I don’t think you’ll remember but my last question was why my alpha has become more soft and gentle with me, I think I understand now. I believe he wants to fully control me, he is kind and romantic with me, but also harsh and strict. He said to me he’s obsessed with me, He said fags like me break the hardest of alphas. I don’t know what to do! He isn’t abusive or anything but he’s obsessed with me.
I definitely remember your question, although I cannot find the original in my archives for some reason. I wrote an answer to a similar situation here, though.
Let me ask – is his obsession with you a scary or oppressive thing? Or is it merely uncomfortable for you (as a faggot) to have that kind of attention focused on you? I think it might be amazing to have an Alpha so consumed with lust/love for me that I become his world. It’s a rare situation, indeed.
As long as you are not living in fear or suffocation, I think you should just roll with it. Serve well, enjoy the attention. Ultimately, this Alpha wants you to be happy. There are definitely worse things to handle.