Hi samI’m M from India. I’m quite young, will turn 17 this year.I lost my virginity at age 15 to a man and since then have met numerous men for sex. I’ve never really been with a woman ( it’s very difficult here in India). However majority of my fantasies have been of girls. I’ve always been on top, never bottomed( and I don’t think I will soon) and have been told I’m quite rough in sex. Tried to suck a cock once, ended up almost vomiting from the first lick. I found your blog back in November, and reading the stories of various guys has led to numerous jaw dropping moments. Tho, I don’t think I fit in ur description of an alpha( handsome, big dick, cocky, Athletic).I just wanted to ask you that is it possible that I’m just a straight guy who just fucks guys coz that’s the only way I can get enough sex often, or that I’m bi or possibly gay? I’ve not seen a guy in about 2 months now since I got a girlfriend and due to studies, but I often think about those times when I destroyed those guys asses. I even downloaded Grindr once to just get a guy to fuck but stopped myself before it happened.
Sorry if I’ve rambled a lot
😅 but I thought you could help. Hope you understand me and reply accordingly


It’s pretty clear that you ARE Alpha. This idea that an Alpha must be handsome, well-hung, cocky, and athletic is poisonous to so many Men like you. How can a real Man who isn’t a mirror image of some imaginary “ideal Alpha” possibly reach those expectations? I can’t help but wonder how many Alphas have given up on their Alphahood because they aren’t bodybuilders or hung like an elephant.
I don’t want that to happen to you, Sir. Virtually everything you’ve said in your letter screams Alpha. More specifically to your point, I think you’re a straight Alpha who needs to express his raging Alphahood on faggot pussy. This is common, Sir … in fact, I was talking to another straight Alpha who enjoys using faggots earlier tonight. It’s not that you are sexually attracted to males as much as you are addicted to the POWER of fucking males.
But have no doubt – you are an Alpha, Sir. You were born Alpha, and it cannot be lost.
I recommend that you start owning and using faggots on the side so that you can at least get some relief and the worship your soul craves, Sir. I promise, if you exert your Alphahood and tap into the true power within you, everything will fall perfectly into place!

Thank you, Sir!

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