This is part of a thread following the submission of a 15-year-old faggot to a 15-year-old Alpha bully. CLICK HERE to view all of these posts in chronological order!

Uh, hey. This is an update from the 15 year old faggot from earlier. Except I’m not the faggot, I’m Michal, his alpha owner. He told me today to look around this site and gave me his phone to ask a question. So here I am. First of all, I have to thank you for having this site. If it wasn’t for this, my faggot probably would not have known his place in the world and would have not became my property. Now I have my own faggot serving me everyday! I must say thank you for teaching my faggot a lesson! Now he gets on all fours when I’m near him. It’s good to have this much power over him. I find it incredible how I started off as his “bully” but ended up conquering him. I remember his parents came to me once after he complained that I was teasing him and said that I would never win in life with what I was doing. If only they could see what happened to their “son” now. Him being my personal faggot bitch and all. I’m the one who ended up winning, and he was the one who ended up losing. I guess you could say I won our little rivalry. He lost completely of course, he is my property now. Just knowing that I won makes me smirk at his face so much. What’s better is that he can’t do anything about it but serve me. I just love being an alpha. I can’t imagine being the faggot who has to submit to a real man. That’s hot. Anyway I continued to use my faggot even throughout the weekend. This time I breed him like he was a little girl. He definitely sounded like one when I was railing him. I listened to your latest podcast about breeding faggots, and I must say a lot of it resonated with my experience. While I was breeding my property, he seemed to lose more and more of his manhood with each thrust. After I bummed into him, I just could not see him as a real man anymore. And neither could he! I asked if he still left-leaning like a real man and he said “absolutely not, especially not after you made me your bitch.” So ya I think I eradicated his manhood. That’s something else for me to smirk at his face about >:).  He also definitely seemed to become far more docile and a little bit more feminine. He also seems to become more receptive to my cum. He is definitely addicted to it. He shows absolutely no resistance when near me, I can just have my way with him as I please. I have definitely been using this to push him on all fours, mounting him, and dry bumping him. I’m just doing this to remind his place in the hierarchy and to remind him that I am the one with the cock in this relationship. Definitely seems to be working on the faggot. Plus I see him letting his tongue out and moaning when I do it. I know he enjoys being put in his place by a real man. I’ll be enjoying this pathetic excuse of a “man” for the rest of the year >:). I have to ask you a question so here I go. Why do “bully’s” like me always win against pathetic faggots like my property? I’ve been winning against him every single day after he became my faggot. I think he has accepted that he will never be seen as a man again. Which I think is amazing. He knows his place when near me. Hell he is even sucking my cock as I write this right now. God I love being the alpha. Thank you so much for teaching my faggot that it’s life is to serve me! If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have this adorable faggot gagging on my cock whenever I please! I’ll make sure to use my faggot every day from now on.

Sir, thank you so much for writing to me!
 
This is an unexpected turn of events, but quite welcome! I very rarely hear from the Alphas affected (benefited) by my teaching here, so your input is most welcome! 
 
I’m guessing you are the same age as the faggot in question, Sir? If so, then you will be able to own and use that faggot for the next couple of years if you’d like, which I’m sure you will find most convenient Alphas at your age have massive needs to unload all the time, and having a faggot around will certainly be useful.
 
While I have you here, Sir, please let me impart some information to you, okay? First of all, I know you’ve been described as an Alpha bully. Many Alphas your age are like that, very cruel and destructive. I’m not going to ask you to curb that desire you might have, Sir, because I understand that it is a natural part of young Manhood.
But I do ask that you think about your faggot like a good dog that you care about and serves a purpose in your life. Your faggot can be loyal like that dog. And, like a dog, your faggot only wants to please you and be near you. You can do all of the rough sexual stuff you want to do to your faggot, of course, but a “good boy” or “good faggot” from you goes a long way, I promise. 
 
This is your opportunity to shine as a truly powerful Alpha, Sir. You can train and build a faggot that perfectly obeys and pleases you properly, one that will be a credit to you and your Alphahood. Does that make any sense, Sir? 
 
It’s a balancing act. On one hand, you want to show some affection toward your faggot so that it doesn’t give out or become overly frustrated/discouraged, but you still need to keep some separation between you and the faggot. After all, you are a Man. It’s likely that you will want to fuck/date females, or perhaps own more than one faggot … keeping the faggot at arm’s length prevents it from getting jealous or causing problems. I hope you understand, Sir.
 
