Hey there. As many subs out there I’ve been going back and forth into the question of how deep into faggot land can I go. Your forum has helped me clarify immensely that yes I do appear to be a faggot. I crave to be used by real men, but I also fear it a lot- fear what they will do to my body and soul, but mostly fear of what I will become to them and to myself. To cope with the desire I create profiles and delete them; chat on the web-sphere and jerk off the need away as much as possible. But it never goes away fully, it always come back more intensely. I am at loss of what to do next. To follow my needs or to give in to fear. I am also not really sure how to find a real alpha men to fuck that fear away from me- to not give a choice. Would anyone have any advice on how a novice faggot should proceed? Would be really helpful.
You need to face the fact that you are, in fact, a faggot. And the need to serve Men will never go away, and masturbation is only a drug that repeats a vicious cycle that keeps you in bondage to inaction.
The only way out is through. You must stop playing online games and start actually serving. Face the reality of your situation and submit yourself to service. Commit to something. It’s the only way to solve this impotence in your life.
Hey Sam! We were talking some time ago, u advised me to buy an iPhone to my straight friend, I did it! I gave him an iPhone, then nothing really happened, but like 2 weeks after I gave him 200$ and he asked why do Im doing it. I explained him that im a fag and I wanna fulfil him, after that he didn’t tell anything and he didn’t talk to me for a week. But then he texted that he found out what findom was, and he said if I want to suck his feet. It turned out to be an awesome relationship, now I get a part time job, that he ordered me to get, I sold my phone, and bought a cheeper one, and I give hime any dollar I own. It feels amazing, thanks for your help.
Little brother, Congratulations! That’s pretty amazing success! I’m soooo proud of your courage and honesty! Feels good, doesn’t it?? Never back down from fulfilling your purpose! Love, sam
I absolutely must share this amazing little story about a faggot named Nick. Incidentally, I have another story about Nick that I have been struggling to find time to write … but this one must come first.
Nick is a 30-year-old faggot who has been making a concerted effort to improve his courage so he might make an effort to serve Men and fulfill his purpose. I love when faggots take this commission seriously!
But circumstance was about to give Nick an unexpected opportunity to show courage. I’ll let him tell it:
So, I’ve been listening to the podcast a lot the last few days aloud on my phone and I guess my main door was open and my neighbors boyfriend across the hall heard it and listened in a bit. I saw him doing laundry and he confronted me about it.
He asked if I believed in what I was listening to and if I was “like that” and after hesitating for a minute I told him, “Yes Sir, it’s true.” He told me he thought I was sick and he just walked out.
(Nick said the episode in question was #83 – “Breeding”)
I must tell you that I cannot express how proud I am of Nick! When confronted, he stood his ground and didn’t back down from the truth!
Ultimately, that’s how this “war” is won. Brave faggots who persist at serving Men change them and those around them. Look at the example of Master Jin and his faggot Chin; their bravery has led to the fulfillment of eight other people exposed to Hierarchical principles!
To that end, keep this in mind: that neighbor listened to it, didn’t he? And he may have had a disgusted initial reaction, but what might come of things as the information turns in his mind?
That is the beauty of Hierarchy. It is Nature’s First Law. It cannot be refuted. So stand firm like Nick the faggot! The truth shall set you free!
UPDATE:: I asked you earlier if i can seduce a str8 guy and you said I totally could so I’m glad to say I did!! I didn’t even have to seduce i clearly asked him if I could suck his cock he froze for a second leaned on me and whispered “I’d love that!” Oh man i felt like something out of a porno! I couldn’t believe his response i was getting ready to get gay bashed or some violent shit but no! I got to suck off the guy I’ve been dreaming to blow for ages!! Dreams COME TRUE! Just act!!!!!!
I realize that my oft-repeated advice to be brave often sounds trite and hollow, but there is really no other way to serve these great Men. Your experience mirrors my own when I did what you did – Men are willing to consider such an offer when it’s done with conviction and respect. That’s why I advise readers like you that way.
I’d love to know more about this situation! Please write to me at fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com, or here!
