This is a continuation of the story of frat fag, the formerly straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

Where can the story of frat fag go after he got his soul fucked out by Alpha Duke and Alpha Bishop? As usual, it takes another hard right turn into fetish territory, this time involving watersports.  

This is a short entry. I’ll let frat fag tell it from here:

Recently, he had me suck him off after he finished taking a piss. It was strange. I didn’t think that I would be in to that since I’m not into watersports. But he didn’t pee on me. He had just finished peeing and called me in to the bathroom, threw me on my ass against the door and practically trapped my head between his thighs. He fucked my throat, rough and fast until I was essentially gasping for air. The initial burst few thrusts were a little odd tasting, I assume from any leftover piss that was still dripping out. But I didn’t taste that for long. 

After he came, he let my head go, wiped off his dick and then walked out of the bathroom. He’s been using me a lot like that. Fucking me or my throat, then walking away. He doesn’t always look at me when he does it unless he tells me to look up at him. Is it so I don’t look back or something?

Alpha Duke’s curious new behavior of walking away after finishing with frat fag has a fairly unpleasant explanation. The answer lies in what we see in nature. When some animals take a shit, what do they do afterwards? They use their hind legs to toss dirt/grass over the mess and walk away. They don’t linger around it, because to them it is something unpleasant. 

I believe Alpha Duke is exhibiting the same behavior. When Alphas use faggots, there is a level of disrespect that rises within the Alpha. The Alpha begins to see the faggot as something lowly, pathetic, and less-than-human. He sees the faggot’s bottomless pit of degradation as both convenient and embarrassing. 

We have witnessed something I’ve always warned faggots about, the fact that a friendship will end once you begin serving an Alpha as his faggot. The saga of frat fag is, in part, a story about how a friendship between two college friends dissolved into a complete Master/servant relationship. 

I cannot sing the praises of my brother frat fag enough. Few fags have thrown themselves so completely and fearlessly into the unknown the way frat fag has done. It’s been an honor to detail this unparalleled journey!

I had this conversation with a dear fag brother on Kik. Just know that Alphas are out there, they know what they are, and they expect your worship. Be ready at all times to seize the opportunities they offer you!

I had an amazing conversation today with @nightlysports, one of my favorite Tumblr Alphas (faggots, I wholeheartedly suggest that you reach out and meet this amazing Man and serve him!). We were discussing his current situation with the faggot that was serving him for some time. Recently the faggot has been disobedient and rebellious. This Alpha, true to form, wanted to understand why the faggot was acting this way despite his steady and kindly Ownership of it. 

Here’s how I explained it: faggots often go through what I call “the teen years.” If we think about the life of young males, we see a behavioral pattern that can be quite revealing. During the first 10-15 years of a male’s life, he is a sweet and adorable little boy. Things seem wonderfully peaceful. 

Then puberty hits. Suddenly, that adorable little boy becomes rebellious, disrespectful, insolent. The boy chafes under restrictions to his freedom. He fights against authority, attempting to assert his own independence. 

But after a period of this, the boy becomes a Man and settles into a peaceful maturity. He no longer feels constrained or rebellious. In other words, he returns to a place of balance.

I honestly believe this kind of development cycle applies to faggots as well. At first, faggots serve with boyish enthusiasm and curiosity. But, after some time, the faggot begins to chafe under the authority of its Alpha. It becomes rebellious, fighting with its Alpha or becoming indifferent in its service. The faggot might even walk away from serving its Alpha. The faggot begins to think that it can live an independent life like any other Man.

However, the truth is a faggot is born to serve, and this cannot be escaped. Eventually, the faggot understands the mistake it made by resisting this essential need. It feels an ache within its soul to return to service. The faggot corrects its behavior, and returns to a place of balance. 

This interruption in service, those “terrible teen” years of a faggot’s life cycle, are regrettable. However, they are sometimes vital developmental years that teach a faggot what is truly important. They reinforce the truth of their existence, that they are born to serve Men. 

So they might be terrible years, but in the end they yield peaceable and beneficial fruit.  

This is a continuation of the story of frat fag, the formerly straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

The missives from my brother frat fag are coming in rapid-fire succession now. This formerly straight college fraternity brother continues his incredible journey into faggotry, largely thanks to the unyielding direction of Alpha Duke, who might be one of the most powerful examples of Alphahood I’ve ever encountered. My new fag brother is having literally the experience of a lifetime at the hands of this great Alpha. I am privileged to help him along in his journey of discovery.

This time frat fag is forced to learn a difficult truth: Alphas should be respected and obeyed at all times. I’ll let frat fag take it from here:

One night that I wanted to tell you about is when Duke got angry with me. It’s not an overly sexual one. It involves sex but it was different, it was more about power and who is in charge than pleasure. This was entirely my fault of course.

We were both sitting on the couch drinking, he had ordered me to go get him another drink, and I was in a bad mood myself since I was preoccupied with doing my homework at the time (for a class I hate at the moment) so I said to him, “No, why don’t you do it yourself?” His body tensed and he ordered me again, and I said, “Yeah I heard you the first time. No, I’m busy." 

He then slapped me and grabbed my hair and said, "You don’t say no to me like that. Have some fucking respect for your Alpha, faggot.”

Duke kept hold of my hair and pushed his sweatpants off of his hips with his other hand and pulled out his cock. He pushed my head down towards it and pressed his cock up against my face. “Open your mouth,” he ordered. I felt a stone just drop in my stomach and I did as he said. He started jacking off next to my head and spit on my face occasionally as he did it and was lecturing me. Every time I tried to flinch away or close my mouth he told me that it would be a mistake. I told him I was sorry and he said, “I know you are. You want to keep my cock. It’s the best you’re gonna get." 

He then did something that I wouldn’t think would have affected me until now –  he made me watch as he came onto the floor. It almost…hurt? I don’t know. I felt a very empty feeling sweep through me. I apologized again and Duke made me lick his cum off of the carpet below us. After I was done he told me again to go get him another drink and I went and did it.

I know, to other people, him slapping me, grabbing my head like that, and him jacking off might sound like abuse – and I’m sure in some ways it is – but it didn’t feel like abuse to me. It felt like I was being disciplined. And I should have been disciplined. 

After I returned with his drink he told me he forgave me and told me that next time if I was busy that there are better ways to respond to him. He’s not unreasonable, but I was being disrespectful. Duke has a point I think. But should I be worried that it was actually abuse and not just discipline even though it just felt like a disciplinary move?

Thanks brother!

First of all, I’m stunned! Alpha Duke instinctively used a disciplinary technique that I’ve often advocated to Alphas when reprimanding faggots! Frat fag has repeatedly assured me that Alpha Duke is NOT reading my blog, so he didn’t get the idea from me!

It just goes to show the universal truths that form the foundation of the Alpha/fag dynamic. 

To answer frat fag’s question directly – no this wasn’t abuse. This was laser-focused discipline meant to correct errant behavior. Alpha Duke’s use of denial here – holding frat fag’s head in place and cumming onto the floor rather than into frat fag’s mouth – is a MASTERSTROKE (pun intended) of power on his part! And note frat fag’s immediate reaction – PAIN at the sight of seeing his Alpha do that, the hurtful realization that Alpha Duke would rather cum on the floor than into frat fag’s mouth – is a clear indication that Alpha Duke’s disciplinary action received the correct response. 

Not only were Alpha Duke’s actions that night pure discipline (not abuse), they are some of the GREATEST examples of faggot discipline I’ve ever heard! Any lingering doubts about Duke being 100% pure Alpha have been completely eradicated with this latest episode!

If I knew what Alpha Duke looked like, I would begin construction of a monumental statue in his honor. Like the great Alphas of history – King David, Hercules, Alexander the Great – Alpha Duke should be memorialized in marble and gold, his glories recounted in stories and song! 

And my dear frat fag has a coveted spot, serving at the feet of this Beast of a Man. This growing storm of primal Alpha power. This god among Men. 

Hopefully frat fag learned a valuable lesson from Alpha Duke’s necessary discipline!   

This is a continuation of the story of frat fag, the formerly straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

As frat fag promised in his last email, there were more stories coming soon. And boy, he wasn’t kidding. 

There is so much material coming that I’m splitting them up into separate installments. The first of frat fag’s newest experiences at the hands of Alpha Duke came in the middle of the night recently. The experience really underlines Alpha Duke’s insatiable need not only for satisfaction, but also control. 

Here’s frat fag with the story:

So Duke now has a key to my place to come and go as he pleases. In another one of his fantasies, he waited until I was asleep and came over. It must have been about 3am or so when I woke up to him standing over me pressing his cock against my lips. He scared me at first because I was half-asleep and forgot this was a plan of his and he took the opportunity of me opening my mouth to straddle my head and guide his cock into my mouth. 

My heart didn’t have time to calm as he started pumping, fucking my mouth as though it were my ass. He didn’t say a word. However, the longer he fucked my throat, the more I relaxed I became and I let him have his way. 

Once he came, he simply rolled off of me and fell asleep, leaving me to go clean up.

It was a quick experience, so sorry that there’s no much detail. He was only there to fuck my throat, so there’s not much new I can say to describe it except that is was breathtaking as usual. 

I asked him about the fantasy the next morning (as to not disturb his sleep) and he said he just finds the idea hot that he can come in in the middle of the night, have his way with my throat while I’m still have asleep and have me submit to him after the initial shock is over.

Alphas love to create these kinds of situations with their faggots. Not only does it fulfill an Alpha’s animal desire for rape, but it also keeps the faggot alert and ready to submit at all times. 

I just love how matter-of-fact Alpha Duke is with everything. His power and dominance is coming from deep inside; it is the truth of his very being. He isn’t play-acting like so many silly Doms out there. He doesn’t need leather gear and whips and nylon ropes to prove his dominance to anyone. His presence alone is enough.

Frat fag is one lucky faggot to witness this Alpha’s rise to power!

This is the essence of the Male Hierarchy. Faggot submitting to Alpha cock. Alpha’s hand gripping the faggot’s hair, forcing the faggot to surrender completely to his needs.

The Alpha takes more than pleasure from the faggot. The Alpha takes THE SOUL of the faggot, and owns it forever.

A perfect circle. Hierarchy is Truth.

I’ve been known to look down on faggot abuse and the Alphas (and fags) out there who get off on it. I think abusing faggots is unhealthy, and it encourages a sadism in the participants that cannot ever lead to anything productive or upbuilding. I think it’s particularly destructive to the Alpha personality, because it gives the Alpha the false idea that power comes from hurting and abusing inferior people.

That isn’t true strength at all. There are two quotes I like on the subject of power:

“Power is not revealed by striking hard or often, but by striking true.” – Honoré de Balzac

“Power is when you have every justification to kill someone, and then you don’t.” – Oskar Shindler

 

True Alpha power comes from withholding punishment, even when the situation might warrant such aggression. Any Alpha is probably more than capable of beating a faggot senseless at any given moment, but what does that really prove? It’s like somebody who beats on a cornered animal; does that action really demonstrate superiority?

Recently I engaged in a productive discussion with one of the great Alphas of Tumblr the other day (he will remain nameless for his privacy). He came to me to vent his frustrations after he was forced to discipline his disobedient and belligerent faggot. The punishment was physical (belting, primarily) and was borne from that fiery, animalistic rage that all Alphas carry inside of them. 

The Alpha was concerned about his disciplinary actions afterwards. He felt a sort of sadness, as if he had done something wrong or that he had lost control of his emotions in that moment.

Those feelings of regret and sorrow demonstrate the difference between discipline and abuse. This Alpha was burdened by guilt over what he had to do to instruct or correct his faggot. Those feelings reveal the depth of a good Alpha, one who cares for what (or who) he owns, and can lead by a strong, firm example. A sadist never feels anything like regret for his trumped-up show of phony “power” when he abuses a faggot. Such sadists are not fit to even utter the term “Alpha,” let alone claim to be one.  

In a strange coincidence, I received an email from a faggot who is currently domestically serving a straight Alpha. This Alpha occasionally disciplines the faggot when it makes mistakes. But listen to the faggot’s words regarding the discipline it receives from this straight Alpha:

I know you don’t like fag abuse but sometimes it’s necessary.  I serve a straight alpha (just chores) and he believes that fags need to be trained just like you train a dog. Sometimes you need to smack it hard to train it. I clean my alphas apartment, do his laundry, wash his car, and deliver meals and drink a few nights each week.  If I mess up somehow, he bitch-slaps me hard a couple of times. It’s no fun – it hurts like hell – but I am grateful to him. I know exactly what I’ve done wrong.  There is no ambiguity with this man. And I rarely make the same mistake twice because he’s trained me so well. In fact, I thank him every time he disciplines me. I even kiss his hand. And I apologize to him. Because now i know exactly what to do and it makes me a better faggot to serve him.  And that’s all that matters.

This straight Alpha isn’t abusing this faggot, he’s disciplining it. And the discipline clearly works, because the faggot is learning how to improve itself for its Owner’s approval. The faggot isn’t terrified of its Alpha, but rather it is enthralled by the way its Alpha is shaping it into a better, more valuable faggot. And that is truly the end goal for any disciplinary actions.

So I remain steadfastly in opposition to faggot abuse. All it does is appeal to the basest instincts of Men, and yields nothing of any value. But discipline is quite a bit different. It produces valuable fruits (pun intended). Measured discipline comes from the heart of great Men who know their purpose and how to properly wield their power over lesser creatures. Those are the Men worth worshiping.

chakalawenos:

🙈😋🙊💪🏻😍🍑sabroso culisimo 🙌🏻

Chakalawenos 👑 dejen su ❤️ y su 🔄 😏

Impressive little fag boy! The entire purpose of this kid’s life is to be ready and fuckable for the next Alpha to come along. All fags should take their commission as seriously as this hot tamale! 

I received a fascinating story in my direct messages from a faggot known on Tumblr as @bartybonds49th. It illustrates the ability Alphas have to see through the facade of straightness faggots attempt to hide behind. Once an Alpha detects the faggot in a nearby male, his natural instinct is to flush out the faggot from its hiding spot and then put it to work. 

This is just that kind of story:

I stumbled across your blog yesterday and it has been incredibly insightful (and hot). You were right: deep down, faggots know their calling. I was too busy in high school trying to befriend the Alphas and do their bidding to even look at a girl. The weirdest part is that The Alphas in school knew I was a fag before I did. They were calling me fag and gaylord in the 5th grade. I remember the Alphas used to invite me to their gatherings just to make me their bitch and do favors for them, pay for their beer, give everybody a ride home. I always looked and acted masculine, or at least tried to, but I was never a true Alpha—just their little errand boy. The thing is that Alphas test you, if you fail once they sniff out the faggot in you and exploit it. I remember the Alphas used to engage in horseplay and smack my Ass and sit on my lap and refuse to move. I always wondered why they would do something so ‘gay,’ now I realize they did it because they could, because they knew I wouldn’t stop them. They knew I was a faggot before I did. 

Last night I was with one of my  childhood buddies. I will call him Chris. Chris was always a small kid, petite and skinny. But he has the mentality of an Alpha. Just goes to show that Alphas and fags are born, not made. Now we’ve been friends for years but we are very different. Chris probably had 10 or more girlfriends. I never had any. The girlfriends would come and go but I was always there, waiting for my turn. 

I used to go over to his house everyday even when his girlfriend was over, just hoping that one day I could so much as look at his Alpha cock. I’ve basically been his bitch boy. I paid for his things, drove him places, helped him clean his disgusting room, and I never complained. I loved serving my alpha. I’m not even sure if Chris, as an alpha, considered me a friend or just a fag he could exploit, even after 10 years of knowing each other. 

I never did get to see his alpha cock, and eventually he discarded me like Alphas do – until last night. When Chris stopped talking to me I remember I was helpless and lost, I had no purpose without my Alpha master. It was like in my head I was dating him. Eventually I got over it and found a new Alpha to serve. Keep in mind, at this point I am a virgin but totally submissive to anything an Alpha says. 

After many many months of not speaking to each other, Chris called me and asked what I was doing. He told me to pick him up and, of course, I got in the car and drove over to him. He started off by saying his girlfriend dumped him, then asked me if I had a girlfriend. He was testing me. I told him no, but that I was talking to a girl I liked. 

It was at this moment that the alpha sniffed the faggot out of me. He pressed me and asked me what her name. So I made one up. Then he asked me if she’s hot and what I find sexy about her. I fumbled around and finally said she has a nice face. Chris turned and looked at me intently, and I instantly got horny. It was like he put a spell over me. He didn’t say a word after that, he just grabbed me by the back of my neck and face fucked me right there in the car. I felt more exhilaration then than I ever did before. I was finally able to worship my Alpha’s big skinny cock! 

He was being super nice at first but after he got what he needed he switched. He told me not to tell anyone or he would expose me, and that he would be doing me a favor because everyone already knows I’m a fag. That’s when I finally realized my place on the pecking order, and my purpose as a fag. I am still trying to accept this, as I’ve been trying for so long to mimic ‘alpha behavior’ but reading your blog helped me realize it’s not a matter of choice, fags cannot resist worshiping Alpha cock. Now I’m waiting for my Alpha to contact me again so I can finally feel his long skinny cock in my fag hole.  

Wow! So much to unpack in that incredible story!

First and foremost, the story underlines something I’ve been saying for a long time: Alphas test those around them, searching for weakness and submissiveness. They see the discomfort and awkwardness in the faggots around them, and they love it. It’s like blood in shark-infested waters. Alphas will always take whatever they want from the faggots they discover hiding behind flimsy projections of straightness. 

The story also illustrates how Alphas can simply take what they want without asking, without excuses. In this case, Alpha Chris just grabbed the head of his new faggot and forced it into submission to him. That was the only negotiating in this transaction. Alphas do not accept excuses, and refuse to listen to your cries for mercy. They own a fag in that moment, and nothing else matters.

I think it’s wonderful that this faggot finally received its reward after so many years of patiently waiting. It’s so important for fags to remember that Alphas need their space, their time to develop the power within themselves. A faggot might present itself to an Alpha, but it might take a long time for the Alpha to accept such an offer. In the meantime, the Alpha is carefully considering the next move and fantasizing about how he might use the faggot. Time allows for the marinating of these elements in the Alpha’s mind and imagination.

I thank @bartybonds49th for sharing this jaw-dropping story! I’m proud of my fag brother! As this story shows, when the time arrives to serve an Alpha, don’t hesitate! Take that opportunity and give it everything!

Over the course of my adult life, I’ve known several faggots very well. A couple continue to be my close friends even to this day, spanning many years and many shared experiences. We have ridden the turbulent waves of service together, cried with each other, and had occasional animated discussions on the various aspects of faggotry. We don’t always agree, but we are honest with each other.

I think one point we agree on is that it is not easy to fulfill the calling of faggotry. It’s a difficult life. A faggot who is true to that commission must be willing to give up on many of the expectations of a “normal” life. A faggot lives to serve its Alpha or Alphas. There is little time for dating, and falling in love is almost completely out of the equation. Even employment and financial considerations might be sacrificed or curtailed in favor of an Alpha’s wishes.  

These might seem like extreme sacrifices, and they are from a particular point of view. But true faggots make these sacrifices anyway because we are called to serve. It is a yearning in our soul to serve these great and powerful Men. And when we do, we feel a fulfillment unlike any other in life.

But there’s something I’ve noticed about many fags – they suffer quite a bit from depression. In almost all cases, fear plays a central role in this depression; fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of rejection, or a fear about a loveless future. These are all reasonable fears, but not ones that need to cripple a faggot.

On the other hand, the happiest and most satisfied faggots I’ve ever known (and I would include myself in this group) have thrown caution to the wind and embraced this calling with our entire being. We know the thrills and the contentment that comes from service to a satisfied Alpha. We feel a sense of pride in knowing that we have made our Owners feel like Kings, and in turn we are elevated. For us, there is nothing finer than a tender pat on the head or a casual “good boy” coming from our Alpha’s lips. 

To those fags out there who are struggling with depression, I say this – either dive head-first into service, or walk away from it forever. The waffling, the flirtations … they lead only to failure and more depression. Flaky faggots lead the saddest lives, because they exist in a gray, shadow-like world of non-action. It is an impotent course of life, one ultimately devoid of meaning. 

If a faggot embraces what it was born to be, it finds a deep and rich fulfillment unlike any other experience in life. It satisfies the yearning deep inside a faggot’s soul, the need a faggot has at its very core. Its genetic purpose. 

On the other hand, a faggot can leave behind the idea of service and pursue a “normal” life, and still find a measure of happiness. In many cases, their depression might be cured by way of lifestyle distractions. 

Either way, a faggot doesn’t need to wallow in a depressive funk. There are ways out of the faggotry jungle. Facing these truths and accepting them is the first and most important step.  

I understand, and I’m sorry to hear about this, brother. 

I have an idea. Sit him down and CALMLY and RESPECTFULLY explain to him that you know about the Grindr/Scruff stuff. Call him “Sir” and demonstrate submission while doing it.

Then tell him that you understand that he has needs like most Men, and that you would not deny him those needs. Tell him that you know it is not your place to question him, and you accept this part of his needs as a Man. Tell him that you would like to continue to be of service if possible. Ask him if there is anything you can do to improve your service to him. Thank him for any suggestions he might have.

The net effect of this will be for your Alpha to see you as a possession – HIS possession – that will allow him to do whatever he wants while still being able to own you. This triggers a Man’s need to covet, and boosts his ego. It might rekindle what has been lost over the last couple of months due to his guilt over hiding his activities. 

I hope you follow my lead here brother and try this. I think it has a chance of working as long as you can remain calm and respectful. GOOD LUCK!

This is a continuation of the story of frat fag, the formerly straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

When we last heard from frat fag, he told the story of how Alpha Duke essentially raped him in his dorm room during a planned study session. He described Alpha Duke’s demeanor before, during, and after the encounter, and what it was like to endure the storm of primal rage that Alpha Duke unleashed upon him that afternoon. And he also noted how the encounter changed something inside him, probably forever.

Frat fag has returned with another, even more incredible story in this saga chronicling his fearless surrender to the rule of Alpha Duke. I’ll stop talking and let my brave brother tell it from here:

I think I mentioned to you previously that Duke wanted to use me to play out all of his fantasies that he never got to do with his ex-girlfriend. Or at least not do to the extent he wanted to. Also some that were impossible to do with his ex-girlfriend but that his last fag did not want to do with him either.

One of these fantasies has been him having me put on a skirt, women’s panties, and a bra. Though he didn’t make me put on a wig, but my hair is a decent length to where it can easily grab hold of it. So as kind of embarrassing as it is, I did it. Though I told Duke that it was embarrassing, but that seemed to only turn him on more.

When I came out of the bedroom with all the clothing on that he wanted me in, he practically pounced on me like an animal in heat. He pulled me over to my dining table (it was the closest thing and I think he wanted to use the mirror that is there). In my dining area, or kitchenette or whatever it technically is there is a sliding door that conceals my washer/dryer and water heater. The sliding door is all mirror.

Anyway, he pulled me next to it by the table and put me on my knees, only looking at me through the reflection in the glass. He took out his cock and placed it up against my lips, commanding me to, “Suck it, bitch. Nice and slow.” While I was obeying him, he kept saying “Good girl.” and other such praises but with the title of “girl” or “bitch.” Once he had enough of my mouth he got me up and bent me over the table to where we had a side view of ourselves in the mirror. Duke grabbed my hair and forced me to look. He leaned over me and said “You’re going to watch me fuck that tight pussy of yours.”

He followed through on making me watch! Once he was inside of me, Duke was relentless on my asshole. He wanted me to know that my “pussy would be fucked raw and we’re not stopping until I’m satisfied.” His words. It felt good, though a bit painful. At one point I tried to grab my own cock and jerk off but he slapped me and pulled my hand away and said, “No playing with your clit unless I say so, faggot.”

While fucking me, he would comment on the dress and panties, saying things like “You like wearing those little panties for me don’t you? You’re such a naughty girl, teasing me with those panties. We’re going to have to dress you up more often.”

When he was getting ready to cum he made me beg him to breed my pussy. He told me I was going to carry his seed whether I liked it or not (which of course I LOVE it!). When he finally exploded (and I do mean that! there was so much cum inside of me) he bit down on my shoulder and groaned, “That’s my girl, take it all.”

It was hot but also strange. Sorry that this isn’t a super detailed or steamy account, this one just threw me off a bit. If Duke wants me, knowing full well that I’m a cis-man why did he want me in the women’s clothing? And calling me girl and all that. I mean I get it as a fantasy I suppose but he fucked me and he fucked me DEEP. It was different. Maybe just because it also felt a little humiliating to get fucked like that? He also typically doesn’t care if I jack off while he’s fucking me but this time he did and didn’t allow me to.

I also want to add that I’ve been jacking off less when he’s been fucking me in general because sometimes I’m not even getting hard. Which is odd because it feels amazing. Duke is the best sex of my life, yet I’m still not always getting hard. I would get hard a lot in the beginning now it’s getting less and less but I’m enjoying the sex with him more and more (though I’m still on the fence about the dress thing). Any idea why? Not sure if it’s a medical thing I need checked out or just something that happens in gay sex? Though a lot of gay porn that I’ve seen amateur and not, the bottom is hard and stays hard. Essentially I just don’t know if I should be worried.

Sorry if this message seems frenzied or rushed or incoherent. Just stressed right now and was really anxious writing this message to you! Feel free to post what you want on your blog!

Speechless.

I want to answer frat fag’s various concerns now:

Why Alpha Duke wanted frat fag in women’s clothing – The forced transformation of a male into a female is one unmistakable testament to an Alpha’s power. Not only does the transformation appeal to the Alpha visually (soft feminine features and clothing turn Men on even more than normal), but the ego boost an Alpha feels when seeing a faggot dress like a female at his command is off the charts.  

