Hi Sam, I’ve been a follower of this blog for a bit now and i think nows as good a time as ever to ask for help. Im a 16 year old faggot living in Miami I’ve known I’m gay since very early on. I’ve had experiences both topping and bottoming which I can go into more detail about in emails if necessary.
The situation is I feel this extreme hunger and desire to serve alpha men. Obviously this isn’t something new to you and I bet you have faggots lined up asking you the same thing I’m about to but how do I find an alpha to serve at my age? There are a couple candidates that I’d love to worship in my neighborhood and I have a bit of sexual history with them which I can also elaborate on but no matter how hard I try I just can’t get them to persue the type of service I want to give them so badly. For example there’s this one boy in the same grade as me who lives on my block and we were good friends for a while and I would flirt and verbally worship him as much as I could to show him that I was willing and horny for him to use but he’d never do anything about it. I even called myself a faggot around him whenever my queerness would be a topic of conversation and at one point I was so horny I literally got on my knees in front of him and begged him to let me give him head. I got close at one point where he let me see one of his dick pics abs a video of him jerking off one day I’m assuming he was horny and i was even able to convince him to let me send them to my phone and promised to keep track of every time I jerked off to them but he never took me seriously. Every time I’d make an effort he’d just laugh it off and eventually forget about it. His dick is so beautiful and I’d love nothing more than to service him and be his faggot but I’m not sure what else I have to do for him to go for it.
Like I said there are two other boys in my neighborhood who I also have on my mind (one of which I actually hooked up with one time this summer) but it’s so difficult to get these boys to realize how easy it is to use and enjoy a faggot. Sorry for the long post, feel free to reach out to me in my email if you would like me to elaborate but I really don’t know what to do and I’m desperate to worship these studs that live so close to me. Any advice is welcome, hope you’re having a fantastic day!
First and foremost, I am unbelievably proud of you for your fearless approach to the Alphas around you. That is AT LEAST half the battle. You are going to be a very successful faggot with that kind of heart, little brother.
One of the tricky aspects of approaching straight Alphas is making the offer NOT WEIRD or NOT FUNNY. You need to be sincere and humble and respectful while always being open to their suggestions. If a straight Alpha senses that he can use you and then trust you with that experience, then he will be more comfortable and open to using you.
I think you might be coming on a little strong right now. I admire what you’re doing, but your actions can be a bit much for them. Remember too that straight Alphas are hunters. They want to hunt and pursue and conquer, not spoon-fed. Be the faggot they want to impulsively use in the middle of the night, the holes they can rely on when they’re in need.
I don’t need to tell you good luck, because you are making your own luck by being so unfailingly brave. It’s a numbers game. You take as many shots as you can, and eventually you’ll hit some bullseyes.
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