I crave straight men but after sex i feel cheap and used like they literally don’t give a shit about me or how i feel. It’s not a good feeling so i stop for a while only for lust to slowly rebuild and reenter this cycle. What can i do to feel good about being with straight men?

I understand exactly how you feel, of course. The key is this – forget about yourself. Serving straight Men gives you the perfect opportunity to learn this:

SELFLESS SERVICE.

Isn’t that really what we faggots are supposed to be doing here? Serving without expectations of anything in return? Surrendering our bodies and souls, sacrificing it all on the altar of Alpha Male desire? 

This selflessness is why we serve, and straight Alphas are the best training devices known to mold a faggot’s thinking into a proper subspace. I have been grateful for my many opportunities to serve straight Alphas for this very reason. Once I overcame the pain, I slowly discovered that they were really improving me to be the best faggot possible.

And these straight Men are inadvertently doing the same for you, brother!