Every submissive gay male and faggot has either had this experience or imagined it – getting drunk with a hot straight friend to the point that he allows us to suck his dick. From the ages of 19-25, I found myself in this situation fairly often, but I rarely pushed the issue within my circle of friends. However, the times I did push it with acquaintances were usually successful. Alcohol can make miracles happen!
I say all of this because I want to share an email I received today from a fag brother named Jim. Last night Jim met up with a straight buddy, and something special happened. I’ll share my thoughts afterward.
I consider myself a fag, and, just like any fag, there’s something about straight men that I love. Well, last night a straight friend of mine hit me up to see if he could come over for drinks. I said yes and 30 minutes later he was at my place. I’ve gotten drunk with this straight alpha before but there was never anything sexual. I’m sure he knows I love dick but it’s a small town so we don’t talk about Fags openly. I always found him attractive. He’s Pacific Islander. 6’1 very fit and straight.
Well, we got drunk and he started taking clothes his clothes off. During this he mentioned several times if I wanted to suck him, but jokingly. I ignored him. But the drunker I got and the more clothes he took off the more I wanted him. It wasn’t until he basically only had his boxers on that he asked me again. And I was drunk so I said yes and told him to sit down. But he didn’t want to. I thought it was over. But then he asked me again and I said yes. And I grab his hand and take him into my bedroom. I took his boxers off as I sat him on my bed and it was right there that I began sucking his cock – which was big – and his balls. One thing led to another and he told me to take my clothes off. And he fucked me raw. He was too drunk to cum so after fucking me for a few minutes I began to suck him again.
Now it’s the next morning. I can still smell his cock on my hands as I’m typing this to you. He woke up a few minutes ago saying he doesn’t remember what happened last night and I said the same thing. But I’m worried I won’t be able to drink with him again without wanting him to use me like he did last night. He fucked me like he owned me, and like I was just a hole for him.
Do you think he remembers? He’s the one that initiated everything, not me. And the thing that confuses me is why he would ask me several times if I wanted to suck him and not remember a thing.
I’m treating him normally. Should I do anything differently so that he knows I’m here to worship him whenever he needs a mouth or a hole? Please let me know what you’d do in my place.
I look forward to hearing from you.
WOW!!! What a dream come true!!
Here are my thoughts:
- Ugh, Pacific Islanders are SO FUCKING HOT. They have incredible calf muscles that drive me wild!
- He is lying about not remembering anything from last night, just like you’re lying! No guy is SO DRUNK that he cannot remember a great blow job and fucking some ass! Trust me, he’s going to remember FUCKING A DUDE IN THE ASS no matter how much alcohol he consumed! When it was happening, his body was producing so much adrenaline that the effects of the alcohol would be diminished. HE REMEMBERS.
- Here’s another fact: he’s been thinking about using you for some time. I wouldn’t be surprised if his entire plan to hang out and drink with you was designed to see if you’d suck his dick! Straight guys don’t joke with a buddy about receiving head unless they’re testing the water. They definitely don’t bring up the subject multiple times, either! This has been on his mind for quite some time.
- You need to face the truth: you are now his faggot. Regardless of where this leads, he claimed you last night. Your relationship with him is now fundamentally altered forever. You submitted to your straight friend, and he put you to use. There’s no going back.
- Here’s what needs to happen: you need to come clean. You need to confess to him that you DO remember what happened, and explain it to him if he resists.
- Then you need to SUBMIT TO HIM. Let him know that serving him and his needs is your purpose in life, and that last night fulfilled that purpose. Assure him that you are discreet. Tell him that you give your life to serve him and be his faggot.
I hope I’ve made this perfectly clear. You have an amazing opportunity to become the first faggot of this straight Alpha! Be honest and open-hearted with him about this situation, and I suspect something astounding will come of it!!
Good luck my brother!
– sam the faggot