Can a str8 man be seduced?( i just wanna suck his cock)
It happens every single day all around the world. On fagsworshipalphas.com I have chronicled many stories of faggots seducing and servicing straight Men. In the right hand sidebar there are a bunch of highlighted stories. These are all true stories involving brave faggots seducing and serving straight Men.
The one hope I’ve always had for this blog is that I wanted it to inspire faggots to have the courage and self-respect required to boldly approach and submit to Men and Alphas. As I’ve always said, you’ll be surprised at the number of Men who will accept worship and service from faggots.
A case in point is a fag brother named Lorenzo. I had been chatting with him for a while when one day he wrote this to me:
“I need some advice. A new tenant moved in. I’ve only seen him a couple of times and only spoken to him once in a hi-bye situation. I want to approach him more. Just now he came out shirtless and I almost came. I went straight into the fagzone and had to come inside to calm down. I want to approach and utilize myself to him since he’s still moving in but I fear hitting the fag/subzone around him. How do I work around that?”
My response went like this: “There’s nothing wrong with the fag/subzone. Alphas like to see us quivering and groveling in their presence … They can be intimidating. However, they are quite used to subs offering themselves to their service. The move-in would give you the perfect opportunity to offer your service. Ask him if he needs cleaning help.”
So Lorenzo agreed to try and overcome his nervousness. A few days later, Lorenzo sent me the following breathless report:
“SOOOOO I ran into Jared this morning. He was still moving things into his home, by himself, the Man was lifting a goddam bed set all on his own. I was walking my dog and my dog went in his direction. I immediately asked him if he needs any help. He said he had it.
At this point, I was already fagged out, as he was lifting without a shirt in short jogger pants and his dick print was visible. I think I said something along the lines of ‘even a strong guy like you should get some help from your neighbor, least I can do for a building mate.’ He laughed a bit and accepted.
Spent the morning helping him move his bed, and boxes. He works as a firefighter and is new to the area after accepting work nearby. We chatted a bit. His voice is so deep. His smile is godly. HE noticed I didn’t make much eye contact in a joking manner. Like I said I was fagged out, I made more and more eye contact and fell deeper into his Alpha Aura. HE has just broken up with his girlfriend and found work out here. He is 26 and wants to stay single and fuck around for a while and focus on his career. I also found out he hates using airconditioning and you can already smell him inside his apartment. HE’s been moving in for the past month with no help.
I offered to continue to help him and gave him my number and apartment number. I told him to call anytime and Id help settle him in. He commented saying I was the nicest person he’s ever met. HE joked and said most people found him intimidating and don’t approach him. I joked too and said its true, I was intimidated but it’s the holidays and I noticed he was always by himself and us single guys get no help from no one. The “I’ve been there and help is always welcomed” talk.
He has a bit of a southern accent, born in Tennesee raised in Texas. His grandfather had a farm and he’d work there in the summers as a kid until he was 18. The more he talked about himself the sexier he got. He agreed to call next time he was moving some big furniture. needless to say, I got home and fucked myself on a dildo moaning “Jared” over and over again. Pussygasmam and all. Fuck I want to worship him but not be creepy about it. I want to build up his trust and friendship before I kneel. Is that the right move? I don’t want to scare him off.”
I suggested the following: “Yes, build up his trust some more! You might think of baking him something if you can bake, or buying him something to eat as a welcoming gesture … I think you’re doing very well. Try the food thing. You offering him food is almost like wearing a shirt saying ‘I’m a faggot.’”
Given that he was a big, muscular straight Alpha, I thought we might be in for a long maturation time on this Alpha fishing expedition. But I was surprised to get a message from Lorenzo only hours later:
“Wow, he called to thank me for earlier today. Asked if I was working tomorrow. I told him yes but also asked why he was asking. He said he was going to ask me for help around noon to help move some stuff. I told him id be there. He was really apologetic and asked me not to worry. I told him id take the day off and reminded him if he needed something I’d be there… Told him I know how moving in by yourself is and told him a man like you shouldn’t be going without help. Told him not to worry and that I’m cooking tomorrow as well after we are done moving. He tried to downplay and say no but I insisted, he’s been eating nothing but ramen noodle cups. Told him he was gonna lose his muscle mass without proper nutrition…(AHHHHH) he laughed and agreed. Already called in my sick day…Fuck this feels good bro.”