Why Alpha Duke uses female terms like “bitch” and “girl” – This also goes back to the forced feminization of a faggot. These terms further reinforce the fact that the faggot is not a Man, but rather a female-like being born to be fucked like a female. 

Why Alpha Duke didn’t allow frat fag to masturbate – Whenever a faggot masturbates while serving a Man, it becomes a distraction for both the faggot and the Man. For the faggot, it begins focusing too much on its own pleasure rather than service to the Man. And the Man is forced to watch a faggot stimulate itself, a sight nobody wants to see. In this instance, however, frat fag masturbating ruins the illusion that frat fag was a female, which is why Alpha Duke stopped frat fag from touching himself.

Why frat fag is masturbating less – As a faggot goes deeper into sub-space and begins to experience pleasure through its pussy rather than its penis, the natural drive to cum from penile stimulation recedes, replaced by a growing need for pussy stimulation. Once a faggot begins to understand the joys of being taken by a Man, regular sexual stimulation with the penis becomes an afterthought. 

Why frat fag is losing the ability to get hard during sex – Simply put, frat fag has gotten so far into sub-space now that his body is no longer responding to stimuli the way the average male does. Sexual excitement is now an emotional response in which frat fag’s satisfaction comes from pleasing Alpha Duke and submitting to his will. It is not a medical problem, nor a problem at all. It is simply the result of submitting completely to an Alpha of overwhelming power and being bred by that Alpha’s potent semen. 

I was knocked out by this latest installment in this journey frat fag has undertaken. He is a brave brother of mine, a fag I deeply admire and respect. He has given himself over to the rule of one of the greatest Alphas alive today, a living god of unquenchable desire and limitless power. 

Following this story and reporting on it has been a tremendous privilege for me, and I’m thankful to my wonderful frat fag for sharing it. Keep up the good work, my brother!

This morning I was greeted by a note in my message inbox from a Tumblr user named @cashmastert23. This was what it said:

For reference, these are the pictures found on his (now defunct) Tumblr site:

I am cutting this post off here because it is very long and detailed. I recommend all faggots read the entire thing. Please click the “Read More” link below to see the entire post!

After scanning the Tumblr, I found links to an Instagram account (deleted) and a Kik username “suckit199520.” So I sent a message to the Kik account, and almost immediately received a response:

So at this point I decide to look at this “Niteflirt” site he kept pushing on me. Here’s what I found:

I was a little put off by the $6.99/minute price tag (had it been $1.99/minute, I might’ve given him a whirl just for a bit). So I mentioned this to him:

At this point I really started investigating this guy. And that’s when I saw it: This idiot had messaged me early in 2016 asking to serve as MY faggot!

So then I produce proof:

At this point, the guy stops talking. I go to the Tumblr – it’s been wiped clean. 

So I sent him one last message:

The above encounter illustrates virtually everything I despise about “findom” and these so-called “cash Masters” who are nothing but slick phonies and totally undeserving of even one dime of fag cash. 

My brothers, there are very real Alphas on Tumblr and elsewhere who are worthy of respect and gifting. Don’t waste your time and money on empty, fake fantasies. Most of these “cash Masters” are faggots or gross incel losers trying to be something they certainly are not. 

Protect yourself, fags. Don’t allow these con artists to prey upon your need to worship! Give yourself over to true Alphas who deserve it!

This was submitted to me by a thoughtful faggot:

Does cock size even matter? I have a decent sized cock, but to be honest I have never wanted to top…and most of the time I only get hard when serving or just stuck in bondage and getting used.

Even when I look for a Dom, sure I’d love him to have a huge cock, but I’d rather have a man who understands that faggots are below them and meant to service regardless. Besides, a Dom can use his fist or plenty of toys, or just share me with other Doms.

My brother, penis size does NOT matter at all. As you mentioned, you have a pretty big dick, but that endowment never translated into a desire to use it in fucking. In fact, you’re a faggot DESPITE having a larger cock. So really, your cock size had no bearing on what you are inside.

The same goes for Alphas. An Alpha with an average cock can still have the same dominance and aggression that typically comes from Men with huge cocks. The Man with the average cock wasn’t held back from claiming his Alphahood, right? 

Really, the only ones caring about cock size are superficial size-queen faggots who are too foolish to see that the truth about Men comes from the inside out, not the outside in.

I have never experienced “bottom shaming” before, nor have I been really shamed for being a faggot (outside of sexual encounters, of course). It sounds pretty stupid to me.

I think in the case of these acquaintances, the issue has less to do with your desire to bottom than it does with the size of your cock. These size queens are only thinking about adding your cock to their faggot Hall of Fame. They don’t care at all about your need to bottom, or why that is important to you. 

So fuck ‘em. You owe these busybodies nothing at all.

First of all, congratulations on finding the love of your life! It’s such a unique thing, that whenever you find it, you must cherish and protect it! He sounds like a wonderful Man!

It’s such a shame that your family is so awful and filled with hate. Here you have found an amazing Man who treats you very well – a rarity – and they could never accept him or this relationship due to the color of his skin. 

Here’s how I would look at it: you were born into your family, and they are your past. This Man is your future, a wondrous future filled with love and joy. I say you should leave the past behind, and move forward into the future confidently. You don’t need that kind of hate in your life, nor do you need to be forced to make compromises. This is your life. Make it count. 

EDIT: I received a message from a wonderful Alpha regarding this post. I wanted to reproduce it here for future reference. Thank you @bigdaddyalphaforfags!

In regards to the black boyfriend and hateful family. As a black man we come across hate across the world. You need to tell him why you don’t want him to meet his family that why he doesn’t think you are ashamed of him. It may bother him and it might not. But it will be better if he is told only because it can cause other problems if he isn’t upfront about it.

natural-hung-bull:

Excellent question. The first obvious answer is read @fagsworshipalphas like it is your daily bible. It will help you understand your place, in a respectful full way. We have our roles to play in this short life. Be who you are meant to be.

Second, expect respect. On the outside, I believe we are all equals Endowed by our Creator with certain rights among these are life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. These timeless words are as true today as they were when they were written in 1776. But in privacy behind closed doors, or/and in the intimacy between men, after consent, you will serve your Alpha male with passion. Whether he’s a confident mature Bull male like me or a young Alpha Buck figuring it out, recognize that your gift to him his service. To please him. This is a kink. If you’re going to engage in this sexual path, Commit to it. Be safe. Protect yourself. Be generous with your time and body. Not w your money unless you can truly afford it. Don’t become a doormat. Your man will respect you for it.

Finally. To quote an ad from my favorite shoe manufacturer, “Just Do It.” Take a chance. Say hello. Start the conversation. Go out. Find the man you will serve. Be honest with what you seek. Expect rejection before you land your Bull. Because like me, he’s out there. Existing and always looking for the next cum dump.

Look at this stunning answer @natural-hung-bull gives to what is, essentially, a pretty simple question!

First of all, Sir, I thank you for your kind words about me. It’s difficult for a faggot like me to hear such praise from an Alpha like you, Sir. In my eyes, you are so far ahead of other humans that you feel superhuman, almost mythological. My years of experience in serving Alphas typically prevents me from feeling overwhelmed in the presence of these great Men, but your presence does overwhelm me, Sir. And that’s only ONLINE. Your presence feels planetary, with me caught defenseless in its powerful gravitational tides. When I think about what it must be like to actually serve in person as your faggot, my heart palpitates and I get nervous for the first time in forever. The mere idea of being beneath your enormous, powerful body, your fat cock forcing its way into my pussy, is to me like standing on a beach, eyes closed and arms outstretched, as the eye of a hurricane makes landfall. It’s a surrender to the greater forces of Nature, an acceptance of the pure and undeniable power of true Alphahood.

Having said that (and then needing to do some breathing exercises to calm down), your answer to this question is a perfect permission to faggots to surrender to the storm of Alpha power and fulfill the one purpose for which they were born – to serve Men. Great Men like you.

Thank you Sir for this gift. You probably have no idea what it means to faggots like me to hear words of permission and encouragement from a Man like you. It’s life changing, Sir. Thank you.

After I posted my response to a question I received last Friday about a young fag afraid of being catfished online by an older Alpha, I got into a conversation with a friend about that story and cash faggotry in general. 

Of course, I’ve become almost notorious among my fag readers for my disgust of online financial domination (findom). So many faggots end up in ruination due to their addiction of this practice that I struggle to endorse it. And a couple of years ago I did an investigation of cash faggotry, and discovered that many of these so-called “cash Masters” were not Alpha at all, but rather they were pudgy, lonely guys showing off their fat feet and taking advantage of fag fetishes. 

And while we were discussing this, my friend said something so true that it stopped me in my tracks: “That may be true (about cash faggotry), but for some fags that’s all they have available to them.”

Thanks to the rise of the internet 30-ish years ago, we have seen our world drastically change in virtually every area imaginable. But the one thing that hasn’t changed is the basic human need to reach out to another person, to feel accepted by a group of people. To belong somewhere. I’m not sure anybody understood just how desperately lonely many people are until the internet drew them out of the shadows and into the lure of its digital light.

Just looking at some statistics, it’s clear that the internet is making a huge difference in the ability of people to connect. Almost 55% of Men admit to having at least one long-distance relationship online, and 48% of females doing the same thing. Dating websites and apps are some of the most profitable and enduring businesses in existence. 

But with online dating comes a new set of real-world problems. Primary among these issues is the matter of trust. People falsify their profiles, creating digital avatars as a replacement for their real lives (as demonstrated in the television show Catfish). Some have more sinister motives, luring lonely and trusting people into surrendering their personal information, sometimes including banking details and compromising pictures. 

For faggots, the experience can be especially treacherous. Serving a Man who claims to be an Alpha online typically involves money as a way to tribute to the Man (in lieu of serving the Man in person), or by performing humiliating tasks in video and pictures that can later be used as blackmail. 

But despite my reservations, I must admit that, for some faggots, online service might be the only way they can experience even the slightest taste of joy from service. Perhaps the faggot is too shy or timid to offer its services to an Alpha. Maybe the fag lives in remote areas with few prospects. Or perhaps the fag has a medical problem (obesity, disfigurement, or handicap) that prevents it from being attractive to Alphas.

These are the kinds of cases where cash faggotry and long-distance service is advantageous. These fags can still be useful (Alphas love receiving that money!) while also experiencing the kind of joy that only comes from pleasing an Alpha and being approved by Him. I have experienced this first hand, even recently purchasing gifts for certain Alphas that I know to some degree and respect, like @nixonree and @jackdeschlong92. It felt wonderful to me to be able to perform these simple tasks to make these Alphas happy despite the great distances between us.

When a faggot surrenders to the wishes of an online Alpha, the fag feels a rush, a high, very much like the euphoria faggots feel when they serve in person. This euphoria is also very similar to the highs gamblers feel when engaged in addictive betting games. And therein lies the danger.

However, there can be almost triumphant service possibilities when the right Alpha meets the right faggot. There are faggots who have served particular Alphas for years, in some cases surrendering many thousands of dollars to these Alphas in exchange for that feeling of purpose so critical to a faggot’s life. It must be considered as an important option for service opportunities.   

So what I’m trying to say is that I continue to evolve my thinking on how a faggot can serve. 

A sassy, rebellious faggot is indeed a faggot that feels too comfortable, Sir. The faggot begins to feel that it is “special” to you, or that it is equal to you in some way. That is, of course, completely incorrect.

I’m assuming that you have spoken to this faggot about its behavior, and nothing has changed. So we really need to reinforce some basic truths with your faggot, Sir. Here are a few ideas:

1. Reinforce that the faggot is a thing, a possession. Have the faggot kneel next to the toilet. Tell the faggot that it should look at the toilet. Then tell it that it is no different than the toilet, a useful device in your life and nothing more. Then command the faggot to open its mouth. Then piss into its mouth and force it to drink all of it. After you’re finished, ask the faggot to repeat what you told it about itself. Then have the faggot thoroughly clean up any mess made before it can return to whatever tasks you require. Repeat this until the faggot understands that you are not in love with it.

2. Denial of sexual service opportunities. Few things drive faggots crazier than when a Man clearly needs satisfaction, yet the Man refuses to give them a chance to satisfy them. Have the faggot kneel before you near a source of pornography. Have a paper towel or cloth nearby. Start masturbating in front of the faggot, totally ignoring it while giving yourself pleasure. Cum onto the towel. Then tell the faggot that you would rather use your hand and a paper towel than to use a disobedient faggot. 

Possible addition: force the faggot to continue kneeling and watching the cum grow cold on the towel. Then take the cum-soaked towel and stick it to its face. Then follow the faggot as it walks to the trash can and disposes of the towel in the trash can. This reinforces that the faggot is something like trash.

3. Service tied to obedience. If the faggot comes around somewhat, give it a chance to earn your cock through manual labor. Give the faggot chores to do. When the tasks are completed to your satisfaction, you might reward the faggot by allowing it to suck on your cock. You might even tell the faggot that it can stroke your cock with its mouth just once the first time, then increase it every day. This forces the faggot to connect obedience with reward.

4. The nuclear option. If the faggot simply does not respond to the above training exercises, then you might consider using what I call “the nuclear option.” In a nutshell, you would tie the faggot to a chair, then force the faggot to watch you use another, hotter (if possible) faggot right in front of it. This is devastating to the faggot, who is forced to realize that it can be replaced quite easily. I have experienced the nuclear option personally, and I can tell you that it hurts like hell. It definitely leaves a mark on the psyche. 

These are some ideas I had off the top of the head, Sir. You’re free to improvise as you see fit, obviously. I just hope it helps with this situation. No Man should need to deal with faggot attitude ever. Thank you, Sir.

(continued) Also, I don’t think he has any medical problem like premature ejaculation or something as he can fuck my throat or let him worship his cock for 30 minutes or more before cumming. But when it comes to fuck me he is always faster than superman and more gentle than a grandmother…Thank you very much for the help.

I don’t really have an answer to this. I guess you could talk to him about it, but I don’t think he will like your review of his sexual abilities. 

Ultimately, I look at it this way: your Alpha is getting off with you, and your Alpha’s needs are really all that matter. Nobody cares if a faggot “feels something while getting dicked.” If you’re serving this Man solely because you want sexual fulfillment, then you are serving for the wrong reasons. 

You say you “LOVE” serving this Alpha. That should be enough for a faggot.

This sounds good so far, brother. Since you’ve already sucked him off once, he knows what pleasure you’re capable of giving to him. Obviously he freaked out afterwards, which is why he pushed you back for a while. However, he’s coming around (as many Men eventually do). So this is good.

I suggest offering him some idea of when you might be available in a coming time period (like a schedule) so that he knows when he can get some head if he needs it. By keeping it almost professional-like, it removes a bit of the “salivating fag” creepiness. Just tell him that you’re available during these times, and you would love to take care of whatever needs he might have. See what he says to that.

It takes roughly 6-8 hours for food to pass through the average human digestive system. So I would fast for eight hours – then thoroughly clean – if you want to ensure a worry-free sexual experience. 

This is a continuation of the story of frat fag, the formerly
straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he
was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to
catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

One of the most viral posts I’ve seen on this blog recently came in the form of an ask by a (formerly) straight college fraternity student. In the account, the fraternity student detailed a story of how his drunken and very Alpha frat brother coerced him into getting fucked. 

You can read that initial (and very hot) account right here.

That encounter confused our young college friend, because he had never considered himself to be interested in guys at all until that moment, but after getting roughly taken and fucked by his Alpha frat brother, our friend was suddenly struggling to understand the new feelings rising inside of him. Which is what led him to contact me.

My answer to his questions in the first ask above led him to contact me again. This second time our fag frat brother began to question how a straight Alpha like his fraternity brother could fuck another male and still be straight. Its a thoughtful question that shows how deeply our fag frat brother was considering this new information and this sudden change in his life.

You can read that follow-up message right here.

At the end of my answer in that follow-up, I implored frat fag to contact me privately. He did, and we’ve begun to talk fruitfully about several things. With his permission, I am reproducing the latest email this frat fag sent me.

We can call my frat brother Duke for now. It’s not his real name or even his real nickname, but it’s easier than typing Frat Alpha over and over again. Anyway, Duke fucked me again this morning, he stayed over and made me cook dinner. This morning, I woke up to him grabbing me by the hair and stroking himself above me. He pulled me up and told me to lick his balls but to look him in the eye while I did it. So far when I’ve been sucking him off I haven’t really looked at him. I don’t know why, maybe it’s worry that he’ll think less of me? Idk but he was very insistent on me looking at him this time. Especially when he pulled my mouth open to suck his cock. He kept whispering “that’s right, look right at me boy.” or “watch me fuck your mouth” and it got more intense from there. I felt this weird ball of maybe anxiety in my stomach. I don’t know what it was actually, it was just a tight knot but the harder he fucked my mouth the less tight the knot became in my stomach. What was that? I’ve tried looking for something to explain it but I haven’t. I assume it was anxiety but it didn’t feel like that.

Then he ordered me to stop sucking because he wanted to “fuck me right.” He flipped me over, pulled off my underwear and spit on my asshole. Which felt weird honestly. He hadn’t done that before but seemed to be in a rush or in a frenzy. I don’t know what had come over him. Maybe just because he had only fucked me once and was just eager to do it again. He got on a condom (which was thankfully lubed) and squeezed himself inside of me. Slowly at first like he had done before. I mean he’s got a pretty good size cock. I think probably about 6 or 6 ½ inches. Bigger than mine if I’m being honest. He started pumping in to me and grunting in my ear. I tensed up and that made him push me down on the bed to where my arms weren’t supporting me anymore and only my ass was up against him. He then started thrusting harder and that of course made my own moaning and noises louder. I remember telling him “it hurts” but he said “it’s going to. You can take it.” He slowed a bit but kept the intensity of his thrusts the same, if that makes sense. I don’t know how long he was fucking me, but then something happened to where I gripped the sheets and almost felt like I was going to pass out but in a good way. He buried his cock all the way in me and said “I’m going to make you my true bitch” then started fucking me harder and faster than he did before. Like I said I gripped the sheets and submitted. After he was done and pulled out I just curled up in a ball. My ass was and still is very sore. More so than it was before. I just felt raw and open. He seemed pleased with himself though. I’m still trembling a bit when I remember it. It was a very fiery experience, I kind of felt like I wanted to cry but it wasn’t a cry from having my asshole destroyed. I mean it hurts and it hurts a lot, but not really in a way that makes me want to cry. It just felt overwhelming I guess? I know this doesn’t make a lot of sense and it probably just embarrassing for me to admit. But yeah, that was my experience early this morning. 

Incredible, isn’t it? In this story we see almost all of the classic signals common to the dynamic between an Alpha and a faggot. For example, Duke the Alpha frat brother was able to sense the true faggot nature in his frat brother, and aggressively took control. We see the slow dawning of acceptance by the previously straight frat fag, as well as the adjustment of priorities as a new reality settles upon him. And, most of all, we see the truth of the Alpha/fag dynamic as it plays out in real time. 

Frat fag asked a question about the use of the word “faggot,” which he considered to be a hateful, derogatory term. This is what I wrote to him:

Yes, I suppose the term “fag” or “faggot” is offensive to average gay or straight Men. That’s because the term is derogatory and denotes a lack of masculinity.

That’s why it’s perfect for extremely submissive males who are only servants of Men and Alphas. A faggot serves the needs of Men, surrendering themselves and their own desires in order to satisfy the Men they serve.

Many times a faggot will first hear that term applied to itself and will feel either excitement or comfort being called that. I’m curious if you’ve felt that type of reaction yet. Has Duke called you a faggot yet?

After agreeing that the use of the word “faggot” fits the overall scheme of the dominance and submission he’s experiencing with Alpha Duke, frat fag added this:

Duke has not called me faggot yet. He has called me his cocksucker, bitch, and servant, though.

This has been an incredible experience thus far, and it has developed so rapidly that it almost makes my head spin. I can only imagine what frat fag is going through as his life is aggressively transformed by Alpha Duke.

I will definitely keep you informed as this story continues!

(continued) and he has! I’m not a small guy muscularly and he kept challenging me but I kept saying nah, that he was drunk and I didn’t want to end up hurting him. He apparently took that as an outright dare. Because he stood up and grabbed me and threw me on the floor and began wrestling with me. Eventually I ended up on my stomach with him on top of me and me in a partial headlock. That’s when I noticed his hard cock pressing into me and I was shocked and said “What the hell? You’re hard?!”

He then started grinding in to me and almost growled out “yeah I am. I’ve seen the way you look at me. You like that don’t you?” I protested, of course. because I don’t ever remember looking at him in any way. Remember, I’ve never been aware that I was interested in gay sex. Nevertheless, him grinding into me started making me hard and feeling his muscles tensing around me. I’ve never felt that kind of power and control come from someone else. 

He sat up but kept me pressed on the floor

and pulled down my shorts. He smacked my ass and then I felt it. His warm cock rubbing against the crack of my ass. My heart was going a thousand beats a minute and I just froze. I don’t know what happened. He let my arms go but I still just couldn’t move. I was there with my ass up and presented to him while he pulled a condom out of his jeans and put it on his cock. He was gentle going in but I gasped and tensed up and he then groaned and started going to town on my ass.

After that night he’s had me suck his cock several times and plans to fuck me again. He’s respected that my ass is still sore. But story aside, my main question is…what happened to me? I didn’t expect to just go limp and still while he fucked me. In my ass! I’ve never had anything in there. He was like a wild animal and has been insatiable. And yet so easily I’m ready to please him. And I’ve been looking online which has led me to your Tumblr. It seemed like you may have some answers? Thx

This is the beginning of the story of frat fag, the formerly
straight college male who discovered that he was truly a faggot when he
was dominated and taken by a college Alpha named Duke. If you want to
catch up, you can click on this link for all of the previous installments in this fascinating story.

Wow! This is an incredible story, my new friend! It’s also very well written! I certainly hope it’s true!

First of all, you should be very grateful to your Alpha fraternity brother. He has helped you understand and accept that you are a faggot.

Alphas have highly evolved abilities to sniff out submissive tendencies in others, and they are especially skilled at sussing out faggots even before the faggot understands its own nature. This Alpha frat brother obviously sensed your need to serve him, your need to serve Men. And when you continued to ignore those signals in yourself, he felt the need to take you and force you to confront your truth. He showed great bravery to take that opportunity, but this Alpha sense within him compelled him to make this bold move. Again, you should be grateful. I think deep down you are grateful for what you have discovered.

I know you’re probably experiencing a fair amount of fear right now. You might feel like you’re suddenly falling down the rabbit hole like Alice, unsure of where you’re going to land. But, on the other hand, you sound incredibly calm about what has just happened to you. That’s what I call the “Light Bulb Moment,” when a fag finally understands the deep truth about itself and everything becomes clearer than crystal. You might be experiencing some of that electricity, that excitement, right now. 

It sounds like you have an amazing Alpha to help you along on this brand new journey. You’re very lucky. The fact that he’s allowing your pussy (yes, you now have a pussy!) to heal before he fucks you again shows a special amount of insight and kindness on his part. Even more crucially, he’s having you service his cock orally, which molds you, satisfies your new craving for cock, and scent trains you to his smell. These are important aspects of your new life.

My brother, I promise you are going to be alright. You are experiencing deep, almost genetic fulfillment for the first time in your life. As you continue down this road, you will experience almost euphoric highs in service, for that is why you were born. You will be complete in a way that few others will ever know.

I thank you so much for sharing this story, my brother. I hope I have been a help to you. If you ever need to talk, feel free to contact me here on the Tumblr messenger app, via email (fagsworshipstraights@yahoo.com) or Kik messenger (normalsubmissive). Good luck my friend!

This is continued in a follow-up published a few days later. Read on!

This is a follow-up to this ask from yesterday.

Well, that is an impressive number of attempts, my brother. I’m sure you’re quite frustrated by this Alpha’s apparent lack of response.

I say apparent because it seems to me that this Alpha is already letting you serve him. You’re doing his laundry, cleaning up after him, making his bed. What you are doing is serving this Alpha domestically, and there is nothing wrong with that form of service. Men enjoy having faggot slaves who non-sexually serve them. 

The problem you’re having is that you basically just want to suck his cock. That’s what YOU want, but that may not be what HE wants. And, of course, the Alpha’s wants are the only wants that matter. 

If your service to Men only involves getting the chance to suck the dicks of hot guys, then you’re in it for the wrong reason. A faggot only desires to be useful and pleasing to Men in whatever way they want or need. So refocus your mind on what you are accomplishing here, and what your true goals should be in service to this Alpha. 

Congratulations on the new service arrangement you have with your Alpha! I’m proud of you, my brother!

I know this recent suggestion to take you to meet his friends for service is intimidating, but it is, in reality, one of the biggest compliments an Alpha can give to his faggot. Why? Consider this universal rule of Male Hierarchy:

Men do not share their property with other Men unless that property is highly valuable and will further elevate their status as an Alpha in the eyes of their peers.

In other words, your Alpha wants to show you off not only because you are an exceptional faggot, but also because it gives him the opportunity to demonstrate his ownership of you as the Alpha among his friends (his peer group). 

Rather than feel terrified, you should be humbled and excited by this huge opportunity! This will be an incredible chance to demonstrate your devotion to your Alpha and elevate him as your god in the eyes of others! Surely, there is no greater purpose for a faggot! 

No, it isn’t fucked up. You ARE a faggot; you were born to serve the needs of Men. You should be thanking these Men (particularly the Man who “outed” you as a cocksucker) for giving you this supreme opportunity to fulfill your purpose! That’s the reason why you are “totally into it” and why their name calling turns you on. You are where you were born to be, what you were born to do. 

