Hey! I’ve been a faggot for my Alpha for 3 years, I’m his favorite faggot and we see each other multiple nights per week. Something happened and I’m so uncomfortable with it, but he is being firm with me and not changing his mind. He was breeding me about 2 weeks ago, I was on my stomach and he was on top of me. My clit was caged (as usual in his presence) and the mood was perfect. All of the sudden, he asked me to get on my back and spread my legs. We don’t usually fuck this way, he likes to kiss my back, I was confused but completely agreeable. Sir started fucking me again with my clit visible, and he had a very different look on his face this time. He took the key from around his neck and removed the shaft cover from my clit, leaving the ring around my balls. He slowed his fucking, really honing in on my p-spot, and began masturbating me. I was caught off guard, it has NEVER happened before. I have never been uncaged in front of him, I was scared to be honest. He kept masturbating me and made me cum, then caged me back while he continued to fuck. I was so sensitive afterward and lost all sex drive while he kept fucking my pussy, it was a very weird experience! He has done it twice since, even leaving me caged once and making me cum before we even fucked to use it as lube (said he saw it in a video). I told him it was very weird for me, and even slightly painful because my pussy gets so sensitive. He likes seeing me uncomfortable and said masturbating me was exciting because I could not get fully hard. I don’t know how to feel about this. It was really embarrassing and being fucked after cumming is horrible, I’m so sensitive. He is not backing down, insisting to do it more. I’m not sure how to feel about it. He is so good me, but can be very firm and aggressive if challenged.
This is a huge conundrum, brother! I’m sorry your Alpha is doing that to you! I am certainly glad no Alpha ever treated me that way, which I find to be extremely thoughtless and cruel.
Yes, I know – you’re a faggot. You’re born to serve and to be pleasure objects for the desires of Men. However, ultimately YOU decide whether you want to submit or not, right? YOU choose whether or not you are used in a way that hurts you.
If you repeatedly tell your Alpha that you do not like to be touched or masturbated that way and he refuses to listen or change course, then he has made HIS decision. So it’s right for you to discontinue service to him. Clearly he has other faggots with whom he can continue this type of use/abuse. And surely a good faggot like you can find another Alpha, next time one that takes your feelings into consideration to some degree rather than not at all.
Hopefully you can have a heartfelt conversation with him about how much this is hurting and embarrassing you and somehow reach his heart on the matter. Three years of quality service would be sad to toss aside.
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