How did you get over the first alpha you fell in love with?

There is no way to get over him completely. He marked my soul and thoroughly changed the course of my life. Even today, I catch a scent in a crowded room that reminds me of him, and I glance around frantically – he’s not there. But then again, he is.

It was probably two solid years before I could stop thinking about him during every free moment, before I could go without that nauseating panic of wondering where he was or what he was doing. Fortunately, there were lots of dicks to service and keep my mind/body occupied!