So serve with pride and satisfaction, knowing that you are providing an important function for great Alphas and fulfilling your place within the undeniable Hierarchy of Men!

Have you ever watched a mother cat move her kittens from one location to another? She places her mouth around the back of the kitten’s neck and gently lifts the kitten off of the ground. 

And something extraordinary happens. The kitten instinctively curls up and goes limp while dangling in the grasp of its mother’s teeth. A very similar behavior occurs in most mammalian species.

Like these species, humans are mammals that have developed this submissive trigger in their necks. Scientists have noted that infants respond to a hand around the back of the neck much like a kitten safely nestled in its mother’s jaws. 

So it’s really no surprise that a strong hand around a person’s throat would have such a similarly powerful effect during sexual encounters. The move at once triggers a submissive instinct in the person being choked, and gives the choker a sense of dominance that few other sexual maneuvers can create.

With the application of a firm hand around the neck, an Alpha can quickly induce a deep level of submissiveness in a faggot or a female. The faggot’s limbs weaken, its resistance lowered as it gives in to the unyielding hand around its neck. Tightening of the grip causes flashes of fear, which can be useful in training exercises.

Any Alpha wishing to truly take command of a submissive servant or slave should really integrate choking as a vital part of his dominance. The move reinforces the sub’s place in relation to the Alpha, but it also increases the pleasure the Alpha receives from it. If an Alpha wants wants submission and loyalty from a submissive, choking will go far to imprint those values into the mind of the submissive and make the submissive surrender to the will and the needs of the Alpha.

And that is, after all, the desired result of this form of sexuality – the fulfillment of Alpha needs. So choke a faggot and make it serve you as King. Choke a faggot and take what’s rightfully yours!

This true story was submitted by a reader. See if you pick up on some key points of instruction I noticed within it.

I have been with men since I was 13. Always aimed to please, and always liked it rough. I always knew I was a power bottom but never knew I was a fag until one day a few years ago.

When I was 24 years old, I was shopping at Walmart for some random stuff when I passed by this very muscular and attractive black man. We made eye contact and then he continued shopping. I found myself following him around the store. After about 10-15 minutes he turned around and told me to leave my shopping cart and come with him to the parking lot. 

I was so nervous and scared but I followed him to his car. He told me to get in the passenger seat and we started to talk. After a few minutes of stuttering and chatting he told me how much I must want him to be following him around. Before I could even think I said that I wanted him more than anything I have ever wanted. He started his car and said he was taking back to his place so I can prove how much I wanted him. 

When I got back to his place he shut the door and forced me to my knees, pulled out his massive cock, and told me to worship him. I sucked his cock for a few minutes before he grabbed my head and started skull fucking me. Even though there were tears streaming down my face and my heart felt like it was gonna come out of my chest, I found myself loving what he was doing to me. After what seemed like forever he pulled out of my throat and pushed me to the ground and told me to beg for it. I did!!! I begged for more and more and that I would do anything for him. He smiled, grabbed my my throat with his hands and spit on my face, called me a faggot and told me to go into his bed and wait for him. 

I got into his bed and he walked in a few seconds later, got on top of me and smacked my face hard. I whimpered but I found myself wanting more. He told me to lay on my stomach with my ass in the air. He spit in my hole and lubed me up. Then he shoved his cock in me. No one had ever been that deep in me before. I let out a whimper again and he smacked my face and told me to take it like the faggot i am. I say yes daddy and he smacked me again and told me to call him Sir. He fucked me for hours off and on, fucking my throat and my hole. He called me whore, faggot, slut, trash, and idk what else. Finally after three or four loads fill my hole and stomach he grabs me and spit on me again. He had me put my number in his phone as faggot6. Then told me to get out. When I asked for a ride he told me to walk back and also told me to answer whenever he texts or calls and be a good faggot. After that I knew I was a faggot. Not just a faggot but his faggot.

I served as his faggot for three years and loved every minute of it. The second time he invited two of his friends and they used my body over and over and over. He was my king and I was his faggot. Even though he moved away, we keep in contact and I occasionally fly out to him to serve him to this day. 

I’m sure many fags have had this experience with alphas and just wanted to share my story:)

A few key teachable moments:

Alphas need to be aware of the faggots around them, and be unafraid to boldly take command of them.

Faggots need to be unafraid to express their need to serve. This faggot bravely followed this Alpha around in order to attract his attention, and once confronted, the faggot surrendered to the commands of the Alpha.

Thanks to my brother @gbwhit6g for sharing this extraordinary story! 

It might be confession time, my brother.

From what I can tell, you have a friend who is an Alpha, but still has a caring heart and who obviously loves you very much. I would wager that he suspects you’re gay (if you haven’t told him that), and he probably senses that you’re submissive (judging by his comforting of you as children). So I think the stage is set for a confession in order to lay out the truth for him.

Here’s what I imagine. You tell him that you need to talk to him in private. When together, show him that this is difficult to discuss. Get down on your knees, head bowed and face to the floor. And then begin to confess that you are a faggot, that you’ve always been a faggot, and you have always felt the need to serve him. He might think you’re joking at first, but assure him that this is the most difficult thing you’ve ever done and you are totally serious. 

At this point, he will want to talk to you about this. He might ask you to stand up or sit down rather than kneel. You do whatever you feel is most comfortable for you emotionally. But you cannot waver on this desire to serve him. You can even emphasize that it’s not necessarily a sexual thing, but rather a need you have to serve a superior Alpha like him. 

Believe me, Alphas understand this much better than you realize.

What I’m proposing requires a lot of bravery on your part. However, I think you are safe with this Alpha. He might want further information on this subject, so be ready to either show him or send him information you can find here on Tumblr or elsewhere. 

Be brave, my brother. Remember, you are helping him to understand a friend he cares about very much. But just as importantly, you will be free of this pressure and finally free to embrace the truth about yourself. You are not alone, and you are right where you need to be!

fagsworshipalphas:

I get constant requests from fags asking me how to find an Alpha. While I’ve written about this occasionally in various forms, I wanted to put the information in one place so I can simply direct fags to this rather than retype it again and again.

Where Are Alphas?

No, faggot, you do not live in some Alpha-free area of the world. There are Alpha Males everywhere if you only look. Depending on your age, high school and college campuses are filled with Alpha Males eager to flex their powers. Gyms and other workout facilities contain high concentrations of Alpha Males. Alpha Males often make use of parks and biking/hiking trails for workout purposes as well. Bars, clubs, and restaurants – particularly those near college campuses or in high-traffic party districts – usually have a high concentration of Alphas. I see plenty of Alpha Males in high-end grocery stores; Alphas have to eat, and they typically prefer the best stuff. If you live near water, beaches are a great place to find Alphas. Any sporting stuff, too (ski resorts, mountain climbing, campgrounds) Here’s another tip: car washes and lawn care companies almost always employ hot young Alphas.

Online Methods To Find An Alpha

I’m not a huge fan of websites/apps like Grindr, Adam4Adam, or Recon because (a) most of the Men there are gay, and (b) there is no convenient way to sift the results in order to find the Alphas there. However, I do like using Craigslist because you can easily scan the search results, and many more straight Men can be found there (straight Men are much more likely to use a neutral and widely-accepted site like Craigslist). And, of course, I have been trying to manicure a database of fags and Alphas (here), although that has turned out to be more work and frustration than I really wanted in my life.

Can Straight Guys Be Convinced To Use Fags?

Short answer: most definitely. I’ve been the “first faggot” for many straight Alphas, mainly due to tips below. Straight Alphas may not always be interested in using a fag sexually, but in my experience, they generally love the attention and the consequence-free sex offered by faggots. Many straight Alphas want to be viewed as gods, but women rarely give them that kind of respect and recognition. Faggots will. So yes, they can be convinced to use faggots.

How To Convince Straight Men to Use Fags

You can’t typically just waltz up to a straight Alpha and offer them a blowjob, although that does work from time to time. If you know a straight Alpha (perhaps a friend or acquaintance) that you want to serve, you must start by offering certain services. Offer to clean their apartment/house. Offer to wash or wax their car. Offer to do their laundry, buy their food, or whatever seems appropriate. Start calling them Sir and showing them deference. If they’re truly an Alpha, they’ll start to understand.

Fags Must Be Brave

I’ve written about this topic extensively already (like here and here), so I’m not going to get into another long harangue about it. However, I will underline this point: to serve an Alpha, you must be brave. You must be willing to approach an Alpha in some way and offer to serve him. Start by offering little services if you’re unsure of his feelings on the matter; almost any true Alpha will appreciate a fag offering to buy his meal or clean his car. If he accepts those small gestures of worship, he will eventually understand that he owns you.

But fags need to understand this: jacking off alone in your house isn’t going to help you find a Man to serve. You need to get off your ass and do something about it.

Fags Must Be Creative

If a fag is truly having a difficult time finding an Alpha or gathering the necessary bravery, then the fag needs to get creative. In the winter, offer a ride to an Alpha walking in the cold. It recently snowed in my town, and I probably saw four young Alphas trudging through the snow on my way to a meeting; I would’ve picked up at least one of them (so hot!) had I not been late for that meeting. If you see an Alpha washing his car somewhere, go back and leave a note describing your services and provide a way to contact you. I’ve had the idea to post flyers in places like bathrooms in college bars. I recently heard from a faggot who has started serving his Alpha Uber driver. There are all sorts of creative methods to catch the eye of an Alpha eager for worship.

Stop Playing Games And Serve

I’ve written about my many frustrations with flaky, game-playing faggots (here). There is nothing more pathetic and revolting as a faggot who sits around dreaming about serving a Man, only to flake and run away when finally confronted with the reality. A fag who acts like this is not only wasting their own time, but they’re also wasting the time of real Men who deserve better.

If you want to actually serve a Man, then take your quivering hand off of your clitoris, throw the bottle of poppers in the trash, and get serious. Real Men will use you and allow you to serve if you have the correct mental and emotional approach to service. They aren’t interested in whiners. If they wanted a whiner, they’d go get a female.

The Correct Mental Attitude

You are a faggot. You are not going to ever be an Alpha’s girlfriend or lover. You exist to serve Alphas as a slave. You scrub toilets when ordered. You cook his food, fold his laundry, and clean his house. You lick his shoes clean if he commands it. And finally, when the Alpha needs a hole to use, you are his sex toy.

As a faggot, you are a piece of property … his property. He isn’t going to marry you. He isn’t going to be exclusive to you, either; in fact, he might fuck other women or faggots while you watch. Your job is solely to serve him in whatever way he requires, and nothing more. And you will be satisfied to be able to serve him in this way without complaint or jealousy. 

A Final Thought

Alpha Males are everywhere. They are the foundation of our society, great leaders and powerful Men who deserve total respect and worship. By following the advice above, I have had the privilege of looking up and serving incredible Alpha Males. I have tasted their cocks. I have swallowed their precious seed. I have kissed their feet, massaged their muscles, and tenderly worshiped every part of their bodies. I have had the unique position of being able to wipe their urine stains from their toilets, spent countless hours of my life cleaning houses and cars, and even more hours washing their laundry or cooking their meals. Because I followed this advice, I have been able to worship great Men.

If you follow it, you can do the same.

athenbax:

We live in a world tyrannized by political correctness.  We have all been taught that “all men are
created equal.”  Fags know this is not true.  Still, society
expects us to maintain that façade of equality rather than succumb to our
inherent need to submit.

Problem is, that need to serve that we are born with is
strong.  It’s like an aching hunger that
demands to be satisfied.  Failure to feed
that craving typically leads to depression and misery.  We try to sate that hunger through fantasy, particularly
online fantasy.  There are countless web
sites and blogs dedicated to submission and slavery that are testament to the
unfulfilled need of a huge number of frustrated submissives.  Those sites and blogs can help but they only
partly quiet the craving.  

There are subtle ways a closet submissive can serve his
superiors without coming out of the closet, or even being overt.  Here’s some suggestions.  When reading these suggestions, keep in mind
that the most important thing to remember when serving a superior a man is to never make him feel uncomfortable.  Serving
a man is always for his benefit, not yours.
If you make him uncomfortable then you have FAILED.

·       Stop
masturbating so often – Exercise some self-control and try to limit yourself to
cumming just once a week.  Apparently,
there is a link between the cock and the brain because not cumming very often
will put you in a more submissive frame of mind.  It will also help shift your focus away from
yourself and to men.  And isn’t that
where a fag’s mind should be focused? Implementing any of the suggestions below
will feel more natural if you are in a submissive state of mind.

·       Start
using the word “Sir” more often.  This is
a little thing but when you use the word “Sir” when greeting men, it shows
respect.  It’s a little difficult to get
the word out at first but with practice it will get easier. It will also help
you to feel more submissive.

·       Become
more courteous and deferential towards men – Common courtesy seems to be in
short supply these days.  Practicing
exceptional courtesy on a continuous basis towards everyone, but especially
towards men will help you be a better person.
But it will also make you stand out to superior men who have to endure
endless rudeness.

·       Feed the
ego – Popular culture is very contemptuous of the masculine man.  As a fag, you have a tacit obligation to
boost their ego whenever possible.  Alpha
males keep their bodies in peak physical shape.
They are proud of their bodies and appreciate when others recognize
their efforts.  Without making them
uncomfortable, let them know that you admire them.  Something like, “Wow, you have an impressive
build.”  Don’t be gushy, just be matter
of fact that you recognize and admire the build that he has worked so hard
for.  Such a statement is a subtle way to
elevate them while acknowledging your inferiority. Then let it go.  If you go further you risk making him
uncomfortable.

Elevating men doesn’t just apply
to their physical attributes.  The Alpha
male excels in many areas.  Pay attention
to him and be alert for any opportunity to boost his self-esteem that society
wants to destroy

·       When in
the presence of a real men, adopt submissive body language. This would include
head slightly bowed, not looking him in the eyes, hunched shoulders arms and
legs close to the body or crossed.  This nonverbal
communication lets him know that you are submissive towards him.  Don’t display submissive body language all
the time, just turn it on in response to his presence.  A dominant man will pick up on your nonverbal
submission, usually subconsciously.  It
will make him feel more dominant and powerful as you feel more submissive and
weak.

·       Always be
ready to do a “favor.”  – I was in the
checkout lane at the grocery behind a very impressive man one time.  He had a bunch of groceries, had paid, and
was bagging them up.  A package of steaks
was left on the counter short of the scanner.
Clearly it got dropped without being scanned and paid for.  Looking in his direction but not in the eyes I
said, “Is this yours Sir?”  He said, “Oh
shit, yes.”  I scanned it and slid it
over to him and said, “It’s on me Sir.”
He looked surprised momentarily then got a little smirk on his face as
he realized what was happening.  He just
gave me a slight nod and bagged it.  The
fact that he didn’t thank me made me certain that this wasn’t the first time an
inferior had served him and he recognized what was happening.  I was on top of the world.

If you are at a party thrown by a superior
man, stay behind after it is over and clean up.
If the man doesn’t want to clean till the next morning because he’s been
in the juice, tell him to go to bed and you will let yourself out when you get
tired.  Imagine how impressed when he
gets up and the place is cleaned up.
Later when he thanks you, act like it was nothing.  Tell him that you enjoy cleaning.  Maybe he will let you clean for him again.

·       When
appropriate, be generous with your tips. – I live in a large college town so
it’s not unusual for the waiter to be good looking and fit when I go out to eat.  When that is the case, he doesn’t get the
standard fifteen percent.  Multiple times
I’ve dropped a one-hundred-dollar bill on him.
He really appreciates it because college students are usually
broke.  It’s a great feeling being that
generous because that much money can buy him a lot of fun.  And isn’t that our purpose, sacrificing our
enjoyment for theirs?  Speaking of tips, I
always keep a couple of hundred-dollar bills for if a delivery man looks like
an Alpha.  I’ve only given a $100 tip to
a delivery man one time but I’m always ready.

·        Watch for opportunities to kneel at a man’s
feet. – Now this may sound counter intuitive in an article devoted to serving
men in non-obvious ways but hear me out.
If something falls on the floor, particularly if a superior man drops
it, and you can’t just bend over and pick it up, then use the opportunity to
kneel on the floor to retrieve it.  If
you are retrieving it for the man you are “serving,” hand it to him from your
kneeling position then get up.  When a man
sees another male kneeling before him, there is an instinctual rush of dominance
that comes over the him. The act feeds directly into a man’s ego, makes him
feel powerful, and stimulates his dominance.  Making a man feel more
powerful and dominant is a basic goal of a fag.

·       Do little
things for men when the opportunity presents itself.  –
Particularly at the office there are lots of opportunities to do little
things.  If he has a printout sitting on
the printer, grab it and deliver it to him.
When getting a cup of coffee, grab a second one for him.  There are lots of little opportunities.  Keep an eye out for how open he is to these
little favors.  Perhaps you can turn one
into a routine.  Once he becomes
comfortable with one, add a second.
Eventually you could get to the point where there is an expectation that
you will serve him.  

One time I moved into a new cube
in the building where I work.  In one of
the file cabinets was a baton that is used for relay races in track and
field.  The man in the cube next to mine
had run track in college.  I didn’t particularly
like the guy but still recognized that he was superior to me.  I gave it to him and mentioned that he was
more deserving if it since he was an athlete and I wasn’t.  I boosted his ego by acknowledging that he
was athletically superior to me.

·       Be open
to helping a man with a bigger project –
Perhaps your superior neighbor is taking on a home improvement project.  Offer to help with it. When you get the
obligatory, “I couldn’t ask you to do that,” tell him that you enjoy that kind
of work and would love to help.  Work
hard to do a good job and please him.  The
next time he has a project he will be more open to your service.  At some point he may even expect your
service.

·       Keep
disagreements to a minimum – This is part of being deferential. Unless it will
benefit him, keep your mouth shut if you disagree with what a superior man is
saying.  After all, who really cares
about a fag’s opinion.

·       Tributes
– This is always a controversial one.
Money is critical to almost everything we all do.  Outside of Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and Jeff
Bezos almost everyone need more.  There
are cash Masters online you can serve with your cash.  Word of caution, most on line cash Masters
are fakes.  They create a website or a
blog and post pictures of fit men or pictures of their feet and tell you that
you have to serve them.  Don’t waste your
money on them.  I have served a number of
cash Masters.  I always make sure the
person I send money to is who I think it is.
Why would a superior man be a cash Master?  In the cases of the ones that I have served,
they have been men who want to spend time taking care of their bodies rather
than sitting in an office staring into a monitor.  They are natural dominants and that dominant
personality comes through in their communications.  Specifically, one was a college student who
was very fit, another worked at a fitness center and being a cash Master
supplemented his income.  He was actually
my favorite.  He was a part time fitness
model and a natural dominant.  All his
slaves that I communicated with really loved him, as did I.  He often traveled to different places around
the country.  When he traveled to a city
where one of his slaves lived, the slave would get to pick him up from the
airport, chauffeur him around the city, take him out to eat, etc.  Another of the cash Master’s I served was
also very fit and good looking.  He
didn’t work at all.  All his financial
needs were satisfied by his slaves.  He
lived in a beautiful home with a pool on a lake in Florida.  It was thrilling to serve a real Master.  One thing that was common among all these
exceptional men was that owning slaves came naturally to them.  They were as comfortable with it as ordinary
men would be owning a lawn mower.

In all the times I gave money to
these men I never regretted it.  In fact,
I always felt good about it.  I knew that
I was giving up some of my comfort so that they could be more comfortable.  That is basically what being a slave is all
about.  The thought of my Master lying by
the pool in some warm location while I’m shivering in the cold gives me a
feeling of worth.

Hopefully I have given all the closet fags reading this some
good ideas.  If you aren’t doing anything
to serve superior men I urge you to start doing something and discover what a
great feeling it gives you.  Once you do,
you will realize you are happier as you fulfill your purpose in life.  

A very good guide to help closet faggots out there who struggle to make themselves truly available to Men. Many longtime readers of mine will recognize many of these things, as I’ve been preaching them for years. But it is nice to have them condensed into a handy guide for closeted fags.

This is like the fourth or fifth time I’ve been asked this in recent weeks. Odd.

I personally don’t believe that a person can switch from Alpha to fag (or vice versa). A person might experiment, but ultimately one will win. 

You can practice by drinking your own. The first piss of the morning is typically strongest. 

It’s always traumatizing when someone reveals that they are the direct opposite of what you originally thought about them. In the case of fags, they need to be able to respect their Alpha, and discovering that their Alpha is out sucking dick rattles the faggot’s belief system.

I don’t know how a Man can hide his faggotry for long unless he is a cunning liar. 

And yes, the “Alpha” is very confused and lying to himself.

Fag – your followers are clueless at times.  You need to give them very concrete things.  Re- gym. Totally agree about the jock.  Wear it in, wear it during, and wear it out in street clothes so you get noticed.   “Damn, was it arm day? you look shredded Sir.  Any tips for me?”  "Sir, I’ve admired your dedication and results, do you have any meal planning tips or supplements you’d recommend?“  this is a way to maybe exchange cell numbers – the the fag should buy extra supplements for alpha or buy him a week of prepared healthy foods – its also how fag can express “anything I can do for you” mentality.  Let him know you’d like to thank him for his help, etc.  "Sir I’m trying to up my gym game, I need help with my pecs, any pointers?“  then go for the kill fags – sir i saw you doing lunges, is my form right – in your jockstraps faggots let him see that shave ass framed.

Thank you, Sir! I’m sure your tips will help these fags improve themselves!

They are not the same.

BOTTOM – a gay Man who simply prefers the bottom position sexually. They may or may not be submissive, though, and they are certainly not a servant or a slave to a Man. They are generally equal to their sex partners.

FAGGOT – A servant of the needs of Men. Completely submissive. Not equal to any sex partners, and always subservient to them. 

COCKSUCKER – Generally faggots, but limited to only cocksucking as a service to Men. 

How can you make alphas really take advantage of you. I keep sayin you know i wanna serve you, you can do whatever with me? And for some reason I keep ending up with reall sexy tough guys that keep asking what do I like and if it is ok what are they doing? Tbh it is frustrating I just want tp serve and they use me to please them. Are all alphas gone?

No, they’re definitely not all gone. You need to remember that you are their gateway to a  whole new world. It’s natural for them to be unsteady and unsure of how they’re supposed to act.

Yes, I just had a very nice conversation with him within the last week! They just returned from a wonderful trip to Europe together. And things have become emotionally intimate between them. His Alpha tells him that he loves him. Also, the professor has banned the use of the word “fag” around his Asian boy, because he is much more then a servant to the professor. 

Needless to say, the Asian student is over-the-moon happy with how this has worked out, and so am I! When I first started advising the Asian student, I had no idea if this would work out at all, but it has surpassed my wildest dreams! 

The slide of America into Christian-based Theocracy continues unabated!

Two days ago the Senate passed legislation known as the Stop Enabling Sex Traffickers Act. This new act would allow sex workers who are abused from those they meet to sue the company that facilitated the meeting (in this case, Craigslist). As you might imagine, this new Act leaves Craigslist wide open for complete destruction.  

So the personals had to go.

This is really a shame. Craiglist’s easy user interface and no-nonsense approach never changed after so many years because it was PERFECT. It was such a convenient way to meet people, and not just for sex. 

So what can we do about this sudden void in our lives? 

An alpha named @fagabuserbear wrote to me with a few alternatives:

This is an answer for the faggot searching for alphas. I’m not sure of the frequency that alphas are on there, but I recently downloaded Grindr and had faggots crawling all over trying to get to me. Have already gotten two fags out of it. I doubt there are any other sites as convenient. Especially for locals. I tried jack’ and hornet as well but there was more frequency of people from over hundreds of miles away. So I ditched those. 

If you want something with more structure, go to fetlife. HUGE network of all the things you can imagine. From all the fetishes you love spanning literally around the globe to groups where it’s just locals from that city.

I thought those were all great tips! 

athenbax:

MSHP instructed me to write an article on “what or who helped
to truly embrace what you are.”  I
readily agreed to do so. (I say I agreed but I probably wouldn’t have been able
to say no to him even if he had instructed me to cut off my thumb.)

Let me start with some background before I get to the heart
of my assignment.  I recognized that I
was different from the other boys from a very young age, grade school.  I couldn’t understand it but I knew that I was
inferior to the other boys.  I lacked the
confidence they possessed and was athletically inferior.  That fact was continually reinforced every
time I was picked last for any type of athletic game.  It wasn’t until years later when I got to
junior high and high school that I found out
(along with my classmates) how inferior I was between the legs.

As I got to junior high and high school I was sometimes
bullied and learned very early on that there was nothing I could do about
it.  I had always been taught not to “tattle”
and I just accepted it as my lot in life.
I can never understand all the whining about bullying in the press these
days.  I look back at it as something that
benefited me long term in that it helped me understand my place among men.  I’m also sure it was beneficial to the boys
picking on me for the same reason.  Early
on when I was called “faggot” the superior boys knew something about me that I
didn’t know about myself.  Through those
years in school I became more and more aware of my inferiority.

In later years, I continued to recognize that I was
different from other men.  I didn’t have
the self-confidence, ambition, physical strength (or the motivation to work for
it), assertiveness, etc. of the men I admired.
In short, I knew I was inferior to the point I couldn’t look men in the
eyes and had even developed a subconscious habit of bowing my head in their
presence.  Even though I recognized my
inferiority I worked hard to project the illusion to the world that I was a
man.    

No matter what I accomplished personally, professionally or
financially I was terribly unhappy and suffered from long term depression.  There was clearly something missing from my
life and I regularly thought about suicide (but never seriously).

