Tristan read the uninformed bullshit written about his situation by @alpha-dade, @thealphatank, and @alpha-sir-Josh. This is his response.
As I said in my podcast last night, none of you know what you’re fucking talking about. I DO.
I don’t give a fuck about your Alpha status or the position you think you hold. Not when it comes to this. I have the receipts and I have the credentials. Faggots know I am working hard for them and they trust me. Many great Alphas do, too.
The following is a critical piece written by Alpha-Dade on Tumblr. Reproduced here for posterity.
Contrary to popular belief, not all faggots are born to serve. Whether by nature or nurture, some faggots spirit just can’t be broken. No amount of pain, torture or training, can bend the faggot to your will. Certainly some shouldn’t be broken or even have to be.
Their sense of uniqueness is not a bad thing, but it does complicate an already delicate dance between alpha and faggot. The internet teaches this faggot that it’s born for service and nothing less than standing in the shadow of an alpha god should be its life goal. So the search for the elusive alpha begins and ultimately when it finds one, the alpha tries to break the faggot and prepare it for training as has been done for centuries.
Unlike faggots who truly desire nothing more than a life in service, the obstinate faggot finds that the necessary steps in training are no longer palatable and its true self appears. The look of defiance on the faggots face is a clear and unmistakable indicator that it was never meant to serve and the only option is dismissal.
An experienced alpha will take the opportunity to teach rather than chastise. Help grow rather than tear down. Look for the signs because sometimes the faggot itself won’t understand why it is the way it is and will need your help to find its way.
There are a few consistent axioms I consistently tout on this blog. One of the most frequent is this: faggots should not fall in love with straight Alphas.
In my early years I fell victim to this trap twice. Both were soul-crushing experiences full of embarrassing behaviors that I struggle to think back on even today. Had I learned to control my emotions, at least one of those service relationships could’ve been saved. Instead, I burned bridges with my unacceptable reaction to this simple fact: straight Alphas will not fall in love with a faggot.
Yes, a straight Alpha can and will use a faggot harder and more thoroughly than any other type of Man. He will fuck it and breed it mercilessly, throat fuck it until it is delirious, and rule its entire life with a completeness that feels much like love. And there is love in the transaction, much the way a Man feels love for a cherished dog.
But true love requires a certain sexual attraction, as well as a certain level of equality and respect. There is no way a straight Man can feel those things for a faggot.
I repeat this again today in response to something written by straight Alpha-Dade on his Tumblr blog. Alpha Dade owns five faggots in various rotations in his house. He also has a girlfriend. She warily accepts her Apex Alpha boyfriend’s need to own and use faggots as part of his lifestyle.
But this kind of situation can get out of hand when the faggots are unable to remember their true place in relation to a straight Alpha. Here’s what he wrote:
I recently had an issue with my new boy #5. He, like all the others, started to develop feelings for me, along with a strong jealousy towards his mistress. We are all aware of rule number one, never fall in love with your Alpha. Having said that, I’m well aware that all my boys are in love with me, I’m not stupid. But they know that expressing it means immediate dismissal. So the faggot was left with a choice to make, learn to set aside those feelings and remain in service or leave to satisfy your emotional needs elsewhere. I know it’s difficult to deny what your feeling, but we’ve had this conversation many times. A straight man will never love you no matter how good a faggot you are or how much you want him to. This is why I fuck bitches in front of them, it’s a hard lesson but it has to be learned.
So after having many conversations with #1 and his faggot brother @submissiveoldfaggot he decided to stay. He was tested recently and seems to be doing very well. I think he now knows how lucky he is to have the opportunity to serve an Alpha, let’s hope he never forgets.
The training method Alpha Dade mentions here I had done to me, and it is very effective. The sight of a beloved straight Man making love to a female in front of the faggot is a crushing blow to its soul. It’s a shock to the system, a cold, hard slap of reality. It snaps the faggot out of its love trance and reminds it that it is nothing but a servant. A slave.
Alpha Dade handled this situation perfectly. He understands that his faggots are weak creatures who are naturally prone to fall in love with the superior Man who breeds them and owns them.
But he also knows what he wants, and he expects that to be the law governing the lives of his faggots. He will get what he wants at all times.
Serving straight Alphas is a sublime and enervating experience like no other. They have been some of my greatest service experiences. But I have had to learn the hard way to guard my heart and never become emotionally complacent or selfish.
So serve your straight Alphas will all of your heart, but keep that heart under lock and key. He wants your service. He wants your worship.
The following post was composed by @Alpha-Dade on Tumblr. Reprinted by permission.
The Evolution of a Faggot.
1. It starts out life a cocky, disrespectful, selfish gay boy without purpose or worth.
2. Through pain, it is shown how useless and worthless its existence was, and that the only way to regain meaning to its life, is to submit.
3. Broken and stripped of its former self, the empty husk is ready and willing to accept reprogramming.
4. After rigorous training, a new faggot is born into the world. Ready to serve and worship all men with an eagerness to fulfill its new purpose in life.
5. In the presence of its ALPHA it will bow and serve. Worshipping the body and cock of the ALPHA that will claim it, rape it and breed it. Accepting any and all commands, punishments, expecting nothing in return. Offering life long devotion and gratitude for its new beginning.
