One of the great delights of this blog over the years are the people I’ve met and befriended. Of course, many online friendships peter out over time; it’s difficult to maintain the same level of closeness and excitement over an internet connection. But one of my favorites has been an enduring friendship with a married fag named Derek.
Derek contacted me on Kik messenger after reading something on my blog, and we quickly struck up a friendship. From the start I was struck by his humility, his kindness, and his honest nature. Those are surprisingly difficult qualities to find in many faggots.
I was initially intrigued by Derek because he’s been married to a female for quite a few years. The marriage is successful, intimate, and sexually fulfilling. Yet Derek was living with some amount of frustration given that he knew, deep down, that he needed to serve an Alpha. Derek had served gay Men in the past, but he really wanted to serve a straight Alpha.
Derek and I spoke about some of the feelings he was struggling to overcome. For one thing, he’s a taller, bigger guy (Derek works out every day to shape his body and keep his weight in check), and Derek felt it was a struggle for Alphas to take him seriously as a faggot. And, of course, his marriage was another concern. He was almost heartbreakingly honest with some of his insecurities. I really wanted his dream to come true.
And it did! Derek answered a Craigslist ad from a straight married Alpha who lives in Boston, but was visiting Derek’s city. The Man was well-built, dominant, and had a thick eight-inch cock. Derek made plans to meet the Man at his hotel room.
While the Man watched straight porn, Derek began sucking him off. Then the Man allowed Derek to rim his ass for a bit before kicking Derek out.
I wish you could’ve heard the tone of Derek’s texts afterwards. Again and again Derek told me he “loved it” and hoped for another round. I’ve never heard Derek this relieved, excited, and energized. It really made my heart leap for joy for my friend.
The next morning Derek received a text from the Man for more service. Derek raced over there, of course. The Man wanted a massage, and had Derek rim his ass for a while. Then, the Man took a shower while Derek waited, and Derek was allowed to towel dry the Man before leaving. Even though Derek didn’t get a second load, these simple service tasks are wonderfully fulfilling, particularly when it’s been so long. Derek was like a parched Man receiving a cool drink of water.
Derek’s example shows what can happen when one shows perseverance, determination, and a hopeful heart in pursuit of a dream. He is not only a friend, but also an inspiration to me. I’m very proud that this moment finally arrived for my dear brother!