I was on-line one day looking through messages in a Yahoo
group when I came upon one from a Master who wrote a piece called  “Slaves Losing Pride & Dignity” (text
posted here) that explained his method of breaking a slave of pride.  I was so impressed with the article and him
that I sent him a note telling him that I thought his article was excellent.  I told him a little about myself and my
belief that God, or nature, makes some men dominant and a much larger
population submissive and it was nature’s intent for the submissive to serve
the dominant.  To my surprise he
responded.  He said he normally didn’t
respond to the “inferior and submissive” but responded to me because I had made
some astute observations and my email and didn’t any cliché “offer to serve.”  He asked more about me.  He had a very compelling way of communicating.  His dominance and confidence came through in
the way he communicated and I felt an immediate connection to him.

That started a regular correspondence where I learned more
about him and I told him more and more about myself.  He told me about how he had recognized
himself as an Alpha at an early age.  He
had the advantage of having a father who was an Alpha. His father understood the
purpose of fags and had regularly used them over the years.  He passed that wisdom along to his son who
enslaved his first fag when he was only in high school and subsequently owned a
number of others.  As he matured he
developed his dominant traits that had served him well.  He also developed a keen understanding of the
class of inferior “men” who are born to serve the Alphas.  He understood their minds and the compulsion
to serve that drives them.

Almost as if I had lost my free will I found myself
divulging very personal secrets about myself that I had never told another soul.  I was unable to resist telling him anything
he wanted to know.  I told him about
numerous instances where I had engaged in submissive behavior without even
realizing I was engaging in such behavior.
I told him things that would be devastatingly embarrassing, perhaps
professionally crippling, if they were ever revealed.  I was more honest with him about myself than
I have been with anyone else, including myself.

As the correspondence continued he became the most important
person in my life and was constantly in my head.  He was literally the first thing I thought of
when I woke up and the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep.  Anytime I got an email from him it was the
highlight of my day and my hands literally shook as I opened it.  Through his guidance I came to understand
that I was inferior to all men and had an obligation to treat them with the
upmost respect and deference.  I became
very submissive and respectful towards all men that I encountered whether it
was on the street, at work or anywhere else.
I learned to consider all men my superior and treated them as such.  When I was driving I became the most
courteous driver on the road.  If someone
wanted to cut in ahead of me I was fine with it.  Any of the impolite road behavior that used
to piss me off, I was now accepting of it.
I occasionally gave gifts to men I knew but I didn’t like.  I held doors open, I fetched coffee.  Anything I could do for a man brought a
little joy to my life.  He helped me to
realize that until I have settled into a life of true servitude and a superior
is directing me I would not be complete.

I realized one day that I considered this man my Master even
though we had never spoke of it.  I told
him that I considered myself his slave.  I
think he beat me to that conclusion.  With
this true understanding that my place in the male hierarchy was at the very
bottom I found that I was more content than I had ever been before.  I realized my purpose in life and even though
it meant that I was to sacrifice myself for the benefit of those men who were
superior to me it was the happiest I had ever been.  

One day he sent me a task to complete that was a “test.”  It was very difficult and demeaning and came
at a very bad time.  I had had a terrible
day and was exhausted.  I responded badly
and terribly inappropriately given my station and who I was addressing.  I immediately regretted it and quickly
apologized.  Unfortunately, I never heard
from him again.  I was devastated.  

Years later, every time I open my email I have a hope that I
will hear from him again and each time I’m a little disappointed.  He is still one of the most influential
people in my life and I still appreciate what he did for me.  Understanding myself was the most freeing experience
of my life.

I thought this was a sincere, honest post that really highlights an important concept – if we are going to serve, then we need to serve without hesitation or reservation. A great opportunity could be lost if we hold back.

Yesterday I received an intriguing message. I’m going to republish it here:

I’m a feminist Alpha. Dont get me wrong Im 33 years old, muscled 6ft6, a 9.7 inches cock and good looking. I have 4 girls and 3 twinks at my house to serve me, each one has a day of the week. Im dominant in bed, at work, in the gym… But I still think women should be payed equal as men or they should be able to walk in the street without fear of anyone.Is it normal for an Alpha to think that? 

You can read my response if you missed it by clicking here. 

I was salivating for more details about fairly extreme living situation. It’s not unheard of for Alphas to own multiple slaves (think back to California Alpha), but it takes one hell of an Alpha to make it work.

This Alpha graciously took some time out of his Saturday to expand on his growing Alpha kingdom. I hope you enjoy hearing from him as much as I did!

Thanks for your answer and for your question fag! Basically, its not really complicate. I pick my girls and fag from pretty much anywhere. I met one of my girls at a bar, one of my twink on Grindr… I bring them to my place and fuck them. After, I ask them if they’d like to be mine. Some says no, others says yes. Sometime, they quit because them are not willing to share. But, at the end, my servers are very close and like each others, they exchange advices, clothes… Each one has a day to fuck Me and They respect that. If one of them cant serve me on this day, they exchange their day. Sometime, I even let them gang bang me as a reward. 

They are all my wives and I love each of them.

Isn’t that fantastic? I thought what this Alpha wrote about loving both his female slaves and his faggots would be comforting to the many fags out there constantly writing to me asking if love was possible between an Alpha and his fag. It is definitely possible.

I am always aroused and in awe of very powerful, confident Alphas like this one. The fact that he is able to craft a life that is itself a living testament to his power is breathtaking. The subs serving this Alpha are fortunate indeed. Hopefully they remain obedient and loyal so that they may enjoy his benevolent graces for a very long time! 

I really liked this submitted post, particularly the lessons at the end.

I’m a 30yo guy in London, keep in fairly good shape and have a busy work life. About two years ago I started to understand that I was a fag, and that my real place in life is to serve alphas.

I hadn’t done much about it, except responding to the odd ad on CL or Recon. Until a few months ago I started serving a couple of masters remotely – they got me doing tasks for them, sending pics or vids as evidence. These tasks started off quite tame, like wearing a collar round the flat at all times. But then they got more intense and one Master in particular got off on humiliating me in public.

He started calling me on my way home from work and getting me to do little tasks for him, giving me instructions through the earpiece of my hands free set, and listening in as things developed. For example, he sent me into a sports shop and made me ask the assistant for their most humiliating speedo, because as a fag I shouldn’t be wearing swim shorts. All the while he was kissing himself with laughter.

Then one time my Master instructed me to stop a guy on the street and ask to smell his sock. If he asked why, I was to give a full explanation – with a punishment if he felt I held back at all.

So I stopped these two guys about my own age, and just started chatting shit with them – not knowing how I could ever ask them to let me smell their sock. In the end I just remembered what i am, and abandoned any dignity I had… and said: “please could I smell your socks?”

They both looked at me blankly for a second, and asked ‘what the fuck?’

I explained that I’m a fag, and that my Master wanted me to remind myself of my place by humiliating myself for some real men.

To my amazement, one of the guys shrugged and said: ‘ha, yeah why not?’!!! As he bent down to take off his sock, they other asked more about what being a fag meant. I explained, remembering how @fagsworshipstraights explains things.

Then the guy gave me his sock, I sniffed in and got this amazing scent of manliness and alpha. It felt awesome to be standing there in the street smelling this stranger’s foot smell. Meanwhile they thought this was hirlairous.

I gave the sock back, thanked them both for letting me serve them and they walked away chuckling.

My Master had been listening in all the time, and absolutely loved it. For me, it felt great to be serving alphas and my Master, but listening to @fagsworshipstraights about Home Depot Fag made me think about three lessons:

1) We fags spend too much time worrying about rejection by alphas. When we just open up and offer ourselves it *can* and *does* work.

2) In truth, too much of what I was doing was focussed on being humiliated… which is what I get off on. Instead of finding ways to humiliate myself I should be looking for ways to serve the alphas – find it what they want/need and offer it to them.

3) I should have given them my number and offered to serve them be cleaning their Flat or doing chores for them in the future.

Question from reader:

I’m a big man from my feet to my height.  I’ve always been pretty dominant because it seems others expect a man my size to dominate them.  It seems that men who are shorter, less brawny, or less endowed expect me to be an alpha. 

I met one man who was bigger (7’2") in every way some years ago who was able to dominate me, and it was the most satisfying relationship I’ve ever had.  He was killed in a car crash after six years.  For two years, I had little interest in others.  Now, I want something like that, but I don’t know where to look anymore.  Grindr and other dating apps are a major disappointment.  Any suggestions on where I might meet men who might have the alpha instinct to dominate someone like me?

You need to try going to places where Alphas frequent – college bars, gyms, parks, and other such places. But then you need to be willing to offer yourself to them in person.

Craigslist might be a way to find someone online. Write a very specific ad and post it. You never know.

This is a submission from the fag who was listening to his roommate roughly fuck his girlfriend in the next room. The fag sent me an exciting update.

UPDATE: A few days ago, on the advice of @fagsworshipsalphas, I actually approached my roommate and told him I could hear everything when he bangs his girlfriend in his bedroom. My bed is pushed against the wall adjoining his room and the walls are pretty thin so I hear every gasp and in his case, every order he gives her! He was embarrassed and apologized but I told him it was no problem. In fact it was kind of like listening to porn online and hearing some hung stud teach his girlfriend how to make him feel good. He just laughed and said that she liked it a bit rough which was a good thing cause it is the only way he knows how to fuck and he was glad I enjoyed the show and glad that it did not bother me. I told him that it was cool, the louder the better! I then mentioned that he must be pretty hung based on what I hear her saying. He literally grabbed his crotch and air-pumped his hips a couple of times and claimed he had nine inches of thick hard meat that gives her plenty of reasons to squeal. I probably stared a second too long cause he gave me a weird look and the conversation ended there and I went back to cooking our supper.

For a couple of nights after that girlfriend came over and he put on a real show which got me so hard especially since no girls had seen my bedroom for over a couple of weeks. I cannot seem to get the picture of him fucking her out of my mind. The next day, I told him my dad was a strict military guy and insisted we make our beds every morning which was true and something I still do. I knew that he never made his bed so I offered to make his bed for him every day which meant I would have a reason to be in his room. He laughed when I offered and said sure, whatever turns my crank. So after he left that morning, I made his bed for the first time. Could not help but notice the underwear and cum towel left on the floor next to his bed and could not resist but pick them up and check them out. I was surprised how hard I got from the experience and begin to wonder what his girlfriend must feel like when he was fully in rut. I have started thinking about him constantly and can’t wait for the next fuck session with his girlfriend. Am I truly being honest with him? Am I in over my head?

You are being truly honest with him! You’re doing a great job of laying the groundwork for possible future service. Don’t give up now!

This Alpha is incredibly open with his sexuality, which is excellent. He doesn’t seem to flinch over your attentions and worshipful behavior toward him. Gently keep up the pressure on him, but allow him to make the decisions. Good luck!

This is part of an ongoing series detailing a brave faggot’s approach to an Alpha he encountered in line at Home Depot. CLICK HERE for all posts about this extraordinary story in chronological order!

One of the posts instrumental to the growth of this blog was the story of Home Depot fag. In June of 2016, I received a message from a straight Alpha Male who was approached in the checkout line at Home Depot. When Home Depot Alpha asked for more information, the fag gave him my Tumblr address and told him he would find out more from me.

So the bewildered Alpha wrote to me about what had happened. Then Home Depot fag, stunned that this Alpha wrote to me, wrote a breathless follow-up letter.

I then wrote a post called “The Saga of the Home Depot fag,” which summarized everything known to that point in the story. I do recommend reading it, which you can access by clicking here.

Then, I stopped writing about both of them. I kept getting questions from readers asking for more information, but I remained silent. Others accused me of making it all up.

In reality, the Alpha was unhappy with me publishing details about his private life, afraid of being discovered. So the Alpha told Home Depot fag that he could write to me once more, but I wasn’t allowed to publish it. It sat in my mailbox for a year and a half.

But I’m publishing it right now, as a preface to a new post about Home Depot fag. Yes, he returned after all of this time to write an update!

So here is that letter Home Depot fag wrote in June 2016 about his first service meeting with Home Depot Alpha:

HD Alpha picked up his laundry & 1st thing he said was he’s not happy w/ all the posts. He looks like that photo & wants no possibility of exposure Said I can’t post more on him. Said I can write u this 1 time since u were instrumental but not to post it. Sorry, I must obey. I thank u for giving me courage to do what I did. This whole thing is almost too much for me. When he carefully examined his meticulously folded laundry he said “I could get used to this.” Something deep came over me & I

dropped to my knees in front of him like bowing to god & said thank u SIR 4 letting me serve u please let me continue 2 serve and worship you any way you wish. I was facing down and only heard him say “Fuuuck” in amazement at what was happening beneath him. He said kiss my nikes, which I did. He said I was only to call him SIR never his name. Then he took out a piece of paper w/a list of chores 4 me to do. No sex. I hope one day but 4 now I’m in fag heaven. Such a real man Thanks 2 u.

Such an incredible moment!

I’d like to point out that this entire situation came about because Home Depot fag surrendered his ego and submitted fully to this Alpha. This is a problem I see in many faggots time and time again. They want to serve a Man, but only on their terms. This is wrong thinking. You must prostrate yourself physically and emotionally to a Man and hope he will accept your worship. Many Men appreciate that kind of deep devotion.

So after all of this time, Home Depot Alpha dismissed the fag, which is why I’m now posting this very old message from the fag. I wanted to keep this separate on the blog as a way of reminder of this important past post, and give people time to catch up before I publish Home Depot fag’s new letter.

The new post will go up tomorrow. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do! Home Depot fag is an inspiration!

I received a wonderful message from an Alpha today named @mshp. He shared his experience with a college roommate who slowly revealed himself to be a faggot. I’ll have a few comments afterwards.

I have been reading your posts about eager slaves seeking to submit to their alpha buddies. Having experienced this as an alpha, I can offer my experience.

My college roommate was obsessed with My Feet and Socks that I realized slowly and subconsciously first. He was always submissive and helpful to Me even though he was a little older and came from very powerful family. I remember in the early days I felt impressed by his humility and slightly worried how I enjoyed him serving me.

First time I confronted him about sniffing My ripe Socks, I must admit I was disgusted by him and disappointed for him. 

Strangely, it also awakened something in Me. My alpha power over him. At that time I worried if this sense Superiority and power I felt would diminish my “goodness” and become a big character flaw… what helped Me to accepting my alpha superiority is my slaves honesty about his desires and that he really needed My powerful Feet to own him. I knew that I might be the best Master he could have. 

 So slaves approach your alpha honestly but be prepared. Give Him time and also answer questions. If he is a true friend he wants to know if he will do permanent damage to you, and also attract Him with ways of submitting and being useful. Start by simple slow requests. Deep down he loves that power over you but you can only awaken that in a true alpha…

This is a very powerful reminder that the Alpha/fag association is a symbiotic one. Both the Alpha and the fag develop their own understandings of their role as they continue. In this case, the Alpha embraced his true role in the world, but it really took a fag’s fearless honesty to help the Alpha do that. 

So never be afraid to be honest about your desires. Great things can happen if you are!

The day before Christmas I received a series of messages from a brother in Spain named @escalvo-detusexo . We had a bit of a conversation, because I wanted to make sure it was okay to publish his letter. 

This brother brings up an interesting question about the needs many Alphas have sexually. Here is what he wrote:

First of all, I have grown a lot in these years since I follow your blog and I have learned to be a good sub from an Alpha man. I am so grateful to you. For 2 months my life has changed a lot. Mid-morning at the time of rest (very usual from Spain) I go to breakfast at a bar near my place of work…There, I began to coincide with a 30-year-old policeman who works as security in a bank on the same street. I was not able to look him in the eyes, I tried to hide but if he looked at me, 

I ended up lowering my head flushing with shame. 

He got to know about me and where I worked (in my country, the waiters give a lot of information, and finally, we had an appointment and a meeting. He told me the first day: “My pregnant wife is going to give birth in a few weeks and I need to have a lot of sex, I warn you. She can not give it to me, I hope you can give me what you like.” I thought it was a one-time sexual encounter, a simple relief from him. 

It took him a week to get back in touch with me and, ever since, our relationship has become harder and narrower. He subjects me to hard athletic training and a lot of physical and mental discipline. We have a lot of sex but there is something that baffles me: he always needs to establish a kind of struggle, a game mode with struggle and submission with me until I reach the limit and get red or furious. Then, he fucks me very hard and enjoys it. 

He does not use excessive violence (verbal, yes) but he does seem to need this ritual of struggle and use force to have sex with me. Why does he do this if he knows that I am going to accompany him in the same way? Forgive me for the extension and for my poor level of English. A big hug and Merry Christmas.

Thank you for this, my brother. And by the way, your English is excellent!

Alphas and Men in general do need some amount of aggressiveness in their sexual encounters. There are varying levels of what that might involve – choking, spanking, slapping, name calling, spitting – but many Men love any number of these types of actions. 

Why do they like it? Well, we must remember that Men are the dominant creatures on the Earth, and that animal instinct for domination still lives within them no matter how “cultured” they pretend to be in public. Men love inferiors to submit to them, but it’s even more exciting if they can take it from them. There’s that great line from Jurassic Park: “A T-Rex doesn’t want to be fed … he wants to hunt.” Men are very much like that.

It really does sound like you have an awesome Alpha! Hopefully he can continue to use you as his personal faggot after the baby is born!

topguydave:

maxtem19:

mealprepboy:

Over the past few years, I have served a wonderful Sir as his meal prep boy. As I understand it, this is a somewhat novel expression of dominant-submissive (Dom-sub) power dynamics. I have looked around online for others in similar submissive positions, but I have come up empty-handed. I have found much enjoyment from serving in this way, and I would like to let others know about my experience.

Much like other forms of submission, a meal prep boy performs a service for his Dominant. Just as the name implies, a meal prep boy performs all the tasks related to preparing weekly meals for his Sir. This involves all the steps related to meal prepping, including procurement of groceries, cooking, and cleanup. The task may seem arduous, but all worthwhile forms of submission involve the submissive willing giving his energy to the Dominant. And with meal prep, there are lasting benefits for both the sub and the Dom.

Being a meal prep boy comes with an important responsibility: the nutrition of your Dom. You are fueling his body’s growth directly through your cooking. Seeing the results of your cooking through the growth of your Dom is exhilarating and encouraging. Of course, the ability to help your Dom grow comes with the responsibility to ensure his nutritional needs are met. This means accounting for all the macros and micros needed for muscle growth as well as any other concerns specific to your Dom (allergies, special diet, taste preference, etc.). All of this requires careful though to plan out tasty meals week after week, and of course the willpower to execute on these ideas.

Meal prepping as a role in a kink relationship requires a level of mental effort and physical care not typically associated with other expressions of kink. As a sub, you will have to think and plan far beyond the mental requirements of a pain pig or other more passive forms of submission. Nevertheless, the rewards, in my opinion, are far greater. Besides the previously stated manifestation of your work in the form of bigger muscles, meal prepping is a useful skill on its own. It promotes thoughtful planning, nutritional learning, and hands-on cooking experience. It’s like taking a cooking course where the instructor is a sexy bodybuilder. And of course, all the world of kink is open to the sub when their meal prep duties are done. Coupled with, say, a growth regimen for the sub, you and your Dom can grow together: physically, emotionally, and sexually.

Meal prepping can be one of many hats worn by a boy, or his sole, sacred duty. It takes positive effort from the submissive, but the rewards for you and your Dom are profound.

This. Is. Amazing. 

Sounds like something every Alpha should have. Boys in Vegas feel free to apply.

My goodness, what an incredible post, @mealprepboy! Weightlifters and bodybuilders absolutely need this vital service. Thank you for sharing this wonderful advice with the rest of us!

We’ve all likely experienced a storm that seems to suddenly come up from a clear blue sky, drench the area in rain, and then disappear again. Where I live in the Midwest, these types of storms happen frequently. They leave one surprised, but also exhilarated. 

That’s how I view the Male sex drive, one of the most potent and unpredictable forces in nature,

Since I am a faggot, I don’t really have a Male sex drive or a clear understanding of how it feels to have one. However, as a faggot that has served Alphas, I have been on the receiving end of the Male sex drive. I have experienced its urgency, its power, its insatiable nature. And, like a sudden storm, it has often left me breathless.

Men are driven by an unstoppable desire to hunt, capture, and fuck. This is basically true of all Males across the animal kingdom. All day long they are searching for fresh meat, sizing up competition, angling for a kill. The power surging in their cock and balls compels them to find something to penetrate, fuck, and breed.

But when you see a Man throughout his everyday life, he doesn’t always look like a potent predator ready to strike. A Man can engage in fun or exciting conversation, help others, accomplish projects at work, and generally have a pleasant demeanor. There are all sorts of Men you know everyday that you have trouble imagining as a sexual animal, yet it is there, lurking in the background. 

When a Man’s sexual needs erupt, there are few things that can stop him from getting what he wants. When a Man is in such a mood, the person he is taking should realize it’s time for fucking. The Man’s need to penetrate becomes overwhelming, his need to rut and breed like an all-consuming fire. 

As a fag who has been the object of that lust, it can be quite scary. The Man’s eyes grow dark and cold, his mind lost in a sea of sensations as his body transforms into a breeding machine. In that moment he owns you, controls you, and you become an object for his pleasure. Losing control to a Man’s animal nature can be terrifying, but also ultimately exhilarating.

Once he delivers his precious payload, he returns to his normal state, relaxed and pleasant. It’s this dichotomy of the Male sex drive that defines the unpredictability of it. Sexually, Men are much like Jekyll and Hyde, with that sexual Hyde persona always lurking beneath the surface and ready to strike.

To serve Men properly, females and fags need to appreciate this aspect of a Man’s sexuality. Men are born with a sex drive that needs to feed on a regular basis, and when it’s time, a Man will take what he needs in order to be satisfied. 

We are privileged to serve this amazing drive in Men. Because of it, our civilization not only survived, but thrived. Driven by their lusts, Men have built great cities and conquered foreboding lands. By serving them and satisfying their stormy lust, we keep these powerful Men focused on greater goals that benefit everyone.

tomthedom1980:

Some of this is probably going to be common sense. Other things I write here might be controversial. However, this is a topic that needs to be discussed because a lot of doms and subs struggle with it.

To preface, I do not advocate rape. I’ve said before that it is never okay to rape someone, and I view rape as a sign of weakness in a man. Real men do not have to take sex by force. Others give it to us willingly, grateful for the opportunity. The few occasions that I have agreed to fulfill a rape fantasy, I insisted on giving the sub my safe word and required them to text it to me immediately before I would begin the scene. Having said that, it is extremely common for males of all ages and sexual preferences to have rape fantasies.

I decided to write this post because the Lord of the Fags

asked me this afternoon if I’ve ever had rape fantasies and whether it’s common for men to have those types of fantasies. He posed the question because a man contacted him and said he was feeling guilty about having rape fantasies. Because this topic resurfaces regularly in conversations I have with others on tumblr, I decided to write about it.

A lot of men are afraid to talk about rape fantasies because they don’t realize how common those fantasies are. Almost every male I’ve chatted with about the topic has had rape fantasies. Those who denied ever having such fantasies are a small minority, maybe around 5% of the guys I’ve talked to about this (which includes hundreds at this point), and I’m certain some of them were lying. 

The real question is which side of the equation a male falls on. Dominant men and tops tend to imagine themselves as the rapist, whereas submissives fantasize about getting raped. 

The other question is what type of rape fantasy the guy had. There are two broad categories of rape fantasies: (1) those where the sex turns consensual (usually because the victim wanted it all along or becomes overcome by passion and desire because the sex is so great); and (2) those where the sex remains non-consensual throughout (I will refer to the latter as “pure” rape fantasies because calling them non-consensual rape is redundant and makes it sound as though consensual rape exists, which its doesn’t). Most men have both sorts of fantasies at one time or another. 

I’ll begin by talking about rape fantasies from the dom perspective because it’s what I have first-hand experience with and it’s what @fagsworshipstraights was asked about. 

A lot of men who fantasize or have a wet dream about raping another person (whether it’s a woman or man) feel guilty after. That feeling of guilt is natural. It shows that the man recognizes the immorality of rape and that he has no intention of actually raping another person. However, the feeling can also be overly harsh. Most men recognize the difference between fantasy and reality, and we know we will never actually rape someone else. There is no reason to saddle yourself with guilt when you will never act on the fantasy.

As mentioned above, there are two general types of rape fantasies. Usually, when a man fantasizes about raping another person, the sex begins as rape but the woman or guy being raped becomes cooperative as the fantasy unfolds. Some psychologists theorize that this transformation occurs because the man is subconsciously justifying his fantasy. They say it allows his subconscious to think, “Raping this person is fine because s/he wanted it the whole time and likes it rough.” Personally, I think that’s bullshit. I think it shows that the man enjoys rough sex and kink, often a variety of kinks, and he is fantasizing about an extreme version of that because that’s what fantasies are for. Almost every dom or top has fantasized about a sexual encounter that started off as non-consensual but the person he was fucking enjoyed his dick so much that s/he started to love it. The fantasy make the man feel masculine and virile. 

Most people accept that rape fantasies that turn into consensual sex are normal and very common. By contrast, “pure" rape fantasies (in which the victim struggles the whole time) are rarely discussed because they are viewed as dirtier or less moral. As a result, most men are particularly ashamed of having this type of rape fantasy. 

Because they aren’t talked about, pure rape fantasies are often more harmful psychologically. A man thinks he must be a monster to become sexually aroused and have an intense orgasm while imagining himself actually raping another person. But for some reason, the man can’t help himself; he has the fantasy (often over and over again). The thrill of the struggle and extreme roughness of the encounter are so intense that he has especially powerful orgasms. At the same time, he knows it’s wrong. He thinks to himself that there can’t be any justification for having that sort of fantasy. And because almost nobody talks about this “incredibly wrong” type of sex fantasy, the adverse psychological impact is compounded. Without knowing that the fantasy is common, the man begins to think he is weird, that there is something wrong with him, some piece inside of him that is missing or broken. 

