hi sam I’m a fag and have known for a few years now but i have problem. I’m also a doctor and I don’t know how to fully embrace it – if i got exposed I’d lose my job, i don’t know what to do.
Brother, I feel your struggle. However, I’m not sure I agree that you will lose your job just because you’re serving as a faggot in your personal life. Serving as a faggot isn’t ILLEGAL, nor is it violating any of your vows as a doctor. Just know this and understand it, because I don’t want you to miss out on a vital part of your life simply because you misunderstand something.
Alpha packs are minefields for faggots. Alphas together are volatile, sometimes prone to unpredictable bursts of sexual or violent energy. The push each other to even more intensity than they might otherwise have alone. A faggot must be nimble, submissive, and open for anything.
But with an Alpha pack of BROTHERS, that difficulty level is vastly increased.
I received this message in my Questions From Readers inbox from a faggot who has recently become engaged to his Alpha Master after seven years of service. This faggot wrote to me about his dominant Master/fiancé at the end of September – CLICK HERE for that.
This time the faggot wrote this:
Hey Sam! I wrote in a couple weeks ago about being recently engaged to my Alpha, and his increasing dominance over me as his claimed faggot. Thought I’d write in again about something that I’ve been noticing with his brothers. He has two, one older who is gay and one younger who is straight. They range from a decade older than me to just a couple years older. All three men are very close, but they’re total alphas and they are constantly trying to assert themselves over each other. They make comments about how good I am, call me a good boy and a cutie when I bring them beer, cook them dinner, etc. The straight brother recently said that I’m a splendid addition to the family and it’s good that I know my place. I always sit on the floor when the men watch tv on the couch.
Can alpha status be hereditary like I’m seeing between these brothers? And how am I supposed to navigate the fact that their alpha pheromones make my faggot self swoon? They’re all pretty physical with me and it’s hard not flush red. His older brother went through a phase of secretly groping me under the table until I told my Alpha and it stopped. Recently the younger brother has gotten into the habit of flirting with me in front of my Alpha, even touching me too. How should I be navigating this power dynamic among dominant men?
You see the trap, right? If the faggot responds positively to the attentions of his Master’s Alpha brothers, there is a risk of the Master becoming enraged at the faggot. But if the faggot goes to his Master about it, the dynamic between the brothers could become upset or potentially aggressive.
Everything being equal, the solution would be easy. The faggot would simply start servicing the other Alphas as they made their needs clear. But this is not an equally-distributed power dynamic. The Alpha brothers have a pack history the faggot is (probably) unaware of, and there seems to be a clear stratification of power between the faggot’s Master (most likely an Apex) and the gay and straight brothers.
So I answered the faggot this way:
Wow, this is a wrinkle in your story I wasn’t expecting! This is a fascinating conundrum you’re facing in the middle of these Alpha brothers!
First of all, it appears that certain bloodlines do produce multiple Alphas if the genetics are right for it. Take, for example, Master Dino – he has three incredible Alpha sons all within a few years of each other. I have personal experience with Alpha brothers, so I have seen this dynamic play out as well. I can tell you that it is hereditary in some cases.
Your Alpha seems like an Apex Alpha from what you described about him before. I imagine he’s Apex among his brothers. I’m basing this on the way he parades you around as his possession around them, as well as how the younger straight brother appears to be testing your Master.
My first instinct is to advise you to ask your Master for direction on how to react to this dynamic, but I’m guessing that might be a mistake. He might take offense to you suggesting something about his brothers. I think I would just continue to be exemplary and kind to the brothers regardless of how they act, and allow your Master to intervene if he sees something inappropriate. Ultimately, you are his property. He’s not going to allow his brothers to do something without his approval.
From both questions posed by this faggot, I think this Master is going to continue to push the faggot’s boundaries in ways it doesn’t understand yet. We shall see how that plays out.
Looks like I was a faggot all along. I cant believe it took me so long to realize. I was reminiscing through my high school yearbook and decided to check out the pictures/names of my senior class. It was fun seeing everyone’s face again because I had a great time in high school. But then there were some…no…multiple faces of the straight guys that I just paused and glared at. I suddenly remembered how I would secretly worship these men. How I would think of them owning me and what they would make do. I would think about being their slave and being forced to worship them while they used and abused me. I now know that I wanted to be a faggot to the Alphas. It was so obvious. So I want to say thank you to all the Alphas who helped me get to this point. Ryan, John, Tony, Kevin, Kyle, Jesse, Nathan, Robbie, Anthony, and Skye. I’ve followed five of them on social media. I hope to one day reach out and offer my services. They’ve matured into such powerful men, they all could use a faggot by their side. Oh well, maybe next year I’ll stop being a pussy.
I hope you do find that courage too! You’ve already wasted too much time doing nothing about it!
Hi, I just found your site and have a question. I am a guy that it 38 and all my life I have had gay submissive fantasies (I am attracted to women but I really want submissive sex from a man). I really want to get on my knees and such a cock and then have a hard cock pushed and thrust deep inside of me. I remember been 16 and fantasising about two gay neighbours spit roasting me. Also I have a thing for men’s feet. I really want to worship a mans feet and suck each toe until he makes me drink all his cum. I really do want to be a fagg for an alpha but I just can’t seem to get the courage to jump in and start. Perhaps it’s because I am afraid that I will like it any want it to much? anyway any advice you could give on how to start and do it in a way that will push me over the edge into action with someone would be much appreciated.
My friend, I am tempted to tell you to just forget it. You’ve been fantasizing about this for 22 years now and have failed to act on it even once. Now you’re nearly 40 years old. Do you know how many real, devoted faggots struggle to maintain a shelf life past 40?
If you haven’t managed even one encounter in 22 years, there is almost nothing I can tell you to get you to take action. I’m sorry.
Hi Sam, It’s Michael I am in the best place in my life I have ever been in. Over the weekend my alpha cunted me. It was a life changing experience. I started shaking and I couldn’t do anything but worship my alpha. He made me more submissive and his cock felt bigger then ever as he came inside me. My cock was dribbling precum in my cage and I was in such a state of bliss. I don’t even know how I can go about thanking my alpha for this. How should I thank him for the best experience I have ever had? My alpha has changed my life and I thank him for that, but I also thank you for getting me to this point and helping me as I obsess over every little thing. I just need some help to thank the one real man who owns me. How should I thank him for my cunting?
This is an ongoing thread featuring a young cocksucker named Michael. I’ve now compiled them into a chronological thread that you can read by CLICKING HERE.
OH MY GOODNESS! CONGRATULATIONS, BROTHER!!
Nobody ever believes me about cunting until it happens to them out of the blue and hits them in the head like a bag of nickels! It is the single most incredible GIFT that an Alpha can ever give to a faggot, one that, like you said, changes their life forever!
Did your Alpha tell you he was planning to cunt you before it happened? Or did he just do it in the heat of the moment and cause it to come upon you like a summer storm? It’s really not important, but I’m the type to ask a ton of questions!
Honestly, I don’t think Alphas really expect their faggots to do anything special after they cunt them except to faithfully serve and worship them. I think you should greet him next time on your knees, and profusely kiss his feet while breathlessly thanking him for what he did to you. Alphas LOVE to see subs fucking LET GO and surrender themselves COMPLETELY out of gratitude and wonder.
You can make him special meals, give him massages, and pamper him ten different ways to Sunday, but nothing beats simple, expressive, and honest acts of devotion and worship like that!
You have a VERY special owner! If he knows about me, tell him that I am so proud of him and grateful that there are great Alpha Kings like him in the world!
Is it proper for us faggots to masturbate? If so, how should we do it? Since we’re obviously not real men, I feel like the only way we should ever be allowed to touch our useless little boi clits is the same way as a girl plays with her clit. The tips of the fingers only. It seems so disrespectful to Alpha Males to masturbate by jerking off like they do.
Good boy! This is the proper way to view it!
Under ideal circumstances you would be caged (either by an Alpha or self-locked) so that you’re not tempted to play with it. Barring that, I would suggest that you DO NOT even play with it the way you suggest. Instead, learn to use toys and fingers to stimulate your pussy. Reprogram your mind to either shut down your sex drive (as I have done) or to direct your attention to your hole as your true sex organ.
Hello Sam, I am 22 and have been locked all of October to celebrate locktober! Lately, my top has been very focused on my clit and touching it a lot when he breeds me. Is this normal? Usually we ignore my caged clit and he rubs my stomach and back, so this is all very new. Im ok with him touching it, but it makes me cum sometimes and I think that turns him off. Should I ask him to stop to prevent me cumming? Or just let him do what he likes? Thanks!
Hi brother! Happy Locktober! Congratulations on your accomplishment!
Many Alphas like to put their hand on their faggot’s genitalia and even manipulate it a little bit as a subconscious sign of possession while fucking them. It’s a physical, silent way to say “I’m the Man and you are the non-male sex object I own” while they fuck. It’s just a pure power move. I honestly think this move is more common as we go up the power charts, so your Alpha must be quite dominant, indeed.
I understand that it might be embarrassing to you to be touched or manipulated in that area, especially if you accidentally orgasm. However, your Alpha clearly doesn’t mind any of that. In fact, he might like the power of that. So, if possible, just try to view it in terms of his dominance over your body, and relish that ownership.
Hello Sam, I think I am an alpha. I’m fairly young and have felt the need to dominate others. However when I read your stories about Apex Alphas, such as King Darius and Titus and Kyle, I feel intense jealousy at how easy they are able to flex their power, but I also feel a need to be submissive to them. I jerked off the other day to imagining them in front of me and fucking a fag, and then turning towards me and dominating me. Does this mean I’m not really an alpha and actually a fag?
Sir, thank you for writing to me!
Short answer: ABSOLUTELY NOT!
Longer answer: Your overwhelming need and desire to dominate indicates that you are a natural-born Alpha, but it’s your awareness of the subtle differences between Alphas that really demonstrates your true Alphahood, Sir.
Let me explain. My Hierarchy chart on the front post of this website describes multiple layers of Alphahood. That’s because, unlike the lower levels of the Hierarchy, Alphas are unique in that you all naturally align into an Alpha hierarchy that is enforced, honed, and sharpened from within. Alphas are constantly assessing the competition, and lesser Alphas naturally recognize and submit to more powerful Alphas on the spectrum.
The fact that you are doing that indicates your true Alphahood to me, Sir.
So I would forget about doubt and embrace the glory and power nature has entrusted with you, Sir. Everything is within your grasp once you do that! Thank you, Sir!
Hello, I am interested in pleasing alphas. I live in Oakland. I am shy and wanted to chat on somewhere like discord. Is there a discord group I can join?
LOL YES!
I have the FWA Discord server specifically for this purpose … are you new around here?? GO HERE: https://discord.gg/7ffvQbvdXu
Dear Sam, I am so grateful for the superiority and masculinity of perfect muscle adonis King Darius. This Asian Apex Alpha is so massive, powerful, and dominant, and I am jealous of the faggot sergeant that he used in his last entry. His demeanor reminds me of an Asian Alpha who I know, who is hung with a massive cock and a cocky personality. I am lucky when he uses me, just like any fag who gets cunted by King Darius is a lucky faggot. -Servant of the King
I’m right there with you on that one! Talking to him is an extraordinary privilege that I do not take for granted. He is clearly so far ahead of his peers that there is no contest. My favorite thing about him is how he enjoys the game so much … he’s like a person playing with ants. He sees the bigger game board and every move ahead of time.
I see that you replied to another person that they should go for it with their best friend, but don’t you think it might backfire and destroy their friendship forever?
It WILL destroy their friendship forever … with the possibility that the friendship will be replaced by a more proper service relationship.
Look, right now the friendship is a lie. The faggot wants to serve this friend and is hiding the truth about itself. I’m suggesting that the faggot be HONEST with the friend and allow him to make decisions based on TRUTH and not lies.
