The following was submitted to me by a reader named @marriedgingerbttm:

I started as a married top, then vers, and then mostly bottom….. Then I met this guy almost two years ago. At first I was annoyed that he rarely tended to my cock when we hooked up. No oral, and very rarely touched it. But after almost a year (both married, so hookups aren’t often), I started to really enjoy how he pays no attention to my cock. I’ve noticed lately that I’m hard when I first see him, but I instantly get soft when he touches my ass. It’s like I’ve learned to submit my dick to his.

I’ve actually taken the lead and called him “Daddy”, just to see if it turned him on or off. Then I called my hole a pussy. Each time I’ve seen him become more eager and comfortable with me.

Now I’m a total bottom, and thoroughly enjoy having no contact with my clit. I don’t cum at all when I see him. After he leaves, I’ll take a shower and replay how well he opened up my pussy and made it his. And then I’ll cum in the shower with a throbbing hole.

I don’t think we have the real alpha/fag dynamic. He usually defers to me about any decision, and he doesn’t demand anything from me at all. But as far as the bedroom goes, I willingly give up my mouth and ass to him until time runs out, or he’s completely drained.

What a terrific experience! 

I love hearing true stories about people who have slowly discovered their Alpha or faggot side! These stories often demonstrate how the layers we build up around ourselves must be peeled away, leaving only our truth exposed, afraid, and trembling in the sun. 

I would add that I think you do have a real Alpha/fag dynamic working here, my brother. It’s not typical of what we generally see between Alphas and faggots, but that dynamic is clearly growing between you. It’s important that your Sir (you should probably start calling him that rather than “Daddy”) began the entire situation by refusing to touch your flap. He was Alpha the entire time, and he was wordlessly training you to accept his commanding role in your life! Meanwhile, you are showing increasing signs of your need to submit to him as a faggot. 

It might be time to admit the truth about what’s going on here!

Anyway, thank you so much for writing to me and sharing your experience!