If you’ve had one of these pure rape fantasies, I’m here to tell you that you aren’t alone. I’ve talked to many other doms and tops who have had these fantasies. For the record, I’ve had both types of rape fantasies at various stages of my life and sexual development, but I usually have the type of fantasy that transforms into a consensual encounter (as is true for most doms and tops). 

Doms and tops who have pure rape fantasies also should not feel alone because submissive guys also have those fantasies. Plus, unlike doms and tops (who tend to fantasize more about rape that turns consensual than “pure” rape based on my conversations with other men and my own experience), most submissives I talk to about rape tell me that they fantasize more often (and sometimes exclusively) about pure rape. 

I think some doms/tops feel guilty about their pure rape fantasies because they assume submissives who want to be “raped” only fantasize about “rape” that turns into a consensual encounter. Since that’s really nothing more than rough consensual sex (albeit sometimes extremely rough) in which the submissive male was merely trying to hide his willingness, tops are afraid that subs will not understand if they admit to having fantasies about pure rape. That means they are usually not willing to talk openly about the fantasies with subs, which increases the adverse psychological effect on both the dom and the sub. 

Like the doms and tops who feel guilty after fantasizing about rape, a sub often finds it psychologically disturbing to have a pure rape fantasy. He does not understand why his dick gets so hard that it throbs when he imagines truly getting physically hurt or struggling the whole time against a man having sex with him. (As an interesting side note, I’ve talked to 3 separate sub boys over the past couple of years who’ve said they had their first true prostate orgasm while imagining being raped. The rape fantasy was the key that allowed them to get over the edge and shoot a load of cum through anal stimulation.) 

Getting back to the point, a sub might feel guilty and ask himself, “How could I possibly want that? What is wrong with me?“ The answer is that the fantasy isn’t about sex; it’s about feeling overpowered and used. Many subs realize this, which ironically makes them feel even more guilty

(especially those subs who don’t identify as fags or slaves). They feel humiliated by their own fantasy. They want to be loved and treated like an equal, but they are more turned on by imagining themselves getting raped (”for real raped,” as one sub put it) than by any other fantasy. And that makes them feel worthless. 

I believe the key to overcoming the guilt caused by rape fantasies is to recognize the vast differences between fantasy and reality. Having a fantasy does not mean a person wants the reality. Most people feel guilty about pure rape fantasies because they think the fantasy means they want to rape someone or to be raped. That isn’t true. Fantasizing about rape does not mean that a dom has a desire to actually commit rape or that a sub has a desire to actually be raped, just as imagining murdering someone does not mean that you actually want to kill another person. 

When a man fantasizes about pure rape, he envisions power, control, and everything going right; he typically does not think about the other person being hurt (unless he’s a sadist, in which case there are masochists out there to satisfy his desires in real life). A dom might imagine slapping the person, yelling at them, forcing them to open their mouth and gag on his dick, hearing them scream as he thrusts his cock into them without any preparation, etc. But he is not thinking about how those things would actually feel to the other person. He simply imagines the looks of shock, defiance, and/or submission, the sound of the slap against the other person’s skin, etc. Those visions turn him on because he likes rough sex. Having the fantasy does not mean the doesn’t care about others, that he is a sociopath, or that he is willing to hurt another person in reality. It simply means that he has a good enough imagination to give himself a fulfilling sexual fantasy. 

After the fantasy is over and the man has recovered from an especially intense orgasm, he begins to think about reality. He imagines the effect his actions would have on the other person in real life. He feels guilty that, in the heat of the moment, he thought only about how good it would feel to pull a person’s hair while fucking them roughly. One man I’ve chatted with about this felt especially guilty about his fantasy because imagining the other person crying was a particular turn on him. Even after I pointed out that many subs fantasize about being made to cry, he still felt a little guilty. He never wanted to disregard another person’s feelings so completely that he enjoyed them crying. I told him that he probably never would do that then, but he should keep his eyes open for a sub who wants to be made to cry because that would be fulfilling the sub’s emotional requirements rather than ignoring them. In the world of BDSM, perspective is everything. 

Just as a dom/top who fantasizes about pure rape usually is only imagining the enjoyable aspects, a sub who fantasizes about pure rape doesn’t typically focus on the risk of being truly injured or abused. He doesn’t want to be raped in real life, but the feelings of helplessness and total loss of control cause the sub to feel aroused, often intensely so, because it is the most extreme form of submission. He imagines being slapped and might even slap himself to make the fantasy seem more real. But he is still merely craving the roughness, the feeling of being taken by a stronger man and losing control. He does not want to suffer extreme pain or actual abuse (unless he’s a masochist, which is also fine). 

The point is that sex fantasies focus on the things that arouse us. We naturally block out everything that would ruin (or significantly detract from) the sexual encounter. That doesn’t mean the thoughts don’t pop into our heads. We’ve all had fantasies ruined by stray thoughts. However, whenever possible, we quickly shut out those negative thoughts so that we can continue enjoying the fantasy and maximize the sexual pleasure. That is the crucial difference between fantasy and reality. Almost every rape fantasy is unrealistic, whether because the scene turns into a consensual encounter (which would never happen in real life with a real rape) or because the person having the fantasy only thinks about the things that turn him on and not the negative aspects that would exist in reality. As long as the person recognizes that the fantasy can never play out in reality (for a variety of reasons), there is no risk of acting on the fantasy and no need to feel guilty.

I believe the reason rape fantasies are so common is that they often provide intense orgasms. And the reason they provide such intense pleasure is because they involve extreme behavior that we know we can only fantasize about. We know we cannot act on the fantasies, and so we allow ourselves to take the mental images to extremes. We allow our minds to focus on our secret desires that we feel ashamed to share with anyone else. By doing so, we satisfy an aspect of our sexuality that can only be satisfied by allowing ourselves to have those fantasies, which keeps us sexually and psychologically healthy. As long as we recognize the differences between fantasy and reality, the fantasies remain harmless fantasies that provide a needed sexual release.

In closing, I know that there are some people who think men should try to suppress rape fantasies. They think that the line between fantasy and reality will blur and that a man will begin to think his potential victims really do want to have sex with him or that he has to truly rape someone to ever feel completely sexually satisfied. Again, I think that’s bullshit. Although I’m sure there are some mentally unstable men who lose the ability to distinguish between fantasy and reality, that inability does not stem from having rape fantasies; it comes from some fundamental mental or psychological impairment. The vast majority of men understand the difference between fantasy and reality and will never allow themselves to cross that line. No amount of fantasizing will cause a normal mentally healthy man to lose his grip on reality and commit rape.

Sir Tom

Good grief … stop whatever you’re doing and read this absolutely brilliant dissertation on rape and human sexual urges! A towering work on the subject!

Thank you so much @tomthedom1980! You continue to be one of the most insightful voices on Tumblr, Sir! 

One of my favorite discoveries since starting this blog has been my lovely friendship with Guillaume, a French faggot who serves two Alpha brothers (you can click the tag #Guillaume below for all of those posts). My heart leaps whenever I receive one of Guillaume’s exquisite, finely-crafted letters. 

Like all of Guillaume’s letters, this one is very long and highly detailed, so I will publish it after the jump. Believe me, it’s worth it.

Here’s a new message… a long one, as usual!

Yesterday
evening, my youngest Master cunted me very deeply. It was the
thousandth time he fucked me. Can you believe that? My Master counted
and announced me the (very
good!) news. He told me he was really happy to own me because I was
such a welcoming and hungry faggot. He also said he wanted to establish
himself new frequentation records for my ass (he already has, by far!)
with an intended purpose of 15 000 cunting! I
was delighted, not by the number (even if that’s impressive) but by the
amount of months, of years it would take to fuck me 15 000 times. I’m
over the moon because it means my younger Master wants to keep me for a
very long time!!! I can’t help smiling when
I think about such a beautiful future for me…

Reading
my words, you could think my youngest Master keeps fucking me all day
long, and you wouldn’t be totally wrong. But you also wouldn’t be right.
You know, when
he’s awake, my youngest Master needs to unload his cum almost every two
hours. He can work, speak, and do a lot of things without thinking of
sex, and suddenly, it arises, boom, he urgently needs to cum! When he
was younger, he thought he was abnormal and
went to see a doctor, who told him he just had bigger sexual needs than
other men. To make short a long story, owning a faggot became the best
solution for him, much easier and less complicated than being married
and deceiving his wife. Unfortunately, in spite
of me, he often has to masturbate once or twice a day. I feel awful and
ashamed, but I’m not always available to the minute, especially when
I’m the only seller at the bakery, or when I’m out doing our grocery
shopping.  

My
older Master also has his own sexual peculiarities. He is able to fuck
an incredibly long time before ejaculating. Sometimes more than two
hours. Very few women could
handle this. He met only one female slut and five or six faggots who
could endure (and love) such a long fucking. I’m very fortunate my
Masters chose me to be their personal fag, but, to be honest, it was
exhausting in the beginning. My Owners had to train
me a lot to increase my endurance. Sometimes, I thought they would fire
me because I had to rest so very often. They let me rest, but they used
me longer and longer every day. They saw I gave them all I could, and
they knew I would finally become the fag they
needed. They were right, as always. I’m now very proud to be able to
satisfy them both, alternatively or together, three hours every day
without losing my enthusiasm, my stamina, and my cock hunger (but I
sleep long hours every night!). My sexual training
made me realize (it’s a little frightening, even for me) that the more
you get cock and cum, the more you need cock and cum (and also piss, I
must admit) so it’s a never ending story…

Why
did I tell you that? Firstly because it is my life.
Certainly to show some other fags that, yes, my life is great (according
to my expectations),
but it’s a life of dedication, work, humility, obedience, and
selflessness. I have a dear friend (20 years old like me, submissive gay
bottom, very handsome) who thinks my Masters are very hot (that’s
true!) and who keeps telling me I’m the happiest fag on
earth, that he would be so happy to live my own life. I know he’s right
about my happiness, but I believe he’s wrong about his desire to live
my life. It’s a perfect life for me, I’m sure of that, but maybe not for
him (he’s a lovely, nice and lazy boy, accustomed
to be pampered by his many admirers). He still doesn’t want to believe
me when I tell him that, in addition to my work at the bakery, I have to
clean the house, do the grocery shopping, cook, set the table, serve my
Masters, wash my Masters (I love that!)
do all the laundry, iron my Master’s clothes (even their socks and
underwear, but it’s my choice), shine their shoes, give my holes
multiple times a day, have my mouth roughly fucked, never say no to my
Masters, let them decide everything for me, from my clothes,
my hair cut, to the books I read (their choices are excellent, a
combination of what they know I would like and what they want me to
read), to the candidate I voted for presidency (I would have chosen
someone more to the left than my Masters, but they said
I was young, idealistic, and didn’t know anything about economics,
which was true. They explained me, very precisely, why their choice was
the best one for the country. Then, they told me to vote like them. I
obeyed with joy because it’s unthinkable for me
not to obey them. So, my vote was for president Macron)…

But,
to go back to the original matter, I think I just tried to be honest,
and wanted people to know that my life, as good as it is, is a life of
total devotion, full
of unexpected gifts, small or big, but nevertheless a life of devotion.
I will never thank my Masters enough for letting me serve them, but
your followers must know it’s not only cock, cum and pure bliss. It’s
work, devotion, cock, cum, cock, cum, cock, cum,
work, devotion, endurance, endurance, endurance… and, beyond endurance,
that’s true, there is pure bliss…

Now I would like to ask you a few questions, some related to
a change in my life you already know. But, if you don’t mind, I’d like
to start with another
topic:

You
know I totally worship my two Masters. You also know they’re not only
Alphas but also sensitive and kind people. They’re good enough to share
with me some intimacy not only linked to their power over me. We
laugh, we swim, we practice soccer together, we go to the movies, to
the restaurant, we talk a lot etc… But, from one second to the next,
with just one look, they can make me kneel down, suddenly horny, a
slight knot in my stomach, unable to think, feverishly
waiting for a word, a command from one of them. During the day, I often
feel I’m melting because they impress me so much. For example, every
time they taste a meal I just cooked, my mouth becomes dry: I so
desperately hope they will like it! Very often, my
older Master verifies my cleaning of the windows. It’s very nice of him
because he knows I’m good at that specific task, so the windows are
always spotless! Anyway, when he does the examinations, I feel like a
child who had committed the wrong… Frequently,
to order me something, my older Master puts his hands on my cheeks,
looks directly into my eyes and speaks to me, slowly, with his very deep
voice: I’m so overwhelmed by his presence that I can’t get a word of
him! My older Master likes my embarrassment, so
he tenderly slaps my two cheeks, and speaks again… I could tell you so
many stories like these…
Thankfully,
my two Masters say they’re never tired of watching my emotion. They
tell me it makes them want to protect and fuck me all at once. So, it’s
not so bad.
But I don’t understand. Why
am I like that? Is it typical of faggots? Of fags totally owned by
their Masters? Will I change one day, will I be less emotional about my
two Masters?
You know, Sam, I just want my heart not to beat so fast as soon as my Masters look at me..

MY ANSWER: Oh, Guillaume, it’s impossible to not love you! I don’t know if the feelings you describe are typical of ALL faggots, because some faggots serve selfishly. But it is very typical of faggots who serve their Owners with their heart and soul, and not just their bodies. You love your Masters, and your Masters love you. In that situation, it is very normal for you to feel excited by them.

I think as time goes on, you will calm down in some way. This happens to all of us. A thirty five year old Man doesn’t get excited by things the way he did when he was five years old. We grow up, and our perspectives change, too. It’s a perfectly natural process. 

My Masters say a fag properly trained and fully owned becomes unable to  lie to its Masters. They also say I was unable to lie even before my training, that it was one of the many proofs of my natural born faggotry. I don’t know why but I felt a bit upset when they said I couldn’t lie. I told them I could be a very good liar if I wanted, and they started bursting laughing without being able to control themselves!!!… Then, they asked me to talk to them and to add some lies, even small ones, to my speech. I chose an uninteresting topic (fruits and vegetables I’d bought) because I thought my tiny lies would be undetectable in such a boring talk. But, to my great surprise, my two Masters noticed all my lies, even when I told them I had hesitated between pears and apples!! They said I shouldn’t even try to lie but always be a good, honest and obedient boy. I guess they’re right because I really like to be a good, honest and obedient boy. So, dear Sam, my questions are: Do my Owners, because of their strong hold on me, have the ability to know how my mind really works? Do they know my mind better than I could ever know it? Because, very often, when they look at me, I have the feeling my Masters don’t have eyes but laser beams.

MY ANSWER: First of all, Alphas have an excellent ability to see through faggot behavior and know the truth about the faggot. We see this a lot when Alphas first take control of a faggot  – how does the Alpha know it is a faggot or what that faggot needs? 

But I believe that humans have the ability to share energies with each other, particularly in close relationships. I don’t want to call it telepathy, but it’s like we know the person so well that even the person’s thoughts can be read on their behavior and body language. Alphas are masters of reading body language anyway, so once they know you, they can practically read your mind by the clues you give them at every moment. 

Since
we came back from vacations (best ever!), my Masters decided it was
time for them to introduce me to their friends. As I’m able to make our
flat comfortable, fresh and clean, as I became a good cook, as
I can serve my Masters very appropriately (in a domestic way), as they
think I can behave properly in public and as they have no problem owning
a fag, they decided our relationship should be outed, at least to their
male friends. It made me feel nervous because
I didn’t know what they really wanted from me. They appeased me, saying
they would never share my body (I’m theirs and only theirs) but would
be pleased to show their friends how enjoyable it is to own a cute,
efficient and smiling faggot (their words). In
order to make a gradual transition, they decided to tell our soccer
team first (small team, 14 players aged 35 to 54 years, except me of
course, the youngest one). They’re nice men, but all very masculine, and
I was afraid they would despise me after discovering
what I was. My Masters were absolutely not afraid, because they said I
surely was a faggot, but also a sunny, funny and very nice boy. So, my
Masters talked to the team a Friday night (I wasn’t there). It seems
that some of the men were astonished by the news,
but they all were very interested, especially by the sexual advantages
of owning a fag, and they didn’t disapprove. My Masters also made clear
that no one could ever touch my single hair without their permission,
and that I was one of their most valuable properties. 

When
they came back home, my Owners were calm, but they asked me to be
aggressive and very active during the next training, as to remain a
respected player on the field. I did what they wanted quite easily, not
because
of my exceptional skills but because of my youth and my velocity. After
the training, my Masters asked me to get naked and go to the shower
with them (I usually had a shower at home because I didn’t want to show
my caged dick). I obeyed my Masters but it was
not easy for me. I didn’t dare to raise my eyes and I came very close
to my older Master. He put a kind hand on my shoulder but I remained
ashamed. Then, something very moving happened: all the players,
including my Masters, started to sing the song we usually
sing after winning a match (or losing a match, which happens more often
than not!). They sang the song for me (an idea of Pierre, the oldest
player) just for me, because they wanted to cheer me up! I cried a
little, of course, but I felt better, and I stopped
looking at the ground. My younger Master suddenly told the men they
didn’t have to worry because I had enough cock at home. They all laughed
(I’m afraid I didn’t!) but it improved the atmosphere. After that, they
all came to see my locked dick, and that was
it! A Shower, to get dressed, and the usual talks on the parking lot…

There’s no real change for
me now with my soccer partners. They still tap my bottom before every
match (I know, it may seem weird!). Three of them leave their hands a
little longer than before, just a little, but
I don’t mind. Everything seems to be the same, except I don’t come home
dirty!
Next step: my Masters have
invited 10 of the men to watch a match Saturday evening. I’ll cook and
I’ll serve everybody. I’m not really scared but very nervous. My Masters
told me the first 10 minutes would be strange
for me and for the men, but only the first minutes, because Men love to
be served, and faggots love to serve Men. They’re sure I’ll be very
happy to be the servant of twelve masculine Men, and they’re sure I’ll
be a very good servant.

I’m
not so sure, to say the truth. I never did such thing before. I never
worked in a restaurant or in a bar! So, I’d like to know, very dear Sam,
if you ever served Men this way, when you were owned yourself? And was it easy? Did you like it?
You know, I’m not an accomplished waiter, and twelve men is a lot! I
can’t help thinking I will break some bottles or some glasses.
Do you think I’ll overcome my nervousness? I
wouldn’t like to disappoint my Masters. They say I’m nervous because
I’m a good fag. They also say it will be exciting for them to see me at
my true place among some of their friends. And they’re sure, after
this particular evening, that I will be very proud of myself, very
happy, very tired, and also in heat! They’re 100% sure I’ll be in heat
and cock hungry after this evening. Personally, I’m not so sure because
I’m not used to working so late. I bet my biggest
desire, after the evening, will be to go to sleep! My Masters keep
telling me I’ll desperately need their cocks when the ‘party’s over.
They’re usually right, so I’m starting to doubt… Do you think my Masters are right? And why are they so sure of themselves?

MY ANSWER: I think your Masters are correct: after a few nervous minutes, you will settle in nicely. I have served Alphas like this (I did have some restaurant experience, though) and I absolutely loved it. I have always loved domestic service anyway, but having the chance to serve multiple Men in that way was heaven for me. And your Masters are right about how Men love to be served like that by faggots. 

I’m curious about how you feel afterwards, and if you did crave cock the way your Masters predicted. You are likely to be very tired, but I bet you will want your Masters to fuck you after a night of serving masculine Men. 

As
usual, it was a long letter, and I should finish it now. But there are
two last things I’d like to tell you. A few days ago, my Masters asked
me what were my favorite moments with them, with both of them? It was
so easy to answer them. So I answered them, but I was a little afraid,
because they weren’t moments of hard sex, but gentle moments. I thought I
could upset my Masters, who are great fuckers and who cunt me so
extraordinarily, but I told them the truth, as
I always do. And you know what? My favorite moments were also the
favorite moments of my older Master, and the favorite moments of my
youngest Master! Incredible!

Here are my two favorite moments shared with my beloved Masters:

Around
seven PM, every day, I wait for my Masters, naked, only wearing
kneepads. I’ve done food preparation for dinner; the table is set, and
I’m really happy. When my Masters come home, I remove their coats or
their
jackets, and I run to the kitchen to make their drinks, a gin tonic for
my younger Master, a soda whiskey for my older Master. When I go back,
they’re both on the living room sofa, at their ease, next to each other.
When they start drinking, I kneel down,
and I feel at my very right place. I took off their shoes, then,
delicately, with my lips, I remove their socks, and I admire their
beautiful and big feet. My Masters talk together about their work, but I
know they feel comfortable. Then I massage, kiss, or
lick their feet. They let me do what I want to do, as long as it
pleases them. It is my time because I’m free to worship my Masters
according to my own desires and impulses. These are very sweet, sensual
and peaceful moments. I’m allowed to worship their lower
body, at my own rhythm, and I take my time. I take of their pants, then
their boxers, and I lick, caress, kiss, and massage their muscled legs,
then their balls, and finally their cocks, testing new ways of making
them hard, and sucking them with all my dedication
and all my love. There’s always a moment when my Masters stop talking,
and start sighing. They spread their legs, let me put their glasses on
the table, and give themselves over to my mouth sweet moves, and…
they’re like two Suns in my sky, and I am their
small satellite, living for them, alive because of them, and this is
just perfect…

At
night, my Masters like watching political talks on continuous news
channels. They allow me to sit between them, on the sofa. They often
caress my hair as they would do with a dog; it’s heaven for me! I’m
interested
in the political talks but I feel so sleepy. I try to resist because I
like so much to be near my two Masters. They see my efforts to stay
awake and they feel sorry for me… Then, magical moment, my older Master
put my head on his lap and my legs on my youngest
Master’s thighs. You can’t imagine how pleased I am when they let me
fall asleep on their male bodies, their warm hands caressing me softly. I
still try to resist because I want to hear my older Master ritual
words, which are quick to come: “Dors bien, petit
garçon, tes deux pères te protègent!” « Sleep well, baby boy, your two
Daddies are protecting you! » And I fall asleep, and everything is just
perfect…

Avec ma grande affection…

Guillaume

Thank you Guillaume for this beautiful letter! Please tell your Masters “thank you” for allowing you to share this with me! I love you, my little brother! 

Yesterday I received a nice letter from a fag (click here) who only serves its Alpha domestically, without any sexual contact at all. I loved hearing about it, and so did my readers (including some interested Alphas). Fortunately, the faggot wrote to me again to describe how it came to serve this Alpha and what its life is like in service.

Here is what the faggot wrote:

I’m the domestic slave you wanted more info on. I occasionally talked to my neighbor when we ran into each other in the parking lot. I sometimes expressed admiration of how well built he was. He was a lot bigger than me. At one point he invited offered me a beer. I accepted and we went in his apartment. It was a hole. He apologized about the mess and said he’d rather work out than clean. I agreed that taking care of his body was a better use of his time than cleaning.

I asked him if he would trust me to do some cleaning for him. He was a little surprised but I suspect he had experienced subs doing things for him previously. He said sure and I spent the rest of the evening cleaning the kitchen while he did other things including watching a game on TV. I just scratched the surface and asked if I could come back the next night and do more. For the next 3 days I came back and cleaned for him. He seemed pretty comfortable letting me work. 

Finally the

the place looked pretty good. He thanked me and I told him I enjoyed doing it and asked if I could do it on a regular basis. He agreed and gave me a key. Now I go over and clean and do laundry every Saturday. I also go over mid week and clean again. I also change his betting twice a week. He usually isn’t even there but I still feel great knowing he is coming home to a clean home. Sometimes he leaves a note asking me to do other things. I wish he wouldn’t make it a request but he is

a pretty nice guy. 

There’s never been any discussion about me being his fag or slave or anything like that but I think of him as my master. It’s such a great feeling knowing that while he is at the gym developing his great body I’m taking care of his house and relieving him of some tasks that are beneath a real man. Making his life easier really does make mine better. – That’s the story. Thanks.

As always, a little bit of bravery and an attentiveness to opportunities leads to results! 

The fag really hits on something here – Alphas become very accustomed to inferiors catering to them. They spend their lives being worshiped everywhere they go. So when a fag offers itself up for service, these Alphas are rarely flustered or shocked. Fags are typically terrified of approaching Alphas for fear of getting attacked, but generally speaking Alphas enjoy the attention and worship. 

Thanks to this fag for sharing its inspirational story!

It’s been a little while since I’ve heard anything from Guillaume, the beautiful 20 year-old faggot in France who is serving Alpha brothers. My last update was in late May (read here). You can follow all of the posts by clicking on the hashtag #Guillaume below.

Guillaume wrote to me to update me on some developments. He also has some excellent advice for his faggot brothers everywhere who have pain during sex. This is going to be a long post, so I’ll cut it off with a “read more” link.

Here’s Guillaume’s letter:

I’d
like to give you some fresh news. Last week, I had a long, moving and
heartfelt talk with my two Masters/brothers. Somehow, it changed me…

But,
before, there’s a thing I really want to express. A few weeks ago, you
got a few questions from various subs who didn’t know how they could be
often fucked without
being hurt. For once in my life I think I can give somebody a few
pieces of advice!! You know, I also suffered when my Masters started to
fuck me a lot. I tried not to show them but they noticed my pain. Then,
as they think a fag in good condition is a better
fag, they decided to help me. After talking to a doctor friend, they
took some decisions for me. They are as follows:

1)
I eat a bit of everything, so I have no transit problem. 2) When I wash
my ass (inside and out) I use an intimate gel (Bioturn intim wash-gel)
originally intended
for foreskin but perfect for a boypussy. 3) Just after my morning
shower I use a soothing cream (Saforelle) intended for private female
parts and really really soothing (it just changed my life!). I use
Saforelle cream again before going to sleep. 4) I lube
my ass several times a day, so I can welcome my Masters anytime they
want 5) Every day, the Master who fucks me first starts slowly, so my
first opening doesn’t risk creating anal fissure or awful pain (my
Master’s cocks are really thick). My Masters can be
very rough next times; I won’t suffer more than a few seconds, and it
will be a sort of enjoyable pain. 6) Every 20 days, my Masters give my
boypussy 3 days off, in order to give it a “restorative sleep”.

