s face, watched as Simon’s eyes rolled back into his head and he went temporarily limp. Simon later said he “blacked out” for a second. Alpha John kept going and finally bred Simon – Alphas don’t stop in the middle of a Rut – but it was clear to both that something unique and incredible had happened.

Alpha John punctured Simon’s second ring!

The human rectum is built with two rings of powerful muscle tissue. The outer ring (at the anus) is composed of voluntary muscle tissue that is under our control. But several inches inside the rectum is a second ring of muscle tissue that is involuntary and designed to automatically control the flow out of the body. 

The feeling of a Man puncturing through that second ring of muscle is profound for a faggot; it’s like a gunshot to the soul. It also feels incredible for the Man, as this involuntary muscle group grips his cock with every thrust.

Today, Simon breathlessly described the event, noting how Alpha John’s cock noticeably grew bigger and stiffer once he punctured that second ring. “Is this normal?” asked Simon. That is the perfect question because really there is nothing “normal” about straight Alphas. They are Gods instead of Men.

Simon’s pussy is now constantly “twitching” (his words) and craving to be filled with Alpha John’s cock and seed. And Alpha John’s cock spends every day rock-hard and eager to fuck Simon’s tight fag pussy more thoroughly than the day before.

This is the result of a Supreme Alpha fully realizing and embracing his Alphahood, and a faggot offering himself to that Alpha so that he might be a God. It’s the Hierarchy.

Simon’s second ring was a sacrifice to his god, Alpha John. The effects will live on forever. 

This is part of a continuing series chronicling the rise of Alpha Jin, a straight Korean Alpha who discovered that his roommate is a faggot and took Ownership of the faggot’s life. Click here for all relevant posts in order!

After a night filled with forgiveness, redemption, and a terrific blowjob, Chin the faggot woke up this morning feeling lighter than air and incredibly happy. Before bedtime the previous evening, Alpha Jin told his faggot that he intended to fuck it the following night. He told the faggot he wanted the faggot to completely shave itself baby-smooth, and prepare its hole for its first fucking by an Alpha.

This, of course, thrilled Chin the faggot. Even though it had sucked a few dicks in its young life, it had never been fucked before. And now it was about to not only lose its virginity, but also give its virginity to its Owner and Master. What an honor!

So Chin the faggot went to the bathroom this morning, and discovered an incredible series of gifts carefully arranged and waiting for use by the faggot.. Here are the pictures from Chin:

ISN’T THIS AMAZING???

Notice the chastity cage carefully placed on a towel in the first pic! Yes, Alpha Jin fully intends to cage his faggot’s tiny pee-pee so that it is no longer an issue!

I asked Alpha Jin where he got some of these choices, and he said that he had talked to Alpha John (yes, Simon’s Alpha!) and he had offered some suggestions. So Alpha Jin slipped off to a local sex shop and made a few purchases!

Remember, two weeks ago Alpha Jin was a straight soccer stud fucking girls with abandon … and now he owns a faggot and is making preparations to breed that faggot and change both of their lives forever!

I’ve been chronicling some incredible stories over the last few weeks. First, there was the cunting of Karl the faggot (CLICK HERE). Then came the startling example of my beloved brother Simon submitting to a Supreme straight Alpha named John (CLICK HERE). Now, most recently, I’ve had the privilege of aiding my beautiful faggot brother Chin as he submits to serving his straight Alpha roommate Jin (CLICK HERE). 

All of these stories have a common thread: the faggots needed to make a major adjustment in their thinking, finally accepting within themselves the truth of what Nature intended them to be. It’s not an easy process, and there are definitely peaks and valleys on the road to that acceptance.

But it must be accepted if a faggot is going to find fulfillment and peace.

On November 6, 2015 (the first six months of this site) I wrote a seminal article regarding this process of acceptance. It involves peeling back the layers of what we believed about ourselves, looking at ourselves and our needs honestly, and then resolving to pursue that true purpose.

When I did that, I found freedom.

Given that my brothers above are in that process now, I thought I would reprint that post here.  

The Importance Of Acceptance

As I’ve said elsewhere, I was basically gay from birth. By the sixth grade, I had developed a crush on a boy named George (although I didn’t know what it meant at the time), and middle school/high school attractions to boys in class (Bob, I still miss you and your bulge in those tight pants!) further refined my obvious sexual orientation.

However, like most closeted gay youths, I was compelled to date girls in order to fit in with the budding heterosexual attractions of my closest friends. So, like a coward, I started dating girls.

My first few relationships were fulfilling in some way. Despite a general lack of attraction to their bodies, I was more than capable of performing sexually. Some of that probably had to do with the newness of sex in general, as well as the virulent hormones coursing through me at that age. Around that time I also discovered – much to my surprise – that I really loved boobs. For that period of time I was just like every other guy, dating a girl for a while in order to get some pussy before moving to the next one.

Of course, it was all a lie. I knew every kiss was a lie. I knew every thrust of my penis into a vagina was a lie. I knew every “I love you” was a lie. In the moment, it felt real to me; wet lips, warm bodies tangled, heavy sighs, and powerful, head-spinning orgasms. But in my quiet moments alone, a gnawing guilt remained.

