My alpha hit me when I said I cannot suck his cock everyday because of work/distance constraints. It wasn’t the hit that hurt me, it was the ungratefulness.

I’m sorry that happened to you, my brother! I consider this to be one of the hazards of service to Alphas as you begin to get a little older. We all have increasing responsibilities, and it becomes more difficult to serve to the fullest, especially given the insatiable and ravenous sexual appetites of most Alphas. 

My last service situation ended a couple of years ago after several aggressive fights over my decreasing availability due to work. I thought it might become physically violent on a couple of occasions. That’s why I’ve decided to take a break from devoted service until I can be freed up once again. 

I completely understand your hurt, dear brother. Take a deep breath and really think about whether you can respect this Alpha enough to serve him anymore. I just don’t think (given your reaction) that you deserve this kind of violent treatment. Alphas don’t have the unlimited right to beat up an inferior, especially one that desperately wants to please him like you do.

I just hope you’re safe and happy in whatever choice you make.