Since
we follow this procedure, my ass is healthy, very soft inside, and
extraordinarily hungry (my dick being locked up helps!). Besides, my two
Masters are very pleased,
which is the most important thing for me. They told me my pussy was one
of the best things life had been offering them!! You can imagine how
proud I feel!  

So,
last week, after diner, my two Masters both sat in the couch, in the
living room, and I sat in front of them, on a comfortable cushion set on
the floor. This is
what we do, once a week, when we talk about us. My Owners say it’s
important to communicate, in order to have the best Masters/slave
possible relationship, and also because (my opinion) we’re French!
French people like to talk about things!

Anyway,
I love these moments, because they are open and sincere. They help me a
lot to understand better my Master’s expectations and to adjust my
behavior consequently.
Also, these are opportunities for me to express more precisely my
feelings, my difficulties sometimes, or my emotions. For example, last
winter, when my Masters were caressing my neck, I didn’t know why but I
often felt like a little child. I wanted to cry
but I kept from crying because it seemed so weird. I finally talked to
my Masters about that feeling during our talk time. They were a little
upset I contained an emotion in their presence because it was as if I
didn’t trust them enough. They told me I should
give them all of myself if I wanted to be totally owned and totally
protected by them. So, one hour after our talk, my older Master came
suddenly behind me. Of course, he started caressing my neck very gently.
It was like a powerful wave. I didn’t try to resist
but I cried for 30 minutes, in his big and strong arms. I was
devastated and happy at the same time. And it was so liberating and
redeeming, even if I still don’t know why! But, you see, it was a big
step in my bond with my Masters. Since then, I don’t keep
things anymore; I’m not ashamed of my thoughts, I don’t decide what
should be told or not. If I’m anxious [it’s rare but it happens], I tell
my Owners about that. They know better than me, they’re able to analyze
things, I’m not, and they decide for the best.
Their decisions always kill the anxiety, and help me doing the only
thing that really matters: serving my two Masters!

So, last week, my Masters declared that things have changed a little between us.

They
said I was not supposed to be such a nice and sunny faggot. They first
thought I would be very useful in a sexual and housekeeping way, lovely
to look at and nothing
more (even this would have been fantastic for me!). They told me they
usually used fags much older than me because of their oral skills, which
was the main quality they looked for. But they both wanted me, and they
didn’t really understand, in the beginning,
why they wanted me so much.

My older Master explained me why I changed their life. He listed the numerous chances that provoked such a change:

*My first chance was that I met them at a time they were both tired of romantic relationships with women.

*My
second chance was to look like an angel (according to them), to have a
very rounded ass, a soft skin and no body hair. To their surprise, my
Masters discovered they
wanted me to live with them, in order to fuck me a lot.

*My
third chance was to be full of joy. I’m (almost) always happy and
easy-going. Anyway, how could I not be happy when I serve two great
Alphas??!! My Masters discovered
they liked a joyful and simple presence in their home.

*My
fourth chance was my youth and my desire to learn (faggot things, but
also life things, as politics, cinema history, literature, cooking,
sports etc…) things that
matter to my Masters. They discovered they liked teaching a young
spirit.

*My
fifth chance is so sad in a way. It’s the absence of children in my
Master’s lives. They could have been fathers but with a real risk (40%)
of transmitting a fatal
genetic disease they don’t suffer from but could give to their children
(they had lost their three siblings at a young age, two sisters and one
brother)… Nevertheless, they discovered they really liked doing
fathers/son stuff with me (practicing sports, hiking,
fishing…) and they discovered I adored doing fathers/son stuff
with them (my dad died when I was 2 years old. Even if I knew he was
dead, even if I don’t remember him, I often felt like I saw him in the
street since my seventh birthday… but it was always
someone else, of course! I don’t see my dad anymore, or I don’t imagine
seeing him anymore. In fact, I stopped seeing him one year ago, two
weeks after my Masters made me live with them).

*My
sixth chance was what my Masters call my candid nature. This is true I
rarely see when people lie or try to manipulate other people (so I’m not
sure my candor is
a true quality, especially at 20!). My Masters realized they liked me
being candid because it made obvious I needed their protection. And my
Masters love to protect people around them (their family, their
employees, the elderly… it’s impressive and very touching)!
They realized protecting me made them feel unexpectedly pleased and
sexually aroused. (by the way,
could you tell me why protecting their fag [not a sexual or beguilement
activity] can arouse Alphas?It doesn’t make sense to me)

*My
last chance was the absence of a dog in my Master’s life. They usually
had one, but not when they took ownership of me. They realized I was as
loyal, as obedient,
as kind, as eager to play with them and as unconditionally impressed as
a puppy should have been. They decided not to have another one because
they had me.

To make short a long story, my Masters told me I was now for them 1) of course a faggot, their property 2) a son 3) and a dog.

They
said they just wanted to call things that were true for a long time,
but unnamed. Besides, nothing would change for me. I’d be their fag,
their son or their dog
according to their needs. They would always be in charge and I would
always belong to them, but in three different ways. They just wanted to
know if I was OK with their statement.

Of
course I was OK !!! I was overwhelmed, as if everything in my life
suddenly was at the right place. It made me feel very special, and at
peace with myself. It maybe
is not a good thing to say but then I thought I could have died without
any regret (I didn’t want to die but I would have accepted it) because I
had a purpose in life, because I belonged to real Gods, because I was
used, fucked, protected, guided, and prized
(I think so) by two perfect Alphas.

So, it was a great evening!

My
Masters were true, it didn’t change anything in my life. As a matter of
fact, it changed one thing. My devotion is now gigantic, maybe as huge
as a dog devotion.
I don’t mind being a dog. Dogs are so happy to obey their Masters,
they’re so grateful to them!

And,
being a son… I don’t know what it means. Really I don’t. I prefer not
to think too much about it, not to investigate it. It should make me too
emotional. All I
know is the pride I feel doing fathers/son stuff with my two Masters.
When I play soccer with them, when I go fishing, when they teach me
things no man showed me before, they give me a wonderful gift, a
priceless one. They’re the most generous Men I’ve ever
met. I cherish their present, but I stay the same Guillaume, because,
as incredible as it may seem, this is what they both want. They value
what I am, they don’t want me to be different.  

And
I am a fag, mainly. I crave my Master’s cocks and cum. I was born to
serve and to be used. And I am, most of the time, because my Masters are
true Alphas. They are
very human, that’s true, but they are also very sexual, naturally
dominant, and their needs are huge!

It’s
time now to end this letter (I have to make a gazpacho
and an onion tart for diner). I don’t really know what I wanted to tell
you, maybe just that:
life is unexpected and so strong sometimes. And there’s life, and
emotions, between a fag and his Master(s). There’s definitely life and
emotion when the sexual link is incredible and when it’s a regular
service. My Masters recognized their emotions and shared
them with me. They didn’t have to but they chose to do it. Doing so,
they touched me deeply. They made me feel more human, and therefore,
they helped me to be a better dog, a better son, a better faggot. They
made me feel very much alive, and immensely proud
to belong to them!

Before leaving you, just a question:
My greatest sexual pleasure in
life is to be fucked. My Owners know that. A few weeks ago, my younger
Master asked me what I would prefer if I had the choice: living without
being fucked or living without sucking cocks. I’d never thought about
that before
but my answer was obvious: I could never live without sucking cocks,
even if I preferred being fucked. My Master said my answer didn’t
surprise him because it was a true faggot’s answer. I asked him why, but
he didn’t answer me. He just said : “You should
ask your friend faggot, he will tell you better than I should!” So, I’m
asking you, my friend faggot, why couldn’t I live without sucking
cocks?

Very sincerely yours

Guillaume

I totally love my little brother Guillaume. He’s so sweet and considerate and kind. Those two Alphas, amazing in their own right, are very fortunate to be served by such a wonderful faggot like Guillaume.

A few thoughts:

1. Guillaume’s anal regimen is excellent. I should’ve known a French faggot would know the most luxurious and exquisite ways to care for the body. 

2. I am stunned by the level of intimacy that has developed between Guillaume  and these two Alpha brothers. Incroyable! These are clearly superior Men who are truly confident in themselves and their emotions. Is this a European thing? 

3. I was touched when Guillaume mentioned the part about being a son and a dog to these Alphas. It’s very important to faggots to feel protected and valuable in some way to their Alphas. I think many Men misunderstand this need as the faggot getting clingy, but it’s really just a desire faggots have to be approved. These Alphas understand this.

So … onto the question little Guillaume posed at the end.

Your Alpha is right – true faggots tend to prefer sucking dick to getting fucked (in an either/or scenario). That’s because sucking dick is the more submissive act. When being fucked by an Alpha, the fag is receiving some pleasure and stimulation. When being fucked, the fag is a “partner” in the sexual act to some degree, so it is less submissive. 

But when a faggot sucks a Man’s cock, there is no reciprocation. It is simply serving the Man’s cock to completion. The faggot looks up at the Man submissively while the Man’s cock is in its mouth, and it feels whole. Then of course, the Man cums into the faggot’s mouth, and the faggot can taste the Man’s essence and savor it. This becomes a powerful psychological motivator for the faggot to continue service. 

In a nutshell, faggots prefer to suck dick because it is the more submissive act.

I truly loved this latest update from my little brother in France! Guillaume inspires me so much! 

Thank you my precious little brother!

A Man’s cum is precious to him on a primal level. When a Man gifts a female or a faggot with his cum, he wants to see appreciation for it. A Man’s cum isn’t gross or something to be disrespected by spitting it out. It is his most intimate gift, a living representation of his Manhood and his power. Most Men will take it quite personally if that is disrespected.

Most gay people spend their early years with some sense of shame, anxiety, or fear about their homosexuality. Nobody wants to feel different or separated from everybody else. Eventually most gay people integrate themselves into society, find love with other gay people, and live the equivalent of a “normal” life.

Faggots are different. They have the same adjustment difficulties as gay people, but they are being called for something very different – service. They don’t necessarily want to find romance with another gay Man. Instead, their unique internal wiring pushes them to want to serve Men. Faggots crave only the opportunity to kneel before a Man, provide service for a Man, to be pleasurable and acceptable to a Man.

When a Man gives a faggot a chance to worship him, the faggot is elated. The faggot feels complete for the first time ever. But more importantly, the faggot no longer feels different or strange. The faggot discovers that THIS is its purpose, the reason it exists. That is a profound, life-changing discovery.

All faggots should be grateful and thankful that Men allow us to serve them. They accept our worship and devotion without judgement and give us a safe space in which we can finally be free to be ourselves. These Men understand the natural order. They appreciate that faggots were born to worship them. Even when they’re disgusted by a faggot’s craven desires to serve, they still allow it. By allowing faggots to perform this service, the faggot finds meaning in its life.

So be grateful for any chance a Man gives you to serve him. By doing this, the Man offers you a chance to fulfill your purpose, as well as reinforce the truth about the natural order that defines our roles in this world.

After my screed against cash faggotry the other day, I received a series of messages from a young Alpha who happens to own a few cash fags. While his situation is a bit different – these are largely cash fags who serve in person – he makes some good points. I also really liked hearing how he became aware of his Alphahood, a fascinating topic I don’t understand particularly well.

Here is what he wrote:

This is going to take a number of these messages. I’m confident a smart fag like you can piece them together. 1. I’ve read your disapproving comments about cash faggotry a number of times. While I agree that there are many fakes out there, I wanted to give you my perspective. 

I was in high school when I first noticed I was different from the other guys. I noticed that people tended to be obsequious to me. Not just the weak guys but the regular guys too, and of course the girls.

Giving it thought I recognized that for years I tended to be a leader in whatever group I was in. I came to recognize that there was a group of guys, the weak, shy, small lesser guys were often desperate to have my attention and anxious to do things for me. That was when I started experimenting with what I could get them to do for me. 

It started out small, getting them to run little errands for me but as I could see how wiling they were I asked for bigger things. It was a rush to see them work for my approval. It progressed to getting them to perform humiliating and self-degrading acts. You can’t imagine what a powerful feeling it is for a high school-er to have classmates lick your feet or drink your piss. Then I started “borrowing” money from them. It didn’t take long to drop the “borrow” pretense and just tell them what I wanted. By the time I was a senior I had two working part time jobs and turning their pay checks over to me. Though I didn’t need the money, it was

an incredible feeling knowing that they were willing to sacrifice so much for my benefit and expect nothing in return. I also trained them to thank me when I allowed them to serve me and admonished them when they didn’t. Throughout all I was astonished to observe how happy it made them to serve me. It appeared to make them happier than it made me. 

One time I did an experiment to see how willing adults were to give money. I kind of expected women to be receptive because I was good looking

and fit but surprisingly, married men were even more receptive. That was my first glimpse into the psyche of straight beta men and how submissive even they tended to be towards the Alpha male. 

Fast forward to today, I’ve graduated college and have a high paying job. I date and fuck the ladies regularly. I also have three cash slaves. I use the money they give me for all my fun; vacations, entertainment, going out to eat, etc. I love hearing how they sacrifice and live modest lifestyles

so that I can have fun and live more comfortably. So my point is, not all cash Masters are fake and not all cash faggotry is bad. 

Isn’t that interesting? I love how young Alphas discover and accept their natural place and begin to use their power over others. It’s like a young lion learning to hunt and kill. A beautiful and natural thing.

As for cash faggotry, this Alpha makes a few good points. If we just look at it from the perspective of a faggot surrendering itself to the will of an Alpha and feeling fulfilled, I suppose cash faggotry isn’t such a crime. This Alpha’s observation that these faggots were happier to be able to give than the Alpha felt to receive it is an interesting one.

But, of course, this Alpha isn’t just showing off fat feet anonymously on the internet. He’s using these fags personally, and they know exactly who they are serving. That’s a huge difference.

I’d like to thank this Alpha for writing to me. I’m always stimulated in my conversations with Alphas.

Recently I’ve had multiple questions about Alphas who are violent and physically abusive. Some faggots are dealing with real pain due to these violent outbursts from their Alphas. I’ve seen videos on Snapchat and elsewhere in which an Alpha repeatedly punches a faggot while the faggot attempts to suck the Alpha’s dick. Sometimes Alphas proudly post videos and pictures of faggots who have been whipped to the point of bleeding.

Like most faggots, I’m nonviolent. I’ve never been in a fight in my life, I hate war and guns, and believe in those hopes (still unrealized) of a peaceful Earth. I can’t even comprehend the type of anger it requires to hurt another person or an animal.

And yet we have a world where this type of violence occurs every minute of every day. It’s clear that Men have this aggressiveness in them, this desire to fight and subdue others. It doesn’t always manifest itself physically, but it seems to be there within them all the time.

I guess I understand the violent impulses of Men when it comes to other Men. When two Men confront each other, violent fighting might end up being the only choice left. But here’s the key: a Man fighting another Man is a match between two relative equals. They can defend themselves, even if one Man is smaller than the other. 

But what is accomplished when a Man beats a woman? Or hurts an animal? Or punches a faggot in the face? 

Men are constantly abusing dogs, which mystifies me. Dogs are probably nature’s most loving animal. All a dog wants to do is please the Man and show love to the Man. The dog trusts the Man. That is, until the Man beats and abuses the dog so badly that the dog retreats in constant fear (or dies). What kind of mental and emotional sickness must a Man have to take out his anger and violence on a helpless animal?

It’s the same with a faggot. In general, a faggot simply wants to please its Owner. A faggot is a weaker creature with less of an impulse to fight. What sickness must take over a Man’s mind to cause him to see a helpless living thing and want to hurt it? We can talk all day about a Man’s need to release aggression, but actively hurting a defenseless person for no apparent reason is mental illness, not a game.

I’ve been fortunate in my life, I guess. Almost all of the Alphas I’ve served never beat me or tried to cause me physical harm. But I can tell you this: if an Alpha ever beat me like that, I would leave and never put myself in that situation again.

Let me make this clear: true Alphas should never need to hurt a faggot. Yes, there are moments where discipline might be appropriate (like this experience from yesterday), but just acts of violence for the sake of violence is not true Alpha behavior. 

True Alphas don’t need to beat up a defenseless faggot (or a woman, or an animal) to prove his Manhood – they already know it. True Alphas are confident in their power and standing in the world. True Alphas don’t need to beat a faggot into submission, because the Alpha already knows the faggot submits to him. It’s that confidence, easy and sure, that separates true Alphas from insecure pretend Alphas.

I know there are abusive Alphas following me. To any of you I say that you are less than a faggot. You are not a Man, and you are certainly not an Alpha. You are a coward, insecure and emotionally weak. Beating a faggot won’t make you more of a Man … it makes you less of a Man.

Any of my faggot brothers out there dealing with abuse need to realize that the person you are serving is NOT a Man worthy of your worship. The person you are serving is mentally and emotionally ill and looking for weaker people to hurt. Save yourself the pain and the wasted time and leave him.

I have spent most of my adulthood serving dominant Men. It has been one of the greatest privileges of my life. But they have all been good Men, too. They didn’t need to hurt me in order to feel like Men. They knew they were superior in every way to me, so they didn’t feel like they needed to beat me up to prove it. In return, their benevolence taught me that a faggot can have worth, too. 

And that’s the difference between real Men and the pretenders.

My dear French brother Guillaume (latest update here) sent me a message this morning. Apparently his two Alpha Masters have been reading my posts about them and enjoying the various comments from you, my readers. The younger Alpha brother wrote to Guillaume to describe Guillaume and their situation. I’ll shut up and let Guillaume take over:

This Sunday morning, before going to work, I had a huge surprise
on my phone: a message from my younger Master, in English
(His English is much better than mine. He lived in the UK)! A message
not only for me but also for you. A message about me, and a wonderful
one (my many flaws are absent in it, that is incredibly generous of
Him!). His words made me cry, you will understand
why… I feel so safe with my two Masters!

Here’s the message (I translated the first sentence) :

(Morning surprise, my little whore [affectionate], to your American colleague)  Surprise du matin, ma petite pute, pour ton collègue américain!

Our Guillaume

Funny
but very cute face, half angel, half squirrel. Curly hair. Pulpy mouth.
Broad smile. Rounded ass. Tight, warm, supple boy pussy. Hairless skin,
as smooth as a girl skin. Never shaved its face,
never will. Small clit. Slim, firm, soft body. Big puppy eyes.

Real
turn-on for alpha males. Pure faggot material. Natural born slave. 100%
hooked on cock. 100% hooked on cum. 100% hooked on men fluids and
smells. Good cocksucker. Great, great, great bottom.
wowww!!!!!! Moans like a kitten, cute and super hot!!

Very
nice boy. Dedicated, honest, big hearted. Wouldn’t harm anybody. Can’t
lie. Is like an open book. Smart but ingenuous. Indecisive and gullible.
Needs daddies/masters to control, guide, protect
it. Flourishes and grows under its masters rule.

Not
the perfect housekeeper but continuously improving itself. Was a
disaster when everything started! Gifted cook. Good at ironing. Good at
the cleaning of the windows.

Sunshine
in the shop. Customers love its presence. Sales are up 7 % when it’s
there. School girls, mothers and grannies are fond of it.

Sunshine
at home. Marvels at everything. Sleeps a lot. Always says yes. Stutters
when impressed or moved, cute. Lovely to look at. Awkward and graceful
movements all at once. Dreamy, very much alive
and shy at the same time.

Very
fulfilling to see its “joie de vivre”. Very gratifying to feel its
great faith in its daddies, its dedication and unalterable adoration.
Awesome to own it, to fuck it, to protect it!!

Thousands and thousands of good faggots across the globe but only one Guillaume. With its own faults and
qualities, it’s the perfect Guillaume, a new genre in itself!

PS
: That’s again me, not my younger Master ! I’ve seen one of your
readers wanted to know what my Masters looked like. They don’t
want me to email some pictures of Themselves but I’m allowed to tell
you They’re the spitting image (that’s very troubling) of Raf Vallone. I
didn’t know him before but he was an famous Italian actor (I guess he’s
dead). The likeness is incredible!

Imagine having your Alpha take the time to write such beautiful, affectionate  words about you, a faggot! And Alphas, consider the example of these great Alphas carefully! When you own something of quality, you treat it with care and kindness, not abuse!

For those wondering about what these Alpha brothers look like, here’s a picture of a young Raf Vallone:

I’ve been talking to an older military Alpha for about a year now. Every so often he drops a note to say HI and to tell me about current events or his latest experience using faggots. He’s supremely confident, aggressive, and articulate. I love seeing messages from him.

Yesterday he sent me this recent experience. I thought it was an excellent way to illustrate how real faggots find Alphas to serve. Here is his message:

I haven’t shared with you in a while faggot. I enjoy reading your post
when I have the free time. Being a older military alpha keeps me kinda busy!

I am training for a pro fight soon and I’m in
serious training mode! I get a bi-weekly massage by a regular training
specialist. I was waiting for my appointment yesterday at the parlor and
a young handsome man walked in wearing a suit and tie. He stopped in
his tracks when he made eye contact with me. He caught me obviously
staring at his big muscle ass in his tight suit slacks! I had no issue
keeping eye contact till he broke his. He sat across from me in the
waiting room glaring obviously at my crotch showing in my training
shorts.My cock had chubbed up from the sight of that hot ass in the suit
slacks. We played eye tag for about 10 minutes before my massage boy
came to get me for my appointment.

The 1 ½ hour session was went very
well and afterwards I went to the front desk to pay. There I was
informed the young man in the suit had paid for my session in full
including my usual 25% TIP. She then handed me a note that read, “Thank
you for your service Sir!” I had forgotten I had my Marine Corps lid on
my head. His name and number were included on the note, with a “PS, If
you’re ever in need of my service SIR!”

What a great opener for a fag to
service a Alpha!! It definitely got my attention!! And my cock wooden
up! Keep up on the good work on your site. I believe you do a great
service to fags that wanna get into service of a alpha!

This is a spectacular example of a faggot taking the opportunity to serve an Alpha and open the door for further service! Don’t tell me that opportunities don’t exist for you! Being creative and and taking chances can yield amazing results.  

I received this message earlier today. I thought this Alpha named “Jay” really pinpointed a serious problem many faggots have. Here is his letter:

I have been enjoying your blog for a while. I’ve noticed a lot of fags
writing you to complain about how hard it is to find an alpha to serve. I
have to counter that finding a usable fag is even more difficult.

I
recently put out a Craigslist ad to find a reliable submissive fag to
service me and submit to my kinks, and it was a total waste of time. All
that answered were a bunch of octogenarian compulsive liars living in
filth. But the worst of it was that none of them were really subs. In my
ad I made clear that applicants should send a clear recent face pic,
where they live, and why I should let them worship my feet. Almost none
of them could follow simple directions. They lied. They sent no picture,
or 10 year old pictures, or someone else’s picture, didn’t send a
picture. They didn’t supply basic info I requested. They told me how they
liked my ad, but why they didn’t want to submit to some of the kinks in
my ad. They lied some more. The absolute worst ones were the fags who
told me all about their fantasies and how I could help them act them
out. Like I give a shit and want to act out their little fantasies?

Although there are millions of gay guys with submissive fantasies, it
seems like there are very few real sub fags. A few words of advice to
fags searching for an alpha:

1. Follow directions. That’s bottom line of submission.

2. Don’t lie. You aren’t smarter than the alpha, you stupid whore.

3. Alphas aren’t interested in what you want. It’s about what I want.

4.
In order to be worth the alpha’s time you need to be less trouble than a
woman. You have to be willing to happily degrade yourself in ways that
women would balk at, while not complicating or aggravating us in any
way. If I wanted to be aggravated I might as well get a woman.

A few notes that might be useful to fag readers.

I definitely agree with everything this Alpha mentions here. I think #2 and #3 are particular problems with many would-be fags. The internet has caused some of this, as it allows faggots easy access to communicate with Alphas, get off, and then disappear.

Alpha Jay also added this later:

Thinking this through a little more. The problem is that most fags think
its role play like BDSM. They haven’t figured out that they really are
inferior. So all that negotiating boundaries and exchanging fantasies is
just stupid.

I
started wondering this morning if some alphas enjoy resistance from the
fag? Does it give a feeling of conquest? I must admit that I do enjoy
the fag’s inner struggle when I push them out of their comfort zone,
like licking the bottom of my shoe or chugging down a bottle of my piss.
Watching fags struggle internally with a little humiliation or disgust
before they submit does get my dick harder. There is fun in training and
disciplining a fag. It’s fun to see how far you can go with a fag and
keep fucking with their heads. There is probably a range in how much
alphas just want sexual service and how much we get off on our
superiority.

But
at the end of the day I’d say that what makes the fag attractive to the
alpha is their acceptance of their inferiority and their ease of use.

I really do appreciate this second part of Alpha Jay’s philosophy on the nature of faggots. in the end, a faggot is inferior to a Man. Accept that truth and submit. Many times the trouble faggots have in finding and serving an Alpha stem from the inability to accept this truth and give up control completely to the Man’s power.

All of this made for stimulating meditation this morning. I am very appreciative of Alpha Jay for discussing this with me!

I too would like to know what this Alpha looks like. Of course, that got me in trouble with the Home Depot Alpha, so maybe it’s better that I don’t know.

