Hey man, I find your blog incredibly hot. Thanks for taking the time to keep it so nice. Throughout the years I’ve sometimes wandered to your blog as I was jerking off or watching porn. One of your posts read something along the lines of ”if you’re jerking off to this website, you’re a faggot”, putting the question in my head whether I actually am. A little bit about me. I’m a student in my early twenties. I’m tall, athletic, not anything to brag about but people have recently been noticing I’ve been working out. You wouldn’t notice I am gay and people are often surprised when they find out. I was captain of my high school sports team, I’m in a frat, etc. I have ambitions and I’m very competitive. Thing is, I like to be very submissive in bed. My type definitely falls along the typical Alpha Male lines. I have a boyfriend, who is very much an Alpha. He’s in his late twenties, director of a company, very dominant but super sweet :). When we have sex he always takes control, which I love. We have been discussing having threesomes. He’s more into younger or smaller guys he can throw around and use since he says it’s hard for him to fuck and use me like he doesn’t care about me, which he says is something he wants/needs from time to time. My type is obviously more like him, something that he has struggled with a little but has recently admitted he’s started to find quite hot. As we were talking about sex one night I showed him your site. He found it all quite hot and said he thinks you have it right when it comes to human hierarchy. I then asked him whether he thinks I am a faggot, to which he replied no. But still the question lingers in my head. What do you think? Thanks in advance for taking the time x
Hi brother! Thanks for writing! I think you are his faggot in reality, but I think he’s shying away from using that term with his boyfriend (due to the whole love thing) because he doesn’t know that it’s okay to call you a faggot. I bet you were hoping he would call you a faggot (or better yet, HIS faggot), which is why the question persists.
I love the transformation in your Alpha boyfriend you describe. I’ve seen this a lot. Too many Alphas are stifled by rules of proper conduct, but eventually Nature wins out. They must express that true power surging within them. Please tell him I’m very proud of him for taking hold of his Alphahood.
As for you, I think it might be interesting if you submitted to him in deeper ways. Like greeting him at the door by kneeling and kissing his feet. By calling him “Sir” more often. See where it can go.