Hi Sam and fellow fags. I reached out to an Alpha who used to rape me a couple of years ago. He’s so powerful and sexy. So He says He wants full obedience and availability and trust, which ofc i get and I’m more than willing to be obedient to Him and His wishes but I’ve got a thing for trust. I think it springs from an experience I had around that time (when I used to serve this Alpha). A man that i used to chat with took screenshots of our convo telling him i serve this Alpha and sent it all to my boyfriend which had no idea. This is when i started to realize that all Men want to take advantage of me just to use me, then this realization turned into the realization that I’m truly a faggot, that’s why I reached to my old Alpha. But I’m afraid i can’t trust Him just yet. So I proposed to suck Him off or lick His feet as He’s verbally training me, so He can earn my trust, or clean His cock after He’s done fucking His fag. But doesn’t seem to want to to build trust
You have a problem with trusting Men after you cheated on your boyfriend behind his back??? That’s hilariously misdirected.
Get over it. This Alpha you’re talking about didn’t do anything to break your trust, so either trust him or stop bothering him.
Hello brothers, This is quite a simple problem but I need help in overcoming it. I am a faggot (22 years old) and my best friend (also 22) is a straight boy. He’s sexy, smart and a little cocky. I know he is alpha with girls, but I want to serve him. To pay him. To worship him. Anything. I have made jokes and comments about it and I call him Sir and King often, but he hasn’t fully realized I would SERIOUSLY serve him, in any way he needed. How can I go about making him realize? How can I let him know?
If you’re best friends with him I’m assuming you spend a fair amount of time together just hanging out and whatnot. Try to get into a place where you might start to “spontaneously” rub his feet or massage his shoulders. Or you can offer to do that. Or if you know he wants/needs something, buy it for him.
Or, you can do what I’ve done successfully in the past. Strike up a conversation with him and ask him when he knew he was Alpha. This will simultaneously stroke his ego as well as force him to really search his life and examine it in Hierarchical terms. Ask him if he can tell beta males when he sees them, and also faggots. See how he responds to those questions. Then you can matter-of-factly state that you’re a faggot. He’s not going to do anything bad here, just perhaps act surprised. But I bet he suspects you already.
All of the tricks I’ve stated above I’ve used effectively in the past. They do work. You just need to get past your fear, and keep in mind that this is why you were born.
I guess im a faggot but I have a beautiful girlfriend actually she is naked in the other room I came into the bathroom because I couldn’t get my cock hard for her but as soon as I got on this website my cock gets hard I have a 10 inch thick veiny cock I’m very good looking always had the ladies but since my fishing buddy made me suck him off for the last couple weekends all I can think about is cock should I just go in the other room and tell her idk what if she leaves me geez why did I enjoy him fucking my face like that as he called me his faggot what the hell is happening to me
Boy, it sounds like you had a moment much like mine back in the day! You’re living one kind of life, and then one day an Alpha friend takes you and uses you and a whole entire reality opens up inside you!
I get your confusion, believe me. In my case, I became my Alpha friend’s cocksucker until the end of high school when he met and fell in love with his eventual wife. Then I went on a cocksucking spree and the rest became my life. I can’t tell you what to do about your beautiful girlfriend. You might want to wait and see what your friend’s intentions might be. By that, I mean does he want to own you? Cage you? He probably has some ideas in mind. It might not be a bad idea to kneel and ask him for guidance.
I truly believe and agree with what is says in the declaration of independence “we hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal…” But I also believe that some men chose servitude. There is no shame in the recognition that you want to be at your knees in front of an alpha. It is unfortunate that it took a rape for you to realize your true nature and place, but I am sure your conflicted feelings are rooted in the fact that you thank your rapist for showing you who you really are. Am I correct? Have you considered that it’s not the rape you condone but the gift of helping you realize your true and chosen place in life? Realizing your true and proper place in life is a powerful thing and many never find it.
Well, here’s the thing: I already knew I was a faggot when the rape happened. My straight Alpha friend taught me that lesson by forcing me to be his cocksucker at age 17. The rape occurred two years later.
While the rape didn’t reveal my faggot nature, it did teach me more about how Men and Alphas view faggots. It gave me a deeper insight into the rage and lusts that drive the lives of Men. It also humbled me in a way I am peculiarly grateful for today.
Dear Sam, I read your entry on King Darius and I couldn’t help but rub my clit as I read about how much of a GOD He is. I was salivating just reading about His conquests and the rise of His Godhood. To the other poster who thought Asian Alphas are non existent, I dare say that Asian Alphas are indeed True Gods and Alphas, worthy of worship by all other fags. I’ve been used by my Asian GOD for a few years now and He is so much more intense and Manly than all the other doms I’ve been used by. I’ll be waiting with bated breath (and a leaking clit) for more stories of Apex Alpha King Darius, a GOD amongst men.
Brother, I agree 110% with you about Master Darius. Be grateful you haven’t been given permission to see his cock, or else you’d REALLY be head-over-heels for him! I’m hoping he will allow me to publish it soon!
Just know this – I showed him your comment above, and he loved it. LOVED IT. It never hurts to stroke an Alpha’s ego!
Have you ever watched a Ted Talk on YouTube called “Radical Feminist is a gift to men”? That man is a joke. He starts his talk by saying “half of my life I’ve struggled to be a real man, the other half, I gave up”. It’s hilarious to see all men in the comments making fun of him as a beta male. Men have a sixth sense that can tell who is below and up in the hierarchy. Don’t you think?
I don’t think – I KNOW Men have a natural sense of Hierarchy. I have actually conducted mini-interviews with guys in my personal life or Men with whom I have had extensive conversations about this very issue, and EVERY SINGLE ONE understood my point about Hierarchy. In fact, some of them brought up on their own how they scan a room to see what guys are in the room when they enter! It’s just pure instinct. Men understand this between each other for sure.
I have not seen that TED talk, but it sounds like a waste of time. Thanks for the heads-up!
Is serving an alpha (either sexually or non sexually) cheating on my bf, whom I truly love?
I guess it’s technically considered cheating, but I’m always of the opinion that Hierarchical demands trump conventional rules every time. I do think you should first discuss this need to serve with your boyfriend if you truly love him, though. He deserves the right of refusal in this situation.
Do alpha males , crave a smoothe gaped pussy? OR Do they want to “rut” a faggot with his power and create his own gaped fuck hole? Leaving only an exhausted trembling and “cunted” conquest no matter where they begin.
In my experience, there are Alphas in favor of both. In general, I believe tight pussy beats gaped pussy, but I’ve definitely known Alphas (particularly black Alphas) who love gaped pussy. I say this from experience – one black Alpha stopped fucking me one time because I was too tight and he told me he preferred gaped pussy. So he made me suck him off instead.
It’s a colossal mistake to associate build and cock size to Alphahood. Alphas come in all different shapes and sizes and endowments. Alphahood is an INNER quality, and has little or nothing to do with external advantages.
By the way, I’ve been gifted with the opportunity to see Master Darius’s cock, and it’s HUGE. So put your racist stereotypes away. They have nothing to do with Alphahood.
Hi Sam. I’m having a real hard time understanding why we should serve Straight Alphas. Deep down, I can feel my need to serve them. I am a true faggot. But I am completely turned off by witnessing how powerless Alpha Straight Men are to women. The only thing I understand is that Straight Alphas are meant for breeding. This is something faggots will never be able to understand, but Straight Alphas need to breed and spread their seed.
However, I just cant serve someone who they themselves are such a slave to…pussy. I witnessed my sister and my brother in law have a conversation. My sister’s birthday was coming up, and she told her husband that if she didnt get the over $300 dollar purse she was expecting, then there would be NO PUSSY FOR A MONTH. I dont understand Sam. There are thousands of faggots who would drop everything just for the chance to serve my masculine, all American brother in law. And yet he subjects himself to essential sexual slavery from a woman.
Is it wrong of me to look down on these Men? You have some stories of Alpha men abandoning their faggots for a chance to breed with women. They voluntarily submit themselves to a life of servitude towards their girlfriend/wife. There’s even a popular saying from old times, “Happy wife, happy life.” I’m just curious your opinion on all this. It makes me sad to think that so many Alphas are slaves to pussy…are they still worthy of worship?
I get what you’re saying, brother. What can anyone say except that you’re talking about one of the most powerful forces in human life. Men are driven by pure instinct to reproduce, and their minds stop working correctly when it hits them. Do you realize the number of straight Men who end up regretting the decisions they made earlier in their life based solely on sexual impulse? They’re left muttering “What was I thinking?” again and again.
That’s why it’s imperative that faggots try to break through to Alphas early so that they can know there are other options. Faggots can play a vital role in the realignment of Men in general. We provide the strings-free service Men desire, and that instant relief can help them make more clear-headed decisions in and about their lives.
That’s a large, birds-eye view of the issue. On a smaller scale, perhaps you should be offering service to your brother-in-law to help him out. He’s a dominant Alpha stud, and he is currently trapped by your sister. Don’t look down on him, though. A lion in a cage isn’t anything less than a dangerous and aggressive animal. It’s circumstances prevent it from doing what it was born to do.
It seems to be perfect but i have so many questions and i just pull away. i am always sad when apart, but stressed when together.
You’re playing a pretty standard psychological trick on yourself. When faced with something that seems scary or overwhelming or too good to be true, our minds invent reasons to run away. It’s a defense mechanism. It’s the reason why so many people never achieve their dreams; they invent reasons to doubt or postpone or delay the actions necessary for success. I’m giving out some serious life-hack advice right here. You will never achieve ANYTHING in your life without overcoming this defense mechanism. And that includes your dealings with this (or any) Alpha.
I was looking for a faggot to use through a dating site. So I found one that turned out to be a classmate from college, which was like ten years ago. I always knew he was gay and a faggot but back then I didn’t use faggots at all. So now I know I was right but I didn’t send him a face pic of me and he didn’t ask for one so he doesn’t know who I am. So he has a very feminine body and ass and I can’t say no to that. Tomorrow he’s coming at my place to serve me and he’s craving all the humiliation I want to do to him. It makes me hard thinking about how I will use and abuse this old classmate, him dropping on his knees to worship my cock, feet and take my spit, piss and cum. But I also feel a bit anxious about his reaction when he looks at me and realizes he knows me.
Master, thank you for writing to me!
You literally have nothing about which to be anxious. You are ALPHA, a King of the Earth. This faggot clearly wanted to serve you ten years ago, but didn’t think it had the chance to do so because it (rightly) thought you would never use a faggot. Believe me, the faggot will fall to its knees in gratitude that its dream of serving you is coming true!
Let me just add this, Master – the faggot is absolutely a keeper. You know why I say that? Because the faggot wasn’t asking for pics right away. The game players are the ones who want juicy stuff so they can masturbate to it. Clearly, this faggot accepts its place and values service over cheap thrills. This is the type of faggot who will go to any lengths to please you, Master!
I’m so excited for you to have use of a truly submissive faggot, Master! Please keep me informed if you think about it, Master. My email is fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com. Thank you, Master!
Hello Sam, I’m a Brazilian Alpha who happens to be very fortunate with life, being able to go to a well known college right out of school, I found my boyfriend (of three happy ears) on public transportation, seducing him was easy as he felt attracted to my posture, by his own words. Initially I had some self-esteem issues by having a cub body type, but his physiological reaction to me sparked something deep inside my being. Always being careful with health related thing, i’ve done a full STI even before my first time. On our first night together my body was burning, I had my realization as i pushed my cock deep inside him after i thoroughly rimmed his tight hole. Even being a virgin I knew my cock, being 8.3″ is above average. But his sub body sucked me deep until i hit his second hole. I began pumping him hard and roughly, knocking his moans away, as i felt him opening up even deeper for me. His eyes lit up with a fiery energy which set my body into full rut mode. I will always remember him opening his mouth and begging for my seed deep inside him. I headlock him and pumped until i was empty and him being completely spent after an involuntary orgasm as a reaction to my cock pumping my seed in his guts, looking beautiful in subspace. Since then I grew as a man and as an Alpha, making sure to learn what my boyfriend likes and making him beg for more always. New kinks developed in me like marking him with biting (with blood drawing), always rutting and plugging him up, until his body absorbs my seed, and spreading my scent in him, as he is really into my sweaty body, being after a long day, or after a long session of fucking. As I said, we are just shy of 3 years and I’m preparing something special to our anniversary, so I call forward all Alphas and fags to suggestions.