I’m always curious why my readers feel like this stuff is fake. I’ve never knowingly posted fake stories, but I’m constantly bombarded with accusations that I’m making these things up. I’ve lived this life. I’ve known faggots who have lived this life. So I know it happens. I’m not sure what motivates this doubt, but I can assure you, the things I write here are true as far as I can verify them.

Along that line of thinking, I just want to point out that neighbor Alpha reminds me very much of California Alpha, another controversial figure on this blog. Their behaviors, attitudes, and appetites are strikingly similar. This underscores my point that there ARE Men like this out there. Doubting their existence is like trying to deny that the sky is blue. These Men are REAL, and they need REAL FAGS to serve them! Stop doubting and start serving!

My last few months have been largely consumed with trying to free my dear friend from Syria. During the course of that journey, I’ve met some truly inspirational people in the Middle East who have offered help to complete strangers. Some of those stories have also contained a lot of heartbreak and sadness. It’s been unlike anything I’ve ever experienced in my life.

This is the story of my new friend Amal (not his real name). Amal is a gay male who has been trapped in a Middle Eastern country violently opposed to homosexuality. In fact, one of his best friends (a homosexual) was arrested five years ago for being gay and eventually died in jail when the prison refused to give him diabetic medicine.

Then the police came after Amal. Desperate, Amal went to the Canadian embassy searching for a way out of the country as the police were in pursuit. Fortunately, the embassy quickly gave Amal a visa and allowed him to fly to Canada and request asylum.

But the great part happened right after Amal landed in Canada. Amal rented a hotel room in a nice part of the country, where he met a gorgeous Alpha chef. Keep in mind that Amal has been deeply in the closet and trapped in the Middle East his entire life, and suddenly he’s confronted with the sight of a dream Alpha in a free country like Canada. What would he do?

Amal took a couple of stiff drinks and, during a conversation with the Alpha, asked the Alpha if he was interested in fucking. And, to Amal’s shock, the Alpha agreed!

So the Alpha followed Amal to his room and proceeded to absolutely fuck the life out of Amal. When discussing it with me afterwards, Amal breathlessly called it a “cunting” and that he was delirious with joy.

Amal described it this way:

“As he fucked me, my brain was undergoing changes. I’m so thankful to him … it’s like he’s also fucking my psyche.”

After the Alpha finished, he zipped up and left. Amal is hoping to experience more of that Alpha power in the coming days.

Amal’s experience demonstrates something important. In his case, Amal lived his entire adult life in fear of his desires, but he still managed to reach out to an Alpha and offer himself. He showed incredible courage. If Amal can do it, then so can any faggot.

Never let this world teach you to be afraid!

Yesterday I received this comment from a reader who was trying to convince me that Men who use faggots for sexual purposes are not really straight (I also received a follow-up, presumably from the same reader, which I promptly deleted). I have tried to make this as clear as I can, but obviously some people just cannot understand it. So I’ll try again.

Before I start, I want you to think back to when you were 12 years old. When I was that age, I was fucking everything – couch cushions, teddy bears, socks, pillows, slippers, and anything else I thought would feel good against my insistent erection. 

Was I sexually attracted to the couch? Did I want to start a relationship with my teddy bear? Of course not. These things were simply a way to release my pent-up sexual desires. It felt good, and that’s it.

When I started dating and fucking girls, I knew full well that I was completely gay. I had almost no attraction to their bodies whatsoever. However, their pussies felt good when I fucked them. I was able to get an erection and fuck them because I was horny and it felt good, not because I was attracted to them physically. Essentially, I used girls like I used those couch cushions or my pillow.

So let’s talk about Men (and straight Men in particular). A Man is a sexual engine. Most of his adult life is consumed with sexual pleasures. Men need those sexual pleasures in ways that women do not. The act of sex and the release of his orgasm reinforces a Man’s power to dominate, to claim territory, to release the beast raging within him. Sex for a Man is very primal, an expression of his aggression and his need to dominate. It has less to do with attraction, and more to do with power.

To that end, I’ve seen straight Men go home with some truly grotesque females, hideously ugly or overweight. Is the Man really attracted to these females? Of course not! So why do they fuck them? Because they need to use something, to conquer that person and subjugate them. The Man might be sickened the next morning when he sees what he did the night before, but in the moment she is his victim, and he is the beast.

When a straight Man uses a faggot, it works along the same lines. The straight Man isn’t necessarily attracted to the faggot physically. To the straight Man, the faggot is another victim, like an ugly girl or a couch cushion. But the faggot is a skilled hole that feels good in the moment, so the straight Man will use the faggot for that purpose.

But there is more to it than simply sexual pleasure or a convenient hole. A faggot is another male. The act of a faggot willingly serving the straight Man fills the straight Man with a sense of power that he doesn’t necessarily get from females or teddy bears. To a straight Man, the sight of another male worshiping him like a god is intoxicating to the Male ego. Owning women AND sub-males makes him a King among Men, a Man to rule rather than simply a Man like other Men.

None of this changes the basic sexual impulse of the straight Man, much like me fucking girls didn’t change my basic sexual impulses. The straight Man still finds females attractive, still pursues and conquers them. However, he also knows that he can call on his faggot to service him and worship him and give him whatever he wants at any moment. That is power. And really, the dynamic between a straight Man and a faggot is all about power, not attraction.

So don’t tell me straight Men can’t be straight if they use faggots. I’ve served straight Men. They loved females and had sex with females. They owned me because I faithfully served them and made them feel like gods. There is no correlation between those two dynamics.

In the end, we would probably do well to stop trying to label human sexuality. There are too many complex mechanisms at work when two (or more) people have sex together. We all have sex for different reasons, more often than not for reasons other than our genitalia or our sexual identity.

Men love their cum. In fact, they love cum in general (as long as they don’t get any on themselves). I’ve watched porn with straight Men who actually cheered the cumshot at the end of a scene! Without a cumshot, all of the hot sex in the world feels empty and meaningless to a Man.

It’s more than just the wonderful release of an orgasm that makes Men appreciate their cum. It’s also a primal moment in which a Man delivers his potent seed to a willing recipient, either pumping it into them or coating them with it. With that act, a Man marks his territory in a deeply meaningful way. A Man’s cum represents his contribution to the universal order, while also putting his personal stamp on those who submit to his power.

With all of that meaning behind it, I find it frustrating that so many faggots spit out cum or treat it with gross disrespect. You see it in a lot of porn; the faggot pretends to love the powerful squirts of cum into its mouth, only to spit it out onto the floor. Sometimes you see a Man cum onto a faggot’s face, and the faggot recoils in disgust. Look at a couple of examples:

This is not what a Man wants. When he cums, he wants to see the female or faggot hungry to receive it. The cum is, after all, his most precious and genetically superior fluid. It represents his essence as a Man, his legacy and power. When a submissive accepts a Man’s cum, it reinforces is status as a dominant Man.

So spitting out this precious gift is an affront to that.

Faggots who serve Men should always demonstrate their love for cum. Develop a lust for it, train yourself to yearn for the Man’s blessing. If you show a Man how much you love his cum, he will be more satisfied with your service and will be more likely to return for more.

I do think some Alphas go overboard with the abuse. A true Alpha shouldn’t need to do that to a fag to prove his superiority. I believe many Men who are abusive to faggots aren’t really Alphas, but Men desperately trying to emulate a stereotype.

Hey there
Just wanted to let you know that I’ve been thinking about my need to serve alphas for a little while now – that I need to do something about it rather than just beat off thinking about it in my bedroom.

So this evening I dropped a line to one of my mates who’s a real Alpha guy. He’s travelling a lot and has been sharing loads of pics of himself looking manly recently.

I asked him “When are you next going to be in London so I can be in your awesome presence?” – he’s kinda arrogant and knows it, so I was half teasing.

Also, I called him ‘Sir’ a couple of times in or message exchange – kind of relaxed, but just enough for him to notice.

Turns out he’s around in early May and we’re going for a drink. I’ll let you know how we get on. I’m excited!

I’m glad to hear that! Hopefully things go well, brother!

Since I discovered my true nature as a faggot at age 17, I’ve been less interested in masturbation. Prior to that point, I masturbated all the time and experimented with techniques like hands-free stimulation and toys and things of that sort. Edging was one of those early experiments I tried back then, although I didn’t know the technique had a name. I just thought it was an interesting way to spend an hour or so and achieve a really powerful orgasm. Later, I discovered it was a way for me to worship the body of an Alpha and bring him tremendous amounts of pleasure.

Edging involves blocks of time (maybe 15 or 20 minutes a piece) where the penis is slowly and rhythmically stimulated (like long strokes up and down the length of the cock, including the head), followed by cool-down periods. Unlike typical masturbation sessions, edging builds up the body’s anticipation for climax to almost insatiable levels. When release is finally achieved, the orgasm is intense and the cumshot itself is typically impressive. Male porn stars are known to use edging on-set in order to produce these kinds of explosive orgasms.

Edging isn’t just masturbation or a “hand job.” It is the purposeful stimulation of the cock over a period of time in order to produce a more intense orgasm.

Of course, I didn’t know any of that when I was a thirteen year-old boy. I just knew it felt great. I’ve read some essays and how-to manuals on edging, and they often claim that the technique can make the penis larger over time. Apparently I didn’t do it enough, because I still have a tiny, laughable penis to this day.

But the technique helped me later when, as a faggot, I was able to use the technique to truly satisfy my Alpha at the time.

We always talk about Male aggression during sex, and it’s true – Men have tremendous and aggressive power during sex. But Men do like to lie back and be worshiped for long periods of time, too. During these moments a Man will surrender himself to that worship, allowing his submissive to serve him gently while also admiring and enjoying his masculinity.

If you can, convince your Alpha to sit back in a comfortable chair or lie down on a bed (I prefer the chair, because the angle is better). You don’t use anything but your hands; using your mouth will only cause the Alpha to want to guide your head. Stroke him gently but firmly, occasionally stopping to stimulate other parts of his body before returning to stroke his cock more. Remember – it’s important to use both hands to stimulate multiple parts of his body like his balls or his nipples. This gives your Alpha the impression of being worshiped for his entire body, as if he has a cadre of females serving his every need.

NOTE: many edging videos feature the Man being tied up during the session. I’ve never tied a Man up in my life and would never even consider it, but it might be useful if the Alpha cannot keep his hands away from his cock during the session. Part of the thrill of edging a Man is the complete surrender of the Man to the person performing the service.

When your Alpha begins to squirm or his vocalizations get more pronounced, you know it’s time to let him release. He may even beg you to bring him to orgasm. When it seems to be time, stroke him aggressively, but be mindful of the head of his cock, which will be incredibly sensitive after so much stimulation. Once he cums, allow him a few moments without stimulation so his cock can relax. You might kiss his cock or gently lick up any of his seed during this time.

I think you will find that this kind of worship will be a powerful tool in your arsenal. And for Alphas, I encourage you to allow your faggots (or your women) do employ this technique for you. Edging is a powerful way to center your worship where it belongs: on the Alpha’s body and his need for pleasure.

These are a couple of videos I like demonstrating techniques:

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph57363412cfab2

http://www.xvideos.com/video13981637/fantastic_hand_job_massage

Yes, I think this happens. We cannot predict the changes that occur in our lives. We could suddenly fall in love, have a change of job, or come down with a major illness. As we age our libido changes. It’s the natural progression of life.

Some do turn away from faggotry completely. Some take breaks and return to service. Regardless, I don’t think any true faggot loses the taste for serving a Man regardless of what happens in its life.

Just wanted to encourage my fellow fags not to overlook a much older alpha man to service. A man may get older and not have a perfect body or a cock as hard as a rock but an alpha man I believe stays an alpha man in all stages of his life. I met a man in his seventies who after talking and listening to his life experiences felt he was surely an alpha type man. I gained his trust over time and did everything I could to convey to him the joy I felt in pleasing him. He has responded by taking charge and using me for his pleasure which is all I ever wanted in the first place. One thing I have noticed that is different from a younger alpha is that he seems more appreciative of having me around and is more considerate which in turn makes me want to please him even more.

A good reminder from one of my fag brothers. I’m sure this older Alpha is appreciative of the attention of this devoted faggot. Many Alphas might worry that they will lose opportunities to be worshiped when they get older, but they still have that need within them that is dying to be satisfied.

(continued from above) I want to please my Master but I am so scared. Now he said Saturday will
be my defloration party and he’s invited his friends to see how I am
getting deflowered and then everyone can have me. I am so scared but I
want to be a good boy and I don’t want to disappoint or embarrass
Master. How long will my pussy need to close again? Will it ever when I
am fucked that often? Will it hurt very much? Thank you for your blog.
Sorry for stupid question but I have never been fucked before.
  

First of all, it isn’t a “stupid question.” It’s a legitimate concern.

I don’t understand Alphas who take this kind of position. Receiving a cock for the first time can be a traumatic experience. I’m not saying an Alpha should sit around and worry about his fag’s emotional and physical needs, but still … must they be this thoughtless?

Call me old fashioned, but I don’t think a GANG BANG is an appropriate way for you to lose your virginity. I’m sure many of my readers would consider it a hot scenario, but, realistically speaking, I think you would end up regretting it. How will you feel about yourself after a bunch of forty-somethings passed you around like a cum rag for your first time? I’m not suggesting that a fag should be deflowered on a bed of roses by Prince Charming, but this is a pretty ugly situation.

I wouldn’t worry about your pussy hole. You’re young, and your sphincter muscles can handle a lot of abuse. You might be somewhat stretched out the next day, but over time it should return to normal.

But I want you to think carefully about what you’re considering. And if you go through with it, make sure the Men are wearing condoms.   
   

Most Men have a desire for aggressive sexual encounters in which they “take” their victim and force them to submit to them. It’s part of their animal nature. “Rape” happens constantly in the animal kingdom, but animals aren’t self-aware to the point where they have a name for it and can make accusations against their fellow animals. To them, it’s simply part of the hierarchy establishment, and they instinctively understand it.

Alphas and other Men have a similar drive in them, but society forces them to bottle it up and restrain those feelings. And I believe that rape victims also understand the meaning of the attack on some instinctual level (I know I did).

That doesn’t excuse rape or the rapist, nor does it minimize the suffering of a victim. I’m simply looking at the facts of the matter and explaining it.

It’s very easy to label a rapist as “sick” or “perverted” and lock them in prison. It’s much harder to look at the primal motivations behind rape and the truth about how much basic human behavior mirrors nature.

I can say from experience that it is definitely a dissociative experience. Your mind seems to leave your body as it seeks to remove itself from trauma. I think that’s why many rape victims fail to come forward afterwards, because their mind moves the trauma into a folder called “other” so that it never feels like it actually happened to them. It took me years to really confront my rape and the implications on my life.

Hopefully the faggot who wrote to me can do better than I did.

It felt like rape? Brother, YOU WERE RAPED.

At the very least, you need to stay away from this person. If you have evidence of sexual assault (like semen in your rectum, or elsewhere), you might consider going to the police, although most male rape victims don’t report this crime (I didn’t). You might need to seek out a rape counselor.

Just remember – being a servant of a Man doesn’t mean you must be a victim of a Man.

Well it’s clearly him. There is a learning curve for an Alpha who is just starting to realize that faggots want to serve him. There is a natural revulsion, but also a natural attraction to the power and the worship. So there is a push/pull effect as the Alpha comes to grips with this and decides what forms of worship are of interest to him.

Just continue to offer service to him and compliment him often to feed his ego. Be submissive to him. Allow him to make those decisions for himself.

He doesn’t sound like he’s trying to break you down (some experienced Alphas will do this). I’m guessing that he loved what you did for him, but he’s living a married life and scared of the implications you create. I’m guessing he probably jerks off while saying these things to you because he finds it hot, but he may not be serious enough to try it again.

So he’s probably wasting your time.

Make it clear that you want to serve him, but you can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t going to happen.

Yes, I lost two close friends, plus another who wasn’t quite as close to me. They were early experiences in my life as a faggot, so I learned the truth quickly and with great difficulty.

Well, I’ve said it since the beginning of this blog – you will lose the friendship if you start serving the friend. Respect is the primary element of any male friendship, but a Man cannot respect a friend after that friend sucks his cock. Once the friend becomes his cocksucker, a Man will no longer look at that person as a friend, but rather a thing to be used.

I’m sorry you lost this friendship. Hopefully next time this happens the stakes won’t be so high.

This is a sad and frustrating situation, and I’m sorry for your obvious pain.

Your statement “she deserves so much better” is the key sentence. What she really deserves is the truth. It’s very difficult, but you need to finally be honest with her. She went into this marriage believing something false about youm and she bet everything in her life on that lie. It’s time to come clean.

I don’t know if divorce is necessarily the absolute outcome. There are marriages involving a straight female and a fagot husband. I have no idea how it works, really, but I know they exist.

If it ends in divorce, then so be it. It would be a financial hit, but being free is probably priceless.

I’m sorry you’re faced with this. Believe me, I hate seeing this situation happen in today’s world. All it does is create broken self-esteem and trust issues for the rest of the lives of the people involved.

My thoughts are with you, brother.

A fag’s proudest moment is when its Alpha is fully satisfied with its service. A fag cannot be prouder than the moment an Alpha tells it that he is satisfied.

I’m sorry that happened, but hopefully you learned a valuable lesson.

This was submitted to my blog:

Hi. 

I’ve been enjoying your Tumblr with great interest. 

I’m 29 in the UK. For quite a number of years now I’ve been aware of my submissive feelings. At first a laughed at the idea of dominance and submission when I first uncovered it. But unexpectedly a guy in cam4 dominated me back when I was about 21 and I couldn’t get it out my head. 

Over the years I’ve submitted sexually online a lot and in the flesh a few times as well. Until a few years ago I had a long term girl friend though and I was telling myself it was just kinky fun. 

The thing is.. I now don’t know what to do. I’ve met a Dom who owns me and is using me and I love it but I’m aware that it is now becoming more than kink. I’m very masculine. I’m not fully out and I’m struggling with the idea this could be more than just a bedroom kink. Some days I want to serve fully and wholeheartedly in every way not just my master but all alphas. But other days I want to run a mile, delete my online accounts, end contact and forget it all ever happened, or at least keep it is some bedroom fun. 

I am torn and don’t know what to do. I can’t resist the urge to submit and yet I can’t envisage a life where I genuinely and truly give up all my needs and wishes and hopes for a master or where I allow this to become my life. 

Help.

Let me underline one point right off the bat: this is not a fetish. It cannot be waved away as some passing phase. True submissives are born to serve and will eventually confront this truth about themselves. The sooner we understand this, the sooner we can feel comfort with it and accept it as part of our being.

Right now you’re experiencing “flight” reactions. You’re driven by your true instinct to submit, but then you get scared and run away. This happens a lot with “flaky faggots,” those annoying fags who get a thrill out of being dominated for a while, masturbate, and then realize what they’re doing and disappear.

As you know from experience, this kind of cycle is not only sad (it resembles addiction to drugs more than anything else), but it’s also non-productive. We make no progress if we are only playing games in life.

As long as you remain in this twilight world between day and night you will never be happy or free. You need to try it for real and see.

I used to be a sloppy faggot telling Alphas what i wanted (= not good), reading and using your tips really helped me to become a better faggot, The Alpha i am serving only wants that i suck Him. It makes me crazy. i clean for him, do His laundry, clean His shower, massage Him, lick His feet etc. i mildly suggested to Him that my ass is also available, but He says He only wants to fuck in a relationship. He is the best Alpha i ever met up with. Do you have tricks how i can seduce Him to access my ass ? He licked my ass twice:) i know i am not allowed to tell Him what to do!

I appreciate the kind words, and it sounds like you’re doing well. I’m not sure why you NEED to be fucked when you’re receiving so many other opportunities to serve this Alpha. He’s even licked your pussy twice for no reason other than to please you. I would stop complaining or bothering him about getting fucked.

He’s given you the key to this situation when he said he only fucks “in a relationship.” I don’t know if he’d be interested in a relationship with a faggot, but he’s left open the possibility. Just keep serving him faithfully and without complaint and allow him to decide what happens. Complaining about what you aren’t getting is going to interfere with what you ARE getting and screw up everything. This is how women lose Men. Faggots shouldn’t be like that.

Men are the most powerful creatures on Earth.

Sure, there are animals out there with more physical strength or are equipped with more dangerous physical implements (like claws or horns). And despite that, Men have dominated and subjugated them all with a deadly combination of raw strength, cunning, and ingenuity. Men are the Masters and Makers of our world.

I occasionally hear complaints from faggots (and sometimes females) about the expectations of the Alphas that rule them. They feel their Alphas are too rough, too demanding. They don’t want to do simple things he requests, like wear panties or swallow his cum.

These types of attitudes from inferiors are unacceptable, and demonstrate a lack of respect for the power of Men in general.

Each Man is a King of his own kingdom. Every day he must defend his Kingship against the insults of others – at work, on the street, at a bar, and wherever he goes. You see it even among friends; if you get a chance, watch a group of straight Men interact in a social environment and you’ll see the jockeying for position, the defense mechanisms. It’s a natural part of being a straight Man or being an Alpha.

But when a Man is in his kingdom, he expects those serving him to demonstrate respect for his masculinity and his inherent power as a Man. Respect doesn’t cost anything, doesn’t cause any pain or humiliation. Respect is a simple thing inferiors should offer to the world’s most powerful being.

It would also be a simple thing for a Man to force an inferior to do his will. What would an inferior be able to do against the power of a Man? He could beat the inferior until it does what he wants. He could overpower the inferior and rape it if the inferior refuses his needs. Is an inferior really going to resist a Man’s primal needs in that moment? In other words, a Man can take what he wants. Nature endowed him with the power and dominant will to do so.

But that isn’t what a Man really wants. He wants obedience. He wants the inferior to submit to him willingly.

When a Man pushes his cock deep inside his woman’s pussy, he wants her to want to please him. When a Man offers his cock to the mouth of his faggot, he wants the faggot to worship it. When the Man shoots magnificent spurts of his holy seed, he wants his servants to relish that opportunity to receive it.

In all things, Men want a willing spirit in the inferiors serving him. He wants to own a faggot who equates the cleaning of a toilet as the worship of Him. He wants an inferior who will wear a sexy pair of panties for him just because it pleases him. These are simple things that add up to the worship Men deserve as the world’s most powerful creatures.

Submit to that power and respect it always.

For fags, it’s easy to understand why we worship the feet of the Alphas we serve. An Alpha’s feet represent their foundation, their unshakable stance, their power as Men and living gods. Showing obeisance to an Alpha by kissing his feet fulfills a faggot emotionally and reinforces our natural place in the hierarchy of Men.

But what does an Alpha get out of it?

From a simple observation of foot worship, an Alpha doesn’t get much out of it physically. Foot worship isn’t satisfying like a blowjob or being rimmed, and it can sometimes be uncomfortable (it can tickle, for instance). Some Men may find it odd (even gross?) to see a faggot so eagerly kissing and licking his feet. And yet many Alphas want this kind of adoration from their faggots even though it brings them little physical pleasure.

Why? Unlike many other Men, Alphas thrive on the worship of inferiors. They crave submission and insist on the idolization of their Manhood. Any act of submission pleases them and fills them with a rush of energy rivaling the best orgasms.

There are few acts that denote submission and obedience like the kissing of another person’s foot. In that moment, the person kissing the foot is a servant, and the person whose foot is being worshiped is elevated to the status of a god. For thousands of years foot washing/kissing was performed by the lowliest servant for the rulers of their day. It is a powerful demonstration of subservience to authority.

So we can see why Alphas love to see faggots on all fours kissing their feet so tenderly. They may not be receiving sexual pleasure from the act, but they are enjoying the submission of the faggot to their power as Men. Emotionally, the act elevates the Man to the role Nature intended for him: King. The Alpha better understands his true role in this world, and empowers him to take on that mantle with confidence.

What more could a faggot ever want to provide an Alpha than that?

Alphas are among the world’s greatest creatures. Everywhere they go they are revered and worshiped like gods. So, of course, it is only natural that Alphas desire the cream of the crop as servants.

Many faggots shy away from serving Alphas because they feel like they don’t measure up to their expectations. A faggot might feel too old, too fat, or too ugly to be of any use to an Alpha. Indeed, some Alphas are quite picky about the fags who serve them.

But not all Alphas feel that way. Some Alphas have come to understand the usefulness of these overlooked faggots.

It’s important to remember that straight Alphas aren’t particularly interested in a faggot’s looks anyway. For a straight Alpha, service and worship are the primary attractions of owning faggots, and that is something anyone can do. A truly focused Alpha will often look past the unattractive qualities of a faggot and relish its submission to his authority. This act of worship is more attractive to an Alpha than any amount of superficial beauty.

Alphas who allow less attractive faggots to serve quickly learn a few key lessons:

1. Less attractive faggots are much more eager to please. Pretty faggots usually come with a lot of attitude and an annoying inability to serve properly. Less attractive faggots appreciate the opportunity to serve an Alpha that they often outperform the pretty ones in an attempt to make themselves more valuable in the eyes of their Master.

2. Less attractive faggots (particularly older ones) have acquired additional skills to compensate. A less attractive faggot is more likely to be able to deepthroat an Alpha’s cock or give an incredible massage. They may be excellent cooks or have other useful skills. These faggots honed such skills in order to compete with the latest hot piece of ass, and these can be put to use by a cunning Alpha.

3. Less attractive faggots (again, older ones in particular) have more money and are willing to spoil their Alphas. I’m not necessarily advocating cash faggotry here, but I’m simply saying that any Alpha who truly wants to be treated like a King should see what these faggots have to offer.