So Lorenzo got a couple of steaks and vegetables and thoroughly cleaned his apartment in preparation for Alpha Jared’s arrival the next day. Afterward, Lorenzo texted me:
Notice here how I called it immediately called it. It was very clear Alpha Jared was fishing for information.
This absolutely shocking and profoundly fulfilling experience happened only because Lorenzo the faggot put himself completely on the line and submitted! It takes HUMILITY and COURAGE and ENTHUSIASM!
Also, you cannot assume that a Man who is gorgeous and muscular and straight is not open to using faggots! This is one of the single biggest mistakes faggots make! These Men love to be worshiped like KINGS. So become their servant!
I am incredibly proud of my fag brother Lorenzo! He took a chance, and it paid off! Now he is the faggot slave of a powerful straight Alpha living next door to him!
Do you know what it feels like to be told flat no when offering service after a lot of summoning up the courage?
Of course I do! Everybody deals with rejection, particularly when you’re a faggot offering service to Alphas who are at the top of the food chain.
That doesn’t mean you’re a failure or that you will fail every time! There ARE Alphas out there who will accept and even cherish your submission and service to them. By trying again and again, you will eventually find that Alpha!
If you’ve been watching this space recently you may recall a series of anonymous asks from a college fag (who only recently came out as gay) who had his eye on a college wrestler in his dorm. At first the fag was unsure if he should even try to talk to this Alpha (QUESTION #1 CLICK HERE). But the fag took my advice and began talking to this Alpha, even disclosing to the Alpha that he was gay (QUESTION #2 CLICK HERE). By the third question, the fag had begun ramping up service for this Alpha, and incorporating submissive language as I instructed (QUESTION #3 CLICK HERE). After that, we moved the conversation off the front page of the site, and talked one-on-one.
Then a couple of days ago the fag texted me excitedly to tell me that the Alpha had invited him to come over to watch sports with some of his friends on Saturday night (last night). The texts understandably grew more panicked as the big day approached. We formulated a plan that would involve the fag bringing drinks and snacks over and possibly serving the group while they watched the game.
So a few hours before game time, I receive this message:
A few hours pass. I’m intermittently checking my phone to see if there are any updates. Then, this comes in:
After that, radio silence.
This is always the most anxious time for me, because I never know if I’m encouraging a fag brother into some sort of danger when I tell them to be brave. I know it’s worked many times for me, but that doesn’t mean something can’t go wrong for one of them.
Then – finally – this morning I receive this text:
Needless to say, I was OVERJOYED and had to find out what happened! So I’ll let my little fag brother tell it himself:
THIS IS HOW IT’S DONE!!
Can you imagine the amount of bravery required to pull off something like this? To essentially place your neck across the chopping block and offer yourself as a sacrifice to a room full of Alpha Males? To have the Alpha you’ve been fantasizing about accept your worship and use you for his own pleasure??
I’ve been there! I KNOW WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE – it feels like you’re twirling in a tornado on your way to a Technicolor Oz. You’re dizzy and disoriented, suspended in midair like a feather, terrified of the ride but even more fearful of the crash.
My little brother took a ride on that tornado and got to experience that wonderland firsthand. I’m so happy for him!
This … this is why I keep telling faggots to be brave, to reach out desperately for opportunities to serve.
This is where you find fulfillment. This is where you find peace.
I told a coworker that I am gay but only interested in oral. That I would like to try it more and see how I feel about it. Im white, 22. He is a very laid back black man in his late 30s . We have not done anything yet. The reason I felt comfortable telling him is because we have hung out and smoked pot a few times. When I asked he just smiled and did not answer. But later as I was leaving his asked if I liked black men. He smiled again and told me he could get me 6 of them. Now Im kinda stunned.
You did very well, little brother!! You did exactly what I’m always preaching here: BE BRAVE and OFFER YOURSELF TO MEN. You will be “stunned” often by the number of Men who will respond favorably to that offer!
In my extensive experience, black Alphas are ESPECIALLY receptive to offers from faggots. They have a special sexual aggressiveness that triggers around obvious subs.
It sounds like you are headed into an incredible new experience in your life, my brother! Surrender yourself and just truly enjoy the ride! Allow them to take you there!!