Master, thank you so much for writing! Congratulations on the wonderful faggot you claimed and have owned for the last three years! Such a blessing in an Alpha’s life!
Suggestions might be a little difficult given that we don’t really know what you’ve already given to your faggot (besides lots of deep cunting!). If I may make some suggestions: (1) Can you put a ring on your faggot’s finger and ask it to marry you? (2) Have you collared or caged your faggot? These steps are deeply meaningful to faggots. (3) Are you able to take a special trip together that might have some meaning to your faggot or to you both? (4) I assume you are living together, but if you aren’t, could you move the faggot in?
These are just a few suggestions. Hopefully some others can chime in with others.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, Master! So inspirational!
I just stumbled across your site, and I’m hopeful I might have found somewhere I can actually get some guidance. I am 33yo tall, good looking, and muscular. I only bring this up because it’s why I believe no alpha wants me. I’m too old, and too big to seem to catch any alpha’s attention. I’ll admit, I have very little experience, and don’t have a clue how to find an alpha to connect with. But the desire to just completely submit is overwhelming. The best way I can describe it is a need to get completely lost on the power of a true alpha, lose site of where I end he begins. I know I’m not alone in this desire, it just seems like everyone else who desires this has already found it. I’d love to know if it is my size and build that turns them off, or if its something else I’m doing wrong. Any advice or guidance is appreciated.
My dear brother, thank you so much for writing! I can hear the frustration and desire in your words, and it touches my heart!
Your size and age have nothing to do with it. You’re only 33 years old! That’s nothing. And I’m sure you have a beautiful, wondrous body … what Alpha would not want to own that? In fact, I’ve known lots of Alphas who PREFER to have large, muscular faggots submit to them – it’s a power trip for them.
You’re very familiar with gyms and gym culture, right? Well, Alphas there are, too, and they instantly recognize faggots who are offering service to them. They generally love it, too. Just humble yourself and start offering assistance – spotting, towels, sports drinks, protein, etc. Be complimentary and warm. Ask questions. I promise they will catch on.
I always mention this little trick to faggots who are trying to entice Alphas: get as close to ground level as you can. You want to take on the submissive physical position in relation to the Alpha. When an Alpha sees you near their feet it triggers their dominant instincts. Also, don’t be shy of using flirty eye glances to their crotch. Alphas DO notice that stuff. All of these things are triggers.
hi there~ I’m a submissive and breedable faggot currently owned by my alpha dominant daddy for the last 7 years. We just got engaged this year and he proposed with a beautiful ring. Ever since then, he’s become more and more dominant and i’ve become increasingly turned on by how he tells me to cook for him and his buddies and spanks me in the kitchen in front of them, etc. When he proposed to me he told me that our relationship is now ownership and he doesn’t have to ask for consent from me to do anything, even loan me out to his buddies. He fucks rough and likes to push me to my limit, leave me with bruises, bred and forcefed poppers to put me in heat for his rutting. I love not having any say but doing everything to please him. Our sex is rarely anything other than rape now and giving him that power over me feels like my most important calling. I even encourage my friends to submit to him because his seed is sacred and there’s no greater honour than feeling it become a part of me. I like the idea that once he breeds my friends, we become related by his DNA too. I’m writing today for more tips on how I can go further in submitting to him? I want to be his perfect boy. What are some other things that could demonstrate my position below him in the hierarchy?
First of all, congratulations on the upcoming marriage! That’s a big step, but it sounds like you have potent chemistry with this overwhelmingly dominant Alpha! The increased dominance and the raping is an unusual result of the engagement, but I’m guessing he views the ring as his license to do whatever he wants. I know the hand-wringers who read this site will object, but I get this side of the Alpha drive quite well. As long as you’re doing okay, I’m fine with it.
I’m not sure I can identify how you can submit more than you already do, brother! You didn’t mention anything about taking care of domestic duties, but I’m assuming you are taking care of those things. You can make yourself more of a slave-like figure for him (like serving him meals and kneeling beside him quietly as he eats, kneeling or sitting at his feet while he watches TV) and making sure you keep your body in tip-top shape for him. Make sure you dress is outfits that satisfy his desires, etc. Start learning how to cook very well for him.
I’m very happy for you both! Send me a pic from the wedding when it happens, brother!
Im a fag who lived my life as a straight man but was such a sissy my younger definitely alpha male brother got my wife pregnant with our three children with his larger cock that she loved and i knew when they were together every time and was powerless to stop them but anyway I’ve been alone a long time now but really still want an alpha male to pleasure the way my wife did my brother how do i find that now?
I don’t know how you recapture any of that lost time now, brother. There are definitely Alphas out there who will make use of you, possibly as a domestic faggot. But a lot of doors have closed at this point.
Do you have any advice on how to come out to your gay friends as a faggot.
I don’t know if you want MY advice, because my advice is to simply state it to them in matter-of-fact terms. That’s exactly what I do – hell, I did it just last night – and it is effective. There really isn’t any other way to do it unless you want to send them links from this website detailing the truth of faghood. I don’t know.
I met my alpha at a bar, and we become fast friends but when it came to sex I always shied away from his advances. Totally afraid of my feelings I had for my alpha which now I called a friend, which later turned into “I love your.” The relationship got rockier and slowly got toxic, he would talk about my ego and fear holding me back from everything life had to offer. I offended him by calling him a closet case in a fit of rage, which was unforgivable. There was deep deep feelings. But letting go and submitting to him scared me more then I could mange, it started to affect my mental health, and now we are not talking. He’s cut me off and I miss him dearly. I don’t think he understood the relationship we had being Alpha and sub fag, but the bond was very very strong. It was a strong shared attraction but my feelings and emotions got the best of me. Which started to affect him seeing my value. I don’t think I can ever replace him. He was a gentle aggressive true alpha male, didn’t care for finical support, that was mentoring me to be a better man and enjoy what life had to offer. Do you think I can ever get back in his good graces?
Okay, I want to start by isolating this sentence: “I don’t think he understood the relationship we had being Alpha and sub fag, but the bond was very very strong.”
From what you’ve told me, he understood it perfectly well. He was trying to get you to submit and obey. It was YOU who resisted it and fought it and emasculated him. YOU WERE WRONG, not him. You were wrong 100%, and that’s why you’re left with empty pangs of regret and shame.
Accept that blame. Learn from it.
As for this particular Alpha, I’m sure he’s moved on to other, more obedient faggots. However, I don’t know the time frames involved in this story. You can humble yourself and apologize profusely and see what happens. I wouldn’t hold my breath, though. You earned this dismissal.
I’d also like to shoutout my first and only fag. I lost touch with my first fag. For all I know, he coulda got hit with COVID, so no hard feelings I guess. He served me for a couple years. This was before I found your site, but it kinda went exactly like all the other stories. I really didnt understand what was going on at the time, but he would constantly tell me that he wanted me to use him for my own pleasure and that he’s my “personal faggot cocksucker”. We only ever did oral but damn was he submissive. He was obsessed with my cock! And the more submissive he was, the more dominant I was. I made him clean my apartment probably like 6 times and I never thought he would actually do it but he did it WITHOUT QUESTION. I slowly came to understand what kind of power I was capable of and what I could make this hungry faggot do. I was VERY dominant and demanding but he kept coming back for more. I dont know if I’ll pick up another faggot because I’d rather be alone most of the time than deal with other people. I think I fit the mold for what you call a “Sigma Alpha”. But I’ll remember my fag fondly and thank him for unlocking a hidden potential I didnt know I had. And let’s just be completely honest, I’d never have understood my true potential with women. It really does take a good fag to transform an Alpha, and vice versa.
Sir, thank you so much for writing! You’ve spoken a lot of truth and wisdom here, and I commend you and that lost faggot for such Hierarchical knowledge.
Your last line hit me in the gut, Sir. “It really does take a good fag to transform an Alpha, and vice versa.” This is VERY true, and I believe that’s why we see so many explosive encounters between straight Alphas and faggots. Each one is bringing highly combustible elements into the encounter, so ignition is inevitable.
I’m so glad that you’ve experienced what kind of power you really do have, Sir. Please don’t allow your Sigma Alphahood to deny you of the service and worship you richly deserve. You have the mind and soul of a teacher, Sir, and your ownership of a faggot (or more) could change lives and provide purpose. In turn, you would be fulfilled.
Regardless, I thank you for blessing this site with such gratitude and wisdom! I wish more Alphas were like you, Sir!
hm, I gotta say I find findom sus to say the least. i’m def an alpha so it’s very possible I just can’t get into the sub mindset. Still even if the fag is 100 percent willing and clearly many are why does a master need to soak a fag of funds the fag can’t really afford? I get that he gets $ for nothing but that’s kind of my point. Weak. The last guy you posted seemed cool, someone I might bro out with, some of the others though make me roll my eyes. Nothing against fags but Id lose self-respect taking their money. Id rather take them to clubs, buy them crotchless panties lol. I’m seeing a gorgeous slim fag from Venezuela. He’s got his green card but is sort of the bread winner for his parents and younger siblings who are refugees, 5 of them in a small apt. I’m sure they can barely afford rent let alone a car. So I let him use my car service to get back and forth and occasionally give grocery cash. When he gets here after all he cleans my place, my soccer and workout gear and clothes etc. Then I pummel his tight perfect bubble ass and throat for hours and feed him leche. I know sometimes it can be a lot for him, he’s a lot smaller, but leaves smiling, never complains. The uber is the least i can do for all the help and aggression he helps me burn off. Like I said tho maybe i just don’t get it (findom). and I searched your site and couldnt find anyone who agreed with me.
Sir, thank you so much for writing!
Yes, it seems like Alphas are aggressively split on the findom issue. Some Alphas absolutely love it, even jacking off when they receive substantial tributes from faggots. And then other Alphas (like you) absolutely hate it and find it offensive to their Manhood to take money from inferiors (and heaven forbid live off of money from faggots!).
I definitely used to fall on your side of the issue, Sir. I thought findom was lazy and harmful and personally dangerous. It has an addictive quality for the faggot that can ruin them. I also think findom is dangerous emotionally for the faggot because the faggot’s self-worth is tied to money and tributes. However, after really examining the issue over the six-plus years running this site, I’ve come to see that findom can be a useful way for a faggot to offer service when they have no other way to serve in real-time. I have sympathy for those faggots, and I’m grateful there are some responsible Alphas out there who give these faggots a safe way to serve.
I think you probably feel so strongly about findom because, like me, you live your life in the real world. I’m so glad you own at least one good faggot who serves you so thoroughly! He sounds like a winner! Any little faggot who can handle multiple ruttings from an Alpha and still serve domestically as yours does is top-notch, Sir. I’m glad to hear it! The faggot is just what you deserve!
I’d love to hear more about your story, Sir! I always love origins of Alphahood stories! You can write to me if you’d like at fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com. Thank you, Sir!
Sam! I need your advice on my convoluted plan. I use an account on Tinder with pics of a girl so I can swipe and find pics of young hot straight guys. Yes, I know I’m a terrible depraved human being, but I don’t actually message them, I just screenshot their pics and match with them to save their profile. And I’m only 26 lol. Anyway, I matched with this one guy named “Dallas”, a 23yo muscular alpha with striking looks. Honestly, I’ve done this a long time and he’s one of the best I’ve ever seen. He messaged me a great opening line too. I’m so tempted to message him because Tinder says he’s LESS THAN A MILE AWAY. Where is he? In my own apartment building!? It’s been 2 days and the location hasnt even changed. So my convoluted plan is to message him as the girl and set up a date at one of the outdoor restaurants near where I live. Then I’ll walk by with casual headphones on to see if he’s really there. If he is, I’ll walk up to him and scrawl my phone number (not my real one) on a $20 and give it to him. Not quite sure what I would say…something quick that would make it seem like this is a completely uncorrelated event to the girl he was originally supposed to meet. I guess since he wasn’t bright enough to realize or even question that I wasnt real in the first place…. Do you think I should take the plunge and do it? It’s very deceitful but I’m obsessed with him. LESS THAN A MILE AWAY SAM! Where in God’s name is he?