4. Less attractive faggots accept their place more readily, and can handle rough or possibly humiliating play. I’ve seen it a million times with pretty-boy faggots – things get a little rough or degrading, and they suddenly flake in a huff of self-importance. Less attractive faggots can typically handle more Alpha-like behavior with an experienced demeanor.

Not everyone can be a porn star faggot. Most of us are just normal fags trying to make ourselves useful. The smart Alphas will take advantage of this, and will in return receive expert service the likes of which few pretty boys can match.

I spoke with a faggot the other day who opened our conversation in this way:

I thought you might be interested to hear my
story. I think there is a crossover between a gay bottom and your
definition of a faggot.

I am a gay man married to a dominant gay man, we’ve been together 12
years and married 7, we are both in our mid-thirties. In everyday life
we have a loving relationship, but sexually I crave being dominated,
abused and humiliated and my husband craves dominating. In spite of
being gay he is very masculine and about as close to being an alpha as
you can get while also being gay.

On demand (within reason, i.e. only when we are alone at home, not out in
public or in the company of others) he will make me serve him and I am
only too willing to comply; he will use me as  a foot stool for his size
12’s, order me to massage them, suck and lick them clean, he makes me
lick his armpits clean, uses me as a human urinal (that he’s
particularly good at, he makes me get in the bath and if any spills onto
the base of the bath he will make me lick it clean afterwards while
whipping me), spits on me, slaps me, fucks my face while I wear a spider
gag (with no mercy), fucks me hard and long for his pleasure and pushes
my limits tremendously, kicks me, whips and spanks me for his own
amusement, makes me lick his hole clean, the list goes on. During these
times he calls me a freak, a faggot, tells me how worthless I am and
makes me repeat back what he has called me (I especially LOVE being
called a faggot) and mocks me when he can tell I’m enjoying the taste
and smell of his feet. At these times I have to ask permission to do
things like use the toilet, have a drink (which he’ll make me do using a
dog bowl and will usually push my face into the bowl with his foot
while I’m trying to drink) etc.

As I said this at the beginning of this
note I feel like I am the crossover between a gay bottom and a faggot
because I enjoy everything detailed on your blog but only part time
while the other part I have a loving relationship. It’s weird but it
works!

Further conversation revealed that this Dom/fag relationship developed over time. They met on a bus, and began dating almost immediately. However, neither of them felt initially comfortable with the extent of their need for domination or submission. Over time, though, the faggot partner revealed its need to serve.

Interestingly, the Alpha in this relationship can turn his domination on and off on a whim. He can be loving in public or private, and then suddenly order his fag partner into the bathroom for a piss session.

While I think this is a rare situation, it sounds like something ideal for many faggots afraid of being alone. See? There truly is someone for everyone!

Men and Alphas are often confused when first receiving service from a faggot. While they like to please their partners to some degree, the primary mode of a Man in heat is to satisfy himself and his own primal urges. He seeks the moment when his cock erupts and shoots it hot payload in a knee-buckling orgasm.

But true faggots only want to satisfy the urges of the Men they serve, often never wanting to be touched let alone have an orgasm. This is peculiar and very different from the mentality of almost all other males. When Men discover this about faggots, they’re usually surprised and even disoriented.

As a faggot, I can honestly say I’ve never been interested in my own pleasure. To focus on my own pleasure is actually embarrassing for me, as I don’t feel it is proper to orgasm while in service to a Man. I naturally flinch every time a Man touches my penis-like skin flap, and I recoil in horror if he tries to manipulate it in order to “make me feel good, too.” I am here to serve a Man, not “get off” on the experience.

Faggots are like most deep submissives in that they receive pleasure by only giving pleasure to a Man. It is not a body-rocking orgasm of pleasure the way Men typically understand it, but rather it is emotionally and psychologically pleasurable for the faggot to please. When a Man smiles with satisfaction at the service a faggot provides, the faggot is rewarded with a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment. For a faggot, this is much more pleasurable than any physical orgasm.

This concept is so foreign to Alphas and Men that they often struggle to use faggots for their natural purpose because they feel they are “using” the faggot in a dehumanizing way. While it is true that a Man IS using a faggot to some degree, this is exactly what the faggot wants, what it craves. When a Man uses a faggot for his own pleasure, he is actually doing the faggot a favor by helping the faggot realize its purpose in living.

Once a Man accepts that faggots get true pleasure only from service, the natural order becomes easier to see. A Man, who wants nothing but service, receives it from a faggot who wants nothing in return.

A Man exists to take, and a faggot exists to give. Both receive pleasure, but in different ways. In this situation, natural harmony exists between the Alpha and the faggot, the dominant and the submissive, the Master and the servant.

A question from earlier today (read here) got me thinking about why so many faggots out there – even ones reading my blog regularly – have a fear that prevents them from reaching out and experiencing the truth of serving a Man. I know service has brought me tremendous peace of mind, and it has also brought great satisfaction to many other faggots out there.

So why do so many fear faggotry and allow this fear to prevent them from actually experiencing it? I think I want to tackle a couple of main problems:

1. Fear of violence. This is a very real and understandable fear. If a faggot were to approach a Man and offer service, there is the possibility that the Man might get angry and physically assault the faggot.

I’ve never been assaulted in all of my time approaching Men, but I’ve been turned down. I find that, if you approach a Man respectfully, he will be kind enough with you. A respectful approach includes not embarrassing him in front of others or becoming dramatic.

If a faggot uses common sense, there shouldn’t be any problems.

2. Fear of commitment. I think most faggots eventually come to understand that being owned by a Man involves much of their life and energy. They develop a fear that they will not be able to have a life outside of service to their Alpha. It feels a bit like going underwater for the first time and fearing that you will not ever be able to breathe again.

It is definitely true that Alphas tend to demand a lot of a faggot’s time. A faggot needs to train itself to understand that the commitment of time and energy to the service of an Alpha is worth it. Not only does the Alpha receive the service he deserves, but the faggot is also sharpened and purified by the experience. The faggot improves itself by committing to the service of an Alpha, not diminished.

3. Fear of surrender. Too many faggots enjoy the fantasy aspects of serving a Man. They jerk off to hot pics and videos on Tumblr and elsewhere and fantasize about what it might be like to serve a Man. Then they cum, and the faggot hastily scrambles back to its “normal” life in which they are still in control or “manly”. This kind of life is essentially a lie.

Being a faggot is about surrendering control. It is about selfless service. It is about putting aside personal gratification so that the needs of the natural order may be fulfilled.

Faggots that sit in their bedrooms and jerk off to porn (or, even worse, jerk off while talking to an Alpha who wants service) are afraid of surrendering their personal power to a superior Man. They’re afraid of losing their identity as a male or as a human. They want to hang onto that shred of personal control while also tasting the world about which they fantasize.

This leads to nothing but sadness and depression. An unfulfilled faggot pretending to be an autonomous male is essentially useless.

4. Fear of faggotry. Ultimately, I think most faggots have trouble accepting their faggot nature. They’re afraid of being labeled a faggot (unless it’s during a masturbation session, see above) because it says something potentially degrading about themselves. Like the fear of surrender, these faggots are afraid of losing the identity society gives them rather than embracing the identity nature game them

I get it. Accepting my own faggotness (new word alert) was difficult, and it was a road I stumbled on in darkness since I had no resources to help me figure it out at the time. But once I did understand and accept it. my world opened up for me. Truly surrendering to a Man helped me to appreciate my purpose in life. And aren’t we all looking for that in some way or another?

Here’s the reality: being a faggot isn’t glamorous or glorious. It is sometimes difficult work. It can sometimes be humiliating. I totally understand why many faggots get scared of the feelings they have and run away. It can be overwhelming.

But nature chose us to serve. Living a life in denial of this fact will only cause us sadness as we fight against our natural desires. If we follow our natural instincts and serve as nature intended, then we find peace and fulfillment. Living a life of fear of ourselves cannot provide anything for us except disappointment and emptiness.

Faggots and gay bottoms are notorious size queens. They spend an inordinate amount of time judging and dismissing Men based on the size of their cocks. It’s a stupid prejudice based around the notion that a flap of skin can define the true worth or manliness of a complete Man.

Male humans are one of the few animals on Earth with exposed penises. Most animals have a penile spine inside their bodies called a baculum that extends out of the body (like a dog’s little red dick) during sex. So most animals aren’t judged necessarily by the size of their dick like male humans are when being considered for mating or challenges to male dominance.

When a female chooses a Man based on the size of his cock, she may be instinctively doing so based on the unconscious idea that a larger penis would make fertilization easier or stimulate her in ways that would produce more or better children. Science has largely refuted that idea, but the animal instinct remains.

But why would a faggot judge a Man that way? A faggot cannot produce children, nor does a faggot have nerve endings deeper than a few inches inside their rectum for a larger cock to stimulate (a vagina does).

In reality, a faggot who judges a Man based on cock size is simply reinforcing a foolish and pointless prejudice that Men with large cocks are somehow more Manly than their competitors.

I think cock size does, to some degree, dictate how a Man feels about himself. There are plenty of Men who think they’re Alpha simply because they have big dicks. They mistakenly believe their bravado is justified by the size of their Manhoods. There are also plenty of good Men out there with smaller dicks who feel insecure because they mistakenly believe they cannot measure up to other Men.

Size queen faggots only reinforce the problem.

In my experience, Alphas who have average dicks can have the same confidence and power as a Man with a dick twice as big. Why? Because a Man whose confidence is so great that it overcomes physical insecurities makes him even more powerful than the average Alpha blessed with bigger, pussy-busting equipment. Their Alpha nature comes from the inside, not the flap of skin between their legs.

I can say this with a certainty: one of the greatest fucks of my life came under the control of an Alpha with an average dick. He choked me, smacked my ass, and held me down while he pounded the hell out of me. He knew he was in total control, and I naturally responded to his irresistible confidence by submitting to him completely. Had I been a size queen faggot, I would’ve missed out on this memorable experience.

So stop judging Men based on a silly and unjustifiable notion. Serve a Man because he is good, just, powerful, confident, and driven, not because he’s hung. You will find satisfaction in your service when you focus on what truly matters.

Every so often I receive a question from a faggot who is confused about how to identify an Alpha. It’s sometimes difficult to see the signs and discern the difference between an attractive Man and a Man who commands others.

In the animal kingdom, dominance is determined through a complex series of visual and vocal cues. In ape societies, for example, the male hierarchy is based on physical fitness, aggressiveness, fighting skill, ability to form coalitions, and intelligence. Such hierarchies are maintained through physical communication, challenges, and even grooming.

It is therefore unsurprising that humans also have an animal-like respect for the Male hierarchy. A Man who commands respect by his obvious confidence, his level and direct eye contact, his easy smile, and his assured strut is often given preference over others.

I’ll give an example of this. I was at a crowded restaurant one evening with some friends when a young Alpha walked in the door. He was tall and muscular, with clear brown eyes and a wicked smile. Women seated in the bar area watched him carefully as he passed, giggling to each other. When he reached the bar, Men stepped out of the way so he could have a seat. He wasn’t a star or the owner of the bar, but everyone treated him that way. Like wind, sometimes the best way to notice an Alpha is by his effect on others.

For me, I watch the way a Man walks and carries himself. Alphas generally have excellent posture, strutting in a way that reveals their inner sense of self-worth. They generally do not cross their arms or slump; their chest, stomach, and crotch are pushed outward and exposed, since they fear no competition or attack from weaker males.

When you talk to an Alpha, you immediately notice that they have excellent eye contact; this is part of animal hierarchy, as they are staring you down to see if you avert your eyes first. Alphas tend to either smile a lot (life is good for them, after all) or you notice an intensity in their serious gazes. Alphas tend to live at full throttle, even in superfluous interactions.

Most of all, use your instincts to determine the Alphas among you. Like animals, humans have evolved powerful instincts to determine dominance. If you’re feeling that the Man near you is Alpha, then he is probably an Alpha. Your unconsciousness is picking up on subtle social cues and telling you that this is a superior Man.

Fortunately for faggots, these Alphas have been receiving deference and respect their entire lives. They expect it. So your approach and offers of service don’t always come as a surprise to them. They view such offers as part of their due as Alphas, and that you are simply following the natural order of things.

So follow your instincts and the visible clues around you, and you will be able to find Alphas as easily as any animal on the hunt.

Yesterday I was stunned by a series of anonymous messages from a mother concerned for the happiness of her 20 year-old submissive gay son. You can read them all by clicking here, here, and here. This is the first message she sent me:

Hello, may I ask you if you are happy? I am a mother of a twenty year
old submissive gay boy. I am fine with him being gay, but I am worried
he will be abused by so called alphas. How can I help him? I want him to
be happy. Whatever he is, he’s the best son in the world and always
will be. Thank you for your answer. I think you are very courageous.

I instantly empathized with her son’s struggle, as well as her own deep and well-intentioned concerns. I think every parent wants their children to grow up happy, but too often they want them to achieve that happiness on the parent’s terms, not those of the child. This mother simply wants her child to be safe and happy in whatever her son chooses to do in life. I don’t think she really understands how rare that is for gay youths, and how important it can be for their development.

I grew up with a very religious mother and a father who was homophobic like most straight Men. There was always a feeling of disappointment from my father because I wasn’t into sports or other “male” activities when I was young. I was closer to my mother, I liked to draw and write and make movies.

Then my mother sat me down to have The Talk when I was ten years old. I remember it clearly – she told me she would disown me if I ever came out as gay. By this point I already knew I was gay, although none of it made any sense. Now I was cut off from any source of information about my own desires (remember, this is pre-internet). Right then, the future looked dark and scary. I had no idea what to do or where to turn.

And that ended my close relationship with my mother for many, many years. It made me determined to get away from my family as soon as possible, and that’s exactly what I did.

The fear and shame and embarrassment my mother instilled in me with those words caused me to make a lot of mistakes in the years to come. I made bad choices with girls, and hurt them. I put myself in danger because of naivete or a lack of self-respect. I struggled for a while.

I suppose I’m fortunate in a way that I was introduced to the service of Men in my late teens. That early exposure allowed me to make a few mistakes while also discovering my own needs as a submissive. I felt peace when serving. Offering myself to the service of a Man brought me comfort in a way I’ve never felt before. I discovered a lot about myself.

And here’s the truth I learned: the submission of one person to another is a gift. A Man may be superior in every respect to the submissive serving him, but that doesn’t mean the submissive is worthless. That doesn’t mean the submissive should be abused. In the end, the submissive only wants the pleasure of the Man it serves. That loyalty and selflessness should be valued, not treated with disrespect.

I have walked away from abusive Alphas before. Why? Because I believe in the person I am – funny, intelligent, insightful, loyal, happy – and I don’t want to waste my gifts on someone who is hurtful. I want to serve good Men who reflect the best qualities of Manhood. I have served such good Men in the past, and I will do so again.

I think this mother wants her son to have that same type of self-respect. She wants her son to find Men who will treat him as something valuable, whether that’s as a servant (if the boy identifies that way) or as a partner. That value comes from within. I gained mine through trial and error, but I think she has done a great job of instilling that worth in him through love and caring.

One of my favorite writers, Ralph Waldo Emerson, once said: “What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” When we fear ourselves, hate ourselves, resist our needs, or doubt our abilities, we cannot be happy. But if we feel safe with ourselves, accept our flaws, cherish our abilities and unique gifts, and pursue our needs, we find happiness.

This mother has given her son the best possible chance at happiness. I hope he finds it with greater ease than I did.

I’ve known a lot of fags (in life and here) that I would call “sluts.” They are looking for hot hook-ups, random or anonymous encounters with rough, muscular Men. By calling them sluts, I’m not judging them at all – most gay males of every stripe have had their slutty moments (or months, or years). I’ve certainly had random encounters that make me somewhat embarrassed, too. We all have.

Not long after my experience with my first Alpha ended, I was engaged in a lot of random sex with guys as I tried to recreate the experience of being my first Alpha’s fag. There was a lot of trial and error involved, and I was largely unsuccessful. While I was being used, I really wanted to be OWNED instead.

Then I met an Alpha that I will call Thomas for the sake of this article. Alpha Thomas was in his late twenties, had his own place (I was still in college), and was a former baseball player. He fucked A LOT of girls. He was incredibly self-assured, possessing the kind of confidence that might make other Alphas weak. Alpha Thomas had these wild green eyes that looked right through everything.

I met him at a party, and I was instantly mesmerized. I kept getting him drinks and remaining silent otherwise, and I guess that intrigued him (he later told me he immediately knew I was a faggot). As the party wound down, he asked me to come with him. We got into his car, and he quickly opened his pants to reveal a thick, veiny cock. Without a word, he grabbed my head and forced it down my throat. I have no idea how long I slurped on his fat dick, but by the time he came I had tears and spit streaming down my face and neck. When he was finished, he told me I did a good job and that he needed my number if he ever needed more.

And he definitely needed more. Alpha Thomas quickly claimed ownership of me. Within a few months, I was at his place virtually every day to complete the typed list of my domestic duties. There were afternoons I would go to his place and have to clean up the obvious evidence of Alpha Thomas fucking women. Sometimes I had to wash the clothes females left behind at his place. I would pull the cum-stained sheets off the bed, heartbroken that he chose to give some random whore his seed rather than give it to me. But I continued to serve.

It was really through Alpha Thomas that I experienced the truth about faggotry. During the year that I served him, I felt such peace while cleaning or cooking for him, knowing that I was safe under his leadership. He would sometimes allow me to kneel at his feet while he watched television. Occasionally he would stroke my hair like I was a puppy, and I would respond to his touch by laying my head on his leg. Alpha Thomas wasn’t ever mean or abusive to me. He treated me like I was a valuable possession in his life.

Through Alpha Thomas I learned how Men have a powerful drive to own and protect their property. I discovered that Men possess a dominance that, when honored by submissives, enhances their sense of self-worth and makes them better and more potent leaders. I appreciated that a Man’s kindness and warmth is tied with his benevolence, his wise use of his power.

But I also learned from Alpha Thomas that fags like me crave the security only service can provide. To be protected and secure under the watchful gaze of a Man is all a faggot truly needs to be happy. To be owned, claimed as the property of a Man. These are truly what matters to a faggot.

Without submitting to service, a faggot can easily become a slut. Untethered from a Man’s discipline, a faggot can easily lose itself in random encounters as it seeks to fill a void within. Only the safety and security of service to a Man can ever fill that.

I received this message the other day:

I find the Alpha/faggot relationship so interesting. It is so intriguing
that you can take two men, born on the same day, and one will spend his
life as a superior being, and the other (for no apparent reason) will
only feel purpose from making this Man’s life easier through service.
WHAT is it between Alphas and faggots that distinguishes them? And why
do faggots derive their entire self-worth from dedicating their
existence to serving another human being? It’s so compelling and so very
hot.
       
    

It is a good question. Psychiatrists have been puzzling over this aspect of human sexuality for decades without coming close to a satisfying answer. As a born faggot, I’ve given my own submissiveness a lot of thought and I still can’t explain it, let alone tell others why they’re submissive, too.

I think the default position for males is set for dominance. Males are naturally competitive, aggressive, and eager to take charge. So a submissive male of any kind is an anomaly, a rare deviation from the norm.

Looking back over my life, I would describe my prepubescent period as fairly normal. I was one of the leaders in my neighborhood, the kid who decided what the rest of the gang did on a given day. I was a fairly attractive kid in a scrawny, long-limbed way. I had vague interests in boys, but I didn’t understand them on any conscious level.

However, I would describe my transition through puberty as difficult. My male friends seemed to be quite proud of their hairy armpits and legs, but it horrified and disgusted me. I did whatever I could to hide my legs, and I never went shirtless outside of the bathroom. Thanks to my religious upbringing, I had some shame about my blossoming masturbation habit, but in addition I also felt somewhat self conscious about my obviously small penis.  I felt sweaty all the time, greasy and uncomfortable. Around this time I also received a pair of enormous brown glasses with lenses the size of the ones used on the Hubble telescope.

So it wasn’t a good time.

When I look through that brief history of my early life, I suppose I see the beginnings of the submissiveness that would define the rest of my life. When I would compare myself to some of my other male friends, I would marvel at their smooth, effortless transition into Manhood while I seemed so awkward and feminine. I stopped liking sports and other masculine interests that my male friends shared. I pulled inward to some degree, and began to develop interests in writing and art and filmmaking (which upset my Dad). None of this was conscious, but developed quite naturally over time.

Even when girls began flirting with me and I started having sex with them, an inadequacy haunted me. By then, I knew I was living a lie by dating them, but I also knew that I was not the real Man they wanted. Fortunately, the aggressiveness of my first Alpha helped to properly define my desires for the first time. I’ve never looked back.

Perhaps there are clues in that story that can help me understand why I’m submissive. For instance, the negative comparisons I made about myself in relation to other males. The inadequacies I felt about my body or my abilities. But I’m not sure there is any one moment that defines a person’s sexuality.

All I do know is that everything finally clicked together when I tasted my first cock, swallowed my first load, and glanced up at a glorious Alpha who gazed down on me with a look of pleasure on his face that I provided for him. And maybe that’s the key – we discover it within ourselves when we are ready to accept it. Our lives until that moment are simply a series of accidents, eventually leading to a profound truth within us all along.

I received this interesting message and wanted to address it in a post, because I get quite a few messages about loneliness and other similar situations. Here is the message:

What do you think about people who know that they are fags but who are
involuntarily celibate or who are virgins in theirs 30’s and 40’s?  Is
it too late for them, or should they just kill themselves because they
will probably be alone forever?  Do you think there are many
involuntarily celibate people who are gay/fags?
 

For those who don’t know, “involuntary celibacy” is a situation when a person (usually male) struggles so much with social situations like dating and intimacy that they simply cannot (or will not) do it anymore. They sometimes go by the name “incel” for short. The film The 40 Year Old Virgin made some fun out of this situation (without using the term “involuntary celibacy”). Involuntary celibacy in real life first became widely known from the case of Elliot Rodger, the wealthy California kid who went on a shooting rampage in 2014 because women wouldn’t give him sex. You may remember him from his last video shot right before the murders:

As we can plainly see in the case of Elliot Rodger, he was a decently-attractive kid who came from money and really shouldn’t have had any problems with females (or gays, if he wanted them). So what caused the problem? In Rodger’s case, it appears that he had developed a deep jealousy of other Men who had no difficulty picking up women. Rodger felt like the women should simply give him sex, which of course, is not how any of that works. Over time, this wore him down mentally to the point that he felt he had to lash out in gun violence.

Here’s something many “involuntarily celibate” people need to understand: socialization and communication are acts of sheer will. Everyone has insecurities, everyone has been picked on or turned down. How we face down those insecurities defines us as people and determines our life. We can sit in our home and complain about our situation, effectively blaming others for our own failures, or we can get out and do things that will improve our chances.

Here’s the caveat to the above paragraph: I say “many” because some studies (there are limited investigations into this) suggest that as many as 40% of people who are “involuntarily celibate” might have a form of Asberger’s Syndrome. That’s serious, and I believe anyone who is “involuntarily celibate” should see a specialist to get a diagnosis.

I would guess that a large number of “involuntarily celibate” males are gay/faggots. Society doesn’t make it very easy to be gay, and it can be especially cruel to faggots. Many gay males without the courage to come out or pursue their desires can easily wrap themselves in a safe cocoon and never try anything. The internet makes this detrimental social behavior even easier, and worse.

But to address the above question, no I don’t think someone dealing with “involuntary celibacy” should “kill themselves.” Single males and females can contribute a lot to society and make themselves useful. And, more importantly, with the right help such a person can overcome such a crippling dilemma. Work out at a gym, make positive choices in your personal life, get out occasionally, and work on your appreciation for the variety of people you meet every day. You can make connections. You can be happy. Choose life and self-improvement, and you will see positive results.   
   

The other day I fell into a conversation with two married Men (not Alphas) who came to my business to do some work. I know them casually (as opposed to personally), but we are friendly with each other.

We were talking about movies, and one of the guys emphatically stated that he loved the movie “Man of Steel.” His partner and I started making fun of him, and the conversation devolved into an insult-laden free-for-all that had all three of us laughing hysterically.

After they left, I thought about those married Men and muttered to myself, “That conversation will probably be the highlight of their day.”

I don’t mean to say that in disrespect to marriage or the situation of being a married Man. Rather, my point was this: Men love conversations like that, where they are sharing strong emotional or intellectual values without using those words. Instead, Men express these through humor and body language. They reveal themselves through unspoken or tangential means.

This has, of course, always been a major problem between Men and women. Men think they are expressing their desires (love, sexuality, affection) through work and action, but women look past that and expect to discuss feelings. This often causes the Man discomfort, and can sometimes lead to wedges in the relationship.

I’m saying this because I often receive messages from faggots asking if they should tell their Alpha how they feel about them. My answer is always the same: NO. Doing this will only cause the Alpha discomfort, and might cause the Alpha to leave altogether.

Successful faggots mostly leave emotional expression out of their service to an Alpha. When a faggot does this, the Man reads the ACTION as an expression of emotion, whether it is devotion or submission or even love. He doesn’t need to hear “I love you” from a faggot because a faggot serving him is expressing itself without complicated wording or complex emotional baggage. In fact, I think this one thing keeps Men coming back to faggots more than anything else – a Man can get the service he believes he deserves without the emotional load expected with women.

Like those two Men at work, Men in general want something breezy and fun and free of emotional entanglements. Their eyes light up when they’re engaged in something they understand, conversations or situations that play to bravado or good humor. A silly, wide-ranging conversation about a very bad movie can be the highlight of their day because it engaged them at that unspoken place where Men can be free to express themselves and their masculinity. To simply be MEN.

So faggots, stop trying to manipulate Men with words, and instead impress them with actions. They may not fall in love, but they will certainly appreciate you and your service more and respond in kind.