This is part of a continuing series chronicling an Apex Alpha who calls himself Colorado Alpha, and his faithful faggot slave Bryan. CLICK HERE to read these posts in chronological order!
My introduction to the great Apex Alpha Colorado Alpha happened two years ago when I received a breathless letter from a faggot named Bryan about the Alpha god who owned him. Since that time I have been privileged to interview this muscular, dominant god personally and I’ve published multiple letters from Bryan extolling his virtues.
Throughout all of the changes on this site and the people who have come and gone over the years, Colorado Alpha has remained a steady, omniscient presence here. He is like the Rocky Mountains themselves; permanent, indomitable, and everlasting.
That’s why it’s such a privilege to publish this remarkable tribute to Colorado Alpha written by his devoted faggot Bryan on the four-year anniversary of his enslavement. Like some other long-term Alpha/faggot relationships, this site is inexorably woven into the fabric of their story. What a gift!
Here is Bryan’s tribute:
Four years ago today, I met the man who would change my life.
I didn’t know it at the time. I thought I was just walking up to another random hookup. I had just moved back to Colorado for the second time, and my mind was mostly focused on finding an apartment and starting my new temporary job. However, I had been talking to a man online for several months, and this evening was the first time our schedules had aligned. So, late that night, four years ago today, I walked up to his house, knocked on his door, and finally met Colorado Alpha.
I was impressed with Colorado Alpha the instant I laid eyes on him. He was tall, muscular, athletic, and strikingly handsome. The physical chemistry was instant and I felt sparks the moment he put his strong hands on me. He picked my small body up with ease, effortlessly pinned me against the wall, and aggressively jammed his tongue down my throat. He threw me over his shoulder and carried me to his dark bedroom where he used me long and hard. I walked away that night with a sore butt and a head full of lust, having no idea how much this incredible man would transform my life over the next four years.
This transformation was not immediate. Our connection was a slow burn. I was hooked from the very beginning, but we were both very busy. Over the next several months, we would have occasional hookups on the rare occasions when our schedules would align. Throughout that time, we slowly kept talking, slowly got to know each other, slowly became friends. And then we slowly started hooking up more often. Colorado Alpha’s gravity gradually began to pull me in deeper.
Honestly, I typically wasn’t one who liked repeating hookups with the same person, I was always on the quest for the next hottest guy. But I found myself growing more and more addicted to Colorado Alpha’s big cock. I discovered that the more I hooked up with him, the more I craved him. His dominant nature triggered something primal deep within me. He was such a rough and aggressive top that I had no choice but to surrender my small body and submit to his relentless sex drive. I was not used to complete forced submission to a superior man, and I often tried to resist. But my resistance was futile. Colorado Alpha had no problem holding me down and taking what he wanted. Eventually as time passed and we developed trust, he began breeding me. Once this Supreme Apex Alpha began cunting my hole and filling my body with his powerful seed, something in my brain completely changed and I became his total faggot. Now instead of resisting bottoming, I beg for his big hard cock deep inside me. I love knowing that my place in the world is pinned naked under his athletic body. I love the experience of his hard cock deep inside me as he uses me for his sexual pleasure. I love feeling his body shudder as he ruts and floods my hole with load after load of his godly Alpha Seed. Experiencing Colorado Alpha’s intense orgasms has become a spiritual experience for me. Every time he uses my body to cum, I know I am fulfilling my purpose in this world.
As I grew to know Colorado Alpha over the next year, I learned that in addition to being an aggressive sexual beast, he is also extremely intelligent, passionate, and dedicated to the community. He often teaches classes on the side, and our connection really began to grow when he graciously allowed me to sign up for one of his short weekend classes. In retrospect, I can’t believe he ever let me do this. What a risk he took to let one of his random faggot bottoms attend one of his classes. But I was very appreciative, so I studied hard and discovered that I loved the class, the subject, and his teaching style. He continued to allow me to take more of his classes over the next couple of years, gradually allowing me to become involved in his volunteering efforts now too. This has become a big part of my life now, and I eagerly help out whenever he commands me to. It feels good to be able to help and support my Master, and help out in the community at the same time. He is such a natural leader, and so generous with his time when it comes to improving the community. Honestly, the world is a better place because of Colorado Alpha, and I am a better person because of his influence.
Colorado Alpha is also ridiculously popular. Part of it is because he is so involved in the community. Part of it is just because he is so outgoing, likeable, and charming. He seems to already know people everywhere we go, and he constantly makes new friends along the way. He just has this Alpha magnetism that naturally draws people in, the same gravity that has pulled me into a life of complete devotion to him. Over the years he has slowly allowed me into his various social circles and permitted me to come to so many fun events and activities with all of his different friends. Once again, I realize how amazing it is that this incredible man took the risk to let a faggot he fucks into his social circles. It’s fascinating now to look back on how much my social life has grown and improved because of Colorado Alpha.