Your plan is not only deceitful, but it’s also a waste of time and also as stupid as shit. Grow up, stop wasting the time of superior Men with your cowardly bullshit, and fix your attitude.
I’m alpha and I’ve been in a relationship with my sub for seven months now. When we first got together he treated me like a king 100% of the time recently he told me he’s having a hard time finding a balance by being my boyfriend/sub and slut. I can tell he’s going through something I’ve done everything I can think of. I love him but I have needs and deserve what he once gave 100% of the time. Suggestions?
Sir, thank you for writing!
I think this is really the issue with Alphas dating their faggots. The faggot eventually becomes like a female, slowly developing a sense that they are equal and entitled. Faggots in this situation become female-like in that they eventually forget what a privilege it is to be owned and used by an Alpha.
Reality needs to be reinforced in your faggot, Sir. If it isn’t in chastity, it needs to go into chastity. You need to start reinforcing into the faggot that it is a servant of yours FIRST. Make it do things like serve you dinner and it eats after you’re finished. Make it sit on the floor at your feet. Make it greet you at the door and kiss your feet when you enter. Reinforce standards with cleaning and laundry if those have slipped.
You can even take it farther, like making it sleep on a doggy bed on the floor or pissing on it.
Only you can really know what suggestions might work on your faggot, Sir. But I think you really need to retrain this faggot with a firm, consistent hand … and then make sure you never let it develop this unappreciative attitude again. I hope that helps, Sir!
Hi Sirs and Fags, I have a str8 friend coming over for a dinner and a free flat. He knows I’m gay but not that I’m a fag and honestly I would love to be of use to him. I know he’s experimented a little before but didn’t massively like it but I’m sure I could be better. How can I make it obvious to him that he can use me without saying it explicitly? And as a straight guy would be even be interested? I’m a pretty attractive, tall jock type. Please help me.
Brother, I appreciate your concern and your desire to serve. I suspect that he has turned to you because he’s interested in receiving some service from you. DO NOT BE SHY ABOUT YOUR TRUTH. Simply kneel and tell him “thank you” for allowing you to be of service to him, and ask him if there is anything he requires from you to be more comfortable while staying with you.
If that’s too bold, then begin making his food and serving him like that. Offer to take care of his laundry. Asking, “Sir, may I get you a drink?” or something along those lines helps underscore the dynamic. Then, potentially look for ways to offer things like foot massages, etc. He will take cues from that.
Hi Sam, It’s been a while and I haven’t had much time to catch up and ask for advice, but I haven’t needed much, until now. I went on a trip with my alpha. We went camping and it was great. He used me every day and I cleaned and made sure our tent and site were spotless. It was great. I came back from the weekend and at school he publicly ASKS ME TO A DANCE!!! I say yes and I was excited but confused. Why would he ask me when he can just take me if he wants at any time? And why make our relationship public? I am not mad, but just confused and I want to know what you think? I asked him but he just said he has reasons. Is he trying to further our relationship and seal me as his publicly? I don’t know I guess only time will tell.
Brother, I’m so happy you had a great time camping with your Alpha! It sounded fun!
It also sounds like your Alpha is proud to own you! It should make your heart swell with pride that he wants to parade you around that way!
I wouldn’t get too worked up about any of it or get outside your head. Just remain focused on pleasing him and let him make the moves he wants to make. You’ll be better off, trust me.
Is there a phone app (iPhone preferably) where a faggot or in my case a beta can sign on and be found by nearby alphas/feeders? i have hear that such exists? Any details would be appreciated.
Well, there is something of a gap in that market. Grindr is okay, I guess. I have proposed two apps like this, and even tried to get one funded via crowdfunding. It went nowhere. Faggots would rather give thousands of dollars to some guy who shows their feet on Twitter rather than invest in something that could change their lives. I give up.
I am a young faggot from the UK who has been a “cash fag” for my alpha, gay American friend for a over a year now.. but I want more. It all started when I offered to pay for some porn for him.. and then offered to pay for whatever he wants. He comes to me quite often asking for money, which has ranged from $10 to $700, and I have loved sending him every coin of it. But, although he is a dominant top to guys, he isn’t to me. Which is okay! But I wish he wouldn’t feel the need to be so shy and coy. I told him he can degrade me, I told him he doesn’t have to see me as a friend, I am nothing more than a cash fag to him. We both know he’s alpha and sometimes he will be dominant when he demands the money but I wish he would fully go for it and embrace it! I don’t care if it loses our friendship, me serving him is more important.
Okay, well this is more of a declaration than a question, I guess. Everything depends on your former friend accepting that you are really nothing more than his faggot at this point and accept it. I don’t think he’s there yet.
An alpha I’m getting to know and defining my role as his fag recently asked me to download a Bitcoin app so I could trade stocks etc. Does this mean findom!
Yes, he wants you to serve him financially, but instead of cash he wants you to send him bitcoin.
Hello, so this isn’t really a question but rather more of a reassurance that I handled a situation appropriately. I had a Tumblr account message me that had “master” in its title. I respond because why not see where this goes. I can tell right away that this account is looking for online fags; however, I got real sceptical of everything when I saw that the account only had 4-5 posts, and all were from today. So when whoever was on the other end asked if I wanted to serve completely and also be involved in findom with a tribute of $58, I responded that I am not sure if I am ready for that. Next thing I know there’s a thing at the bottom saying that this Tumblr account can’t receive messages. While I am involved in findom and have met and served a few alphas in other ways online, I just want to put out there that it doesn’t hurt to play the naïve card. This very well could have been a proper Alpha, but I got some red flags, and just want to make sure that I did the right thing by playing dumb and not giving in.
Yes, you definitely did the right thing, brother. It makes me sick that there are pigs like this guy sucking in gullible faggots.
Hey Sam, so I have a straight friend that i have known for years who is super hot and probably an Alpha. Years ago he told me he might be bi but unfortunately it didn’t turn out to be true, tbh i don’t know if he experimented and found out or just hit him that he wasn’t. Anyway, i once tried to introduce to him the hierarchy and told him I’m a sub/faggot and have served many Alphas, then told him what my Alphas were like, to which he told me he’d love to be like that (have a wife and/or a kid, many chicks to fuck on the side, everyone loving him etc). But it didn’t go any further than this. When he stayed at my house i let him sleep in my bed while i stayed in the couch, he had a shower and saw him half naked, his big muscles wet, omg my knees were week. Then we talked and I sat on the floor to show him my place, he was barefoot and his feet were gorgeous. When he went to sleep i went and sniffed his shoes that stunk horribly – he was traveling on train all day – but still i loved it. Needless to say i couldn’t sleep all night, i was stroking to the idea of him coming to the couch and asking for a blowjob. Nothing happened though and the next day he left. Still to this day i try to give him as much attention as i can so he knows Im always available for Him, but what else can I do to show him that I’m a fag and not just a friend? Ps he once told me he has a big dick and wanted to show me a pic but i was so idiot to play the friend an said no
Hi brother! You’re on the right track, for sure. I was surprised nothing came out of your admission to him about being a faggot and serving Men. Ordinarily true straight Alphas will go away with that kind of information, think about it, and then come back with something more (actions or questions). It could be that he’s simply content with the friendship and doesn’t want to lose that in favor of sexual favors. And let’s not ignore the truth that not every Alpha is interested in using faggots no matter what.
If possible, have a few drinks with him and then try to talk to him about it. Alcohol (or pot) will often grease the wheels for this kind of thing. Also, if you’re sitting at his feet, offer a foot massage or just start rubbing his feet. Body contact is like a form of alcohol in the brain.
I commend you for some of your boldness here. Just a slight push more could yield interesting results.
after 26 years of marriage it i realized i am a Submissive slave to black men. and i feel its my duty to satisfy superior black men sexually. at 55 all i think about is bbc i have a huge round big bubble butt that black men love and i am only too happy to give my hole to black cocks for use. i have a pussy now and its where i receive cum loads after about 3 months i wonder if i am doing the right thing . cause one night i was gangbanged by 5 guys who were very brutal with hard slaps to my face and hard belting on my ass calling me a white faggot cracker pig whore slut cum dump as they spit on my face and in my mouth . no mercy and no respect for me not that i deserved any is this normal is this the way i am to serve black men. it was just a scene i wasnt ready for but i am happy i could satisfy their needs
Well, you got a rough lesson, brother. Serving Alpha packs of any race is a lot to handle; they will push and pull you in ways you didn’t think you could go. But I’ve said it here many times out of experience: black Alphas (and, exponentially so, black Alpha packs) are mind-blowing. They will absolutely use you with impunity.
Honestly, from your tone I’m guessing that you’re more shocked than horrified and you’re already wanting more. Good faggot!
Hi I am a 15 year old fag and have no money or way of a getting a chastity cage to stop myself from masturbating. I was wondering are there any alternative things I can use or something I can do as some sort of chastity.
Little brother, I admire your desire to want control over yourself in order to honor Men. However, if you can’t get a cage right now, there aren’t really any other alternatives besides self control. That’s going to be hard at the age of 15, though, and I’m not sure it’s vitally necessary right now. I think a better use of your time would be to work on your approaches to the Alphas in your school.
Lebanese American 35 year old bi Alpha here. I’ve been reading your blog for some time now, and I’m curious about Sam the faggot. your age? where do you live? (Don’t need exact location) where can I see your faggot face? You’ve done a great job with all this, YouTube, podcast, etc.You should pitch a series idea to Netflix haha.
Sir, thank you very much for contacting me! I’m sam the faggot. I’m now 40 years old. I’ve been serving Alphas since the age of 17. I currently live in Missouri, USA. I do not post pics of myself online (aside from my skin flap or when I caged myself) because over the years I have received death threats because of some things I’ve written here. The site has been the subject of two serious hacking and extortion attempts. So I take precautions to protect myself.
I hope that answers your questions sufficiently, Sir. Thank you for the compliments!
Hi fag, I’m 23 years old who lives in Berlin. I always thought I was an alpha. I’ve been attracted to smooth/soft boys since the age of 12. I always have sex with younger twinks (17-22). I’ve never been submissive or a bottom in any sexual encounter. The idea of younger twinks submitting turns the hell out of me. I’m muscular and dominant which attracts twinks to me. However, I recently became attracted to younger alphas. I feel the need to worship them, lick their feet, armpits, swallow their spit and let them piss on me. I rarely get attracted to someone who is older than me. The problem is that its hard for me to find younger alphas because they are usually looking for twinks or skinny soft boys. A muscular 23yo doesn’t turn them on. The second problem is that my need to submit to younger alphas disappears when I’m at a party for example. This fantasy is only when I’m alone jerking off. However, its still there and it turns me on to be user by a younger alphas. I’m confused. Am I an alpha or a faggot? Is it normal to be both at the same time? Why am I only attracted to guys younger than me?
Sir, you are most certainly Alpha. I would probably classify you on my chart as a “sub-Alpha”, which is a classification of Alpha below (and subservient to) Alphas. Your desire/need to use faggots hasn’t stopped or waned at all, so what you’re experiencing are simply masturbatory fantasies. If you wanted to be used by Alphas, it wouldn’t be hard – there are lots of Alphas who love to have a muscle stud submit to them. I suspect you’re not truly submissive, which is why nothing has ever come of it. I wouldn’t be too concerned about it, Sir.
Oh, and you like younger faggots because YOU’RE A MAN. Every Man loves younger pussy, Sir.
Hello Sam. My name is Aster, I am 30 years old, I am a successful and rich guy and from a well known family, I have always felt aroused and attracted to serve Alpha males, nothing at all makes me high and pleased and fulfilled as the fantasy of me being on the feet of a great powerful Alpha man who enslaves me forever. But I feel at the same time in a great shame, a huge disgrace and regret of that, I always think it’s inhuman to be and think like that and I am afraid of destroying my life if i go on in this way, I feel all men are equals and all those Hierarchy things are just bullshit. I have a big fight between my mind and my heart, I was about to kill myself months ago, I was thinking of counseling a therapy before I found your blog and I think I found the right place to seek and ask for help.
