It’s been a rough couple of days.
I received an email from the primary faggot of Texas Alpha. The kid was absolutely heartbroken and poured his heart out to me. It seems that Texas Alpha told both of his faggots that he was no longer using fags anymore.
You may remember that Texas Alpha had attempted to take on a second faggot last summer. As I updated on October 11th (read here) Texas Alpha had dismissed this second faggot because the fag wasn’t following orders very well. To replace this second faggot, Texas Alpha took on the muscle fag (also in that update) to keep him satisfied while his primary fag was away at college.
Apparently this dismissed faggot began harassing Texas Alpha, calling from multiple numbers and threatening to reveal Texas Alpha’s use of faggots to his friends. This dismissed faggot’s behavior began to resemble Glenn Close in Fatal Attraction, with lots of weird, dangerous-sounding language.
I knew something was wrong, because I hadn’t heard anything from Texas Alpha in well over a month, and he wasn’t returning my birthday or holiday messages. Finally, I started writing to the primary fag to find out how it was going, but I didn’t hear anything for a while. I began to actively worry that something bad had happened.
The primary fag explained that Texas Alpha showed up Saturday night at the fag’s college apartment completely drunk (it’s a little bit of a drive, so that wasn’t particularly smart). Texas Alpha spent a few hours fucking the fag before passing out. The next morning, the fag said Texas Alpha was unusually quiet before he explained that he was no longer using faggots because of these threats. Then Texas Alpha left the fag to cry uncontrollably.
The primary fag said that Texas Alpha also broke it off with the muscle fag. The two fags have been consoling each other over the loss of Texas Alpha in their lives.
I must say that I’m fairly disgusted with Texas Alpha. Unlike last winter when he broke off things with the fag when he thought he had impregnated his girlfriend (read here), this latest episode is simply due to cowardice and a lack of self-assurance. I doubt if the dismissed faggot would do anything, and even if it did, Texas Alpha is more than enough of a Man to handle it.
But there are a few lessons to be learned from this situation:
1. Faggots need to stop being so flaky and vindictive. Serving an Alpha isn’t about what YOU want. If things don’t go your way, it makes no sense to waste so much time and anger trying to hurt someone. MOVE ON and GROW UP.
2. Serving a straight Alpha can be emotionally dangerous. Straight Alphas fall in love with females and get married. They sometimes lose interest. And occasionally they get blackmailed into silence by some rabbit-boiling psychopath. I know I’ve had my heart broken a couple of times by straight Alphas who simply no longer needed my services, and it felt like my world was ending. When we totally invest ourselves in the service of a straight Alpha, we risk being tossed aside by circumstances we often cannot see coming.
All I can say is that it kills me to hear this beautiful young faggot suffer so much heartache. This kid served Texas Alpha as well as any faggot has ever served a Man, and in an instant that service is smashed into pieces. The situation has broken my heart, too.
My love and allegiance will always be with my brave young brother. This little fag exceeded every expectation, and I have no doubt he will find another great Alpha who can appreciate his special gifts.
As for Texas Alpha, I’m disappointed that he couldn’t find the appreciation and bravery to defend his property. I have no doubt Texas Alpha will regret this event. Hopefully by then his wonderful fag will have found a true Man to serve.