Eventually though, life grew harder for me. My rent was increasing and my job was becoming unbearable. It looked like I may have to move out of Colorado. This is when Colorado Alpha did something truly incredible. He allowed me to move into his spare property. This completely changed my life. Looking back, I think this is the point where Colorado Alpha’s ownership of me really began to take hold. This is when my finances became his. This is when all my possessions became his. This is when Colorado Alpha no longer just owned my hole, he owned my whole life. I love living in his property. I love that he trusts me to take care of his home and his belongings. I love knowing that my rent money is going to support my Master instead of a random corporation.
From here, Colorado Alpha’s grasp on my life began to rapidly tighten. Once I moved into his property, he allowed me to try going to the gym with him. As a small weak beta, it was pretty intimidating to work out with such a strong athletic Alpha male. But I knew this was a rare blessing that most owned faggots would never experience, so I took full advantage of the opportunity. I began accompanying my King to the gym and working hard to make him proud. I never missed a workout, no matter how weak, or sore, or tired I was. While others would flake out or make excuses, I stayed completely committed and dedicated to bettering myself for my Master (and myself!). Colorado Alpha is an aggressive and demanding ruler, and he pushes me hard at the gym every single day. I’m probably in the best shape of my life now!! And it’s great that people have started commenting on how much stronger I’m looking. Colorado Alpha keeps me extremely focused on my fitness, strength, and flexibility, while encouraging me to stay active and engaged in my other athletic passions as well. And when he demands a massage after our workouts, I know how lucky I am to be able to touch and rub and heal every inch of the perfect athletic body that I just watched working so hard at the gym.
My dedication to Colorado Alpha has grown immensely over the years. From the very beginning he was so forceful, so controlling, and so dominant over me. I often resisted his commands and resented the authority and control he imposed on me. But over the years I’ve found true meaning as I’ve learned to stop resisting him. I’ve found that the more I surrender my life to my Master, the happier I am. I’ve discovered that the more I devote myself to serving, supporting, and taking care of Colorado Alpha in every way possible, the more my own life naturally seems to come together in his presence. When we first met, I knew so little of the Alpha-faggot dynamic. But now it has become clear to me that there is a hierarchy, that Colorado Alpha is my superior in every way, and that it is my Purpose to serve him. I now understand how completely natural and meaningful this Alpha-faggot dynamic actually is.
Serving Colorado Alpha has given my life True Purpose. There are seriously endless ways that my life has improved as a result of my service and dedication to my Master over the last four years. However, one of the biggest influences this incredible man has had on my life happened when Covid shut the world down. Being alone in a different state and unable to see my family was very hard on me. When I felt most alone in the world, Colorado Alpha took me in as his own and became my family. He has always been there for me, always taken care of me, and always protected me. I seriously will never have words to express how much this has meant to me. I am beyond blessed to have this incredible man as my family.
Four years ago, when I walked up to his door for the first time, I had no idea that this man would become such an important part of my life. I never would have imagined that a relationship like this could last for so long, or that the connection could grow so powerful.
Thank you Colorado Alpha. Thank you for being my best friend and my Master. Thank you for being my mentor and my family. Thank you for protecting me, guiding me, and teaching me. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for allowing me to serve you, to support you, and to dedicate my life to you.
You are seriously the best man I know. I am still learning how to be the best beta I can for you. I am so grateful to have a place in your life and I appreciate you more than I will ever be able to truly express. Even after four years, it feels amazing to belong to you. You own my body, my heart, and my soul. I know I’m the luckiest beta in the world.
I am so glad that four years ago today, I walked up to your house, knocked on your door, and finally met you.
Happy Anniversary, my King!
After all of this time, my brother Bryan has continued to call himself “beta” rather than accept the true title he has earned through years of persistent and complete service: FAGGOT. I have no idea why he clings to the term “beta”, as if hanging onto that term might spare him one insignificant indignity. If you serve like a faggot and are owned like a faggot, then that’s what you are – a faggot. It’s pretty simple, but whatever.
Once again, Bryan has crafted a sublime tribute to his Master. He’s a talented and expressive writer, and I appreciate the work that has gone into this. I know Colorado Alpha does as well. I’m sure Bryan will be cunted and filled with seed after Master reads this!
Happy Anniversary to Colorado Alpha and his faggot Bryan!