In battles between the mind and heart, the heart is always telling you the truth about yourself.
Your mind tries to reason you away from that truth to possibly a “safer” or “easier” choice, but that doesn’t mean it’s the RIGHT course. Your heart is telling you that.
So listen to your heart and trust Nature. Nature knows the way to fulfillment better than the reasoning of the human mind.
I would say I’m quite fat, hairy and can be super aggressive. Is there a faggot out there for me? I want nothing more to rape the shit out of a fag, literally ruin the cunt!! I want to hear the fag moaning in pain, make suck my dick after it has been up that dirty arsehole, whether it’s covered in shit or not. Is it appealing to a fag to have someone want to use them and abuse them like this because I would love to use a cunt like that.
Sir, most definitely there are faggots like that! In fact, not long ago I was having a conversation with some that like that. Don’t despair, Sir. There are faggots for every type of Alpha.
Soo i have a question and ill probably only have this one question so i used to be a very devoted faggot when i was younger servicing alphas buying them stuff, paying for their expenses, buying them a new car, small stuff my family is very fortunate to have money i would have a huge allowance but i didnt really use my money like that so i would spoil my alpha and i would get rewarded from them and i loved it but now that im growing up (btw im only 22 years heading to 23) the feeling is fading away and the fagness in me is going away aswell and im starting to value myself and i guess my real question in all of this is, is it ok to let go of the alpha/fag life style i used to live?
Of course it’s fine. You’re not bound by any contract to be a faggot, other than the contract written in your DNA. And there’s the rub – you’re not really going to escape what you are. It’s the truth of your life and existence. I get the feeling of “I’m outta here” and you think you’re done … but being a faggot is stronger than any addiction on Earth because you were BORN ADDICTED. Just warning you. Good luck!
I’m an alpha and I want to hear the opinions of all of you faggots, not just Sam the faggot, so why are all of you faggots not answering these questions? We alphas need more faggots to serve us and the more insight we have into the faggot mind the better we can rule you cock serving faggots.
Well Sir, I don’t know why they aren’t answering them here. I can see by the traffic that they are getting viewed quite a bit, but they don’t say much. If you want conversation from faggots other than me, I suggest that you get on the FWA Discord server. Link’s in the sticky post at the front of the site.
I have thought daily of Apartment Mathew’s initiative in serving his apartment friends. Los Angeles has college living rates that are very high; I can provide superior services for 2/3 the cost and my constant attention and kindness. Such thorough and continuous service will undoubtedly please each of the men I serve and each person I eventually service also will let other roommates know I excel at even more blessings. I’m relying on you to help by saying “hold your horses “ when you think I have gone too far:).
Of course I’m not going to do that. I’m going to encourage you to do that instead. Michael is currently in Los Angeles himself serving Master Theo and getting into more adventures with other local Alphas. It’s a great life if you get the right situation!
hi im a faggot that is looking for a alpha to serve in michigan. can anyone give me advice on where to look?
Try Michigan.
There are Alphas everywhere. Go to the local gym or bar. Go to the park. They aren’t hard to spot in public. Barring that, get on an app like Tinder or Grindr. Recon. Doublelist.
I wonder how many times I will need to answer this exact same question before just pulling the plug on the website altogether?
Hey, so, i’ve been reading and listening for awhile, and i’m kind of conflicted. On one hand, a lot of more submissive guys tend to gravitate towards me, and i have been told that I seem very dominant, and that pleases me. But on the other hand, i have this urge to serve men that are bigger than me, in any way that I can. I feel like an alpha sometimes and faggot at other times to put it simply. Any advice?
I’m curious about the wording of your question. When you talk about your Alpha nature, it’s in reference to how other faggots view you, not how you feel personally. But when you talk about your faggot nature, it’s in reference to how you feel personally.
This leads me to suspect that you’re actually submissive (maybe not necessarily a faggot) and being led down the wrong path by faggots who are projecting their ideas and expectations on you.
Only you can tell me I’m wrong. That’s my take, though.
Hello, I am a French submissive. I have a secret question.I am a teacher in France. I had a student who was an alpha. Pervert and naturally dominant. Today he is of age.I wonder if it is my duty to show him the way of the alphas, dominating the fags like me. I find it risky for me because I don\’t know how to contact him. I had thought of an anonymous letter to put in his letterbox. But what to write and how to convince him? What should I do ?
Sam sam sam! Ok I’m having a heated argument with a new local fag that I hope to hook up with about what a fag is. He says a fag is a bottom who needs to get fucked a lot and will do anything in order to get fucked including forms of service. But that ultimately they only care about getting fucked and that’s the only reason they do other stuff for men. in my opinion that describes a greedy bottom who is only concerned about his own needs and who happens to be willing to do XyZ so he can get fucked. Whereas I think that a faggot gets off on service and it’s needs including getting fucked are secondary. The Fags job is to obey. Serve. Service. Amd not ask for or expect anything but just be grateful for the chance to serve a man. Some fags aren’t even in to anal sex. Some fags literally get off and washing an alphas car or doing his laundry. Personally I’m not looking for bottoms who pretend to submit so they can get dick in their cunts. I want fags who submit because that’s just what they are. Anal sex is not least the motivation. Im not here to service the fag to do anything for that matter. If a fag does everything right the reward is my cock in its mouth and a load of cum. I relax. Fags serve. So which is it? Am I out of line? My demands are simple for any fag. Suck fingers sniff pits kneel remove boots and sock lick feet I sit back fag licks body kisses muscles all over lick suck kiss kiss ass cheeks each side. Say please say thank you Pose for me look cute say what I tell you say etc etc bring my water. Lick pits nuts ass and get my cock hard snd coax the cum out if you want your treat Am I out of line? Or is he describing push bottoms!
Thank you for writing, Master.
No, the bottom you’re wasting your time arguing with is 100% wrong, and you are 100% right. I’ve written an entire book on this subject (“Are You A Faggot?”), I’ve created this massive website on this subject that contains articles like this one about the word faggot, I’ve produced a short video explaining faggots (see below), and I have two big Twitter accounts that daily put out information about faggots. I’ve defined the term faggot so precisely at this point that it’s almost collapsed into a singularity.
Bottoms who think they have rights and freedoms and expectations while also being a faggot need to take that argument back to crazy town. True faghood involves sacrifice, humility, dedication, focus, devotion, and, most of all, true submission to the glory of Men. This bossy bottom doesn’t have any of these qualities.
Master, I’ve come to know you through these comments you make here. You deserve so much better than this sad sack of issues and headaches. Abandon this piece of confused trash so it can be alone to listen to itself talk while it watches its looks fade in the nearby mirror.
I admitted to my one Alpha I was a faggot and he got angry with me and told to to NEVER use that word again. What should I make of this?
Respectfully ask him to look at this post I wrote in August of 2020 entitled The “F-Word”. It might be great if you could look at it and discuss it together. It might help open his eyes to why the term means so much to you.
As a faggot myself I’ve been used several times by Men, I’ve served Alphas, I’m always eager, obedient, submissive and Ive always loved the feeling of giving control of my body. I realized i am a faggot two or three years ago when in just a short period of time, like in a week or two, i served a married Alpha with who i fell in love with, and then a Man dressed me like a girl and raped me. I was traumatized ofc, but as an insecure, dependant and silly faggot, after a year or so i called my rapist and asked to use me again. Anyway i always wanted to be a long term slave for a Man, be His bitch, His wife, His cook, do His laundry, be His set of holes, and in return He trains me into becoming a better fag for Him. But i have to ask, what if one day my Master leaves me and I have lost all my friends, my family, my job. What does a fag do then?
Well ask yourself – what does ANYBODY do when the one they love/serve in a relationship leaves them? It’s happened millions and millions of times over the course of human history. You pick up and move forward. Right? How many jobless housewives in the 1930s and 1940s were abandoned by their husbands and left alone with kids? I mean, they didn’t just curl up in a ball and die. They moved forward. A faggot is in a similar position. We take a chance in every relationship we ever enter in our lives in the hope that the other person will not abandon us or hurt us. The possibility that a relationship could end badly has (to my knowledge) never stopped anyone from still trying. Faggots must try in order to feel fulfilled.
A service relationship is no different than any other type of relationship. If others can try it, then we can as well.
I’m excited to be meeting a cute faggot today in person with whom I’ve been chatting for a couple of weeks. This fag has serious sissy bimbo transformation fantasies along with other amazing kink and fetish thoughts. And of course she’s a submissive, obedient and eager little all purpose fag already. I want our date to go well in hopes of having something ongoing. There’s a lot of ground to cover but my goal is to encourage that transformation. Any advice for s first meeting? I usually start out with basic fag obedience testing instruction etc and go from there. My cock has been twitching day and night at the thought of helping this faggot blossom to any extent. Our chats have gone way beyond anything we can actually accomplish on an hour date on a lazy Monday afternoon.
Ugh I’m just now getting this, Sir. I’m sorry if I’m too late!
I’m not sure I have anything earth-shattering to tell you. It’s a first date, so I wouldn’t expect you need to take it too far. Exerting your dominance in little, subtle ways on your first date will help establish a tone between you, something you can build on later.
Congratulations on finding a sissy faggot, Sir! I hope she can become exactly the kind of faggot you’d be proud to show off to the world! Keep me informed please, Sir!
Where can find a 20-25 year old sissy faggot to get on my big cock?
Sir, thank you for writing to me. Sissy faggots are harder to find than regular faggots (who are everywhere) because of the need for a sissy faggot to pull off a feminine look. Personally, I think I would start with a site like DoubleList and try to find local sissy faggots in a way where you can tailor your search and put out interest-specific ads. I’m also sure there are more than a few sissy faggots on Tinder trying to bait straight Men. I hope that helps, Sir!
Any stories about a fag father ofering his fag son?
I have not encountered such a story from anyone before, but I believe it’s absolutely possible. If I were to have a son I thought was a faggot, I would definitely steer him correctly toward service and ownership.
Pot? Poppers? Pnp? Is it correct for a faggot to let his alpha force him to get high?
Brother, I appreciate your concern. I’m not really a faggot who is into drugs, and really never was except during my early slut years (when I was raped). So as you might imagine, I’m not much of an advocate for drug use. I really hate poppers in particular because I’ve read enough medical studies that indicate that the use of poppers is bad neurologically.
Here’s my fundamental issue with forced intox: why is the Alpha so insistent on it? Is it to incapacitate the faggot in order to do harmful things to it? Is there some dangerous ulterior motive behind it?
True Alphas shouldn’t need forced intox. Their Alphahood should be the only intoxication needed to get faggots to obey.
I am a fag whore. At the same time, I enjoy ”masculine” activities like CrossFit, because on top of staying fit they let me stay in the presence of superior beings. I find myself conflicted between being a ”teammate”, where I act as ”one of the pack”, and wanting to signal to them that I am a public fag fuckhole they can use any time. This has to do with body posture, where I look, how I act, etc. I don’t want any horny man to miss out on an opportunity to use my holes, because they confuse me for one of them. I have painted nails and don’t make liking men a secret. Any advice would be appreciated! Thank you.
You’ve really isolated a tremendous way to make connections with Alphas while simultaneously training your body to remain fit and not overly muscular. I’m sure you’re getting some attention from the Alphas on the team.
I suggest that you start referring to these Alphas as “Sir” and start offering forms of servitude to them. Try to get as low to the ground around them as possible (like if an Alpha is seated on a bench, you could kneel). I just don’t think you should be shy in this unique and rare opportunity. Saying “Sir, if I can be of service to you in any way, please let me know” can’t hurt anything.
Hi sam I was wondering if a woman can own a faggot either gay or straight? Where and what is their role in the hierarchy? Also I was wondering how a person can introduce their children into this lifestyle / hierarchy? (I do not currently have children so I am just wondering what people who do have children do? I am new to your podcast and website but I love it and feel like I am gaining a new appreciation for myself. Thank You Jeremy
Sir, yes there are some female Dommes (very few though, honestly) who own faggots. I don’t think they are typically successful situations, but that’s my perspective.