When I met Roger (story here) I was dating a sweet, petite brunette named Lori. Unlike my previous girlfriends, Lori was a virgin. Lori spent months trying to convince me to take her virginity, but I kept resisting. We would lie in the grass of my backyard on breezy summer nights, Lori’s hips gyrating her tight pussy on my finger as if she wanted me to insert my entire arm. I would always stop these heavy petting sessions, leaving Lori breathless and confused. It was a frustrating time for both of us.

Once Roger entered my life, though, my inner truth became crystal clear. I suddenly became Lori, desperately trying to get Roger to deflower me. I knew right then that I needed to break it off with Lori; I couldn’t concentrate on anything else but Roger anymore. The end came a few months later when I didn’t give Lori anything for Valentine’s Day. Rightfully upset, Lori tearfully begged for a reason why I didn’t love her the way she loved me.

“I … just don’t,” I replied. The response was cold and cruel in that special way only selfish teenaged boys can master. And that mercifully ended my last relationship with a female.

Not long after that, Roger slid his enormous, granite-hard cock into my throat. I remember the feeling of his solid, swollen cock-head on my tongue, the salty taste of his foreskin, the firmness of his hands in my hair, and the look of disgusted lust in his eyes as he looked down on me. That first taste of a Man’s cock erased everything I imagined about my life before and reshaped it into something new.

However, I still hadn’t accepted the complete truth about myself. Even then, as Roger was using me as a human tube sock, I still believed that I could be loved. I would construct elaborate fantasies about being Roger’s lover, perhaps getting married somehow and building a life together. Every time he would throat fuck me I would try to make it terrific for him in the hope that he might finally leave his girlfriend for me.

It never happened. I found myself in love with him, flying into jealous, tearful rages and begging for a love that would never come. Eventually, my love-fueled hysterics ended our friendship.

All of these tragic, emotionally-devastating situations occurred only because I couldn’t be honest. I couldn’t accept the truth about myself. I once truly believed that I could be a straight Man, husband, and father. Then I believed I could be a gay Man, a partner, an equal in a committed relationship.

But, as time has passed, I’ve slowly accepted the truth: I am a faggot. I was not born to honor a wife or help raise children. I was not born to be the partner to a Man, the one who makes him smile every morning. I was not born to be loved or cherished or appreciated the way a spouse yearns for their mate or a child might look at a parent.

Instead, I was born to serve. I was born to serve Men. My holes are theirs to use. The works of my hands are theirs to take. My mind is theirs to plunder. My body, mind, and heart exist only to glorify their Masculine superiority.

Men have instinctively known this truth about me my entire life. Ever since Roger first pushed me to my knees in order to receive service, Men have been using me to get what they want. Deep down, they know that I’m nothing but a faggot born to serve them.

I just needed to understand it about myself before I could actually be free.

Cunting is one of the most profound moments in the life of a faggot. It is the line of demarcation between the world of Men and the world of true faggotry. Once a faggot has been cunted, there is simply no way to return to the world of Men and Manhood. The cunting utterly destroys that possibility forever. 

I’ve written about cunting many times before, most notably in a 2016 article titled “Being Cunted” (READ HERE). There are many signs that indicate cunting, including uncontrollable shaking or reverse rutting as experienced by me (here) or Guillaume (here) or Simon (here). There is also a kind of paralysis as described by Brian the faggot of Straight Alpha Mike (here). 

Regardless of the reaction, the faggot is altered mentally and emotionally by the experience, which is unlike anything Men typically experience. To put it in more organic terms, a cunting is probably as close to a female orgasm as a male can get. Hence the name. A faggot’s hole is transformed into a pussy, a cunt. And it will never be the same.

I think the one aspect of a cunting that seems to be universally experienced by cunted faggots is something I call “The Void.” When a male sticks something in his ass or even gets fucked, he moves on with his life largely unchanged. 

But a cunted faggot ends up with The Void inside its pussy, a space where cock was and belongs again. The Void is constantly craving to be filled with cock again, to feel that sense of fullness and completion. Without cock, The Void is like a black hole, a howling vortex aching to be stuffed full of cock. 

It’s an ache deep inside the faggot’s pussy. It keeps the faggot awake at night, yearning to be penetrated. Sometimes the rim of the faggot’s pussy tickles, teasing the faggot to stick fingers into it or find a cock willing to fuck it. 

Cunted faggots are like converted vampires, damned to a life of neverending hunger to fill The Void that drives their need.

Of the many ways Men and Alphas control faggots – sexual use, scent training, discipline, chores – cunting is the most permanent and profound, mainly because of The Void. There will always be an empty space inside that cunted faggot, a space reserved for the Man who did the cunting. 

The Void is the truest mark of Ownership.

Simon looks just like Chris Su. A 37 year old Radio Host from Beijing , China

Yes, my little brother Simon (@omemeelad, left) does resemble Chris Su (right). They are both gorgeous Asian males, but Simon is more beautiful to me because I know the amazing person behind the outer beauty.