Now, to answer your direct question – you keep winning over the faggot because Nature made you superior to your faggot. Faggots are born with a deep need to serve superior Males like you. In fact, it’s all we really know for sure in our lives. Just like you have this tremendous need to dominate and be worshiped, faggots have the opposite need to submit and worship. 
 
Faggots have existed since the first Man dominated another male and forced that male into submission. We faggots served your gladiator Alpha ancestors in the Roman army, and we have served the Kings of your Alpha lineage like Alexander the Great. You have inherited your Alphahood from a long line of the greatest Men in the Hierarchy. You were born a King, Sir! You should be proud, and you should carry yourself like a King.
 
Meanwhile, your faggot has the privilege of serving you. And that is glory enough, believe me. He was born to serve, and service brings him fulfillment. As much as you love being an Alpha, your faggot loves being owned by you!  
 
I am so very glad that you are embracing your Alphahood, Sir! I think you will find that the world opens up to Alphas when they accept this incredible gift given to them by Nature! 
 
Thank you again for writing to me, Sir!

There is no doubt that the internet has made it easy for truly awful people to display their worst tendencies. Hiding behind fake pics and anonymous profiles, they take great pride (?) in tearing down the efforts of brave creatives who have the courage to put themselves out there on social media.

Model Max Wyatt is one of those figures for sure.

He’s obviously a gorgeous young Man, he’s worked hard on his body, and now he reaps the benefits of those blessings with modeling gigs, paid trips around the world, and lucrative ad contracts. So you can imagine what some fat, unhappy slob thinks about all that. Actually, you don’t need to imagine – go to a message board and read about his thoughts … if you’re into poisoning your soul.

Personally, I get frustrated by the example of Men like Max Wyatt. They have all kinds of fame and wealth, but they do nothing with it. It’s an empty life glorifying success in the genetic lottery.

But even so, Max doesn’t deserve to be hated. Nobody else does, either.

Hell, the notoriety I’ve gained from running this website and the hate mail I’ve received has been panic-inducing, and I’m nowhere near the level of fame of someone like Max Wyatt. I can only imagine the issues!

Anyway, I thought Wyatt’s comments on Snapchat were significant and thoughtful, so I’m saving them here.

Were all alphas bullies as children?

No, not ALL Alphas started off as bullies. There are plenty of well-adjusted and warm Alphas who probably never bullied their inferior peers, and instead probably stood up for the little guy against bullies.

However, I think it’s safe to assume that sadistic and sociopathic Alphas were most likely bullies in school.

This was originally written by @sonapatre on Tumblr. Despite the misspellings and poor grammar, I thought the information was useful.

1. No stable father-figure. 

This is a common genesis point of all issues pertaining to Men, especially men of higher status or authority. Maybe your dad was absent or tyrannical, or maybe you didn’t have one at all. Because you have no male role model, no one ever taught you how to be a man. Even as you have come of age, the hole in your heart still pains you, and draws you to superior authoritative Men.

2. Acclimatization to inferiority. 

Most probably you were bullied as a kid. Somehow, if you are reading a list like this, I highly doubt you fared well against them. You probably learned early you aren’t strong enough to fight them, or quick enough to talk back to them. If you ever tried to resist them, you learned it was futile soon enough. In those situations, you unconsciously accepted you have no power, that you are inferior. Even when the situation changed, and you meet new people, or people who treat you well, you still know how powerless you are. It’s not all bad though. You have discovered that in every episode of misery, there is a kernel of perverse sexual pleasure. Many is the time you have touched yourself at the thought of the humiliation and domination you experienced. Maybe you recreated real life scenes in your head, pictured the faces of your bullies and ejaculated as a testament to the power that they continue to lord over you to this day. As soon as the seed is out of you, the shame rushes back in, and you feel more inferior than before, and so the cycle continues.

3. Involuntary reflexive submission.

Maybe this comes from the bullies too, or maybe from other venues of conflict. You learned the best way to resolve and avoid conflict is to simply submit to the desire of other people without a fight. It’s not even a choice at this point, its just a mode that you snap into whenever danger is brewing. This has changed the fiber of your being. With every action to try to communicate to people around you that you are harmless, that you ose no threat, that you area door-mat. At this point, any argumentative skills you once had have atrophied from years of neglect, while your peers have been self advocating for years, and are so much better at you than it. 