I have covered Alpha fathers introducing use and ownership of faggots to their sons before. There is a recent and ongoing situation involving Master Dino and his three Alpha sons who he introduced to faggot ownership just over the last few months. You can read about that by following the link to his stories in the right sidebar, Sir.
What ever happened to your interview of Master Raz? I think that would be a great interview?
Well, Master Raz has failed to commit to an interview. Some of that I suspect are personal issues he’s having. But other than that, I have no idea. I’ve offered the interview enough already.
Hey there. As many subs out there I’ve been going back and forth into the question of how deep into faggot land can I go. Your forum has helped me clarify immensely that yes I do appear to be a faggot. I crave to be used by real men, but I also fear it a lot- fear what they will do to my body and soul, but mostly fear of what I will become to them and to myself. To cope with the desire I create profiles and delete them; chat on the web-sphere and jerk off the need away as much as possible. But it never goes away fully, it always come back more intensely. I am at loss of what to do next. To follow my needs or to give in to fear. I am also not really sure how to find a real alpha men to fuck that fear away from me- to not give a choice. Would anyone have any advice on how a novice faggot should proceed? Would be really helpful.
You need to face the fact that you are, in fact, a faggot. And the need to serve Men will never go away, and masturbation is only a drug that repeats a vicious cycle that keeps you in bondage to inaction.
The only way out is through. You must stop playing online games and start actually serving. Face the reality of your situation and submit yourself to service. Commit to something. It’s the only way to solve this impotence in your life.
Hi Sam, I’ve learned so much from this site over the years, and I’m slowly learning to express my faggot side. The last two days I have seen incredibly attractive alphas at Target. Any tips on how to approach an alpha in this setting? Thank you!
Well, you might strike up a conversation by being complimentary about an Alpha’s body or clothing choices. I’ve gotten into many conversations with Alphas by expressing shock at how defined they are, or asking if they do any modeling. Or, you could follow them to the checkout and then offer to pay for their items … this technique was used successfully by Home Depot fag back in the day. There are definitely ways to casually approach Alphas in places like that.
Hi sam fag larry here Thank you for your answer to my last question ( My Two Alphas-Good Cop Bad Cop) I had a realization that we all three play a role and I need to accept that. Recently I was at the gym with Alpha Bob When Alpha John called me. I informed Alpha John I was at the gym with Alpha Bob and Alpha John told me to call him when I was done. I did call back and got no answer Later that evening I got a text, with Alpha Bob copied, asking why I didn’t call back. I sent proof and a screen shot from My phone. Even with the proof I was told it didn’t happen and was reprimanded that I felt was wrong. How should I handle situation Where I feel I am correct and my Alpha is wrong?
Sometimes it’s better to simply say “I understand” and move onto other things rather than insist you are correct. How important is it that you’re right about something so miniscule?
Is it wrong to want to be marked, like a badge of honor how many cocks have filled you? I want to be restrained- marked and fucked roughly; owned and completely juicy from cumm * cumm dumpster heaven! Thinking of getting a tattoo over my ass- pussy ( slash marks and the hierarchy sign ) Where can I find a bull that needs to dominate me? Use me / get what he needs; I need it too!
They’re everywhere. Get on Grindr and tell everybody nearby that you’re an anonymous cumdump, and they’ll come to fuck you.
As I have mentioned before, I do not believe my place is to be owned by a single Alpha, but to be a free range faggot available for use by any Alpha (or possibly any regular non-faggot male) to use. There are a couple of online erotic stories about the Cocksucker App or the Fuck My Face App, where real men are able to find faggot cocksuckers quickly and easily, to the point in one story that, based on the location icons, a faggot sees that the clerk in a clothing store is in need of servicing, and proceeds to blow him while he continues to serve customers at the register. Such an app would be a dream come true for a faggot like me. I’m sure there are enough Alphas and other real men around that I could be spending many hours a day with a cock in my mouth if the need to suss out and test Alphas were simplified and streamlined in this way. Are you familiar with any app that even comes close to this?
There are no apps like that exactly, although Grindr comes close. I was trying to raise money to build an app like that called “Wrshipr” but nobody wanted to donate for the project.
sam My two Alphas who are still best friends and worlds apart on how they treat me. The one is down right an A-hole towards me and the other is overly grateful when I do things for him. It is so drastic that I am wondering if they are conducting and experiment on how to treat a faggot Have you ever heard of this?
So you’re being shared by Alpha best friends? Are they coordinating with each other and know the other one is using you? That is unusual. I seriously doubt that the two are coordinating to fuck with your mind, brother. More likely their friendship is a case of “opposites attract” and they’re just two wildly different Alphas.
I wouldn’t spend much time questioning it. Just be grateful for this really unique opportunity!
Hi Sam, It’s Michael. I just got back from my alpha’s house. After looking at your answer to my question I found a way to get a cock cage personalized for me. The next day my alpha and I designed and printed a cage for me that met my alphas needs. Today I put it on and I felt so happy and nervous at the same time. I then was used by my master which was amazing and I couldn’t cum in my cage. It worked out great. I am happy my alpha wanted this for me because I couldn’t be happier. I am planning on keeping the cage on for as long as my alpha says, but there is an issue. I also want to come out as a fag to my family and friends so I can be who I truly am and spend more time servicing my alpha. How should I tell my parents I am a fag? Should I tell them? Should I ask my alpha if he is ok with it? And should I tell them about my chastity? I hope you can help me through this time of transition.
This is an ongoing thread featuring a young cocksucker named Michael. I’ve now compiled them into a chronological thread that you can read by CLICKING HERE.
First of all, congratulations! That’s amazing that you were able to print your own cage! I’m also glad your Alpha loves being a part of this process of training you! He should be commended for this!
Personally, I don’t think you should come out to your family about this. There is a risk you could get thrown out of the house, and I’d hate for that to happen. Your friends can know about it, I think, but you’ll need to be patient with them and explain things to them.
Here’s what really needs to happen – you need to accept your truth FOR YOURSELF and let go of any concerns you have about anybody else knowing. Does it really matter if your parents know you’re a faggot? Not at all. They live their lives and you’re going to live yours.
Hi Sam. Very new faggot here, only coming to realize my true purpose of serving alphas in the last couple of weeks. I have a straight man (has a gf) that I have ”hooked up” with about four times now. As a point of reference, I actually do not know his name, he has not shared it and I know even if he did, I would not use his first name. Between the third time and the last time, I got drunk and ended up messaging him on Grindr (where we met and how we’ve stayed in contact). When I messaged, I pretty much just poured out all of my feelings of wanting to submit to him fully and that I needed him to own me basically. He responded and was really excited but about 600 miles away at the time traveling for work. When he hit me up to use me this last time, I asked him to let loose as much as possible and just own me. I realize that I maybe should not be making requests of an alpha but I did not know how else to do it. This last time we were together, he did have me get down on my knees from the instant he walked in the door and I served him in that way. He made me crawl to the bedroom and get on the bed and get in position to be fucked. While he fucked me, he degraded me. I felt complete honestly, like I did what I was supposed to do, what I was meant to do. Here’s my question though, I am not sure he sees this as a full alpha/faggot relationship (if that’s even the right word) but I want it to be. I want to serve him and I do not care if I get off or not and I actually have not gotten off any of the times we’ve hooked up. I want this to be an alpha/fag hierarchical thing, not just a hook up. What do I do from here?
Well, I can definitely appreciate what you did to expand this situation. You took a risk, and it’s important to note that your gambit worked!
I would just wait and see how he is the next time he uses you. It’s likely that the experience opened up his mind to the possibilities of how he can use you. You’re probably jumping ahead. Let it happen.
That’s not to say you can’t push it along a bit, but it should be focused on your own actions. For instance, when he meet him you need to get on your knees without prompting and kiss his feet. Be freely submissive, and that should trigger him instinctively.
Do you withhold tributes from faggots if they need punishment? I’m testing a faggot and they crave tributes so much… I feel like increasing a tribute amount as punishment would only get them off more. Ie, they have to earn the privilege of paying em.
Sir, thank you for writing to me! That’s a fascinating question, honestly. I’d never considered an Alpha using a variation of my “Nuclear Option” punishment in a findom setting. Faggots who are deeply hooked on findom might be affected by such a punishment. I do think the idea of being cut off from a Master’s attention is even worse for these types. I hope that helps, Sir.
Is it possible to become obsessed with sucking cock idk what’s wrong with me at work I think about cock in my car I think about cock even after I cum from masturbating for cock I crave cock I mean I used to just like sucking a guy off it wasn’t on my mind all the time like it is now maybe I should go to a sex addiction class idk are there more ppl like me or am I a freak lol
Some faggots are natural born cocksuckers. We are just built with a need to suck dick. I have even gone so far as to say that we have a g-spot in our throats There’s nothing wrong with you, except that you need to stop daydreaming about sucking cock and start actually sucking cock!
Hi Sam, it’s Henrique again, the ballet faggot. I followed your advice and stopped trying change the Alpha I serve, as you advised. Instead I just schedule gym when I know He can attend and humbly invite Him to come with me, to point me the right way to do it, as an Alpha. I am also taking care of His alimentation and preparing good and healthy meals for Him, as a good faggot. I love taking care of Alphas and assist Them with daily tasks, would like to serve more of Them. But not sexually, don’t want to sheat the Alpha I already serve. I use to humbly compliment Alphas when I cross with Them, so they know I’m ready to serve. Today I did it and when I look back I saw the random Alpha wanted my service, but I runned away cause I got afraid He wanted me sexually. What to do? How to serve more Alphas in a non sexually way and not sheat the Alpha I already serve?
Well I think it’s simple – don’t serve them sexually. Other forms of service aren’t necessarily cheating as long as they don’t interfere with your service to your Alpha. If they want you to buy them supplements or food, stuff like that, massages, etc., those are fine.
But I’m pretty sure they’re going to want to fuck you. Maybe stop being so flirty about how you approach them. You don’t need to compliment them when you see them, which makes them think you’re available for use.
hello! I am 17 and just started my senior year of high-school, and have been absolutely enamored with the idea of becoming a faggot, (their are plenty of very southern dominant guys here haha) but I’m not exactly sure how to start! I’ve never really been bullied or picked on and project a generally abrasive attitude. Any tips on how to appeal to the straight guys and rednecks around here and become a better faggot?
Brother, I’m glad you’re coming to a realization of your truth! And yes, you’re definitely surrounded by a lot of Alphas, although they’re probably a tick dumber than most Alphas elsewhere.
Start calling them “Sir” when speaking with them. Offer to do things for them. Be complimentary in a mildly flirtatious way. Examples “Sir, those shoes look good on you … they make your feet look big” or “Sir, that shirt makes your shoulders look so big and wide” or something like that.
Trust me, young Alphas pick up on that quicker than you might imagine. Good luck!
Hi Sam, It’s Michael, things have been going well with me and my alpha. I got back from vacation and I got right back to work servicing him. While I was out he must have looked through your site because he has a bunch of new things he wants to try out. Things like bdsm and chastity. How should I work these into our sex life? And for chastity my daily life? I would be willing to go into chastity for him, but how could I do it as a kid? I want to please my alphas and further my fag journey so if you can please help.
This is an ongoing thread featuring a young cocksucker named Michael. I’ve now compiled them into a chronological thread that you can read by CLICKING HERE.
Brother, I’m glad you’re doing well! I’m excited that this powerful and aggressive young Alpha is expanding his control over you! You can definitely go into chastity. Perhaps your Alpha will have a way to get a cage for you, or perhaps you can work together to make this happen.
You don’t need to worry about how to work these developments into your life. Your Alpha will direct you and oversee these changes. Trust his guidance and do your best to make him proud of you. I know I am proud of you, baby boy!
