do you believe an alpha can be as violent as he wants with a faggot? im an 18y/o fag and 2 weeks ago i met an alpha a few years older than me. long story short i ended up in a&e with a broken nose and a bloody ass (which i didnt get checked out, not the first time for me) and yet i have plans to meet him again tomorrrow. am i crazy to want to be abused this bad?

Look, little brother – you are in GRAVE DANGER. Any Alpha who is willing to beat you that badly on your first meeting is extremely unstable and poses an immediate risk to your life. 

Please DO NOT return to this Alpha! No abuse fetish is worth risking everything to satisfy!