4. Conflation of sex and fear. 

When you realize that you have no power to assert yourself, it dawns on you how easy it would be for anyone to take serious advantage of you. It would be one thing if you were attracted to your peers, but your not, you like men who are older, bigger, more confident- in short, superior. The power they weild could put even a confident smaller person in their place, but you? All they would have to do to you is give you a hard look, and your brain would work overtime thinking about how you can best appease him, and the minute ways you can cow to him. When the power difference between you and the men you desire is so disparate, you would be stupid to not be afraid. To but it bluntly, it woudl be so easy for smoene to rape you. Physically you could be overpwoered, and you would be too scared to resist anyway. If someone pushes you to do somethign sexually that you dont want to do, you do it, why? Your too scared to refuse. You cannot imagine sex without fear. The two are inexorably linked. The tow are one. Even when you masturbate, the fantasies you spin for yourself scare you. 

5. Conflation of love and misery

Of course. Fear of violence or domination isnt the only reason you would never refuse a man anything. You fear putting him off you, you fear displeasing him, you fear losing him. Just the thought of Real Men makes you uneasy, just the sight of them makes you afraid, and yet you are drawn to them. Your mind is against you. Any sane person runs from fear, but your libido has it in for you, fag. You have learned that unfaltering submission pleases people. the only way you can please people. you so long for a Man to be pleased with you, to approve of you. And sometimes, it seems to work.  He might smile at you when he realises how easy you are, he might smirk as his ego feeds off your submission. You might be lucky enough to feel his heavy arm around you after he has seeded you. you might get to see him again, on the condition of course, that you accept you have no power, and that you obey him at all times, and swallow his abuse. You have subconsciously learned that the only way you can get moments of good feelings is by paying for them with your misery and pain. The only way you can feel love is by being hurt. When those two wires are crossed, your a lost cause.

6. Loneliness.  

Normal people don’t feel like you do, fag. You already know that. No one knows what its like to be you, and it would shame you if you ever thought they did. You are encahnted by a spell of isolation, what ever self worth you stil lhave fades away slowly. your standards get lower, you get more desperate. Whatever kind of treatment people are willing to give you, you drink it up, and fixate on it. Your mind is being primed for absolute submission when the time comes. And at this point, you would take anyone. Youre social skills are poor and your mind is torubled, You think you are unlikable, but you are jsut waht a certain type of older man is looking for. Maybe he pretends to offer you help, or affection, or maybe he makes no pretense about what he wants form you. The beautiful thing is, it dosent matter: he could be the most thuggish psycho and you would become infatuated with him just as much as if he where a genuinely nice guy. You cant distinguish good men from bad men, they are may as well be as fearsome and powerful as gods compared to you.

7. Sorted priorities

Sure, you know by now the hard life of a fag. Maybe you’ve compared yourself to a Real Man or a normal person, and realized that most people life happy lives and good sex unmarred by misery. When you meet Men, you feel an intoxicating mixture of desire and dread. Sometimes you loose your bottle while they’re on top of you and get distressed and wish for it to stop. But you never say a word, you even try to so much as try to get him to go softer. Why? Because your feelings matter one sot compared to his momentary pleasure. After its over, you are physically hurt, and emotionally fucked.. But the Man, the Alpha, the Dad got a few fleeting moments of pleasure out of it, an orgasm, and an ego boost. That more than justifies everything you’ve been through. Your lifetime of mind-bending abuse and damage has perfectly primed you to serve that Man, and that makes your heart light. You would endure much worse if it would make him happy, or amuse him at least. Maybe your eagerness to submit might please him, it might make him feel big. His needs and desire are the only thing that matter to you, yours are an afterthought at best.

8. Entrapment in submission mode.

 Many fags will play the Boy or the Slave or the Sub. A lover game for fun and kicks. Your are different, you are worse. It’s more than playing to you, and you are not a playmate, you are a toy. For luckier fags, they play the game, they lose and submit to their Man, and the scene is over. But for you, your whole life is the scene.  If you are allowed to sleep next to him, it will be a disturbed and restless sleep, your shoulders stiff and your ears pricked to his every move. Even as he sleeps easy, and snores next to you, your mind is stuck in hyper-vigilance mode. ‘Am I taking up too much space?’ ‘Would he prefer if he kept me pinned by his arm? Or if I gave him more room?’ ‘Did I disturb him? Is he rousing? Is he going to start on me again?’