Is it possible for a 56yo below average looking HWP white faggot to find a Straight Alpha Master to allow me to be one of his obedient faggots. I would only be able to submit to my Alpha Master orally as my cunt has been sewn shut do to colorectal cancer. The urges I have to submit to a Straight Married Alpha god grow stronger everyday. Especially since finding your wonderful site! Thank you so much. It has helped me understand my feelings and desires and more importantly my duty to worship and serve a true Alpha Master the way He commands! I now know my place is to give all the glory to a Straight Married Alpha who bestow His power and control over my faggot existence. I am just not sure if I am shall we say “a marketable faggot” given my flaws. My brother sam is there still hope for me?
Brother, I’m sorry for your health issues! As a cancer survivor myself, I sympathize with your situation.
In your current situation, here’s what I suggest: set up a gloryhole and serve Men that way. You can avoid the body issues you might have right now while also feeling useful to Men.
I’m almost giving up now on trying to become a faggot for real alpha men. I live in a small town in a small country with a small population and it’s beginning to seem impossible for me to find real alphas to serve, to own me, train me, teach me and use me. I’ve met many guys, all older and (in a way) they all are dominant men. I just feel I need more………… I need a real man, not just someone pretending to really know what he’s doing, but ACTUALLY knowing. So my question is: What can I do to find my real alpha? It’s obvious that they aren’t anywhere near me or this place where I live. Or they’re just not rel alphas to begin with. Can I go online to get online training from alphas? I need this in my life, and I know, given the right training by a real man, I can be the best faggot ever! I just can’t seem to find anyone man enough to help me reach my full potential and fulfill my purpose in life.
I encourage you to join the FWA Discord if you haven’t already. There you can post in your own country and also talk to Alphas from around the world. Not saying you will receive training there, but at least it’s an effective way to make contacts. CLICK HERE to join.
I don’t know why you seem to quick to dismiss these Men you’re meeting. All Men can teach you things and train you to some degree. Don’t judge them so harshly. I don’t know your country of origin, but I know faggots who have found Alphas in THE MIDDLE EAST, so you aren’t in an impossible situation. Don’t give up on that.
My master expressed he wanted to take me to a bathhouse and let any man who wanted a chance to fuck me do it. He has always protected me but this scares me. I hear that hiv and Sri are all over places like that. This something he really wants to do. What should I tell him? I want to make him happy but this scares me
Brother, you should definitely express your concerns to your Master. Always be honest with him. You need to get on PrEP if you’re going to be doing things like that, honestly. Your Master should know this.
So many men like a fag doggy but idk what it is. Seeing fag on its back, knees to its chest, hole wide open that does it the most for me. What do you think?
Yes, Sir, I understand what you mean. I think Men like doggy because it is so animal-like and aggressive. However, the position you describe is good for Men to see the faggot’s face as he penetrates it. There is a certain voyeuristic pleasure for Men to see their power directly affecting the faggot like that.
Sam – I love your site. It gets me so excited and it feels great to know I’m not alone in my feelings and that there’s other faggots like me out there! And I love reading it with all the tips and ideas etc Due to some unavoidable and unchangeable lifestyle things, I have no regular Alpha I serve. Of course I’m always looking and occasionally find a hot alpha but.. I live in a rural and conservative area so, it’s rare. When I’m serving it’s all about Him, obviously. I have 0 interest in my penis or in cumming. But when I’m between alphas and when I’m serving.. I can’t help but get excited and jerk myself to your blog and other porn. I know that fags should regain from personal pleasure… but when I read your stories I just can’t help myself! Any tips on how to avoid self pleasure while still keeping up with your blog?
First tip: STOP READING THIS SITE!! LOL
Seriously, the trick I discovered began as a mental exercise that eventually led me to chastity. I began to meditate on what an ugly thing it was for a faggot to masturbate itself like Men do. I thought deeply about what a shameful act that is, how disrespectful it is to true Men and their cocks. I began to develop a revulsion for the act because of that self-training. I stopped masturbating for three years before finally deciding that I could no longer continue uncaged.
I would try that, brother. It ended up being a really powerful emotional experience for me, one that continues to shape the course of my life as a faggot. Since my early rape and first cunting, this experience with chastity has been the most impactful exercise.
i’m a 40 y/o faggot who has been a cash fag for over 10 years now. i’ve struggled a lot with addiction to being abused and degraded by online ”Masters” who exploit me for cash. This caused me to be ~70k in credit card debt from cash r*pes almost every weekend for years. In May 2020 I met a straight alpha Master online who convinced me to open my finances up to him so he could help me get out of the hole i was in while also fulfilling my desire to serve a superior alpha Man. I’ve now served him for over a year, my credit card debt is paid off, and my life is much better for it. Over the past year i have also paid off his student loans and purchased him many things as a way to serve him and fulfil my purpose as a faggot to make a straight alpha Man’s life easier. I have now spent almost 90k on him. One of the lines my Master has drawn is that he has no sexual interest in me and also no interest in letting me see pictures of his body to feed my sexual desire. He knows that i am a faggot and have those cravings, but he also wants me to get my arousal from being his cash faggot and not from thinking of him in a sexual way. He knows i still think about Men’s cocks and asses, but he says i should look at porn to get that need filled. My question is: can a faggot find purpose in non-sexual service alone to an alpha Man? If that’s the arrangement, is it okay for the faggot to seek out porn to get its sexual cravings met, or should it learn to accept life as a non-sexual slave? I do want to clarify that by sexual i mean cock and ass. i do get aroused when i tribute my Master and he let’s me know i’m a good faggot for making his life better. i guess i’m just not sure if that’s enough long-term?
First of all, you are very fortunate to have met such a good cash Master! He has effectively turned your life around while also using you to enrich himself! That is a rare Alpha to find! Please commend him for me!
So I’m guessing you are not local with this Alpha, and that this is happening entirely online. If he is local, then I would think you could serve domestically. But if you’re not local, then it’s clear the only fulfillment you’re going to receive from him is serving as his cash fag. Whether that can be enough is entirely up to you. I don’t see why you can’t go out an satisfy your sexual cravings with other local Alphas. After all, you’re only 40 years old. I’m sure your cash Master doesn’t care what you do as long as you continue to serve him.
I think I love cock more than anyone else. All I think about is sucking cock even when I cum from sucking cock I don’t get the guilt or shame that I used to . I dream about cock. i was the guy that got all the pussy back in the day. One night a friend of mine caught me looking at his cock he asked if I was a faggot I said he’ll no but he noticed my cock getting hard through my shorts after he pointed that out and alittle seducing I was on my knees sucking away while he called me his faggot he made me tell him I was his secret faggot cocksucker as I beat his big cock off my face then he let loose a big ass load of semen in my mouth and down my throat for two years I was his little faggot bitch but he got married and moved away. Now I need a alpha to fuck my face and call me a faggot I’ll suck you off anywhere you want hit me up on my email if you want pics I need cock . jeremyhay250@gmail.com
Nice. Of course, this is not really a question, is it?
Thx u for ur reply to my message. Sorry I’m still new to English. I’m happy coz my sister’s bf always stood when getting head and he has to sit down if I do it. I don gag anymore. I also showed him I cum without touching my dick when sucking his and touching his body. Now he should fuck me hhehe
That’s great that you are cumming hands-free from sucking his dick. I bet he loves to see that kind of power over you. I bet he does fuck you at some point, but I encourage you to let him make that choice, okay? Don’t push him.
Hi all, I’m Danny Rotz from Shippensburg and I’m a gaping sissy faggot fuck hole, well actually just a sissy faggot fuck hole , but I want to be the gaping part as well and daddy wants it too, he loves to see me gape after he fucks me, but would love to see me be able to gape wide open before he fucks me. I practice hard and often, daily, for hours and sleep with a pretty girthy butt plug in most nights, the jock mega plug, which I have reviewed on extreme restraints website but still, no gape. I want my hole to gape wide open when I bend over for daddy and his fat black cock, but it doesn’t, no matter how hard or long I practice it never does, it always closes up tight, at least until he starts to fuck me and pulls his cock out, then I gape for maybe two second and it snaps right back shut even when I totally relax. I don’t know if gaping is even realistic or just something from porn, is there anything I’m doing wrong or anything else I can do to make my sissy faggot fuck hole gape wide open for daddy?
Well, if you really want to gape then you’ll probably need to get one of those extreme dildos that are thicker near the base. They are designed to really open your hole and stretch it. But I would just warn you that once you do a certain amount of damage to your hole, it may not return to normal anymore (take a look at holes that have been excessively fisted) and guys may not want to fuck it anymore. Men like tight holes. If your Alpha isn’t complaining about it, I wouldn’t press the issue.
I don’t want to say my age so u don’t get in trouble. My sister has a ‘boyfriend’ whose dick I suck sometimes before she gets home. He knows that I listen to him fuck her too. She wants to break up with him because all he wants to do is fuck. Im stupid telling her that he’s really a good guy and she should give him more chances. I feel like an asshole. Im a total bitch for guys like him. I want to keep him coming here as long as possible.
Good boy! You’re following your natural instinct and serving a straight Alpha in need! Your sister is clearly not giving him what he wants or needs, but you are!
I wouldn’t worry about losing him if she breaks up with him. Alphas love to have on-call cocksuckers. He’s not going to get rid of you just because she’s frigid. He clearly loves what you’re doing for him! Don’t worry about anything other than making him feel like a King! It’ll work out alright!
Hi Sam, It’s Michael, things have been going great for me and my alpha. My alpha has been using me many times and I have been serving him even more. I have started to learn more about alphas from mine and I have started to notice more alphas around me. How should I service them while staying loyal to my alpha? Should I not serve them or ask for my alphas permission? I hope this can help me further my faghood and make me better for my master and maybe others. Thank you.
This is an ongoing thread featuring a young cocksucker named Michael. I’ve now compiled them into a chronological thread that you can read by CLICKING HERE.
Brother, I’m really glad you’re being used well by this Alpha. He seems like an amazing young Man, and you seem to be in the perfect situation.
That’s why I’m confused about what makes you want to risk that by asking for more dicks to suck. I don’t know this Alpha, but most of them don’t like their faggots running around sucking other Men. They prefer when it is THEIR idea, not yours.
Hi Sam. First of all, I’m addicted to your site, congratulations! My name is Henrique, I have 33 years. I’m a faggot, I do ballet classes to keep a small and slim body for my Master. I like my Masters older and bigger than me. He is 34 and is taller than me, what pleases me. I have a very small clit and he has a VERY HUGE DICK, what pleases me so much. But I would love that my Master would have more body mass. Since He would not be athletic, It would please me If He could gain more fat and become a Bear in all His body. But he just increases belly, and most of body like arms and legs don’t grow up in mass, like a snake that ate a watermelon. Any idea? And mainly, any idea to make it looks like it would be His idea? Thanks a lot.
Brother, first of all I commend you for doing things like taking ballet classes in order to keep your body fit for your Master! That’s devotion and commitment right there!
As far as your Master, it shouldn’t matter what YOU want him to do or be. You’re his faggot. You serve him. He shouldn’t need to hit the gym or sculpt his body to suit your needs, right? You should be grateful to be owned by a good Alpha with a big dick and the desire to own you! Stop trying to make him serve your needs.
I am an older faggot who has only had limited opportunities to live out my faggotry IRL – usually brief episodes at bath houses or adult video stores. I find that so much of the humiliation I crave is tied to having women (preferably younger women) see me servicing men. In one particular incident, I was kneeling at the end of the bar sucking an Alpha at a grey club frequented by a lot of young college aged women. (Apparently young college aged women like dancing at gay clubs because they don’t get sexually harassed.) In any event, several dozen young women, over the course of the evening, saw the Alpha using my mouth to edge himself. When he finally chose to cum (partly in my mouth but mostly on my face) he had me sit at the bar with him with cum dripping off and drying on my face. He clearly knew several of the young women, and introduced me to several as “his faggot for the evening.” I don’t know why I crave the presence and witness of young women to complete my submission, but it just isn’t the same without it. Are you aware of other faggots like me?
That’s a hot experience, brother! Congratulations!
I have honestly never heard of a faggot who liked or needed females to watch it be used by Men. It’s new to me for sure. I know I’ve never wanted anything like that. But hey, we all have our thing!
