Occasionally I come across something so unique and incredible that I read and re-read it just trying to wrap my mind around it. This is one of those situations.

A read posted a massive story in my “questions” inbox here on the site. It’s really too long to deal with as a “Questions From Readers” post, plus I felt it was too urgent and complex to toss off a simple answer to it. I wanted to deal with it in a more comprehensive manner.

First, here is the story this faggot left me:

Sam: Thanks for your blog. Something unexpected happened btw my Sir, his girlfriend, and me. I could use advice. First, I adore the man. He’s usually nice (except when aggressive, which I also love), mid30s, handsome, smart, and successful. I could go on. It started when I became his dogsitter to his 2 labs (he lives in my parents’ neighborhood). Since I lived on the other side of a large metro, that morphed into a house-sitting arrangement because he had to travel a lot for his new job. I was so in awe of him that I’d go well beyond just housesitting: when he’d return from trips, his laundry and dry cleaning would be done, meals ready in the fridge, house spotless, etc. In about a year, my services for him turned sexual, of course, even though he’s straight. (He claims to be about 15% bi/gay but I have my doubts). He was wary and jokey about the dom/sub dynamic but quickly took to it with gusto. 

Let me just add here: this faggot did a spectacular thing in going well beyond what the Alpha expected in order to impress upon him that this was, indeed, a faggot that he could own and use. As faggots, we should always look for opportunities to go beyond and impress Alphas so that we trigger their desire to use us more.

Fast forward: he became involved with a woman and has been so for about 2 years. She has good qualities… beautiful like him, reads books, and does something in real estate or finance. But my private nickname for her is MB: “manipulative bitch.” I don’t think it’s jealousy. I’ve just seen her (or heard of her) be cruel to him. Call it fag intuition, but I also think she cheated on him. Once when he was out of town on a longish business trip, she came over to use the pool, not expecting me to be there. When she saw my car, she came in and asked how long I’d be there. She and a “friend” wanted to use the pool. She turned cold when I said I was staying there to take care of the dogs and house. When I looked out, I saw a guy sitting in the passenger’s seat, her “brother” she later said. That same visit, she “accidentally” let one of Sir’s beloved labs out the front door, a complete no-no that he, she, I, and all his guests constantly guard against. Had I not grown up in that neighborhood, I doubt I could have recovered him.

MB eventually learned from Sir my role in his life. It didn’t seem to matter; she treated me like the lowest help anyway. We rarely interacted but when we did it was cordial, I guess. I did let Sir know about the dog incident and didn’t embellish. I felt I had to. He was so grateful for my tracking down the dog. One night I got a text from him, come over…i need to give you the dogs Rxs & also make sure ur throat is loose, followed by smiley with its tongue out and a Hang 10 emoji. I was taking his dogs to the vet for him the next day and knew exactly what else he needed from me.  When I got to his place though I was surprised to see his gf’s car in the driveway, so rang the doorbell. Both were in robes which I figured meant they’d been in the pool. Sir looked like he was in an aggressive headspace and her eyes looked puffy, maybe from the chlorine or from crying. I was a bit scared.

He then grabbed both of us by the back of the neck and walked us to his bedroom. He told her to sit on the chair by the bed and sat himself on the bed. “For once in your life you’ll see what a blowjob is,” he said to her in a tone of voice totally unlike his usual dude-like manner. “You.” He pointed to the floor, signaling for me to get on my knees. I did. “Make me cum in 3 minutes.” He then opened his robe, naked underneath.

At this point I was really nervous, embarrassed, and confused. I’d never had anyone witness me giving a BJ. Also, Sir likes most of all to be edged, sometimes hours at a time, before he lets me bring him off or switches to fucking me. But I knew I could do it and got to the challenge, deep throating, tonguework, licking his balls and taint, the things he loves. When I could tell he was close, I ramped it up when he suddenly he jerked me off, hard, by the hair. He held off coming and let his dick soften a little. “Take over,” he directed his gf. “Show me what you learned.” She tried, but was a little freaked and didn’t seem to know what she was doing. Also, to be fair, most of my BJ technique is hidden, foreskin tonguing and the like. She couldn’t have seen it.  She eventually did bring him off. When he came, she spat his cum out so it dribbled down her chin and ordered her back in the chair.

I actually felt sorry for her and wanted to give her a hug. (I also craved that cum.) She looked hurt and humiliated. He stroked her hair and face to comfort her for about a minute. He then ordered me to clean off his cock. After I did, he asked me to leave, saying “Good, professor” (he knows I aspire to a PhD). I don’t know what triggered all of this. He found out about her affairs? He suspected her of stealing from her?

1st question: Should I ask what it was all about and offer support? 2nd question: Sir implies there will be other “lessons.” But I don’t want to be a weaponized fag, used as means to be cruel to others even if by good example. I also don’t want to be a pawn in Sir’s relationships who gets blamed for his breakups for, of all things, excelling in my role. It all makes me feel really uncomfortable and like a no-win situation. Should I dare mention this to him?  Sorry this took so long to explain. I thought it would take a few sentences but as you can see it’s not exactly a simple dynamic to describe.           

In all my years as a faggot in real life and as a faggot running this site, I’ve never, ever heard of something like this happening. It’s a variation on my Nuclear Option™ except using a faggot to train the female. It’s really bold and extremely humiliating for both the faggot and (especially) the female. She probably can’t get that image out of her head if she cares at all for this Alpha.

And I think it’s fair to say that both the faggot and the female understand that this Alpha is not going to be fucked with. He wants the best and expects it unconditionally. This episode is truly an awe-inspiring display of raw Alpha power.

Now to the faggot’s questions:

  1. No, I don’t think you should ask him anything about what caused that episode. Bringing it up is outside the purview of a faggot’s privilege, and risks making him angry. Let him explain himself to you when he feels like he can discuss it rationally, if he ever feels like he should explain himself at all. By you holding back your questions, you build up some measure of respect from the Alpha. Trust me on this.
  2. If you are truly uncomfortable with performing these types of acts, then you might respectfully explain to him why you are uncomfortable with it. You must at the same time reinforce that you very much want to remain in service to him. The danger here is apparent: if you don’t reinforce your objections with a desire to stay, the Alpha could become offended that you are suggesting you don’t want to serve as he directs and dismiss you. And I know you don’t want that. Humbly kneel and seek his permission to speak freely to him, tell him how grateful you are to be his faggot and how much it means to you to be owned by him. Then gently express your reservations about being used like that with her.

Now having said that, I’m going to lay out a different scenario for you. I am going to posit that you aren’t as uncomfortable with that episode as you’re making out. In fact, I think somewhere inside you are PROUD that your Master used you that way. Frankly, the fact that your Alpha used you like that should be a badge of honor you should cling to with pride.

This episode not only says a lot of great things about you, but it also speaks volumes about how highly your Master thinks of you. It’s truly an extraordinary compliment your Master bestowed upon you, my brother. I think there are a lot of faggots who would love to be used that way by an Alpha like him!

So if you really want my honest opinion, I think you should kneel and just thank him for what happened. You can tell him you felt humiliated, but also tell him you see the great compliment he was giving you.

Regardless of what you decide to do, brother, I thank you for sharing this experience with me! As Men become more and more accustomed to owning and using faggots, we might see more of these types of correctional actions. So consider yourself a trailblazer!

Please keep in touch! Email is fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com

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