9 Relief in submission. 

Once your standards where so low you would tolerate abuse for a moment of approval. You hate yourself for it, and it has ground down your standards even further. As you lay awake next to a Real Man, ass aching and leaking, face flushed, hair mussed, neck tight, and skin still stinging from impact. You no longer hae the strength to resist the fact you are a Fag. If you hae to accept that your identity is a pathetic weak sub to stop the mental anguish then you will do it. The roots of faggotry have sunk to the deepest part of you. You might chance a glance over at the Man, mindful that the movement of your head may disturb his slumber. Even asleep, it is evident who is the Man, who is in charge. You have served your purpose, you have found your place. You made him happy, and in the morning you can make him happy again and attempt to further justify your presence by serving him in other, domestic ways. Everything youve been through would be worth it if you could just make this guy and who ever else he permits, happy. Maybe youve got a good Man who will keep you safe. Maybe you got a bad one who will keep you down. Either way, you will be kept, and that’s enough for you.

This is a pretty extraordinary short film entitled “Teens Like Phil.” It deals with the reality of young male sexuality, which is often marked by bursts of confused violence and clumsy passion. Most of all, the film examines homophobia and the abuse that arises from such hatred in those turbulent high school years. 

I had a bully like this in high school (though not as physically violent as the stuff portrayed here). My bully was named Matt Springer. For whatever reason, Fate kept putting Matt in classes with me from grades 8-9, and every day became a torture session of punches to the arm or smacks to the head. My smart mouth didn’t help the situation, either.

Fortunately, I was reasonably intelligent and Matt was a dumbfuck, so in high school I went into advanced classes with older kids. I became friends with a bunch of juniors and seniors when I was a freshman, and having those older brothers around me at lunch time kept bullies like Matt at bay. Ask any field mouse, and it’ll tell you that the best way to avoid being eaten is to have some good cover. Those older boys were my cover during some critical times in my life.

In the short film above, Phil finds his help in a group therapy session. We all need help from time to time in order to deal with difficult and traumatic situations. Don’t be afraid to reach out and find “cover” in the care of someone trustworthy. 

Whatever you do, don’t let fear, sadness, or anxiety destroy you. Life is worth living. Your life and the things you’ve endured should live on to help others and change the world. 

With Love,

– sam  

My brother is hot and popular straight guy, i’m more like into arts and stuff and i see my dad likes my brother so much more than me, even though he does not say that. My brother likes to bully me, like putting his feet near my face and i’m so ashamed but sometimes i get boner. I think he’s noticed that. He has so mean smile and it’s so sexy at same time. He is threatening me and making me clean his room and stuff. Do you think he’s alpha and should i just do as he says? He calls me fag already.

There is no doubt that your brother is Alpha. And yes, I think you should do what he says. If nothing else, it will serve as good training for you. Without thinking, your brother is fulfilling his Hierarchical role as Alpha, and reinforcing the behaviors of the betas and faggots around him. This is one of the most fundamental building blocks of our social structure.

Just keep in mind that your brother knows what you are already. He’s accepted this about you. So take comfort in this, and relish the opportunity to have such a powerful Male animal near you at all times and imposing his Will upon you!

I read your comment on the Alpha Bully wanting to shit on his fag. I have a very similar story. The Alpha Bully (who I currently serve now) bullied me throughout high school. He is 24 and I’m 28. I know he was an Alpha because he was a freshman bullying me a senior. He wanted to shit on my face in order for me to be forever owned by him. So I guess the answer is that you have to do what you have to do for these Alphas. But just be aware that if he shits in you once he will shit on you again..

This stunning comment is in response to this post about an Alpha who wants to shit on a faggot’s face (click here). 

My brother, thank you for sharing your experience! When the original poster sent me the linked question above, I almost hesitated because it sounded too wild to believe. But here you are, proving it to be possible.

It’s such a startling display of power that the totality of it boggles my mind. I’m grateful that I’ve never been forced to face such a monumental humiliation. However, some feedback I’ve received from faggots after I published that original ask tells me that many faggots were turned on by this idea. 

I’d really love to talk to you further about this, brother. Hopefully you’d be willing to discuss this further. I’m on KIK (normalsubmissive) and email (fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com) or here.

Thank you brother!

My Alpha bully wants to shit on my face, idk what to think about that. Do you know why He would want to do that? He’s 22 and I’m 27, is it because He’s younger than me? He also stole my senior prom date back in high school and impregnated her.

Breathtaking.

This is a power play, pure and simple. He has identified you as an easy victim, an animal made for his sadistic and abusive impulses. He knows you aren’t going to fight back, so whenever he needs a punching bag, you’re the one he wants to hit.

You didn’t mention if you are serving this Alpha bully sexually, or if this is just abuse. Another question: do you WANT to serve him sexually as his faggot? 

If you want this to stop and you don’t want to serve as his faggot, then you’ll need to fight back. But if you’re wanting to serve him … guess what?