Anyway, I’m really happy you’re getting chances like that to serve! Keep it up!
Need some advice. I have a fag who has a big clit and we keep trying to find a cage that will fit. When we find one it won’t stay on bc she has small balls. What should we do?
Master, the key to using a ball-locked cage on tiny balls is to find a very small ring. You’d want to try to get the balls to relax enough to be pliable and then fit the extra-small ring around the base of the balls. A ball stretcher might be helpful in this case to prepare the scrotum for caging. I hope this helps, Master.
I’m sorry to have so many questions, but when I cage my cock, will it still cum when my Master fucks me? It’s really important because He loves that. He says he never knows if the women He fucks are faking it, but he always knows for sure when He fucks my cunty. He loves having that kind of power over me.
Yes, you should still be able to cum, although the orgasm is more about the mechanical process of your Master hitting your prostate than anything to do with your physical orgasm. That’s just nitpicking, however. When he sees you leaking out of your cage, he will love it.
I wanted to try getting a cock-cage for myself to shrink my cock. Does it make it significantly smaller? The reason I ask is that I have had a young alpha Master for several years now, and he has never locked me up. (His thing is fucking the cum out of me. He loves to make me come no-handed and tries to see how many he can fuck out of me before I start shooting blanks.) However, my cock is on the large side, and quite a bit larger than His. I’d love to present him with a tiny clit of a cock.
There will be a noticeable amount of shrinkage if you keep it on 24/7 for a few months. Keep in mind that it’s not permanent. You’ll need to keep the cage on in order to maintain the shrinkage.
I’m really proud of you brother. There is no doubt that your Master is going to love seeing you in the cage, and he will also love seeing your pathetic clit leaking cum from your cage, too. Good luck, and keep me posted!
Wer ist eigentlich wirklich gegen Homosexualität bzw. der LGBTQ? Viele Pfarrer und Prister behaupten ja das Schwul sein würde Jesus nicht wollen o. wäre Jesus bereit das Männer schwanger werden?! Mir ist schon bewusst das die Biebel die man sich irgendwo mal gekauft oder erworbenen hat das diese eine 100% fälschung ist und das nix mit der Originalen Übereinstimmungen hat aber das ist nicht meine Frage.
Meine Vermutung wäre: Das die Kirche selbst gegen die LGBTQ und gegen die Homosexualität allgemein ist, denn wie man auch oft genug hört hieß es ja Jesus liebt alle Menschen (Sexualität wird hier nicht angesprochen) also ist dies nun ein Wiederspruch der Kirche was jedoch anders in der Orginal Bibel steht?
Frage: Nun zur Frage, ist die Kinderschändische Kirche daran schuld das Homosexuell und deren LGBTQ noch heute von vielen gehasst wird oder steht es wirklich so Wort wörtlich in der Orginal-Bibel drinnen?
Würde mich freuen um Antwort MfG aus Wien
For those who do not speak German, here is the translation:
Who is actually really against homosexuality or LGBTQ?
Many pastors and priests claim that Jesus would not want to be gay or would Jesus be ready for men to get pregnant ?!
I am already aware that the Bible that you have bought or acquired somewhere, that it is a 100% fake and that it has nothing to do with the original, but that is not my question.
My guess would be:
That the church itself is against LGBTQ and against homosexuality in general, because as one hears often enough it was said that Jesus loves all people (sexuality is not addressed here) so this is now a contradiction of the church which is different in the original Bible stands?
Question:
Now to the question, is the child abusive church to blame for gays and whose LGBTQ is still hated by many today or is it really that word in the original Bible?
I would be happy to receive an answer
MfG from Vienna
Thank you for the question! I don’t believe the Bible or religion has anything directly to do with hatred of LGBTQ people. I think people just hate things they don’t understand or things that are different from themselves (like racism). However, the Bible gives people JUSTIFICATION for their hatred by including passages (in the Old Testament particularly) that condemn homosexual acts. Religions of the world then took those passages and used them to further isolate and scapegoat gays from the rest of society.
I’ve just moved on from that kind of hate in my life. It’s all just a bunch of angry nonsense.
I just started as a high school teacher. Let me preface, I’m a small dicked fag in his late twenties who only recently learned I was a fag. Anyway, in know that most of my male students are probably bigger than me, even though they’re 10-15 years younger than me. How do I show deference to these real men? Obviously I would never do anything sexual with them.
Faggot teachers have a tough line to walk for sure. The struggle to serve these young Alphas while also trying to remain a respected authority figure in their lives would be awful. It’s one of the reasons why I ruled out a move toward a teaching degree in college (I’m only a couple of classes away from one even now).
I think you can just call them “Sir” and be deferential to them without losing control of your classroom. Young Alphas who sense weak males in positions of authority are quick to test and abuse that authority. But it’s going to be tricky, brother.
Hey sam. I’m a 15 yo fag and I can’t keep living this lie anymore. I need an alpha to own me and use me. I need to worship and serve real men. The problem is: I don”t know how to/can’t find an alpha around my age. Please tell me what I have to do.
Little brother, I definitely understand how you feel! First of all, don’t rush things! You’re very young, and you have your entire life ahead of you to learn and discover and find fulfillment!
Having said that, there is no better place for a faggot to find Alphas than those faggots who are still in high school. There are plenty of Alphas in high school, all of whom are looking for any kind of pleasure or worship.
During this upcoming school year, find some Alphas in your class. Jocks, sports guys, etc. Find ways to offer services of some kind. Be complimentary. Try to use the word “Sir” when addressing them. Be submissive. Alphas will notice and start to inquire about you. Be honest with them, be fearless. Be matter-of-fact. Be what you were born to be.
Alphas will either make fun of you or, more likely, use you. Be ready. Good luck, and keep me informed, little brother!
Hi all, I’m Danny Rotz from Shippensburg and this is a bunch of questions in one, sorry, hope that’s okay. So first, I love doing ass to mouth on daddy’s big black cock after he cums in my boipussy, but is that safe? I also really love being fucked in both of my sissy fuck holes at the same time and daddy is okay with me riding one of my favorite dildos while he is fucking my face and he will switch back and forth between my ass and my mouth several times during a session and I will suck his cock and when he switches, I suck my dildo while he fucks my boipussy and so on until he finished deep in one of my two sissy fuck holes, I prefer him to finish in my boipoussy to make sure I get every drop of his superior seed deep inside of me, and then suck his big black cock completely dry just because it tastes so amazing, but he never brings any of his friends over and I really need their black cocks in me too. And so that brings on the next question, he knows how much I love being fucked hard in both holes at the same time, so how do I get him to bring his friends so I can serve their cocks too? And finally, I’m not sure if I’m a sissy or a faggot, I usually consider myself to be a sissy faggot cumdump, so is there a difference? And please any advice on how to get daddy to bring his friends around to fuck me would be great.
Wow, this is a pretty epic series of questions! First of all, I’ve been schooled on ass play and I suppose I’ll tell you that it is generally safe to go ass-to-mouth. Of course, it sounds like you’ve already been doing that without ill effects, so just listen to your own body, I guess.
As far as getting your Alpha to bring his Alpha buddies over to fuck you, I think you need to remember that you don’t serve this Man for your needs, but to please HIM. There are many Alphas (especially black Alphas) who don’t like sharing their faggots (or females) with other Men. Your Alpha might be like that. By insisting that he bring his friends over to breed you, you’re risking his anger and disappointment.
I think you need to be careful here. I would submissively ask him if sharing you with his Alpha brothers is something he’s ever considered. Push it on him to make that decision and make it seem like it’s HIS idea rather than yours.
Hi there my name is Adam and I am a faggot and recently I have been getting turned on by my very alpha brother-in-law he is younger then me but he caries himself in a very dominant superior way and when he makes jokes about me being his bitch and he being my pimp I get so turned on that I want to beg him to rape me my question is how can I approach him about it I mean I have sucked his dick and swallowed his cum like a fag should and he has fucked me once as well way before him and my sister got together.
Wait – you’re already sucking his dick and he’s fucked you in the past?? So what’s the problem here? When you’re with him, kneel and kiss his feet and ask him if he’d rape you. He will.
Hi Sam, Your recent post about covering made me realize, that’s what my alpha does to me. Whenever he fucks me he tells me to keep my underwear on because it’s “hotter.” So maybe it’s a coincidence but I’m not sure. Because when I even try to reach in to play with my “clit” as he calls it, he pulls my hand away and slaps me. Which I mean, makes it all hotter so sometimes I do it just so he’ll smack me and he seems to get enjoyment out of it too. He has also made me wear wigs and calls me by his girlfriend’s name sometimes. Which is also odd! She knows about us and has no problem with it, but that part I don’t understand why he uses her name when he’s fucking me. Any insight? -BrandonTheFag
Yes, you covering your clit helps to maintain the illusion that you’re not male. And, as a straight Alpha, he wants to keep up that illusion by calling you by her name. It’s all mind games.
Hi Sam, It’s Michael, I would like to thank you for your advice for the past week or two it has really helped me break out of my shell and become the faggot I am. I followed you advice from the last question I asked and I got the text from my alpha telling me to come over to his house. Before I went I prepared. I shaved bare, cleaned myself and put on a fresh pair of panties, I was ready. I went to my alpha’s house and he told me it was time to do it and I was receiving my reward. I thanked him and got to work. I was nervous and a little scared but it was a great experience overall. My alpha was very dominant and I loved the feeling of his body on mine. I should be happy, but I have any issue, I don’t know how I should thank him. He has been the best thing in my life and he has done so much for me I don’t know how to pay him back. So what do you think Sam? How should I repay my alpha for gifting me with his dick?
This is a follow-up to two previousasks HERE and HERE.
Oh my goodness! Congratulations, little brother!! See? I told you it would be good!
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE your attitude of gratitude and the desire to properly thank him for taking your virginity! It’s the EXACT RIGHT perspective for any successful faggot! When you see him next time, bow your head (kneel if possible) and say something like “Sir, I wanted to thank you for using (use breeding if he came in you) me. I am always grateful for any opportunity to serve you. Is there anything I can do for you?”
In addition, you can be coming up with things you might think he’d like or needs and then buy them as gifts. Financial domination in this way turn Men on almost as much as sexual domination. Maybe there’s a shirt you think he might like, or a pair of shoes he’d love to have, or whatever. It could be something smaller, too; if he loves to drink Red Bull in the morning, or he’s working out and uses supplements, you can buy him those types of things as well.
However, I think for now you’re going to be mostly useful to him as his faggot hole to fuck when he wants (I’m sure that breaks your heart! LOL). Being thankful in the way I described above will turn him on for sure.
I’m very proud of you, little brother! Be brave and be submissive!
Hey Sam, Andy the faggot here. I’m in college now and there’s a friend of mine that is a total alpha, all the girls fall for him and he ALWAYS gets what he wants in every aspect of life. Instinctively, I’ve always been severely attracted to him and I’m always looking for ways to serve him. He always makes me do this homework, without caring if I have any assignments or tests, which is what turns me on so hard, and I even have taken tests for him. He absolutely knows I’m a fag and takes advantage of it, he always catches me staring at him and smirks or winks at me. The thing is, he hasn’t asked me to do anything else beyond this little tasks, and I don’t know if the right thing to do is for me to approach him directly, or to keep waiting for him to make a move. Thanks in advance, Andy the fag.
Thanks for writing, Andy.
No, you do not wait for him to make the first move. First of all, start calling him “Sir” and thank him for allowing you to serve him when you do homework for him. Look for moments when you can offer a foot massage.
And of course, there’s the direct approach. Look, he probably already knows you’re a faggot (or strongly suspects it) and still keeps you around, even playing along. With a humble and confessional demeanor ask him if it would be okay if you admit something to him. Then, with downturned eyes and head bowed thank him for using you, that it means so much to make him happy, and that’s because you are a faggot. That serving him gives you purpose. That you would like to be able to serve him in whatever ways he needs. DOING THIS WHILE KNEELING IS EVEN BETTER.
Try it. I bet you’ll be surprised what such an open-hearted confession and offer does to a truly dominant Alpha.
