I am a former Meth addict. And during my time of using (15 years) I had unprotected sex with men who I know now are HIV+ I was lucky enough to not have caught HIV myself. I have topped mostly and bottomed a few times. Both raw and protected. Now that I am no longer using I know that I am an dom top. I still love raw sex but don’t want to push my luck. I have come across subs or fags who will take any load no questions asked and still be or say they are negative. Should I risk it?
Thank you Sir for your inspirational story! Gosh – you are very fortunate! So many people don’t last even a couple of years under the spell of that awful drug! It’s a testament to your power as an Alpha that you were able to overcome it!
It’s very likely that you were totally exposed to the virus during those 15 years, Sir. The fact that you never seroconverted might indicate that you are what scientists call an “elite controller.” These are people who are genetically protected against the virus.
But the other thing that protects you is your position as a Top. Straight Men and strict gay Tops are nearly impervious to HIV infection because they are barely exposed to the virus through normal sexual intercourse. It usually requires massive and multiple exposures (some scientists say 20+) to seroconvert.
In other words, I don’t think you have a single thing to worry about regarding HIV, Sir.
Of course, there are still other bacterial infections that you CAN catch from fucking raw, Sir, so keep that in mind.
Thank you so much for your inspirational message, Sir!